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ButchRoss
06-13-2011, 01:17 AM
I have no idea how to be on an internet forum

I am 43 and don't care who knows

I am good looking, but I don't think I am

I have stayed in my marriage much longer than I should have

I stay with my Wife because she falls apart when I try to leave

I want to go back to my California home

I did not have enough "fun" or "fluff" but this felt pretty good!

1PlayfulFemme
06-13-2011, 01:38 AM
I confess welcome to the thread and to the Planet!! :)

I confess I Love this place!!!

I confess I'm sad to read your post...I've been there..and it breaks my heart to see someone in that spot..I hope things are better for you soon!

I confess you'll figure out the forum thing soon enough!

Tcountry
06-13-2011, 02:02 AM
I confess:
Iowa is more exciting than Nebraska....yes it is still country
Hope the city girl can tolerate it all till her sister visits
Contemplating a new vehicle is both exciting & stressful
Sunshyne has nothing to worry about...my bff already likes her
I will actively ruin Sunshyne's diet Wed night...but for good reason
We have done well since she got here...so 1 day won't b too bad
Still hoping for a job in SA before Aug
Will b hard to let her go back alone after this summer if there is no job yet
Cannot wait to show my honey the possible location of our wedding..... :)
Wedding plans & giggling are about the only girly things I do...lol

uglyboi
06-13-2011, 06:11 AM
I confess them chickens are jackin' my style, they try to copy my swagger.

Zimmeh
06-13-2011, 08:28 AM
I must confess,

You two are cute. Sunshyne, you will do find and T's family will like you! I am not sure how far, Jamestown, ND is from you two, but if you get the chance, you should go visit. I am inserting a link of the giant buffalo that is there. I looked like an ant standing underneath it...They also have an old school house from 1910 and I bought a book there and I have kept it for when my nieces get older.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/canadagood/3496167817/

Enjoy!!!

Zimmy

I confess:
Iowa is more exciting than Nebraska....yes it is still country
Hope the city girl can tolerate it all till her sister visits
Contemplating a new vehicle is both exciting & stressful
Sunshyne has nothing to worry about...my bff already likes her
I will actively ruin Sunshyne's diet Wed night...but for good reason
We have done well since she got here...so 1 day won't b too bad
Still hoping for a job in SA before Aug
Will b hard to let her go back alone after this summer if there is no job yet
Cannot wait to show my honey the possible location of our wedding..... :)
Wedding plans & giggling are about the only girly things I do...lol

Zimmeh
06-13-2011, 08:33 AM
I must confess,

I had a guest at work laughing at me. I was trying to answer his question and I couldn't say anything that sounded coherent. So I took a pause, and then said, "I need another cup of coffee". This guy cracked up and thanked me.

Work was a lot better lastnight, I just stayed off of my supervisor's radar and finished about twenty word search puzzles. I was watching, "Raging Planet: Floods", on NetFlix through my iPhone and said something and everyone in the lunch room turned around and looked at me..I didn't realize it came out and I didn't hear myself since I had earphones on. :blink:

Zimmy

dixie
06-14-2011, 08:33 PM
I confess...

...It has been too long since my last confession.
...I was very unproductive and spent most of the day with my head buried under the covers, despite the fact that I should have been at school from 9:30a-8p.
...I have been indulging in too much fast food in the last couple of weeks, due to my sometimes hectic schedule.
...I have had impure thoughts about my bff.
...I spend part of my work shift applying for other jobs.
...I am not as big a flirt as folks seem to think I am (but I don't want to ruin my image so don't tell anyone).
...I have been a bad girl and ignored pretty much all texts this week except those from a certain person.
...I have much more to confess but shall save a little for later.

Andrea
06-14-2011, 08:59 PM
I confess I am emotionally and physically exhausted.

I confess I am on the verge of tears.

I confess I really dislike being in limbo.

I confess there is some relief knowing we have an attorney now.

I confess I am not sure I can hold out for another month of this.

I confess did I mention I dislike being in limbo?

I confess I know things will get better and the future will clear up.

I confess I will feel better after a good night's sleep.

I confess I am more than grateful my honey is feeling so much better and is home now.

Andrea

Kenna
06-14-2011, 09:10 PM
I confess...
My worry for Gramma D is consuming my thoughts of late.

Andrea
06-16-2011, 08:25 AM
I confess for several years (at least four) we have had the same wake up routine every workday.

I confess to giving the boy a gentle 'time to start waking up' one half hour prior to needing him up.

I confess to giving the boy a louder and less gentle 'time to start getting up' 15 minutes prior to needing him up.

I confess for the next 15 minutes I give updates from the other room of '7 minutes until it is time to leave'.

I confess last night he asked me how I get him out of bed in the mornings.

I confess :blink:.

I confess he will no longer be doing the driving when taking me to work.

Andrea

bright_arrow
06-17-2011, 12:13 PM
I confess I slept in more than I intended this week.
I confess I had plans to wash the dishes, but watching episodes of 'Lie To Me' won me over.
I confess our bookcase, looking all fancy with it's ivy scrollwork, looks huge in our living room.
I confess I can't wait to stock it full of books :)

Leigh
06-17-2011, 12:53 PM
I confess that I think way too much :blink:

Guy
06-17-2011, 01:19 PM
I am addicted to popsicles.

say's 3 hail mary's

BullDog
06-17-2011, 01:20 PM
I confess, I just made an appointment to hook up internet service at my new butchelor pad for next Friday even though I am not sure when my exact moving date is. Internet first. I do have my priorities. Who needs furniture. :D

Guy
06-17-2011, 02:00 PM
oh and I did I mention that I just had two more.

a grape and a blueberry

Leigh
06-17-2011, 02:51 PM
I confess ~ making decisions can be the hardest thing a person has to do, but when they need to be made there is no other way to go about it other than to just do it and go on

I confess ~ that doesn't make it any easier :seeingstars:

Andrea
06-17-2011, 06:57 PM
I confess I snapped at work today.

I confess I took a walk and came back to apologize.

I confess all the stress is affecting me much more than I realize.

I confess I think a movie that induces lots of different emotions is called for.

I confess it may be time for a viewing of the Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood.

I confess some movies make the release easier.

I confess my honey has already started the making me feel better stuff.

I confess it is always better with my honey.

Andrea

WingsOnFire
06-17-2011, 08:08 PM
I confess... I feel much better today than I did yesterday...

I confess... work is trying to kill me...

I confess... I cant wait for Sir to get off work so I can get kisses...

I confess... I was shocked to walk from the kitchen to the living room to find Peppa ontop of my card table :|

I confess... Its a good thing I love her lots...

I confess... I am glad my work week is over...

I confess... I am too tired to confess anymore...

little_ms_sunshyne
06-17-2011, 08:20 PM
I confess I had a great time in Iowa...

I confess that T's parents seem much more open to our relationship...

I confess T's dad said he loved us both :)

I confess everyone really does know everyone's business in a small town...

I confess funnel cake fries are SINFUL!!!!!!:girldevil:

I confess I am a SINNER! FUNNEL CAKE FRIES!!!!! YUUUMMMM!:seeingstars:

I confess as June comes to a close I feel a little sad that I will have to go back home in August :(

Mr Nice Guy
06-17-2011, 08:33 PM
I confess that I cry at weddings on tv.
I confess that I'm not into Bdsm.
I confess that I'm a big softy.
I confess that I need glasses

Venus007
06-17-2011, 11:22 PM
I confess I miss my Pop
it has been 11 years since he left this plane and I still wish I could hug him and smell that funny mix of Old Spice, sawdust and old guy.

Tcountry
06-17-2011, 11:56 PM
I Confess:
-My parents surprised me a little...in a good way
-I do like this very much
-Sunshyne is the first & preferrably last "friend" I have introduced to grandma Shelley
-We had fun playing bingo with her...
-My Morgy girl Loved...Sunshyne & even came back for a 2nd hug bye when we left
-Wish we could just steal her & her sister & raise them in a loving environment
-Sunshyne likes Iowa more than I could imagine
-We were lucky to get over the Missouri river twice...flooding was bad
-my bff had not one negative thing to say about Sunshyne...& actually said she was good for me :)
-Already knew thus...but great hearing it from my bff ;)
-Not ready for the 30th even tho it is only a week apart

Mr Nice Guy
06-18-2011, 04:09 AM
I confess that I hate mean people.
I confess that My name is Handsome on another site.
I confess that I use my iPhone to log on to BFP.
I confess that looking for love drives me crazy.

Zimmeh
06-18-2011, 07:55 AM
I must confess,

This Casey Anthony girl is in trouble. Her lawyer is a moron and she has no chance of getting a fair trial.

The supervisor from hell at my job, is going to have her day with my department manager soon. She doesn't like anyone who stands up to her, and if you do, she makes your life a living hell. One of the girl's I work with, has had enough and has a meeting with our department manager and general manager to get this woman brought back to Earth.

I feel bad for the people on the East Coast of Florida due to the fires.

I am looking forward to the Alumni dinner that is on Thursday for DeVry University; even though I have to work at 6am the next morning.

Zimmy

Mr Nice Guy
06-18-2011, 12:41 PM
I confess that I like it when a Femme feels my muscles.
I confess that I've been single for 6 years.
I confess that I love bitchy women. It's a challenge to take the bitch away.
I confess that I like love letters or little notes.
I confess that I love reality shows.
I confess that sometimes I really miss a woman's touch.

WingsOnFire
06-18-2011, 08:46 PM
I confess... I am loving the way the house looks after deep cleaning.

I confess... breathing really sucks with this humidity.. although breathing is required to be alive so I guess I have to suffer through the summer...

I confess... I cleaned off the livingroom desk only to have Jewel the neurotic cat make it her bed :|

I confess... besides making the desk her bed... she thinks she owns Sir's computer desk too...

I confess... McDonald's coffee works great at improving my breathing when my asthma gets bad, and its bad tonight.

I confess... picking up Peppa drive by style after she decides to jump our fence and sneaks out through the crack in the neighbors fence to visit neighbors a block away really is getting old. Damn that Peppa!

I confess... I hope to have most of the house finished so Sir can relax tonight...

TIMBERWOLF
06-18-2011, 08:57 PM
I confess that WT and her son are away visiting her Dad
I confess I still got up at a little after 7am
I confess I slept in the middle of the bed without a pillow pushing on my back
I confess I loved making fried chicken with Crisco and it tasting like my Mom's(instead of Canola oil)
I confess I cleaned up after me
I confess I BY accident broke the lid to the trash can for the 2nd time in almost 2yrs and Im in the Dog house because I destroyed something of her's and now I can't use the trash can:seeingstars:

Mister Bent
06-18-2011, 09:57 PM
I confess I really need to stick to the What Are You Listening to Now? thread.

little_ms_sunshyne
06-18-2011, 10:26 PM
I confess~

My jaw aches...

I actually completed a to do list today :)

I am craving breakfast pizza...of course...tomorrow is Sunday (closed) :(

I am proud of T for sticking to our workout goals :)

Starrynightaw
06-18-2011, 10:34 PM
I confess i wish the BFP had a iPhone app.

Tcountry
06-19-2011, 12:00 AM
I confess:
-I am the only "girl" at work...but all the guys respect me
-I know I have to work...but I dislike leaving Sunshyne home alone
-We have decided Sally is a cat/dog...she behaves like a dog most of the time :)
-these few weeks have flown by
-Sunshyne's sister & nephew are coming to visit soon
-Hopefully 2 city girls still don't get super bored in the country..it is only a week...then they both go back to SA
-We have grown into some great routines...will b hard to go a week without her here

Glenn
06-19-2011, 12:05 AM
I confess....I am the insane sadistic mosquito serial killer. I love smacking them with my wet washcloth..I plead insanity.. I love to see their blood smeared on my walls. ..I have more respect for you ones that don't run and come right at me .U r worse than moths, flys,spiders, and ants,,cmon u lil f***ers I'm wating for you lol..

Mr Nice Guy
06-19-2011, 07:07 AM
I confess that I'm feeling needy today.
I confess that I need a Femme who cares.
I confess I need a blowjob.
I confess that I'm good at giving.
I confess that I need a woman.
I confess that today's theme is Femmes,Femmes and Femmes. Love them!!

AtLast
06-19-2011, 07:23 AM
I confess I really like glazed donuts....

:seeingstars:

Nina
06-19-2011, 11:20 AM
I confess I have been thinking on something I read
I confess that I may have more antiquated and constrained expectations of candor in public spaces than others may have
I confess that, in the confines of the intimacies of my life and with those I know and trust, I can be less that decorous in my speech and even actions
I confess that I am stunned at some things I have read this morning
I confess that my eye-balls feel scratched by what I read

I confess I have taken a good few hours before this post since I wanted to
be sure I was able to compose myself enough to speak from the place of being the Femme that I am...

1PlayfulFemme
06-19-2011, 05:59 PM
I confess that there are days when I fully embrace that there are those who will challenge what I say/post to make me think harder or deeper.

I confess there are days I think some out there are just being snarky asses and I tire of feeling like I have to censor myself in order to keep the peace.

I confess some days my real life is far enough to handle without all the bs that is so clearly bs.

I confess that talking to my daddy on the phone for an hour today did my heart good!

I confess that he sounds super strong today and that also did my heart good!

I confess that this disease he has feels like it is killing all of us somedays.

I confess that although I couldn't get over to see him, we will celebrate Father's Day on Tuesday! (In person)

I confess that I think it's a great time for a lil break from the internet for a while tonight.

**I further confess that it's possible that I'm a lil extra sensitive today** :)

bigbutchmistie
06-19-2011, 06:43 PM
I Confess I know my friend meant well setting me up on a blind date

I confess I HATE them

I confess after all these years my friend still has no clue what kind of femmes I like

I confess I hate hurting someone's feelings who is in to me and I'm not them

Zimmeh
06-19-2011, 07:05 PM
I must confess,

I am exhausted and nodding off at my computer. I am going to be dearly tonight and I don't have to work until 4pm tomorrow.


Night,

Zimmy

Bohemian Rhapsody
06-19-2011, 07:25 PM
I confess that I have nothing to confess because I live my life openly and wear my heart on my sleeve for all to see. The fact that I adore dark chocolate infused with red chilies is also no secret :eatinghersheybar:

sylvie
06-19-2011, 08:30 PM
i confess ..

- everyday i do one nice thing for me & am learning that spoiling myself a little feels good, even if the smallest thing!

- i am a much different person than i was even 4 weeks ago - today, i am more 'me' than i've ever been.. accepting, embracing, forgiving & doin the W O R K :)

- so happy that my daughter is back home from her school trip... 5 days!!! i have missed her soo sooo much... and am MEGA proud of her pulling up her marks & changing her attitude and being my daughter again!!! she sooo deserved this trip, and she had an absolute blast!

- i have never in my entire life, felt so loved, so well - balanced, so on the right track with things - and have never been more proud of myself for everything i'm working on - challenges i'm taking on and my ever building self esteem and happiness within!

- i'm so in love with my halfside, my Daddy, my Sir, my partner... Mtn.. ♥ it grows more & more each day - and soooo anticipating when i'm in His arms, it's finally going to happen! *squeals*

- when it was downpouring today, i stepped outside for a few minutes on my break to close my eyes and let the rain beat down on my face.. when i went back into work, it didn't bother me that i was all wet, it felt great!

- i often picture myself in my mind with a perfect desirable body, and what it might feel like to be downright gorgeous just for a day..TODAY, i pictured myself as i am, and appreciated the skin i am in, body and all....even my imperfections..and felt appreciative, for once.

little_ms_sunshyne
06-19-2011, 10:39 PM
I confess I was so close to cheating on my diet today by getting some soft serve yogurt (not too bad of a cheat)...
I confess right when I was about to order Sirens started going off...
I confess this meant we were under Tornado Warning...
I confess this scared the crap out of the employee...
I confess they refused to give us any yogurt...
I confess I believe this was divine intervention....
I confess I will be getting yogurt tomorrow!!!

Tcountry
06-20-2011, 01:41 AM
Confessions:
...I think it is crazy they couldn't serve us but could stand outside & watch the storm :(
...I think it is strange that ppl run outside & watch when a tornados siren goes off
..Thanks to the guys at work I got some great storm pics for Sunshyne to use while teaching
...I liked dinner tonight & eventho I don't do spicy well the rest of Mexican food is yummy
...I am craving a big ole baked potato tho (with all the fixins)
...we couldn't go in our walk tonight because of the storm :(
...I am starting to like our walks (shhh don't tell her) lol
...time is flying.....come on job!
...I planned our Mount Rushmore trip without asking first
...I am still in need of working on being a couple some days ;)

Andrea
06-20-2011, 07:06 AM
I confess that after almost 10 years of no drama and little stress, all of this is really getting to me.

I confess I realized when I spewed on and on for 10 minutes just how worked up I am.

I confess the massage helped but also showed me the many places I am carrying the stress. Ouch!!

I confess we have a plan to ease the stress but it is a few days off.

I confess my honey and I can make it through anything as long as we are doing it together.

I confess I am proud of us for pre-making our healthy dinner for tonight, knowing we would not have the time or energy to cook later.

I confess I love my honey and my life is so very blessed.

Andrea

Zimmeh
06-20-2011, 07:52 AM
I must confess,

I slept like a rock lastnight and didn't wake up until 8am this morning. I have to work today from 4pm until midnight and I will be needing my bed afterwards!

I am nervous about signing all of the paperwork for the apartment and hoping that I can pass their credit background check. Thank goodness, the girl we are working with, knows what I have gone through for the fourteen months before I got my job at the Peabody. She, also had to dummy down her resume to get a job!

My coffee is cold but still very good....

Zimmy

Tcountry
06-20-2011, 11:41 PM
Confessions:
-I am excited about my next 4 days off
-Denver here we come!
-Hope the good sister-in-law & nephew have a great flight tomorrow
-I am constantly learning...
-I feel this is a good thing
-As long as Sunshyne can put up with some of the things I have yet to learn
- I hope she does...
-All for making me a better me...& a better partner
-Wish there were great butch words for husband/father....Mmmmmm
-gonna have to think on those....

dixie
06-21-2011, 01:40 AM
I confess...

...I forgot about an additional homework assignment due in the morning but I finished the entire three pages in less than 10 minutes.
...I should be napping but I just can't seem to.
...I hate Tuesdays. Have I mentioned that before? Oh, well. I guess it was worth repeating.
...I am vowing to myself to hit the Krispy Kreme tomorrow. I've been craving chocolate iced donuts too badly to go much longer without any.
...it amazes me how quickly I can go from tears to laughter sometimes. I think that's a good thing though. :)
...I really need to go to bed, because I'm beginning to not make sense.
...if I lay down I want to dream. Good dreams, not bad.
...I am hopeful.
...I am smiling.
...I am finally yawning. Guess mentioning naps was helpful.

Zimmeh
06-21-2011, 07:45 PM
I must confess,

I got a surprise call today from the director of DeVry's Alumni committee. My roommate just sent me a text and told me that I got the secretary position!!!

Zimmy

Andrea
06-21-2011, 08:48 PM
I confess I love my doctor.

I confess I am so relieved.

I confess only good things for the future.

I confess karma will get the bad guys.

I confess I am blessed to be walking this life with someone as loving as my honey.

I confess one whole month to work on health and home.

I confess yippee!!!!

Andrea

Arwen
06-22-2011, 10:02 AM
I confess that I am on a mission today to find every joyful, happy thread on this Planet and post in it.

BullDog
06-22-2011, 04:15 PM
I confess, I find it very ironic that I make some decent money each month as an affiliate selling carpet shampooers, and I had to wait 3 hours for the carpet cleaning guy to show up at my new apartment to shampoo the carpets. :| They do look good though.

Zimmeh
06-23-2011, 11:44 AM
I must confess,

That getting facial moisturizer in my eye didn't feel good.

I also just found out that I have to give a speech tonight at our Alumni dinner and I am not used to speaking to over 200 people...:blink:. Then I have to help hand out the door prizes. It is going to be a very long night!

Zimmy

Glenn
06-23-2011, 12:23 PM
I confess: My Karma has finially come to me. I've hated and killed soo many mosquitoes this season, I broke or dislocated the bone in my right index finger hitting one too hard. I.. think this important finger will hurt for a long time :(

Gentle Tiger
06-23-2011, 12:38 PM
I confess that I am on a mission today to find every joyful, happy thread on this Planet and post in it.


I confess that I was struck with the idea to stalk the newly named Arwen the Feast, Master of Mischief. I further confess I have not decided what to do with this confession.

And the saddest confession for me today; don't judge me...
It had been at least three weeks, maybe more since my last donut. I don't know how this happened. I have to remedy this problem.

NJFemmie
06-23-2011, 12:52 PM
I confess ... that I just smashed a grasshopper that has been torturing my cat since last night.

miss entycing
06-23-2011, 12:57 PM
i confess
today is not turning out at all like i thought it would.

i confess
today ain't the day to have NO chocolate in my house.

i confess
dammitalltohell. is my word of the day.. possibly of the week.
:sigh:

Andrea
06-23-2011, 02:36 PM
I confess I appear to be on self destruct.

I confess two days ago I dropped my laptop on my ankle. Ooh!! Pretty blue!!

I confess shortly after as I was rushing through the house, I hit my elbow on a door frame. My honey says it is a lovely shade of purple.

I confess this morning as I was searching the cupboard for diced chilis, a large can jumped out and hit my upper arm with the bottom edge.

I confess in addition, I have mosquito bites on the back of both arms and one leg.

I confess no wonder I am wanting to just nap. It seems the safest place for me right now.

I confess however that I have things to do so much risk more bodily harm.

Andrea

dixie
06-23-2011, 08:13 PM
I confess...

I can not stay away from that place. It's like an entire world of virtual train-wreck and fail. That shit is better than chatroulette. It's a trolling paradise!

Zimmeh
06-23-2011, 09:05 PM
I must confess,

I cried today when I was out helping to pick up the balloons for the Alumni dinner. When I walked back out to my car, I tried to start it up and the battery was dead. Thankfully, it was at 3:45p during the day and my friend came to pick me up and take me to get the battery. I ended up changing the battery by myself and must say, it felt good to know that I can do it by myself.

The Alumni dinner was fun and we all were giving 80th Anniversary Wine Flutes as a thank you gift. I had a bowl of ice cream when I got home and now I am going to sleep.

Night,

Zimmy

1PlayfulFemme
06-25-2011, 05:05 AM
I confess I am getting wrinkles I didn't earn. Or at least, I don't remember earning them.

I confess they aren't huge Oh My Gosh wrinkles, but I see them there nonetheless!

I confess who knew that be so very expressive when you talk (or listen) would wind up meaning you would be 36 and searching your face each day for a new lil line? (and finding them!) ;)

I confess I have some friends who are taking courses in botox so they can inject each other (Rns, but scary all the same).

I confess if the idea of shooting a toxin into your skin didn't petrify me before, the knowledge that it is a ONE DAY CLASS to learn how...freaks the heck outta me!!

I confess, I will live with my wrinkles ;)

Zimmeh
06-25-2011, 01:14 PM
I must confess,

That I didn't ask to get involved in this whole mess in regards to my supervisor and how she treated another employee. Now, since I have talked to my director and HR, the other lady is being a royal a**hole.

I am so transferring out of this department as fast as I can!!

Zimmy

Andrew, Jr.
06-25-2011, 02:27 PM
I am tired of gossip. It makes my head spin. :seeingstars:

I am tired of people who belittle me because of my weight.

I love my haircut. :sunglass:

I am worried about my oldest cat, who is 22 yo. She is so frail.

Mr Nice Guy
06-25-2011, 02:39 PM
I confess that when I was in a relationship and I lived with my gf I would use her smelly shower stuff or shampoo so I could have her close to me. Ok sometimes I smelled girlie but heck you do what you have to do when they work long hours. :)

Softly
06-25-2011, 02:45 PM
I confess that I have been craving Mcdonalds for weeks!
Wtf gross. :/

I want it so bad!

little_ms_sunshyne
06-25-2011, 11:58 PM
I confess I love having my sister here for a visit..
I confess I have been thinking about the day I have to return to San Antonio...

I confess I am not looking forward to it....

I confess it will be very difficult for me to adjust to life without T again...

I confess the fates need to hurry their ass up and get T in the same home as me lol

Tcountry
06-26-2011, 12:21 AM
Confessions:
...I enjoy having little feet around the house again
...it makes me miss my girls at that age & question raising kids again
...Sunshyne would be beautiful glowing pregnant & a great mommy
...I love being woke up to her voice & kisses...
...this wk in Denver was jam packed with activities
...can't believe it is almost July already
...time is moving way too fast
...stressing about jobs...but it isn't July quite yet ;)

Andrew, Jr.
06-26-2011, 08:49 AM
I really enjoy "The Color Purple".

Zimmeh
06-26-2011, 09:07 AM
I must confess,

I left work early lastnight since it was slow and ended up talking to a friend on the phone until 3:30am and laughing so hard, that my lungs are still hurting.

I am looking forward to Tuesday, when I can sleep in and then finish cleaning out my storage unit.

My night at work ended on a better note than how it started. :rubberducky:'s almost flew lastnight..I have to work with the original girl who started the whole mess and I am just going to sit at my desk and saying nothing.

Zimmy

little_ms_sunshyne
06-27-2011, 12:23 AM
I confess Mr. C and I could use some alone time...

I confess hy looked damn sexy today...

I confess it is taking all of my will power not to pull hym into a bedroom and attack...

I confess I should not be confessing this....

I confess this is what happens when I am deprived :|

Tcountry
06-27-2011, 12:32 AM
I confess *looking at Sunshyne*
It was ur idea to have ur sister up for a week....just saying

Lol

I also confess: I hope the pool doesn't get blown away in the storm... :blink:

cara
06-27-2011, 12:38 AM
I confess...I probably shouldn't have taken that nap earlier this evening. But I couldn't keep my eyes open!

:|

greeneyedgrrl
06-27-2011, 03:29 AM
...that after almost a year, i still miss my ex sometimes...especially when i'm hungry...or need something fixed! :p

...that i broke my printer while taking it apart to fix it ...oops!

...i've been fantasizing about using power tools

Mr Nice Guy
06-27-2011, 05:31 AM
I confess that in the 7 years I've been on the B-F sites I've only talked to 3 women in a serious way. Nothing cane of it so I'm still here waiting for fate to find me. :)

miss entycing
06-27-2011, 05:40 AM
i confess
that this dark chocolate mocha coffee is especially good this morning.
:cheesy:

i confess
that my mind would not slow down enuff last night.. still storming in fact.
and it's still annoying the hell outta me.
:seeingstars:

i confess
i've written some really nice stuff over the weekend.
:sunglass:

i confess
is it wednesday yet??
:eyebat:

Abigail Crabby
06-27-2011, 05:54 AM
I confess I wish I could retire - because I hate Mondays.

Since I can't retire - I confess I wish they would erradicate Mondays :seeingstars:

sylvie
06-27-2011, 07:53 AM
i confess i had a dream about a new candy store that opened uptown called freak lunchbox...and further confess, in said dream i was rolling around in candy of all kinds in absolute happiness - and when i woke to my snoring cat and alarm going off, i was VERY unamused!

i confess my early morning loveable phonecall from Him made me completely forget about my candy affair and the fact He stayed up to catch me, made my heart smile, bigtime...♥♥♥ i'm wayyy loved!

i confess i super adore Winne the Pooh & gang and can't wait for the new movie..

i confess, i bought a big bottle of bubbles the other day, merely to have the bottle and once they're used up i will keep said bottle and make my own bubbles, often to play with! i also confess, i was looking for new coloring books but couldnt find any.... teehee..

i confess i am gaining confidence and self esteem more and more each day, and feel like i am on the best ride of my life ...my positive self image is growing and my desire to take the best care of me and feeling my self worth makes me smile - rockin' the self journey, yes...yes i am!

Zimmeh
06-27-2011, 04:32 PM
I must confess,

I enjoyed my two hour nap! I woke up to a cat sleeping on top of me...Crazy cat.

I treated myself to Red Lobster's grilled chicken with broccoli for lunch today.

I am looking forward to having the next two days off!

Zimmy
<Thinking I may have a bowl of ice cream tonight>

pajama
06-27-2011, 05:06 PM
I confess when I hear her say "I miss you too" it makes my heart race and my stomach flip.

1PlayfulFemme
06-28-2011, 08:27 AM
I confess that we are to leave in two hours and I'm not packed yet! *Panic!*

I confess that it feels suddenly like I have a million things to do and no time to do it!!

I confess that once we reach our destination I will probably hit the bed and not move for HOURS! :)

I confess that we are lucky that our house-sitter/animal watcher lives right next door! :)

I confess, I gotta go! :) Have a happy week y'all! :)

Tcountry
06-28-2011, 11:43 PM
CONFESSIONS:
I am sad that Sunshyne is going back to Texas...
Even tho it is only for a week...
There is prospect of promotion at my current job...
That puts us apart even longer as soon as school starts
& no 4 days in a row off for my trips south...
I wonder why we are being tested so much
Job would be great tho....if they pay me what I want
Will see
It is all up to a power higher than us...

Also, I bonded well this week with the good sister-in-law & nephew
This makes me happy

Zimmeh
06-30-2011, 06:35 AM
I must confess,

That my arms and back hurt from cleaning out my storage unit the last two days. I still have one more load of stuff to pick up today and then I am done until I move next Thursday into a new apartment. Then we are hiring a moving company to move everything..:eatinghersheybar:

I was bad again and stayed up until 3:30am yesterday morning talking to a friend. I was exhausted yesterday after moving two car loads of stuff that I almost fell asleep early.

I am not looking forward to working with my supervisor tonight. She won't talk to any of us, who went to HR over her. I cannot wait until she starts the am shift on July 9th.

Zimmy

Inked_Trinity
06-30-2011, 10:37 AM
I must confess.... I have this truly sick addiction to ball caps! I must own over 50 of them. I just bought a new one! I need therapy!:seeingstars:

Gentle Tiger
06-30-2011, 10:51 AM
I must confess.... I have this truly sick addiction to ball caps! I must own over 50 of them. I just bought a new one! I need therapy!:seeingstars:

I confess I understand this addiction. I have a thing for hats and caps.

Andrew, Jr.
06-30-2011, 02:39 PM
I feel invalidated and invisible.

wimsiclegirl
06-30-2011, 02:56 PM
I confess that we are to leave in two hours and I'm not packed yet! *Panic!*

I confess that it feels suddenly like I have a million things to do and no time to do it!!

I confess that once we reach our destination I will probably hit the bed and not move for HOURS! :)

I confess that we are lucky that our house-sitter/animal watcher lives right next door! :)

I confess, I gotta go! :) Have a happy week y'all! :)

I confess.... that we sound way too similar and should probably drive everyone crazy if we ever traveled together!! Have a GREAT weeekend!!

Zimmeh
06-30-2011, 10:44 PM
I must confess,

I am having a blast and even though I have to work at 6am on Saturday, it's ok if I don't get enough to sleep.

My friend is laughing hys ass off at me right now and I still say, I should have been a comediene instead of a PBX operator.

Zimmy

Gentle Tiger
06-30-2011, 11:31 PM
I confess to watching Wallace and Gromit - A Matter of Load and Death. I needed something light hearted. And I laughed out loud at this line: "I've got a bomb in me pants!" I guess I really did need to watch something funny.

I confess sometimes watching such material is good for the soul and mind.

1PlayfulFemme
07-01-2011, 04:40 PM
I confess.... that we sound way too similar and should probably drive everyone crazy if we ever traveled together!! Have a GREAT weeekend!!

*Laughing* I confess that occasionally, I impress myself and am totally packed (except, of course, last minute items that you CAN'T pack early) a day or two in advance!

I confess that doesn't happen as often as I might like.

I confess I keep thinking I will get better about it as I age...

I confess that hasn't happened yet *G*

I confess if we drove them crazy, they could pack their own stuff in their own time and not have to worry about us *G*

I confess thanks for the wishes, we had an amazing time! :)

*Anya*
07-01-2011, 05:28 PM
Sometimes I wish I were more butch. This morning I lugged my ladder in the house to change my A/C furnace-the vent is in the ceiling. I took old one out, put said new one in (after Swiffering all the dust out 1st) & then tried to screw the vent back in. The screws kept falling out. I should add the vent is 24x14. I decided to tape it up in order to use two hands, yeah u guessed it, the tape didn't hold & fell, hitting me in the head. Finally after holding it in by holding it in place with my head on top step of ladder, shedding a few tears in frustration I got it screwed back in.

Yeah, I confess sometimes I wish I was more butch than femme.:mohawk:

JustJo
07-01-2011, 05:48 PM
Sometimes I wish I were more butch. This morning I lugged my ladder in the house to change my A/C furnace-the vent is in the ceiling. I took old one out, put said new one in (after Swiffering all the dust out 1st) & then tried to screw the vent back in. The screws kept falling out. I should add the vent is 24x14. I decided to tape it up in order to use two hands, yeah u guessed it, the tape didn't hold & fell, hitting me in the head. Finally after holding it in by holding it in place with my head on top step of ladder, shedding a few tears in frustration I got it screwed back in.

Yeah, I confess sometimes I wish I was more butch than femme.:mohawk:

I confess that what you need is a nice magnetic-tipped screwdriver....preferably electric. The magnet holds the screw in place while you get it started, and no more bonks in the head.

:)

Mr Nice Guy
07-01-2011, 06:13 PM
I confess that I've never had a LDR.
I confess that I've never had a one night stand.
I confess that I'm ready for love.
I confess that this time I'll make the right choice for me. :)

Zimmeh
07-01-2011, 08:04 PM
I must confess,

Tonight was a wild night at work. We had a few calls that just had me laughing!

I am not allowed to have sugar or coffee after 8pm!

Zimmy

Mr Nice Guy
07-02-2011, 03:40 AM
1 I confess that I'm not a Butch Daddy.
2, I confess I'm not a Badass.
3. I confess I'm not into BDSM.
4. I confess that I'm vanilla.
"Does this make me boring?"

*Anya*
07-02-2011, 05:17 AM
I confess that what you need is a nice magnetic-tipped screwdriver....preferably electric. The magnet holds the screw in place while you get it started, and no more bonks in the head.

:)
I confess...

I did not know there was such a tool as a screwdriver with a magnetic tip, what a wonderful concept! Thanks Jo:):)

PS: I still must confess I wish I were @ least a little bit more butch.

Inked_Trinity
07-02-2011, 06:16 AM
I must confess..... I am addicted to boxing! I went into this with the expectation of loosing weight and getting healthier. It has become a journey of self discovery. Finding new limits everyday...then pushing past those. Finding out what exactly lives inside me and becoming comfortable with it. Knowing that everyday I do this I become better, not just physically, but mentally. Finding out that I have a right hand that will drop an elephant!

I must confess....boxing is good for my soul.
:training:

InsatiableHeart
07-02-2011, 07:38 AM
I confess..............


I am glad school is out for the summer and I confess to feeling overwhelmed by this new class.

Zimmeh
07-02-2011, 08:19 AM
I must confess,

I'm exhausted after only getting two hours of sleep lastnight. My coworker isn't helping the situation out. When I ask how to do something, I don't want her to say, "I'll do it instead so you don't mess up".


My dark chocolate granola is good!

I hate mother nature and her *friend* can go back with her...This explains why I have been craving chocolate and telling people off :blink:.

Zimmy

JustJo
07-02-2011, 11:05 AM
I confess...

...that I'm tired of being tired, and really truly wish I could sleep for more than 5 or 6 hours a night...even on weekends or vacation.

...that I'm surprisingly easy to please, even when it doesn't seem like it.

...that every once in a while I truly need my wants and needs to come first.

...that feeling like "the outsider" will push my buttons faster than anything else.

...that my illness is worse than I let on to virtually everyone, because I don't like to appear weak. But the truth is that I just vacuumed the house...and I'm dripping sweat and feel sick from just that little bit.

...that sometimes I wish people could read my mind...which is okay. But sometimes I act like they can, and get upset when they don't...and that isn't.

...that I am really upset that my son will be leaving a week from tomorrow...and that I won't see him for 5-1/2 weeks.

:rrose:

Medusa
07-02-2011, 03:22 PM
I confess:

I slept in til' 11am and have lounged peacefully all day. I've watched some tv, pet the hairy sweet potato (Gracie), ignored some "obligations", and planned a meal for tonight.

I confess that relaxing for me means a little cooking, some reading, and later tonight a good long soak in a deep tub.

I confess that Im have a "me" day for the first time in a LONG time and it feels pretty good.

I confess that this might become a habit. :)

Gentle Tiger
07-02-2011, 03:37 PM
I confess:

I slept in til' 11am and have lounged peacefully all day. I've watched some tv, pet the hairy sweet potato (Gracie), ignored some "obligations", and planned a meal for tonight.

I confess that relaxing for me means a little cooking, some reading, and later tonight a good long soak in a deep tub.

I confess that Im have a "me" day for the first time in a LONG time and it feels pretty good.

I confess that this might become a habit. :)

I confess I am proud of you. Keep up the good work!

Medusa
07-02-2011, 03:38 PM
I confess I am proud of you. Keep up the good work!

I confess that you are very acceptable!

Mr Nice Guy
07-02-2011, 04:22 PM
I confess that I'm kind of dumb when it comes to looking for a Gf online. I dont know what the hell I'm doing.

Star Anise
07-02-2011, 04:28 PM
I confess that I lost much of myself in my last relationship, and after the recent break up, I find myself quite out of touch with who I am.

I confess that I have forgotten largely what turns me on, and am on a journey to find out.

I confess that while I love my lesbian community, I wish there wasn't such misunderstandings and prejudice towards the butch/femme scene and femmes in general.

Nina
07-02-2011, 04:35 PM
*I* confess to being thrilled to read this...

I confess to having picked out some HK journals 'n stuff which I am sending along with the raffle donation for You to enjoy as you lounge around...

I confess that this news moves you down, just one notch, on my 'people I love and worry about list'...

I confess I am still plotting/hoping(for) a little LV gathering...

and...I confess the sun is making me feel so much better than a week ago and I have a strong feeling that a week from Now I am going to be on cloud nine!



I confess:

I slept in til' 11am and have lounged peacefully all day. I've watched some tv, pet the hairy sweet potato (Gracie), ignored some "obligations", and planned a meal for tonight.

I confess that relaxing for me means a little cooking, some reading, and later tonight a good long soak in a deep tub.

I confess that Im have a "me" day for the first time in a LONG time and it feels pretty good.

I confess that this might become a habit. :)

Zimmeh
07-02-2011, 07:58 PM
I must confess,

That what I woke up to from my nap tonight and saw in this thread, I created, just made me delete my subscription and walk away.

I'm still exhausted and I'm headed to bed soon. I have to be up at 4am tomorrow for work.

Good night to all of you!

Zimmy

Tcountry
07-02-2011, 08:37 PM
I confess...
...I am ready for Sunshyne to come back already
...It has only been 2 days
...Sheesh is seems longer
...4 more and then I will be on a plane to get her and bring her back...lol
... :)

Mr Nice Guy
07-02-2011, 08:46 PM
I confess that I don't flirt with women online anymore because of some scary moments. :( im not looking for a U-Haul Femme. Just want to take my time. My heart was shattered and want to do right by my heart.

Andrea
07-04-2011, 12:31 PM
I confess I have no idea why I am not letting things go lately.

I confess this is so unlike me.

Andrea

Inked_Trinity
07-06-2011, 06:45 AM
I confess....

I have a talk with my cats every morning before leaving for work.
" No wild parties!"
" No strippers"
" No killing each other"
" No ordering cat toys online"
Have a great day my little beasties!

Zimmeh
07-06-2011, 07:37 AM
I must confess,

Tomorrow is our moving day and my roommate has nothing packed. This means, that when I come home from work tonight, I will be packing this apartment.

I am surprised my body slept past 4am this morning and it felt good to sleep in until 7:30am.

There are times when I really wish that I had come out before 31 years old and maybe, I would have a partner. It is still hard to find someone who understands what I am saying, when I tell them, that I chose to take care of my sick dad for ten years before he passed away.

Zimmy

Andrea
07-07-2011, 09:19 AM
I confess I am feeling more centered today than I have felt in weeks.

I confess my honey stating he is 'training' the cats makes me laugh. As if!

I confess I normally dislike phone calls but I am hoping for several personal business related ones today.

I confess the light, cool breeze coming in the front door makes me happy.

I confess I got what looks like a brand new seal a meal off freecycle yesterday.

I confess I heart freecycle.

I confess plans are in the works for a day trip to the bay area.

I confess this week marks six years of living with my honey.

I confess I would move here all over again in a heartbeat.

I confess I heart my honey more than I heart freecycle.

Andrea

Janny
07-07-2011, 09:49 AM
I confess I can be a sarcastic a**hole. :(

JustJo
07-07-2011, 10:53 AM
I confess my honey stating he is 'training' the cats makes me laugh. As if!


I confess that this cracked me up! :giggle:

I also confess that, if it works, we'd like to borrow him for a little while. :)

musicman
07-07-2011, 12:39 PM
I confess Janny can be a sarcastic a**hole ;)

miss entycing
07-07-2011, 01:24 PM
i confess
an unexpected day off from work today did not hurt my feelings.

i confess
hearing and understanding someone special to me's apology touched my heart, and eased my mind.

i confess
i am worthy of more than i allow myself- the fates are handing me delicious things, and i am taking them.

i confess
it's so nice to have my grandsons here this summer.

i confess
that i continue to resist past temptations that almost destroyed me, and i am so proud of that.

Star Anise
07-07-2011, 05:20 PM
I confess that I have spent far too much time trawling through all of your old posts and finding myself utterly intrigued by this community, but unfortunately it is time I go away from the computer and do my chores.

D'OH! :byebye:

Zimmeh
07-07-2011, 05:58 PM
I must confess,

The move today didn't happen. So my roommate and I are still in our old apartment and thank goodness, he has a sectional sofa. The moving company will be here at 8am tomorrow morning and then the internet company will be at the new apartment at 10am. Thank goodness, the new apartment is five buildings away from the old apartment..

My large chocolate Frosty is yummy and well deserved.

I have been worrying about Jo Jo and how her *illness* is making her sick. I wish there was a cure to help her and everyone else out!

I am enjoying a good friend's jokes right now. I have been stressed out for the last two weeks due to my job and my soon to be ex PM supervisor.

My roommate is watching Yu-Gi-Oh on Hulu, and I am trying to figure this cartoon out, hehe...

I am hoping to be able to see my oldest niece and nephew tomorrow before they go home on Sunday.

Night,

Zimmy

bright_arrow
07-08-2011, 09:49 AM
I confess
Getting more than the normal 4-5 hours of sleep does me good

I confess
I was skittish about buying some generic brands, but Wal-Marts version of Apple Jacks was just fine

I confess
I love roasted red pepper hummus so much it's impressive there is still a bit left

I confess
I actually packed lunch today, which makes maybe the fourth time in almost a year :|

I confess
Our house is not bad by any means, but watching Hoarders makes me want to make it spic-and-span!

I confess
Work was a mental overload yesterday and I am sincerely hoping today isn't so crazy hectic

wimsiclegirl
07-08-2011, 10:42 AM
I Confess...
I MUST get off here and work...but I am totally avoiding it at the moment...ugh!

I Confess...
I LOOOOVE to cook!!....

I Confess...
I may have a teeny tiny addiction to the food network....and secret ambitions to learn to cook like that :)

I Confess...
that I am completely craving chocolate right now...

I confess...
I am really liking being a "stay at home" girl for a while...

I confess...
I love my flowers and every time I walk by the table and look at them...I get butterflies...

I confess...
I am completely spoiled....

Inked_Trinity
07-08-2011, 11:01 AM
I confess...
I am bored as hell! But have absolutely no motivation to do anything at all.

I confess...
All I want to do right now is go back to sleep.

I confess...
My mind is terribly distracted right now.

Leigh
07-08-2011, 11:26 AM
I confess:

Its been awhile since I confessed, such a sin I know! :|

I've accompliashed more in a week than I have in years

I'm awefully proud of Myself

My mom told Me she was proud of Me too, almost made Me cry

I did laundry for the first time ever this weekend (I know thats bad at 31) but I helped My mom with 8 loads and I was embarassed when I saw how easy it was to work those machines

I've done another load by Myself this week, while My parents were at work, and was just ecstatic that I did it on My own

I'm impressing Myself alot this week

Life is getting better, because I'm allowing Myself to be happy and actually live instead of let My anxiety get the best of Me

Gentle Tiger
07-08-2011, 11:32 AM
I confess that after watching one of the cats hit the other in the head, I sometimes wish I could smack folks in the forehead or on the head and get away with it. Not hard mind you. Just enough to convey that I want them to leave my space and go somewhere and sit down.

What? I'm human.

Mr Nice Guy
07-08-2011, 02:15 PM
I confess that I'm not all that in a hand basket.
I confess that I'm still single but dont mind.
I confess that I don't know a lot of people here.
I confess that the Femmes aren't chasing me.
I confess that I really do care. :)

Zimmeh
07-08-2011, 03:01 PM
I must confess,

My back, knees and left ankle hurt from moving today.

I'm disappointed that I couldnt go visit my oldest niece and nephew today and I blew up on everyone.

I'm being naughty by treating myself to some Chinese food and maybe a frosty later....

I'm exhausted!

Zimmy

musicman
07-08-2011, 03:29 PM
I confess that i am actually a hitman for the mob

I confess that I am in the witness protection program

I confess that Vinnie "the whale" is out to get me

I confess that I have slept with hundreds of women

I confess that I needed to liven up the confession thread ;)

Musicman

Zimmeh
07-09-2011, 08:03 AM
I must confess,

I'm about to rip my right knee off!

It took us over 15 hours yesterday to move and I'm exhausted.

I need a gigantic cup of coffee!!

Zimmy

miss entycing
07-10-2011, 05:31 PM
i confess.
rules of being single and tempting fates sure did change in the 5 yrs i was attached....
and since i became single too! um, i think i need a new manual!

i confess.
somebody brought me dark chocoalte infused with chili's and spiced oranges.. and it was kick ass! good god.

i confess.
i cannot wait for that plane to arrive on wednesday. yum.

i confess.
a good friend was my voice of reason when i wasn't trying to hear it earlier.
big love sunshine xo.

i confess
heaven help me... i'm about to sin.

Andrea
07-11-2011, 09:10 AM
I confess I had a epiphany this morning.

Or at least I think I did.

I confess this will require more processing.

I confess poor Rene.

I confess it must be hard being my sounding board for processing.

I confess perhaps I should make him low sodium brownies to ease the pain. :rrose:

Andrea

*Anya*
07-11-2011, 01:44 PM
[QUOTE=EntycingFemme;376484][FONT="Book Antiqua"][COLOR="Black"][B]i confess.
rules of being single and tempting fates sure did change in the 5 yrs i was attached....
and since i became single too! um, i think i need a new manual!

I confess..,

I was attached for so long, I not only do not know the rules but even if I had a manual; I am not sure that I even know how to read anymore.

AtLast
07-11-2011, 01:49 PM
I must confess that I get so tired of labels. One size does not actually fit all that share a common label. I think it is a whole lot better to actually talk with someone to find out who they are.

Zimmeh
07-11-2011, 07:45 PM
I must confess,

I am exhausted and looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow.

My room is almost 90% unpacked and I am really enjoying finding the air pump for my air mattress.

My body has stopped hating me and I can actually go power walking now.

I am enjoying a cup of iced Earl Grey tea with a teaspoon of French Vanilla creamer in it.

I am going to bed soon.

Zimmy

Bard
07-11-2011, 08:26 PM
i confess that I really do not like the heat
I confess that I have been productive and the basement is now clean and organized and I feel good about it
I confess that we have the best kitten ever and she loves to come up and cuddle me at night
I confess that that fact makes Desd jealous
I confess Dsed makes my life complete like after all this time and broken promises
I confess there are times that I worry if I am good enough for her

I confess that my Dad coming to our wedding means the world to me :moonstars:

bright_arrow
07-11-2011, 09:40 PM
i confess that I really do not like the heat
I confess that I have been productive and the basement is now clean and organized and I feel good about it
I confess that we have the best kitten ever and she loves to come up and cuddle me at night
I confess that that fact makes Desd jealous
I confess Dsed makes my life complete like after all this time and broken promises
I confess there are times that I worry if I am good enough for her

I confess that my Dad coming to our wedding means the world to me :moonstars:

I confess I do not like the heat either - it makes my hair frizzy!
I confess I tidied the kitchen and it makes me feel good too
I confess I love our kitten
I confess it makes me jealous because I wanted her to be -mine- and she's not :(
I confess I think I am the luckiest girl in the world and talk about her all the time to my co-workers :cigar2:

Tcountry
07-11-2011, 11:42 PM
Confessions:
-A week apart was really hard on us...but the past 4 days together have been great!
-I love doing things with my honey from post card shopping to flying ...
-I can't wait till our last vacation this summer...
-I got an AMAZING surprise from my baby this week.
-It fits well & suits my personality well too...
-Still waiting on word of promotion...
-But the "powers that be" are in town this week *cross fingers*

little_ms_sunshyne
07-11-2011, 11:50 PM
I confess I was a groucherella last week!
I confess I never knew being apart would make me that grouchy!!!1
I confess these last 4 days have been fantastic!
I confess powers that be better have some good news..
I confess I do not like the grouchy me!

cara
07-12-2011, 12:19 AM
I confess...

I just now noticed my profile says I'm a "Senior Member" and my mailbox size has increased to 100. I'm not sure how or why that happened, but cool!

:byebye:

AtLast
07-12-2011, 08:16 AM
I confess to being an idealist and just not getting why the hell every one of us can't live as we are and have the expectation of safety in society.

I confess to being lonely sometimes and I think that this is part of being human and not a sign of weakness or not being worthy of love.

I confess to making mistakes and sometimes not being fair.

I confess to having fear of what my quality of life will be like as I age and deal with physical impairment even when I know that I have it easier than many that face the same with far less resources. At least I have health insurance.

I confess to working on being more humble and having humility.

Kenna
07-12-2011, 08:48 AM
I confess...
I'm frustrated with the "technical problems" at work...you'd think an agency that big would have a Kick Azz IT department and properly working equipment...
I confess... while it is nice to work from home, it would be even nicer to have working equipment that can keep up with my production rate. I enjoy working from home, but I need access to the people and departments at the office sometimes too... it's not like I can visit in person with a patient while working remotely...

I confess...
I have my fingers crossed and am hoping to hear back from a wonderful, helpful Recruiter...:praying:

JustJo
07-12-2011, 08:53 AM
I confess...
I have my fingers crossed and am hoping to hear back from a wonderful, helpful Recruiter...:praying:

I confess...
I am too! :cheesy:

musicman
07-14-2011, 06:35 AM
I confess I AM Vinny "the Whale"



I confess that i am actually a hitman for the mob

I confess that I am in the witness protection program

I confess that Vinnie "the whale" is out to get me

I confess that I have slept with hundreds of women

I confess that I needed to liven up the confession thread ;)

Musicman

Kenna
07-14-2011, 06:38 AM
I confess.... I wanna play hookie today!

Zimmeh
07-14-2011, 06:39 AM
I must confess,

I would loved to play hookie at the movie theatre!!!

Zimmy

I confess.... I wanna play hookie today!

Zimmeh
07-14-2011, 06:45 AM
I must confess,

This last week and a half has been very stressful on me. I have my good days where I am Ms. Happy Go Lucky and then I have a bad day and then the only thing I want to do is cry. Lastnight was one of my day's where I cried. Suffering from depression is for the birds and I wish it would go away.

Zimmy

amnesia.bfp
07-14-2011, 06:47 AM
I confess:

I don't know who I am, won't you help me?

little_ms_sunshyne
07-14-2011, 11:50 PM
I confess~

I dont know where time goes?
I sometimes take certain things for granted.
I will learn to appreciate these things before the summer ends!
I am selfish and cant wait for alone time with my Mister :)
I am excited about a certain white button up :girldevil:
I hope time slows down these next 4 days

*Anya*
07-15-2011, 06:07 AM
I am so technologically challenged, I wanted to upload some pictures to my gallery yesterday-so embarrassing that I had no idea how to do it and here I am admitting it! I had to ask Linus to tell me how!

I must confess I still have no idea how to upload an "album"-still can't figure that out!

I am not a complete dunderhead however, I do know how & did do by myself:

Hooked up my new DVR myself; installed new speakers to my audio/visual equipment ( must confess I did not do the wiring myself but had to figure out how to put those little wires in the right connections) and figured out how to turn sound off on my TV so it would come out of said speakers!

I must confess I love to watch loud action movies like Battle LA & listen to all the explosions all around me in surround sound! My cock-a-poo is deaf now so it doesn't scare her!

I confess I so happy it is the weekend! Have a great one everybody!

Sweet_Amor_Taino
07-15-2011, 07:13 AM
I confess
I am looking forward to spending the weekend with my 5 year old granddaughter Leah. I love her company and the conversations she comes up with LOL. We are taking Hercules (my dog) to the doggy park and I am going to the Y to register Leah for swimming classes. I am also taking Leah to the Congress street bridge so she could see the Bates fly to Mexico at sunset. Its one of Austin Treasures people come from every where to see and take pictures.

I will be attending the GLBT Buddhist meeting on Saturday bringing Leah alone.

Have a wonderful weekend !!
Taino

Zimmeh
07-15-2011, 07:02 PM
I must confess,

I had a wonderful dinner tonight and now I am having a homemade yellow cupcake with extra chocolate frosting.

My boss today, encouraged me to apply for another position within my company and I left smiling. Picking up my schedule and seeing that I am working the 6am shift next week, woohoo...

I paid all of my bills today and then spent over a $100 at the grocery store today and now I am feeling revived.

Zimmy

AtLast
07-16-2011, 12:48 AM
I confess that I can be very cranky when my chronic pain/illness syndromes have a hold of me. I just don't have much patience when feeling this way.

I confess that it would not be a good idea for me to live with someone again due to these issues- not fair to them- not a lover or housemate. Hell, my dog and cats have a hard time with me sometimes and they are spoiled!!

And I confess that it feels pretty positive as I have gotten older, I have met femmes that get this about me and are independent women involved with their own priorities (and want their "own" space, too) and don't need the traditional set ups in relatinships with a partner. Whew!!

I confess that the Planet as well as the people I have met via our very special community matter very much to me. I wish that each and every member could/would meet members at events to see how very different it is when you know people in person. Really changes how one posts here, too!

Andrea
07-16-2011, 10:13 PM
I confess some people are just energy drainers.

I confess she is very sweet, but even an hour with her takes several hours to recuperate from.

I confess I am grateful we don't spend a great deal of time socializing with her.

I confess to looking forward to a road trip now that the destination has been decided.

I confess should we squeeze it in this week or hold off until the following week?

I confess no matter where we go or what we do, my honey and I always have fun.

Andrea

Zimmeh
07-17-2011, 05:10 AM
I must confess,

I received two emails yesterday from the director of my department yesterday. I was asking about these two positions that had opened up and she told me to go to HR and fill out all of the proper paperwork!!! One of the positions is the PM supervisor position for my current department!!!

Zimmy

*Anya*
07-17-2011, 05:22 AM
I confess some people are just energy drainers.

I confess she is very sweet, but even an hour with her takes several hours to recuperate from.

I confess I am grateful we don't spend a great deal of time socializing with her.

I confess to looking forward to a road trip now that the destination has been decided.

I confess should we squeeze it in this week or hold off until the following week?

I confess no matter where we go or what we do, my honey and I always have fun.

Andrea
I must confess Andrea I know exactly what you mean. Energy drainers, drama queens and kings-all can make me feel as though they are sucking the very life out of me as I stand/sit there.

I avoid them at all costs. I somehow have an internal buzzer that gos off when I meet someone with that personality organization/type. I get a pit in my stomach & have to pay
attention to it.

I confess that I have pretty tight boundaries for that sort of behavior.

Merlin
07-17-2011, 06:03 AM
I confess





I had two slices of pizza for breakfast lol :hangloose:

Sachita
07-17-2011, 06:28 AM
And I confess that it feels pretty positive as I have gotten older, I have met femmes that get this about me and are independent women involved with their own priorities (and want their "own" space, too) and don't need the traditional set ups in relatinships with a partner. Whew!!


I totally get this. I'm like this. :tea:

JustLovelyJenn
07-17-2011, 02:25 PM
I confess that I'm beginning to feel like its time for a BIG change... I just don't know exactly what that is yet.

ReDo
07-17-2011, 02:29 PM
I confess... i prayed my ex would get hit by a car even if that was my car.

I confess... I ate 2 miniature 3 musketeer bars this morning for breakfast.

~sorry about the candy but not the ex thoughts~

Semantics
07-17-2011, 02:42 PM
I confess that it makes me :| to see people sending out such bad karma.

bigbutchmistie
07-17-2011, 02:51 PM
I confess that I hate my job being in limbo right now

I confess that I know if one door closes another will open.

I confess that my ex was married yesterday and she was a beautiful bride. And I am so happy for them

I confess that Simon is just the cutest little shihtzu ever

I confess that my nerves are shot worrying about my job though.... :(

Leigh
07-17-2011, 03:35 PM
I confess:

~ I got My answer today, even without anything being said

~ My heart knew things would turn out that way

~ I am letting go of the past, looking forward to an actual future

~ My dad said he was proud of Me today for making efforts to change My eating habits and lifestyle to lose weight, and thats a HUGE thing for him

~ Its time to find real, true and lasting happiness ......... none of this short term or temporary stuff, its time for the real thing

dixie
07-17-2011, 09:00 PM
I confess...

...I had the most awesome weekend with the most amazing person.
...I didn't want it to end.
...I can't wait to do it again.
...I haven't had that much fun or enjoyed someone's company that much in a long time.
...I like her. A lot.

Inked_Trinity
07-17-2011, 10:03 PM
I must confess that my confidence was shaken today

I must confess that this was the 2nd serious shot I took to the head in 4 months

I must confess I need to take these head injuries very serious and may never fight again

Zimmeh
07-18-2011, 06:39 AM
I must confess,

I am sick of hearing about Casey Anthony. Every TV station here in Orlando is talking about how she was released on Sunday. In my opinion, they should just leave this girl alone and the state couldn't prove their case and the defense couldn't prove their case; so the jury had did what they thought was correct.

I am thinking of making some apple cinnamon muffins for work tomorrow and I just need to go grocery shopping for the mix.

I am happy knowing that my room is 90% unpacked and I just need a bookshelf and then I can unpack all of my books.

I got the go ahead from my department director to apply for the two positions in my company..Woohoo!

I am thinking of going to the bash, I just need to budget how much it is going to cost for everything...


Zimmy

JustLovelyJenn
07-18-2011, 12:04 PM
I confess...

... I dont wanna

I ALSO confess...

... I will anyway

Bard
07-18-2011, 12:22 PM
I confess I am worried that the swelling in my knee is not going down enough and I am worried
I confess I HAVE to go in to work tonight
I confess the reason I have not gone to the doctor is that they may take me out of work and we are short right now
I confess I am glad it is summer and my being gimpy at work is well
I confess I am grateful for Desd more every day and all that she brings to my life

I confess I wish I would have been able to tell her that I loved her sooner ...

Zimmeh
07-18-2011, 05:03 PM
I must confess,

My mom called me earlier tonight and asked me what had happened to my ex bff's son. I went on FaceBook and read that she had him at the beach yesterday and a wave knocked him down and her brother in law saved him from drowning..I am glad he is ok!

My right big toe is hurting from burning it earlier while cooking, but I put a blister band-aid on it and it is helping to take the pain away!

I am not looking forward to waking up at 4am tomorrow morning...But I will be happy to leave work at 2:30p..

Zimmy

bright_arrow
07-18-2011, 10:40 PM
I confess
I swore I would skip the 'Net tonight, but alas here I am
I confess
At least I got everything done tonight I planned to do and then some
I confess
I often wish I had a 9-5 M-F job, but I'm honestly not sure how that'd work with our schedules
I confess
If I was the one injured, Bard would have dragged me kicking and screaming to the hospital
I confess
I know Bard regrets not letting me in sooner but I confess that I think the reason we're as strong as we are is because I had to show my commitment
I also confess
Bard being hesitant made me hesitant, so when I tried to push and shut hym out to avoid the hurt I was expecting to come with the hesitancy, hy pulled me close instead and that spoke to me what hy wouldn't say
I confess
I see a lot of my friends with children, and it makes me more aware of my biological clock then I'd currently like to be because it's not something that can be fulfilled at this time
I confess
This is a driving force behind my choice to go back to college, with the goal to get a better job and get out of low-paying retail
I confess
I don't see myself as a materialistic person, but visiting a house lot and sitting in our dream home made me wish for the lottery
I confess
It feels like I am wanting a lot lately, and isn't it wrong to want more than you have?
I confess
Confessing all this makes me feel vulnerable so I think I'll stop confessing
I confess
I've confessed too much

Zimmeh
07-20-2011, 08:36 AM
I must confess,

That what I posted in the Healthy Weight Loss thread is making my eyes tear up.

It has been hard the last 17 months, but well worth it. Dealing with emotions is hard, but I am learning how to do it on a daily basis.

Knowing that someone is talking highly of me at work, made me smile yesterday.

I had to make a decision between the Reservations agent position or the supervisor's position and I chose the reservations position. Knowing that I have to take a test tomorrow is scaring me, since I don't like taking tests...:praying:

Wishing the two small burns on my stomach would go away and not hurt anymore...

I am looking forward to the first official meeting of the Alumni board tomorrow night and keeping up with everything is going to be fun!

Zimmy

little_ms_sunshyne
07-20-2011, 10:27 AM
I confess~

I am on pins and needles waiting to hear from T!

I hope hy realizes this!

I don't think I am prepared to handle any news anyways. Either
way there is sooo much to do *sigh*

I love hym anyway lol

Zimmeh
07-21-2011, 02:22 PM
I must confess,

I passed my Peabody Service Excellence test today and I have an appointment with the recruiter tomorrow about my transfer to the reservations department.


I'm celebrating with homemade blueberry muffins!!

Zimmy

JustLovelyJenn
07-21-2011, 03:58 PM
I confess...

... to being a bit of a wallflower around here lately...

I don't have a lot to say, but all of your words bring me so many smiles and so much motivation.

Soft*Silver
07-21-2011, 04:28 PM
I confess

I love my new hair

that I feel like I have risen from the ashes

that I am blessed far beyond my expectations

that JOY is here finally!

bright_arrow
07-21-2011, 07:52 PM
I confess
Looking for a new, better job is proving to be a waste of time and utterly, solely frustrating until I have a degree to make me more eligible
I confess
I bombed the algebra portion of my placement testing and that kinda burns :confused:
I confess
I am thinking of putting college off for a year but I'm afraid if I do I won't want to go through this all again in a year
I confess
I am just feeling a bit down today.. I don't handle waiting for things well :|

dixie
07-21-2011, 10:53 PM
I confess...

...I got caught off-guard by a thunderstorm I wasn't expecting, so when the thunder boomed so loud it shook the house, my scream was probably reminiscent of my toddler days. (Even though I usually am not bothered at all by storms, but this one snuck up on me.)
...I did not have sugary sweets today, which is a good thing.
...I can't seem to get focused on my final project for my social diversity class because it bores me to tears.
...I really don't want to take this semester's finals next week.
...I still really want/need a vacation.
...I worry too much sometimes, and not enough at others.
...my life goal is to be happy. That's it. No fancy cars, no fancy house. No magical fantasy. Just happy. The lifelong kinda happy. I think that's a pretty good ambition. :)

bigbutchmistie
07-21-2011, 11:14 PM
I Confess :

Its past this fat kids bedtime... Night All :)

Soft*Silver
07-21-2011, 11:18 PM
I confess I am so glad I feel better and that my sickness is almost all gone!

And I confess that to celebrate I washed all the clothes, and cleaned the whole house! This was AFTER I gave the horse a bath and had my hair done!

Gonna sleep good tonight!

little_ms_sunshyne
07-21-2011, 11:26 PM
I confess~

~Reality has sunk in and there is no turning back
~Time continues to move quickly
~Nothing good ever does come easy
~I am going to miss hym

Tcountry
07-21-2011, 11:37 PM
I confess:
Everything happens for a reason...

But if this one doesn't work...there is really no point in trying again...

Hoping...praying...it all works out!:vigil:

little_ms_sunshyne
07-21-2011, 11:39 PM
I confess:
Everything happens for a reason...

But if this one doesn't work...there is really no point in trying again...

Hoping...praying...it all works out!:vigil:


I confess~

It will work out :)

Gráinne
07-22-2011, 12:37 AM
I confess...I just turned in my last assignment for my last class for my masters' degree, and I feel a combination of jubilant, relief, disbelieving, and sad.

I confess...I wish emotions came along one at a time

JustLovelyJenn
07-22-2011, 10:07 AM
I confess...

... I have become a bit of a shut it and am not completely comfortable going out anymore

... This really needs to change

... I am determined.

Andrea
07-22-2011, 04:52 PM
I confess something wonderful happened about three hours ago.

I confess I tear up every time I think about it.

I confess Oh My Goodness!!!

I confess I had no idea I would be this emotional over this little thing.

I confess I had no idea it would ever happen, so I never considered how I would react.

I confess my honey is so happy for me.

Andrea

Inked_Trinity
07-22-2011, 05:11 PM
I must confess...... I'm having a VERY hard day. I can't seem to find my center today. Music isn't even helping.

I must confess.... It is what it is.... nothing more

I must confess..... This first Corona went down WAY too easy!

Zimmeh
07-22-2011, 05:22 PM
I must confess,

My transfer job interview went well today and now all of the paperwork is being sent to my boss on Monday.

I am still exhausted and I am going to bed early tonight.

My skin broke out from the band-aids that I had on my blisters and now the skin on my stomach looks horrible...

My co-workers and I spent most of the morning laughing and having a good time at work, even though the one girl I don't like, was being a royal pain in the arse today...I think before I leave my department, I will be talking to the director about her and how she feels that it is ok to talk to people like we are dogs...Especially when she starts talking about how this gay guy is always hitting on her boyfriend at the physical therapy office...I ended that whole conversation today, when I came out to all of them...Felt good to see their heads spin...I am being evil again..

Zimmy

Zimmeh
07-22-2011, 09:10 PM
I must confess,

My roommate just froze his tv. He went on google maps through the tv and entered in our address and the ending address in New York. He then set the maps to walking and google maps is having issues trying to route this trip. I am so exhausted that I am dying laughing.

I'm going to bed!

Zimmy

Zimmeh
07-24-2011, 05:44 AM
I must confess,

I just started to cry at work today. I hate negative people who thinks its ok to be nasty to someone who is still learning the job. I locked myself in a bathroom and balled.

Zimmy

~Bo
07-24-2011, 07:58 AM
I must confess,

I just started to cry at work today. I hate negative people who thinks its ok to be nasty to someone who is still learning the job. I locked myself in a bathroom and balled.

Zimmy






That's so mean. I'm sorry this happened to you. :(

Zimmeh
07-24-2011, 08:42 AM
Thank you and I am going to talk to my supervisor when she comes in today.

Zimmy

That's so mean. I'm sorry this happened to you. :(

sylvie
07-26-2011, 06:18 AM
i confess..

- that Zimmy's confession made me sad, as a girl who knows how it feels to be picked on at work, i'm sorry Zimmy (((hugggz)))
- i have had so much self-motivation lately and i'm loving it!
- i have never been so well balanced, happy & strong in my life, and my self esteem is growing, growing and growing some more!
- i rather enjoy being poked by a needle when getting bloodwork or giving blood, i watch it every step of it and i know this is strange ..or the pain of a piercing or tatt in a very sensitive spot..
- living by rules, life feels so much more controlled and well balanced.. and so very rewarding ...
- i have been SO gitty & excited over future plans with Mtn, the fact the process has started and we're ready to DO this has me tickled pink and chattering uncontrollably & smiling, smiling, smiling!!! how does He put up with me? wait til the day before i'm on a plane, if You think THIS is bad.. *giggling*

JakeTulane
07-26-2011, 04:47 PM
I confess I am ecstatic and excited right now about alot of recent happenings.

:moonstars:

Andrea
07-27-2011, 11:29 AM
I confess there have been more exciting things happening that brought tears to my eyes.

I confess my body aches and I don't know why.

I confess lots of errands to do today.

I confess time flies when you are having fun.

Andrea

Bard
07-28-2011, 09:57 AM
I confess that my foot is broken and I probably should have gone to get it looked at sooner
I confess that I am not a very compliant patient and Desd knows this... hence why the DR threatened me with a cast instead of a boot and Desd almost told him to do it:4femme:
confess that I am on the crutches for a month and then we have to address the knee
I confess I am scared...
I confess I do not know where I would be with out my Desd she is my rock..:married:
I confess I love to watch her sleep beside me golly she is so beautiful:1femme:

I confess the pain in my fathers voice yesterday when he told me they had to put down Scarlet their Whippet made me so wish I could hug him.. RIP Scarlet you sweet dog and my furry sister xoxox

I confess I wish I could give Desd the home of her dreams, our dreams ahh someday

Zimmeh
07-28-2011, 10:15 AM
I must confess,

I hope you get to feeling better and one day you both will have the house of your dreams! Fate works in mysterious ways and I am sending you all of the positive energy that I can muster!!


Zimmy

I confess that my foot is broken and I probably should have gone to get it looked at sooner
I confess that I am not a very compliant patient and Desd knows this... hence why the DR threatened me with a cast instead of a boot and Desd almost told him to do it:4femme:
confess that I am on the crutches for a month and then we have to address the knee
I confess I am scared...
I confess I do not know where I would be with out my Desd she is my rock..:married:
I confess I love to watch her sleep beside me golly she is so beautiful:1femme:

I confess the pain in my fathers voice yesterday when he told me they had to put down Scarlet their Whippet made me so wish I could hug him.. RIP Scarlet you sweet dog and my furry sister xoxox

I confess I wish I could give Desd the home of her dreams, our dreams ahh someday

Zimmeh
07-28-2011, 10:41 AM
I must confess,

I am sitting at home doing nothing but watching mindless reality tv and enjoying it!

Wondering why some people say they are your *friend*, but run away when they ask your honest opinion...:praying:

Zimmy

bright_arrow
07-28-2011, 12:17 PM
I confess that my foot is broken and I probably should have gone to get it looked at sooner
I confess that I am not a very compliant patient and Desd knows this... hence why the DR threatened me with a cast instead of a boot and Desd almost told him to do it:4femme:
confess that I am on the crutches for a month and then we have to address the knee
I confess I am scared...
I confess I do not know where I would be with out my Desd she is my rock..:married:
I confess I love to watch her sleep beside me golly she is so beautiful:1femme:

I confess the pain in my fathers voice yesterday when he told me they had to put down Scarlet their Whippet made me so wish I could hug him.. RIP Scarlet you sweet dog and my furry sister xoxox

I confess I wish I could give Desd the home of her dreams, our dreams ahh someday





I confess you should have gone sooner
I confess, if they weren't going to take you out of work for so long, I would of suggested a cast. I know you :cigar2:
I confess, you may be scared but I won't let them hurt you
I confess, I am your glass of wine :tea:
I confess, you're not boring, you're just very cuddly and I like to cuddle and that makes me fall asleep :)
I confess, all this dog-talk and dogs in shows makes me want a dog more :|
I confess a customer bought 'How to Raise Chickens' today and it made me think of our dream
I confess, I dreamed of marrying you and that's coming true, so why should our dream of a house and farm not come true? ;)

Inked_Trinity
07-28-2011, 02:43 PM
I Confess.... that I have about enough of the bullshit this week!

I Confess... I will be skipping the gym tonight in favor of a couple of shots of Patron!

I Confess... I will be chasing those shots with a cold Corona!

Tcountry
07-29-2011, 04:57 AM
Confessions:
-I hope the bosses make a decision soon
-one way or the other I would like to kno so I can make plans
-debating on sensible car or truck of dreams
-I am missing Sunshyne terribly...this is gonna be a long school year
-I wish we had more time...we would probably make a trip out east
-I would love to meet all our new friends in person
-I cannot wait till we are in the same house for good...this summer spoiled us

Bard
07-29-2011, 05:45 AM
I confess a phone call from the Doc telling me that he wants a CT scan cause of a tendon that is attached to the bone I broke kind of rocked me I tried to not worry but...
I confess that the weekends I get to have my Abby are the best and even etter when Desd has the weekend off to and we hang out as a family.. it is amazing

I confess if thos mean folks hurt Miss Zimmy again I am going to go and beat them with my Crutch

I confess that even when I am down and stressed reading posts from T and Sunshyne brighten my day wish I could move the earth for them

I confess that I am right PROUD of my little brother Matthew just cause

and I confess that I am in love with a beautiful lady who moves my world MY Desd

you this Cowboi got the princess

Zimmeh
07-29-2011, 07:02 AM
I must confess,

That like Matt said, you two love bird couples give us all hope that we can find someone who will love us unconditionally.

I am also weeding out the negative people and yes it does hurt when someone stops being your friend, I have found solice in realizing, that they were not a friend after all and I treat myself to some ice cream or chocolate and I forget about it.

Thank you for saying you would bop them with your crutch.

Zimmy

I confess a phone call from the Doc telling me that he wants a CT scan cause of a tendon that is attached to the bone I broke kind of rocked me I tried to not worry but...
I confess that the weekends I get to have my Abby are the best and even etter when Desd has the weekend off to and we hang out as a family.. it is amazing

I confess if thos mean folks hurt Miss Zimmy again I am going to go and beat them with my Crutch

I confess that even when I am down and stressed reading posts from T and Sunshyne brighten my day wish I could move the earth for them

I confess that I am right PROUD of my little brother Matthew just cause

and I confess that I am in love with a beautiful lady who moves my world MY Desd

you this Cowboi got the princess

Zimmeh
07-29-2011, 07:04 AM
I must confess,

My power walk lastnight felt wonderful and it was awesome knowing that I could forget my problems for an hour.

The burns on my stomach are still healing, but they don't hurt as much.

I am happy for the two love bird couples and their happiness is wonderful!

I need to go grocery shopping, but I am not ready yet...Florida heat stinks!

Zimmy
<Going to find the coffee>

JustJo
07-29-2011, 07:06 AM
I confess that I'm in a really messed up mental and emotional space right now.

I confess that every.single.little.fucking.thing is pushing me over the edge.

I confess that I'd like to have a knock down, drag out, back the fuck up bitch confrontation with someone right about now...and that she'd no doubt be baffled and confused (so I won't)

I confess that I want to go dancing.

I confess that I'm tired of working and worrying and being responsible and, for once in my entire fucking life, would like to be able to just go a week without being in charge of or responsible for anything.

I confess that I should not read posts on my sweetie's Facebook page by her ex girlfriends....because they think it's cute to flirt and, while it wouldn't normally bother me, right now it makes me want to punch them in the face.

I confess that I am sick of periods.....AGAIN??? WTF????...and I want menopause to be here RIGHT NOW. I've already got the post-menopausal chin hair that I have to pluck constantly....why do I have to have the bleeding too?

I confess that it upsets me that I've had one decent manicure since I moved....a year ago. I still can't find a place that I like that I can also afford.

I confess that cancer sucks...and that it feels incredibly unfair to have to go through life with scare after scare that my mother would die from a Crohn's attack...and now this cancer of the small intestine pops up....it's like the cherry on the morbid sundae of life.

I confess I should probably shut up and drink my coffee.

Novelafemme
07-29-2011, 07:30 AM
I confess that I'm in a really messed up mental and emotional space right now.

I confess that every.single.little.fucking.thing is pushing me over the edge.

I confess that I'd like to have a knock down, drag out, back the fuck up bitch confrontation with someone right about now...and that she'd no doubt be baffled and confused (so I won't)

I confess that I want to go dancing.

I confess that I'm tired of working and worrying and being responsible and, for once in my entire fucking life, would like to be able to just go a week without being in charge of or responsible for anything.

I confess that I should not read posts on my sweetie's Facebook page by her ex girlfriends....because they think it's cute to flirt and, while it wouldn't normally bother me, right now it makes me want to punch them in the face.

I confess that I am sick of periods.....AGAIN??? WTF????...and I want menopause to be here RIGHT NOW. I've already got the post-menopausal chin hair that I have to pluck constantly....why do I have to have the bleeding too?

I confess that it upsets me that I've had one decent manicure since I moved....a year ago. I still can't find a place that I like that I can also afford.

I confess that cancer sucks...and that it feels incredibly unfair to have to go through life with scare after scare that my mother would die from a Crohn's attack...and now this cancer of the small intestine pops up....it's like the cherry on the morbid sundae of life.

I confess I should probably shut up and drink my coffee.

I confess that I am right there with you, Jo! :seeingstars:

Arwen
07-29-2011, 10:10 AM
I confess:

I am at peace with most of my life
I really wish my water were on and not off
I'm glad I had already made my coffee
No, THEY are glad I already made my coffee
My dogs are the cutest ever
I should be doing a Tarot reading
I choose to be around people who build me up instead of tearing me down
I have the best community here in Austin
I think everyone should live here
When my chiweenie curls up next to me, it melts my heart even more
This is a long confession
I think GT should share his donuts but not his veggies more.

SomethingBeautiful
07-29-2011, 11:50 AM
I confess that I've never been more happy in my life, or for those in it, in regard to love and moving forward.
*Cheers*

Andrea
07-29-2011, 04:44 PM
I confess receiving more good news.

I confess to once again crying happy tears.

I confess my honey isn't here to share the news (and he left his phone at home) so you all are the first to know.

I confess I hope he gets here soon or I may burst.

Andrea

JakeTulane
07-29-2011, 04:56 PM
I confess I am craving some of this

http://i388.photobucket.com/albums/oo329/JakeTulane/frenchpress1.jpg


and before the night is through I will satisfy that craving.

JustLovelyJenn
07-29-2011, 05:00 PM
I confess I am craving some of this

http://i388.photobucket.com/albums/oo329/JakeTulane/frenchpress1.jpg


and before the night is through I will satisfy that craving.

I confess I want Jake to make me some too!!!

SomethingBeautiful
07-29-2011, 07:46 PM
I confess.....

That I just fell off the bandwagon and accidentally went back on what I said I wouldn't do. My emotions sometimes get the best of me, even unintentionally. I'm afraid I may have hurt someone, or be holding them bacl. For this I apologize. However, I did write about it right after, so that must be a step in the right direction. I realizes that it's not how much we fall, but whether we are strong enough to get back up and keep moving.

I confess that I always worry about protecting the small chosen family I do have, because everybody else walked out, and I want to feel like I have not only a place to belong, but a role in it.

I confess that I'm not always the most rational person, or the easiest person to have as company, but if you can put up with me, you have my lotalty until the end.

Zimmeh
07-30-2011, 07:45 AM
I must confess,

That my two days off went by to fast and I would like another one please!

I am trying to include more positive people in my life everyday and realizing that I have neglected friendships and now I am trying to repair them.

I am going to watch an episode of, "The First 48" on NetFlix before I have to get ready for work..

I am still worried about Jo Jo and I hope she is doing good today!

Have a great day,

Zimmy

Arwen
07-30-2011, 08:33 AM
I confess:

I love this thread
I love my life
I'm one great, big ball of joy
I have to go to work soon
I will have to work to hold on to my joy
I am dreading going into work more and more
Something's gotta give soon

SomethingBeautiful
07-30-2011, 11:14 AM
I confess that I am still in my cocoon but I know I'm going to emerge someday soon. I confess that I can only really live each day like it's the last by living in the moment instead of looking back. I also confess that this cheesecake won't know what hit it LOL

Leigh
07-30-2011, 12:29 PM
I confess a phone call from the Doc telling me that he wants a CT scan cause of a tendon that is attached to the bone I broke kind of rocked me I tried to not worry but...
I confess that the weekends I get to have my Abby are the best and even etter when Desd has the weekend off to and we hang out as a family.. it is amazing

I confess if thos mean folks hurt Miss Zimmy again I am going to go and beat them with my Crutch

I confess that even when I am down and stressed reading posts from T and Sunshyne brighten my day wish I could move the earth for them

I confess that I am right PROUD of my little brother Matthew just cause

and I confess that I am in love with a beautiful lady who moves my world MY Desd

you this Cowboi got the princess

I will start My confession of the day here:

I confess that Bard almost made Me cry, but only cuz he brought a smile to My face

I confess that I've never had a brother but if I ever did, I'd choose Bard in a heartbeat :-)

I confess that I love this buddy of Mine and I'm so danged happy that Desd is the one that makes My brother happy!

I confess that if Bard is now My brother, does this make Desd My sister-in-law? That'd be REALLY cool ya know ;)

I must confess,

That like Matt said, you two love bird couples give us all hope that we can find someone who will love us unconditionally.

I am also weeding out the negative people and yes it does hurt when someone stops being your friend, I have found solice in realizing, that they were not a friend after all and I treat myself to some ice cream or chocolate and I forget about it.

Thank you for saying you would bop them with your crutch.

Zimmy

I confess that My two favorite couples can easily bring hope to anyone that they will find their soulmate!

I confess that I'd even be scared of Bard coming after Me with a crutch *LOL*

I confess that I'd like to tell those two catty old hens where to go for hurting our Zimmy

I confess I'm very protective of My family, friends and My partner (when I have one) so messing with that is a HUGE mistake

I confess that while its not good for us, chocolate or ice cream can make anything better :-)

I confess that I'm in a really messed up mental and emotional space right now.

I confess that every.single.little.fucking.thing is pushing me over the edge.

I confess that I'd like to have a knock down, drag out, back the fuck up bitch confrontation with someone right about now...and that she'd no doubt be baffled and confused (so I won't)

I confess that I want to go dancing.

I confess that I'm tired of working and worrying and being responsible and, for once in my entire fucking life, would like to be able to just go a week without being in charge of or responsible for anything.

I confess that I should not read posts on my sweetie's Facebook page by her ex girlfriends....because they think it's cute to flirt and, while it wouldn't normally bother me, right now it makes me want to punch them in the face.

I confess that I am sick of periods.....AGAIN??? WTF????...and I want menopause to be here RIGHT NOW. I've already got the post-menopausal chin hair that I have to pluck constantly....why do I have to have the bleeding too?

I confess that it upsets me that I've had one decent manicure since I moved....a year ago. I still can't find a place that I like that I can also afford.

I confess that cancer sucks...and that it feels incredibly unfair to have to go through life with scare after scare that my mother would die from a Crohn's attack...and now this cancer of the small intestine pops up....it's like the cherry on the morbid sundae of life.

I confess I should probably shut up and drink my coffee.

I confess that I wish I could give Jo a great BIG hug right now, and let her know that she is not alone

I confess that things will get better Jo, and that ranting is a good thing ~ better to get it off your chest than hold it inside

I confess (((((((((((((((((((((((Jo))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))))

I confess.....

That I just fell off the bandwagon and accidentally went back on what I said I wouldn't do. My emotions sometimes get the best of me, even unintentionally. I'm afraid I may have hurt someone, or be holding them bacl. For this I apologize. However, I did write about it right after, so that must be a step in the right direction. I realizes that it's not how much we fall, but whether we are strong enough to get back up and keep moving.

I confess that the part above that I put in bold is one that we should all remember as we walk down this path called life

I confess that its nice sometimes when others say it, because often we need to hear it from an outside source before we truly realize that its true

I must confess,

That my two days off went by to fast and I would like another one please!
I am going to watch an episode of, "The First 48" on NetFlix before I have to get ready for work..

Have a great day,

Zimmy

I confess that I absolutely love The First 48 and would SO watch episodes with Zimmy if I could :-)

JustLovelyJenn
07-30-2011, 02:48 PM
I confess that I am currently exploring an entirely new set of emotions that I never really knew could feel so intense.

I confess I am happy.

I confess its going to stay this way for a while.

Zimmeh
07-31-2011, 07:53 PM
I must confess,

I'm over working in this department. I won't lie to cover for someone who left work early.

I'm exhausted and I'm really not looking forward to working until midnight tonight.

Zimmy
<I need coffee!>

bigbutchmistie
07-31-2011, 08:20 PM
I Confess :

I wanna snuggle and Simon isnt it!

I Confess:

Im a baby when Im sick...

1PlayfulFemme
08-01-2011, 01:57 AM
I confess that, once again, life has kept me too busy to be here much.

I confess that I am counting the days until our trip to Pigeon Forge with my BFF (who will Not be bringing too much luggage - I'm sure of it) ;)

I confess that I'm looking very forward to meeting a new friend!

I confess...I like this life of mine! It's hectic and chaotic at times..but there are very, very few things I would change! :)

Zimmeh
08-03-2011, 01:46 PM
I must confess,

I passed two of three interviews for my transfer. I have my last interview next week sometime.

I am exhausted both mentally and physically. Someone I work with found my Facebook page and read a couple of comments that I posted on there and since it regarded some of the shit the women I work with has said about me, this gay man and other things; this person told my supervisor who threatened to fire me on Monday. So now, I am going to be deleting my Facebook page and attempting to transfer. What I said on there is the truth and nothing that I haven't said to her in person.

I am now afraid, they will find my account for this site and the other site and what will they say then? I dislike living in Florida, where they can fire you for any reason..

I am going to take a nap...I might wake up in a semi better mood.

Zimmy

Zimmeh
08-05-2011, 06:38 PM
I must confess,

I have my final interview on Monday for the job transfer and I am excited!!!!

I was also able to get my room reservation approved for my job for the Reunion...

I wish plane tickets didn't cost an arm and a leg to Little Rock...

I am having a cup of hot cocoa and then I am going to watch, "The First 48" on NetFlix..

I am tired.

Zimmy

Inked_Trinity
08-05-2011, 07:15 PM
I must confess..... Staying up WAY too late and working all day does NOT make for an easy workout.

I must confess.... I will probably do it again!

I must confess..... Working on the speed bag frustrates the hell out of me!

I must confess..... I'm still smiling!

Bard
08-05-2011, 07:18 PM
I confess I am glad for all the folks getting to the reunion wish we could go but money is tight and with the wedding yeah... and now with my uselss arse being in disabelity
I confess I got to get my AbbyGoose today and have her overnight she takes over Desd's place in keeping me off my feet and making me use the crutches

I confess my goose just wanted to go for a walk to get fresh air so I crutched around the block with her now I am beat

I confess I am going to take my meds now and watch netflix with my goose

JustLovelyJenn
08-05-2011, 08:27 PM
I must confess...

... I really needed that two days away. I feel so much more at peace and ready to face what is to come.

Medusa
08-05-2011, 08:49 PM
I confess that going to an old-fashioned carnival and midway where you could pay a dollar for a chance to win a giant ham, sausage, or package of cheese was super fun.

I confess that the FOUR giant packs of sausage I won all contain nitrates and that they will probably go home with my Pappy on Sunday.

I confess that Jackhammer made crazy crab-moon eyes over the chance to win a deer stand or rifle in the big raffle.

I confess that someone's little granny had doused herself in a reallllll stinky-sweet perfume and that I can't get it out of my nose!

I confess that I'm going yard-saling in the morning.

I confess that tomorrow night we are grilling out and watching some scary movies.

scootebaby
08-05-2011, 08:58 PM
i confess
....im torn about what and how much to do at work
....i wish i could sleep more than a couple hrs at a time
....i need a shower
....i dont mind flirting--as long as its done openly
....i need a shower bad!
....hot wings just dont taste as good as they used to
....my special kitty always makes me smile!

....ive only had 1 soda in 2 days---which is a miracle in itself!! :)

Sassy
08-05-2011, 09:05 PM
I confess... my job is no longer challenging but I don't look for anything better because I'm enjoying not having to work so hard.

I confess... I haven't dropped the gym membership even though I haven't been in 6 months.

I confess... I'd rather go home and make cookies for my sweetie than go out drinking with the girls.



I'm not going to confess my new jean size here though...

(cookies - gym = hips of doom) :cookielove:

;)

Zimmeh
08-06-2011, 07:11 AM
I must confess,

I am super excited this morning and I am looking forward to going to the reunion!!!

Making a friend laugh lastnight because I was so tired, I started talking aimlessly...:blink:< I needed some sugar free :koolaid: lastnight>

I have to go find a decent outfit for the prom at the reunion...

I can tell you all about the history of the Peabody Ducks...

My coffee is waking me up this morning..

I need to go find my box of checks that are missing.

Zimmy

Tcountry
08-06-2011, 07:42 AM
Confessions:
I had a great time derailling a thread last night
I wasn't the only one
Hope Jo doesn't get mad

My honey is doing a great job on healthy living
I miss her tons!
Can't wait till Labor Day Wkend

I can't believe reunion is getting so close!
Need to order my suit
Already have it picked out....& approved ;)
Lol

scootebaby
08-06-2011, 08:10 AM
i confess

...Zimmy can make you laugh without being tired and talking aimlessly! :)
...im blaming T and Sunshyne for last nights escapades!
...Jo is still tired so looks like im yardsaling on my own
....looks like i wont be getting waffles today after all(thank God waffle house is a 24/7 waffles all day kinda place
....its a beautiful day!

Zimmeh
08-06-2011, 08:26 AM
Lol I totally agree!

Jokes are a must with me!

Have fun today,

Zimmy

i confess

...Zimmy can make you laugh without being tired and talking aimlessly! :)
...im blaming T and Sunshyne for last nights escapades!
...Jo is still tired so looks like im yardsaling on my own
....looks like i wont be getting waffles today after all(thank God waffle house is a 24/7 waffles all day kinda place
....its a beautiful day!

JustJo
08-06-2011, 10:26 AM
I confess...

...that I had my mouth all ready for waffles this morning but for me waffles are only good at breakfast time, not lunch...sorry honey.

...that my eyes are truly scaring me...they feel tired and sore and I'm getting occasional shadows.

...that going blind from diabetic retinopathy is one of my biggest fears and entirely too possible.

...that I never mind a good thread derail, and have been known to indulge in that myself from time to time. :)

...that I miss my son and really, really want him home.

...that I want my friend Annie to return my messages.

...that I inadvertantly hurt the feelings of someone who has been a good friend by deleting everyone who wasn't blood family from my Facebook page all because of stupid shit, and now I feel bad about it. (w)

Bard
08-06-2011, 04:10 PM
I confess tha I am worried I am a push over where my daughter is concerned.
I confess that I hate to see her cry and last nights melt down almost broke my heart

TIMBERWOLF
08-06-2011, 04:37 PM
I confess that Im doing better than the last time I got a tooth pulled.
I have a great dentist that calls me to make sure im ok and gives me her cell phone # just in case i need her tomorrow when they are closed.
Vicodin makes me sleepy.............

bigbutchmistie
08-06-2011, 05:23 PM
I Confess :

To midnight ice cream runs :)

Zimmeh
08-06-2011, 06:05 PM
I must confess,

I'm glad that I have my sports bra on! It started raining when I left to go power walking and my iPhone didn't get wet...

I'm one building away from my apartment and I would like to go home!

BBM's ice cream run sounds delicious, to bad I cannot have a bowl right now.


Zimmy

weatherboi
08-06-2011, 06:34 PM
I confess I want some delicious fast food right now!!!

Semantics
08-06-2011, 06:49 PM
I confess that my house is freezing but I refuse to turn the AC off because it's drowning out the sound of the cicadas outside.

clay
08-06-2011, 06:50 PM
I confess....to a feeling of "helplessness"....:(!

Medusa
08-08-2011, 08:04 AM
I confess that since redecorating my office it has been messier than I like because I just can't bare to stack anything on my new desk/craft table:

http://www.redhotrestaurantequipment.com/v/vspfiles/photos/22063-2T.jpg

Nina
08-08-2011, 08:15 AM
that is the table I have in my sewing room as my cutting table...it's on wheels...it's a little too high for me, since I am not as tall as I feel, so I need to get it cut down a little bit before I start the massive cutting and sewing event...I also have, from the restaurant supply store, 11 feet of metro shelving...the kind that the stores/restaurants use...it's strong as fuck, and I like the look...also provides some air flow to the hundreds and hundreds of yards of fabrics 'n other sewing stuff...

once I know how to post pictures, I think it would be fun to have a thread where we can share out work-spaces...

(I guess I am bottom posting, is that what it's called? Medusa this morning...wonder if she'll notice!)



I confess that since redecorating my office it has been messier than I like because I just can't bare to stack anything on my new desk/craft table:

http://www.redhotrestaurantequipment.com/v/vspfiles/photos/22063-2T.jpg

Scorp
08-08-2011, 08:24 AM
I must confess that.....I played hookie from work today and called in sick. My plan is to chill out and do things around the house today and have some "ME" time.

If they need me bad enough, they know they can reach me at home or via my cell.

Do I feel guilty? A little bit...but...I'm pretty reliable and they know that I'm hardly ever out.

Mr Nice Guy
08-08-2011, 08:56 AM
I confess that I only date brunettes. I confess that I'm very attracted to Italian women. Sorry dont mean to offend anyone. :)

Cowboi
08-08-2011, 11:45 AM
I confess, that my heart is breaking....
My best freind is going to be moving away.
She is like a big sister that I never had.

I hate to cry....

Bard
08-08-2011, 12:10 PM
I confess that Desd and I can be downright silly we tend to text eachother when we are in the same house or even in the same room.. love notes and the like

I confess we have convos on facebook while we are sitting side by side and it makes some of our firiends gag

I confess the bright side to my being hurt is I did not have to lave her for two weeks

I confess I have always been the loner type but I don't ever want to be with out her
I confess I am a big sap

sylvie
08-08-2011, 03:26 PM
i confess...that i had oral surgery and am in pain, therefore taking something FOR pain, and can not be held responsible for my silliness of my posts, should that happen, lol..

i confess...that i submitted for my vacation time at work, so i can fly to be with Mtn in September, and i'm an anxious, anxious girl! *happy dancing* we've picked dates, we're buying tickets, we're happy dancing together and i'm gabbling His ears off every chance i get and can't sit still.. (wait til the day OF.......poor airline crew)

i confess...i'm a stubborn girl, when in pain, i still wanna get up and do things rather than sit still and get better..

i confess...when you spend a lifetime not getting along with someone, because our personalities just dont jive, and suddenly they do the most sincerest thing to help you, and really go well out of their way so you are okay in a time of need like today, it makes me rethink and appreciate.. Some people go through life angry, judgemental and it doesn't mean they're a horrible person, it might mean they've been through a time themselves.. i'll always be kinder and more understanding to this.. i appreciate my stepfather a lot today.

i confess...the more days go on, the more proud of myself i am.. i have made some HUGE changes and taken on a great deal of hard realizations and worked through them, about myself... Though my journey continues, i'm amazed at the strong capable person i am today, and how intolerant i am to negativity now, when at one time i would lap it right up ..

i confess... as each day goes on, the more EXCITED i get about visiting Mtn.. i warned Daddy that i'd get like a child on Christmas morning the more the day approaches.. i'm so happy with the time we took, for the children's sake as well as our own, and of course real life happenings with work, etc.. But good things come to those who wait, GREAT things in fact.. Only a matter of time and i'll be so wrapped up in him, i want to cry i'm so excited and anticipating this.. have i mentionned i'm travelling soon? yaaaay LOL!

i confess...my confession wasnt silly at all... yay!!

justkim
08-08-2011, 03:30 PM
I confess... I don't want to go back to work and finish my split shift today...

Zimmeh
08-08-2011, 05:23 PM
I must confess,

I am very proud and happy today!!! I passed my panel interview today and I now work for the reservations department and I got a raise!

I made cupcakes tonight in honor!

Zimmy

Arwen
08-09-2011, 10:38 AM
I confess:



I am rather ticked off right now
I do not like being lied to
I do not like being angry
I do not like being disrespected
I do not like the fact that I cannot trust him
I do not like the fact that I am angry at him
I do not like the fact that he willfully and knowingly broke a promise that affected me and my animals
I do not like feeling this way at all

Note: The he in this is not my partner but my is my son.

Zimmeh
08-16-2011, 06:28 PM
I must confess,

I'm going to the gym tonight!!!

I created a twitter account for my alumni association.

I start my new position on Thursday and I'm excited!

Zimmy

Zimmeh
08-17-2011, 08:31 PM
I must confess,

I'm enjoying the discussions on FetLife.

I cleaned my apartment today and it feels great!

I went jogging tonight until my knee started hurting!

I treated myself to a cup if hot cocoa after my shower to help me sleep tonight.

Zimmy

Jeep
08-18-2011, 02:42 AM
I confess I am freaked out about having knee surgery. I'm only 22. Shouldn't have to deal with this crap yet.
I confess I am only attracted to blondes.. Yet no one I have ever been with was blond.
I confess I love my car and motorcycle more than most people.
My cat just bit me because she was sitting on my phone when it went off. Hope that made ya laugh :lol2:
Off to work.

Tcountry
08-18-2011, 03:05 AM
Confessions:
-I am at work today...on my day off...cause I am nice like that (even tho the ass I am working for wouldn't cover me 2x)
-I miss Sunshyne...I mean really miss...(i got so spoiled this summer)
-I didn't get the promotion I wanted at work...this makes the 3rd time...guys I trained were promoted instead (all 3x)....makes me not so happy
-I would do almost anything to be in San Antonio right now...(almost, I do need a job)
- God & karma could both be nice & make it happen
-I still believe everything happens for a reason...just wish the reason was revealed SOON

Zimmeh
08-18-2011, 03:06 PM
I must confess,

I was able to get my time off approved for the reunion!!!

Zimmy

Medusa
08-19-2011, 11:50 AM
I confess that I am bawling here at my desk as I watch the WM3 sit unhandcuffed in the courtroom as the judge accepts their release.

18 years in prison for 3 innocent boys.

I weep with joy at their release and with sorrow for the effect on their lives and those of the murder victims families.