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COR FORTE
11-20-2014, 10:31 AM
Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart. -William Wordsworth
she talks to me
not in words
words would just not do
they'd fall short of saying
all she had to say
fall short of reaching
the soul
she sings to me
in misty shades of purple and blue
in a way that only she can do
she lifts me
high above the skyline
to a mountaintop
high above the noise
the chaos down below
she loves me
like no other can ever do
she touches me
in misty shades of blue
~ poem "In Misty Shades of Blue" by Michael Traveler
I love you. I miss you.
d e e p sigh.
Bčsame*
11-20-2014, 11:48 AM
....wear those comfy shoes...for those 500 miles...
SleepyButch
11-21-2014, 11:22 AM
http://cdn.someecards.com/someecards/usercards/MjAxNC1iYWE1ODc2MmNhZDEzMjlh.png
I believe in magic, and I believe in you.
Candelion
11-22-2014, 01:55 PM
...You are the magic.
Candelion
11-22-2014, 10:14 PM
No need to look over Your shoulder...You know i've always got Your back.
COR FORTE
11-26-2014, 10:40 PM
http://i1379.photobucket.com/albums/ah138/mlwindhorst2014/0db8081d-3ccb-4df2-8c93-e13bf4417cc1_zps7f320e1b.png
COR FORTE
12-02-2014, 10:11 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lp-EO5I60KA
___So, I was thinking it has been a few days since I "whispered" good night to you this way...as I was thinking about you - this song came on to my playlist...and I smiled the deepest smile...in my heart and mind and soul - for the honor and blessing of being able to say "i love you" - to you. There is nothing in my life more humbling than to say those words to you...you are indeed may angel, my heart - my soul and your love flows through my veins...
Such a beautiful video to this song...I can't dance - but loving you makes me feel as if I can do anything ...so I send you this dance tonight...and whisper in your ear....as the song says....
So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
[CENTER]Sweetest of Dreams, my sweetheart...dance with me?
I love you. Just. Always.
AnAwkwardAccident
12-03-2014, 01:06 AM
Hearing you say that I mean the world to you made me melt. Hearing you say that I support you and have been doing an amazing job supporting you made me feel like I'm able to help ease some of the stress off of you right now.
I love you, babe.
So.
Damn.
Much.
Candelion
12-08-2014, 07:41 PM
...holding You in my heart.
Bčsame*
12-10-2014, 01:46 PM
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-6jjgq--3mV0/UowbeLYeu1I/AAAAAAAAMgg/eVGakESrg5E/s640/NOVEMBER.jpg
COR FORTE
12-21-2014, 11:09 AM
This video is an expression of "happy" in motion....and it is how my heart feels everyday for me being the man that gets to say "i love you" to you everyday...a treasure I will never (ever) take for granted....
I love you....and loving you absolutely makes me the happiest man e - v- e - r.
Now...watch the video and smile! :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGEqWzw8A9g
Bčsame*
12-25-2014, 03:59 PM
Merry Christmas, baby....
http://forzaveyhan.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/11/christmas-love-gmgadcak.jpg
COR FORTE
12-27-2014, 10:32 AM
oh my sweet love.....
can you hear all i have to say as I sigh v e r y deeply and contently in your ear...and hold you close....
i love you (f)
COR FORTE
01-01-2015, 10:53 PM
I sit in my chair…watching the fire…surrounded by sleeping four pawed babies that we both love so much…I am settled in with a new book, a good glass of bourbon and of course a good cigar…the fire crackles and the music plays softly…and as I look out onto the back deck…there is a light snowfall on this New Years Day.
I smile a deep deep smile and sigh contentedly and I let myself remember a New Years Eve some few years ago now…it seems so far away and yet as if it was yesterday…I remember that New Years Day - for much like tonight I sat with a bourbon and a cigar - I was not “unhappy”, but certainly not “content”. My life was “ok” - but I knew there could be more - I thought of my grandfather and how he loved my grandmother so - and I wanted that in my life - not just “someone” but “the” one that would fill my heart to overflow…so, I prayed….my prayers were heard and on just some days later on a cold January day - I saw the most beautiful smile I have ever seen before in my life…and that smile took my breath away…surely this was the smile of an angel….and I have been the recipient of that smile now everyday since…for that smile belonged to you…and you do indeed take my breath away - every.single.day. I know I have said this so many times…but I don’t think I could ever say it enough…you are the single most beautiful woman I have ever seen…and your heart makes you even more beautiful if that is even possible. I shake my head in wonder at how I am the one that is so blessed to hold your heart within my own…what grace is it inside you that sees something in me that is worthy of such love…
I didn’t know one heart could hold such happiness as loving you causes…indeed I am not the Grinch but I do know what the it means to have your heart grow bigger each day…because that is what loving you does to my heart…it expands each day to hold more love for you and it just grows deeper and deeper and I know now such a love as my grandfather spoke of and what he shared with my grandmother.
I have said many times I wished I was a poet so that I could scribe such words of depth and beauty and grace that would even half way begin to show the depth of my love and devotion…I’m convinced there are not enough words to do that…and no matter how many times I try to convey it - no matter how many ways I try to convey it….or the crumpled up papers on my desk for not getting it “right” for the letters I send or the journal entries I make…there is still something deep inside me that draws me to the pen and the paper or the keyboard to somehow “write” it out….to fill the paper with love ..and have the ink flow with devotion….but in the end - the words always come out the same and it never seems enough - and yet when I hear those same words from you back to me whispered in my ear…this big ole’ southern boy turns into a little boy and my heart races and literally pounds inside my chest….those same words that at times never seem enough - but when said with “love” surely are more than enough when you whisper in my ear….”i love you” and my arms encircle you…and I lean down as I whisper right back…”and I love you too”…and the beauty of your smile is just as bright and brilliant and beautiful as it was the first day I saw it - and your kiss is as gentle as the lightly falling snow…..and my breath catches in my throat…because you are indeed the reason my heart bursts with happiness and I know the meaning of complete contentment. I am blessed beyond measure and grateful for every moment that we share on our journey together as one….
Happy New Year, my sweet love…I can’t wait to see what the New Year holds for “us”…I love you.(f)(f)(f)
Bčsame*
01-03-2015, 01:39 PM
.... thank you. ...
COR FORTE
01-10-2015, 10:42 PM
Once upon a time...
_______________there was a tired in heart and spirit cowboy...who had pretty much given up on knowing what it meant to love completely ... to (be) loved completely....but then on one cold January day...(this) January day...he saw a smile so beautiful it could light up a night sky....and the smile took his breath away.....still does.
For all I have to say - it seems I am at a loss this night to know how to truly convey the depth of my love for you.....how deeply rooted in my heart is this love - that nothing can come against it...oh - things and or people may try to "test" that love...but it is rooted so deeply that nothing comes against it - this love.
The winds may blow and a raging sea may be about us at times....but, still the roots are grounded and grow deeper every day...
You have learned through these years to hold on tight - because you know my love is rooted deeply and my love is strong and sure and true....you have caused this love....and I am blessed beyond measure every day for being able to love you - and receive your love in return...
So much more to say....to pour out my heart....would that i could let you hold my heart in your hand for even a moment....then you would surely know how deeply rooted you are in my heart....
For the moment all I have are my words....and I know they are never enough....but - I try nonetheless....
"We will cross here where the street is crowded that I may hold your hand/We will ride the subways that we may sit touching—that there be/no distance between us. Speak…that I may fill my ears with you./Stay near me, so…I may fill my lungs with you." - Walter Benton
Happy Anniversary, my truest love...
i love you with a love as strong as the moving ocean and as deep as the oldest tree in the Redwood Forest...and as high as the clouds above us...you are indeed the blood that rushes through my veins and the reason my heart beats....
I love you....just. always. With all my heart.
:rrose: :rrose: :rrose:
Ginger
01-10-2015, 11:23 PM
You're purring.
Prudence
01-11-2015, 04:01 AM
Softly...hey.you awake?
COR FORTE
01-11-2015, 08:41 PM
_____WHEN you are in love you can't fall asleep, because reality is better than your dreams. - Dr. Seuss
This is true...but, you are indeed a dream come true...and I do indeed fall in love with you...deeper and deeper every single day....
I love you. - just always. (f)
COR FORTE
01-12-2015, 07:04 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoEWmc60wJY
Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
Think you're one of a kind.
Here's to you
The one that always pulls us through
Always do what you got to do
You're one of a kind
Thank god you're mine.
You're an angel dressed in armor
You're the fair in every fight
You're my life and my safe harbor
Where the sun sets every night
And if my love is blind
I don't want to see the light.
It's your beauty that betrays you
Your smile gives you away.
Cause you're made of strength and mercy
And my soul is yours to save
I know this much is true
When my world was dark and blue
I know the only one who rescued me was you
Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
You're never going to have to cry
Because you're one of a kind
Yeah, here's to you
The one that always pulls us through
You always do what you got to do, baby
Because you're one of a kind.
When your love pours down on me
I know I'm finally free
So I tell you gratefully
Every single beat in my heart is yours to keep
So close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why, babe
You're never going to have to cry, baby
Because you're one of a kind
Yeah, here's to you
You're the one that always pulls us through
You always do what you got to do, babe
'Cause you're one of a kind.
You're the reason why I'm breathing.
With a little look my way
You're the reason that I'm feeling
It's finally safe to stay!
Hi Sweetheart - I know you will smile as I write that as you well know that I am frequently behind the times, so to speak "musically" - while you are the frontrunner in this as many appreciate I am sure...while you might take the boy out of the county - you don't really take the county out of the boy - not completely...and I love that that is okay with you...so, I am sure you have heard this song perhaps...but me, while waiting in line at walgreens - it came on over their music speakers...and I thought - yes. absolutely everything Mr. Buble says and ten times more...and once again, I am reminded that no matter how many words I write - a song or a poem usually says it best...but I put the words out there anyway...as maybe one day I just by myself will get them "just right"...I'm afraid until that time...you will have to be content with my feeble attempts...of the pouring out of my heart in words....I can't help it...because I do indeed just love you so very much....
With all my heart - I remain....(yours) always.:rrose:
Bčsame*
01-18-2015, 04:47 PM
meanwhile, back on the farm....
COR FORTE
01-18-2015, 09:37 PM
My sweet love...
_____________LOVING you is indeed a dream - a fantasy - come true! :) You are what every young man dreams of that his perfect love might be like....and I will forever be in awe that this beautiful graceful angel on earth chose me to love...so yes, indeed a dream and a fantasy come true...never think for one second that I don't know how lucky and blessed I am and that I don't appreciate you - the love you show me each and every day... you make everyday... a joy...because no matter what else we may face in what we might call the "daily grind" or obstacles that come along...I know without any doubts that our love stands strong...and it is in that knowledge that joy is always present...and one smile from you and the soft whisper of your voice in my ear...and every tension and trouble melts away...as you know I don't make promises I can't keep, and I can promise you that you will never ever be without my love for one single minute....and I will never ever take you or that smile that so soothes me for granted - not for even one day....I guess that is one of the reasons I write out or attempt to write my love out in all the different ways that I do...its a conscious and happy decision to show my love and appreciation for you - not dependent on response or return in like manner...it is my way of showing my appreciation for you - our love our relationship...and your grace at allowing me to express myself so enthusiastically....your quiet smile and appreciation that you give only to me...indeed you do still and always take my breath away....I believe that every man should "feel" that his wife or love is a dream come true...but I smile a deep smile for while I believe every man should feel that way...I know without a doubt that you are "the ultimate dream" come true...and how can I not appreciate and be grateful for that every single day... :) :) ...
However cliche it may sound...you do indeed cause me to do more - be more - in each and every thing I do... I am proud every day of the woman that you are...your complete kindness and graciousness of heart - in a word you are "amazing" - but so much more than that and I am proud of you...and I am not ashamed to say that to anyone - anytime - anywhere....I learn from you everyday ...hopefully we learn from each other...your beautiful and vibrant and God just so talented and brillant in so many ways....
I know that your checks are red by now...so I will stop - (for now)...and simply say "thank you" for sharing with me - for loving me as only you can...
As always, I love you and I remain with heart....yours. (f)(f)(f)
COR FORTE
01-19-2015, 09:42 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yET4p-r2TI8
Beautiful video. Touching Story.
Surely if anyone would ever write the story of my life...it would be you that was woven through every line and every chapter - even before I knew you...I loved you...I must have...for only God could have planted a seed so deeply that it grows between the two of us so strong and deep....
I love you. Sweet dreams - G'nite.....:rrose:
COR FORTE
01-22-2015, 09:54 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tl1uv6gB4hE
_____So God made girls, God made girls
He stood back and told the boys, "I'm 'bout to rock your world."
And God made girls (for singing in your front seat)
God made girls (for dancin' to our own beat)
He stood back and told the boys, "I'm 'bout to rock your world."
And God made girls.
And when He made you - He absolutely broke the mold...no woman before or after could ever be so exceptional or amazing as you, my sweetheart...and well...as you know...you absolutely "rock" my world... :) :) ;)
I love you. :bunchflowers:
COR FORTE
01-27-2015, 11:05 PM
_____WHEN I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.
-William Shakespeare
Sweet dreams sweetheart....I do love you so.
Bčsame*
04-12-2015, 12:50 AM
dangle? Oh, I'm sure you will crawl.....all over ( that is my plan )
I can't wait to write more chapters in O/our book.
Bčsame*
04-28-2015, 01:37 PM
your busted
COR FORTE
05-03-2015, 12:50 AM
For my Beautiful Talon:
I went for a walk today. A rarity given my schedule of work these past months…but – a beautiful spring/summer day and I couldn’t resist...and I had much on my mind…. and you – you – always on my mind and something you said took me back a step. So, I logged into this place to write to you this evening and to say I am sorry and ask that you forgive me. When I looked at the date of my last “rambling” to you – I couldn’t believe that it was in January, and I felt a heavy weight in my heart…as I love sending you notes of love through this way…for you to find as you are ‘looking around’ and that they perhaps make you smile, and you might feel a deep down smile…that covers your heart because you know you were on my mind and that I love you with a depth that no matter how many letters or words I write I will never ever be totally able to convey the way I want to.
If I could I would physically wrap my heart around yours and protect it from anything negative or bad or sad ever touch it and then for you to feel the beat of mine next to you even when there is occasion for us to have to be apart…. that you would still always have my heartbeat beside you – but, then as I think about it – you do. You always have – you always will. Because my heart does indeed live inside yours…. through all the good and all the bad and all the in between as my grandfather used to say…and life and love is made up of all three…we are no exception – but, we are the exception in some ways…because no matter what may come our way…we stand strong in our love…. and I will always stand with you and for you in every possible way- as the man who loves you – it is my responsibility. My happy responsibility…. for you know I feel that responsibility is not a word to run from…I happen to love being responsible in the way that a man who loves a woman should be…and as I have said many times and will say many more times –I am the single most blessed and lucky man that you chose to love and yes, that is incredible to me – every day…. that you love me right back. It makes my heart stop and then skip a beat every time I think about it – every time I think about you. You truly are the single most beautiful and amazing woman but yes, from the inside out…. your heart is so beautiful that it only makes your glow that much brighter. God, I do love you so – and I am not embarrassed to gush about you – not in the least. I adore you. I cherish you, and I love you and fall in love with you deeper each day. Surely you are God’s most precious blessing to my life. I pray every day and thank Him for the precious gift of your love in my life.
I vowed never to take you, your love for granted, and I would like to think I indeed have not done so, but I know I am not perfect, and so I with all my heart apologize if I have been perhaps in slow motion of sorts – it has been a long winter…but, spring is upon us and I have taken today to clear the cobwebs. I drove to the old farm this evening, where I grew up and stopped at my favorite little white country church (you know the one) and I sat on a log up among the trees looking down on the cemetery and while sitting I saw a twitching red squirrel playing with a Finch, fallen pine needles still on the ground from the crunch of the winter snow and the tapping of a woodpecker and the glint of the water through the trees and I took out my journal I keep for you and wrote to you that way as well. I could hear the stream water running behind me…. such a beautiful spot this is.
There is indeed something so peaceful and calming about the water. I read a book recently that talked about elder and hospice care for a project I was trying to complete for a client. The book told about a place in CT when residents (all short term) want to go outside to be near the water, and this place is indeed right on the water. I read that the staff wheels the entire bed out to a platform that has been specially built. There they could be outside for perhaps the last time in their lives. One last time to breathe the fresh air, feel the sun or the mist. To hear the call of gulls and the crash of waves.
I imagined what that would be like…one last time with sun and water and breeze and sky – and knowing it.
When I think about that – I am renewed in every way. The cobwebs are gone, and I feel renewed and yes, the love grows for you even deeper if that is possible, but it is – because I feel it every day. God allows for my heart to expand to love you more each and every day, and I am thankful and grateful each day.
What can I say, my love? You are an amazing woman and you do indeed take this man’s breath away at the very sound of your voice – yes, even after all these years now…it just never changes and I like to think it is because we share something extraordinary – undefined almost – indeed the kind of love talked about in fairy tales and epic romances – but, then again we are a very real fairy tale and our story grows deeper and stronger every day.
I had someone ask me – what was “our” secret? At the end of the day – and I could write for hours and hours about my love for you, but at the end of all the writing part of the secret is this. We talk – we communicate even when it is difficult and we trust that no matter how “difficult” any one thing may be…. that love never goes away…and for me it is that I will show you each and every day that I breathe that you are the single most precious thing to me in this entire world and that I love you without condition till death do I part.
I love you more than words can say my beautiful and amazing, Talon.
:rrose: :rrose: :rrose: :rrose: :rrose:
Kenna
05-03-2015, 12:53 AM
*hey...psssttt....hey wake up (naughty grin) I've been all jacked up all day...let's go skinny dippin in the moon light!!*
Chicklette
05-03-2015, 10:09 PM
....that's right baby...breath me in, can you smell that....it's called wonder, it's called desire....it's called....
Want...
Evolved
05-03-2015, 11:16 PM
turn over...you're snoring :)
gotoseagrl
05-04-2015, 03:17 AM
Note to self ... puppies who want out then right back in again play mind games. So don't keep falling for it.
Bčsame*
05-04-2015, 07:08 AM
....I swear that when our lips touch, I can taste the next sixty years of my life....
Bčsame*
05-09-2015, 10:21 AM
....psst...is the closet ready???
A. Spectre
05-09-2015, 02:39 PM
Tonight was great. Let's make it perfect - be gone when I wake up. xox
JustLovelyJenn
05-09-2015, 07:35 PM
I don't even know if you exist... but I'm still waiting... right here.
Evolved
05-09-2015, 10:23 PM
Psst, I forgot the safe word. Do you have the keys to these cuffs?
A. Spectre
05-10-2015, 09:40 PM
You are getting very sleepy...so sleepy...almost asleep, sweetie. Now when you hear my voice whisper good morning, you will cluck like a chicken while making us breakfast.
Bčsame*
05-25-2015, 04:02 PM
.....thank you, for washing and waxing my car before I woke up. I'm so lucky!
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2015/04/19/17/27BF5FB400000578-3045908-image-a-53_1429461271674.jpg
COR FORTE
06-02-2015, 09:20 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuha_SUwoBU&index=6&list=FLZiuCZ0Vy3fmC6uhEV9pT6w
I love it when your red lips leave their mark all over mine...
I miss you.....more than there are stars in the sky....
soon.......
So, to the gentle night wind.....I send my love to surround you and my arms to hold you.....
:rrose::rrose:
COR FORTE
06-03-2015, 08:16 PM
"I want somebody with a sharp intellect and heart that loves with the fire of heaven and hell. Somebody with eyes like starfire - and a mouth with a kiss like a bottomless well. But mostly I just want somebody who will love me when I do not know how to love myself...(B.Taplin).
______________I liked this verse...but I have with you so much more than even what this describes...you, my spirited and firey sweetheart are all of that and so much more...you are the song in my heartl and the flame that moves my soul to love deeper and stronger and better than I ever could have imagined...you are yes, the most beautiful and amazing woman. e.v.e.r.
I love you with the depth of the ocean and the heights of the mountains this day and every day...and (more) with each passing day and year.
With all my heart......
sweet dreams, my beautiful love.
COR FORTE
06-07-2015, 03:55 PM
____(I saw this and liked it - and, of course thought of you....for you do indeed dance with my angels and smite all my demons with the very sound of your name....God, how I love you.....). :rrose::rrose::rrose:
_________I loved her
not for hte way
she danced
with my angels
but for the way
the sound of
her name
could silence my
demons
-C.Poindexter
COR FORTE
06-17-2015, 06:43 PM
M I S S ing. you.
i love you. just. always.
-sweet dreams......my sweet love....
:rrose:
COR FORTE
06-21-2015, 06:27 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lp-EO5I60KA&list=FLZiuCZ0Vy3fmC6uhEV9pT6w&index=48
Yes, I've sent it before...but today - this day....it seems the words that flow through my mind....are the words of this song....
...Me....I fall in love with you every single day.....kiss me under the light of a thousand stars....we did indeed find love (right where we are)....and I remain no matter what may swirl about us....blessed among all men....for your love....
Your soul never grows old....it is ever green.....and your smile....the sound of your voice - the way you move....you...you....always you....take.my.breath.away.
Every.
Single.
Day.
------------Always.
With my heart - I remain - just always. (with no conditions) yours always...
Sweet dreams my love......
Bčsame*
06-21-2015, 11:07 PM
thank you baby, for spending the day with me. I so love being in the same space, even though we have our own agendas..(or the one I gave you today)
JustLovelyJenn
06-22-2015, 09:54 AM
I love how you energy wraps me up like a warm blanket.
COR FORTE
06-22-2015, 06:04 PM
You and you alone will have the stars as no one else has them.
-The Little Prince
G'nite. Sweet Dreams. I love you. :rrose:
COR FORTE
07-09-2015, 07:11 AM
I feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything…..
Maybe we’re from the same star….
But - then I think “no” … your star has been and always will be just “brighter” … and I am blessed that you share your “shine” with me…now and always…
I love you... oh God - just so very much… with every fiber of my being...
:rrose::rrose::rrose::rrose:
COR FORTE
07-26-2015, 08:38 PM
Sometimes - how you love you a person changes...the way you feel about them....and so, it is true with me...
How I feel about you and how I love you changes every day....
The love grows deeper and stronger even when I think there is NO way I could love you more....
I DO...
because my heart expands with every thought of you and every beat of my heart...
I love you without hesitation..and without condition...
Now. Still. Always.
Goodndight sweetheart - sweet dreams. -xo
:bunchflowers::bunchflowers::bunchflowers:
COR FORTE
08-10-2015, 06:11 PM
It’s not about who I am. It’s about “how” I love you. I hope through these years I have learned the difference between what you say and what you mean…that I don’t just make you laugh - but I try and understand why you smile…..SO many people tell you that you are beautiful - I don’t want to just “tell” you that - I want to make you feel beautiful too.
I hope I have learned that….compliments sometimes cage - while empowerment sets you free. I hope I have learned through our love that what matters to you is not who just flatters you….I’ve learned that there is a language to your love…and I school myself in that language every day - still. always - because I am blessed beyond measure that you choose to speak that love to “me” - that you entrust me to not just flatter, but understand in the deepest part of your heart - what is the best part of who you are….and I promise you - I will never stop….learning and knowing the language of “your” love - “your” heart - because you see….you are beautiful and you fill my heart and soul to overflow - each. and. every.day.
I love you. Now. Still. Always. -xo
Sweet dreams my love....until tomorrow....xo
Bčsame*
08-11-2015, 09:37 AM
dont thank me for everything, I haven't given you everything, yet.......
COR FORTE
08-11-2015, 03:29 PM
UNLESS it is
Mad
Passionate
EXTRAORDINARY
Love
It is a waste of time,
There are too many
Mediocre things in
life.
LOVE
should
NOT be one of
Them.
____AND you my love are nothing if not EXTRAordinary. I love you. -xo
Bčsame*
08-11-2015, 10:41 PM
not sure if I'm ready for a weekend with my friends. It came quick. I know, all I can think of, is not kissing you everyday. I will try everyday to make it up to you ....kiss kiss
COR FORTE
08-18-2015, 09:54 AM
To my sweet wonderful and wonderfully spirited woman, through these years together now I have had people ask me…” man, how in the world were you lucky enough to ‘get’ her?” My first response is always of course…I didn’t ‘get’ her – she is not a ‘puppy’ – she is a woman – she is my love, my heart - not a ‘belonging’.
I have thought about that question many times though as I am asked it more than once as if I am somehow “not deserving” – I’m sure in part because you are well…. breathtakingly beautiful and I, well…. I am just a quiet man, a rather reserved at least on the outside country cowboy.
I always had it in my mind that when we came to be on that long ago cold January day that you weren’t just looking for a “man” … Good lord knows you could have ‘any man’ that you might want. No…. what you needed was a warrior.
You see…as the phrase might go – you are the strength of Turkish coffee and sunrise – and you don’t pretend to be less than that – you don’t shy away from being a spirited woman – and why should you – just to make others comfortable? You are just as you are supposed to be – magnificent and stunning in every sense of the word.
I knew you had had your heart broken and I knew that you didn’t understand why it always seemed to never find someone who “truly” understood you, but I did.
You didn’t need a man, you needed a warrior.
It didn’t matter if I drove a Jeep or a shiny sports car and it wouldn’t have mattered if I had worn silk or cotton. It would not have even mattered if I worked in a high rise or the late night fireman shift.
What mattered is that when it came to taking bets on your heart – it was going to be high stakes – ALL the way.
You see the warrior in me didn’t shy away from your strength or your intensity – I loved it. I look at you and don’t see something to “tame” – but something to just fucking admire. I wasn’t the sort of man that would just “bend” though – you couldn’t just play with me and toss me away – I stood my ground – country boy or no… and you didn’t even try – and you loved me more because of it.
Because you aren’t just any woman, you’re a goddess.
Your fierceness of spirit brought me to my knees and still does every time I look into your gorgeous eyes, but the difference was and is – I’m not scared.
You met your match – because a simple man for you just won’t do.
You needed and wanted someone to match the fire in your eyes with your own – not only that, my beautiful woman, but me, this warrior of yours did and still does want to encourage the flames instead of trying to douse them with insecurities or petty expectations – because for you – a warrior is the only man who will ever live in the wild/spirited part of your heart with you.
I may not have to slay any dragons to earn your love, but I will walk through fire to see that amazing smile that you hold in reserve for only me. God am I blessed – beyond measure.
I used to wonder if maybe I was meant to be alone for the rest of my journey – but you changed all that. We were traveling along on our separate journeys and were doing an “okay” job at it – but all that changed on that January day.
Because baby when you and I collided – it began a love that was set on fire. You didn’t run and neither did I – I told you I knew your heart had been broken – and that you were used to things not being “real” – but I promised you I was different and asked you to give yourself time to see that – and you did.
You were and still are willing to see all of my fierceness as well. I know you don’t and won’t always need to “follow” me – I don’t want you to ever lose that fierce spirit inside of you – but, I love that your spirit doesn’t keep you from wanting to do nothing more at times than curl up in that spot along my side and forget the rest of the world exists.
I want you to always have the spirit about you to wander naked under a full moon if you choose – to drink moonshine with the stars – to let yourself feel the pull of the wind on your heart – and the sun on you- to always want new adventures together…because this warrior loves you because of your spirit and I want you to always keep it.
We are together now these years in this amazing, crazy, chaotic, wonderfully sometimes heartbreaking life – because it takes a warrior to love a goddess – and it takes a goddess to show a warrior what real love is.
I thank God every day that He brought us together knowing that we were destined for more “together” and that now is the time for us to see what all our dreams look like.
There is no stopping a love like we have …. the flame doesn’t flicker – it just always grows…. longer – brighter – deeper…. truly an eternal flame.
I love you, my spirited woman. NEVER change for anyone, especially me, for I am the warrior that loves you. :bunchflowers: :bunchflowers:
COR FORTE
08-28-2015, 08:40 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZD_oPiwiPw4
-You are golden....
precious as a prayer flying up through the air as the rain is falling....
------AND I never want a miss a moment to tell you how I feel.....
I love you. Just. Always.
Sweetest of Dreams - xo
:rrose: :rrose:
COR FORTE
08-31-2015, 08:25 AM
I used to think when I was told at a young age what heaven and hell was I understood. I still do….but, I believe there to be another very real kind of hell….that is the distance between two people who love each other….
I miss you. Sweet Dreams.
:bunchflowers:
Bčsame*
11-08-2015, 05:50 PM
Laughing with you, about nothing at all, is good for my heart and soul.
JustLovelyJenn
12-15-2015, 11:35 PM
When you wake in the morning, I want you to know... you were my last thought this evening when I closed my eyes to sleep.
When you head out the door for work, I hope you remember... no matter how busy we are through the day, you are always on my mind.
When you stop to breath and face challenges or frustration, I wish I could be there... to remind you how much you are loved.
When you sit down and relax at the end of the day... I dream of being in with you.
When you fall asleep at night, I want you to know... You will be the first thing I think of when I wake.
kittygrrl
12-16-2015, 12:46 AM
you make me feel so fine..
Bčsame*
12-20-2015, 03:45 PM
....baby, one day at a time.. .....
Teddybear
12-20-2015, 09:29 PM
My dearest Austin
I know its been a trying couple of weeks. Know that I wish I were there to help u thru them. Know I am there in spirit.
I am enjoying the time we spend talking and texting. Each and every one of them brings a smile to my face.
I can't wait to hold you during the sad and the happy times. Its easy to be there for someone during the fun and happy times. I want you to know I am there for u in difficult times.
I want u to know that our friendship means more to me then anything. I'm so happy we r rebuilding that foundation to stand the test if time
Thank you for being you and accepting who I am.
Always
Teddy
kittygrrl
12-26-2015, 12:14 PM
you're the sweetest kindest friend:tea:
insatiable desires engulf my soul....those that can only be quenched by you......come to my window by the light of that full moon....tomorrow....
Bčsame*
01-24-2016, 09:17 PM
...when you feel like coming to pieces...and you just need a break...break on me baby...I'm right here
Gayandgray
01-24-2016, 09:35 PM
Pssssstt, hey you! We used to be friends but anymore you are not fun to be around. You treat me pretty badly, and friends don't do that. So go away and when and if you ever get it together, gimme a call? BYE!:phonegab:
kittygrrl
01-24-2016, 09:38 PM
once the buttons are undone, you know how it will end..
CherryWine
02-03-2016, 03:24 PM
You're going to make me beg for it, aren't you?
Bčsame*
02-04-2016, 10:44 PM
Clearing my calendar for lots of appointments....
cinnamongrrl
09-06-2016, 07:22 PM
I miss you sometimes....
But it's better this way
kittygrrl
10-27-2016, 04:40 PM
I love that you let me figure it out without judgement..you really listen..it's sexy and so sweet of you :heartbeat:
homoe
10-27-2016, 04:43 PM
"You have spinach stuck between your teeth"
Brisa
10-27-2016, 04:49 PM
I do not........lololol
Teddybear
10-27-2016, 06:41 PM
Thank you thank you thank you.
The years of getting to know you, the support, the acceptance, the hot passionate person that you are has shown me such greatness and what a true friend and lover is I can never thank you enough.
I wait and wonder how much more you can show me and where we will go together.
girlin2une
10-27-2016, 06:46 PM
Being apart from you is often more difficult than I ever imagined. There are reminders of you everywhere I look.
I love you with all my heart, I cherish all of the moments we spend together, and I love you even more in the moments when we are apart. You can bring me to reality in an instant and make me feel better if I have had a bad day. Tonight as I post this, it's like you are right here with me. I feel your hand on my shoulder, your fingers in my hair, and the soft breath of your kiss on my cheek.
I miss you.
I will turn it around....
come slip away into the night with me....we will make music together & share some really intimate times....and just "be" with one another....
kittygrrl
06-29-2017, 07:31 PM
dear friend-
you are kind
you are thoughtful
you are amazing(f)
COR FORTE
07-05-2017, 08:40 PM
Has it really been almost two years since I posted...wow...I've logged in only twice in the last two years....
Life changes - you either change with it or you get left behind - but that doesn't mean scars don't remain - and that even after so long a time - the heart still doesn't hurt and misses - for something you now realize after so many years - was just an illusion...
So, you pick yourself up - you dust yourself off - and try as best you can to put your heart back in your chest - sigh deeply and plunge on ahead with life...because the alternative is not good either.
So - I choose even after all this time...to hope that there really is a such a thing called "true" love - that it isn't an illusion...so, I whisper up to the night sky on this warm July night...to the wind and the stars and the moon and to anyone who might hear....
I still believe...in the hope of possibilities and things yet to come...and with, perhaps an even deeper sigh in remembrance of what once was, that exists no longer...
Restoration of faith in life & all things good.
Thank you for doing just that....may my soft whisper carry up into the night sky to your ears....
you are magical, mystical, & sparkly...and you bring fireflies into my heart.....
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