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WolfyOne
01-09-2010, 06:04 PM
I was trying to decide if I wanted to put any of my old poems up and decided against it. Many of you have read them elsewhere, anyhow. It's been a long while since I've actually wanted to sit and write. So, I'll start slow and see if it comes back to me.

I'm going to start out with an Ode to a fur baby we had to have put down the day after Christmas and see where I go from there, so hang with me.


Ode To Silver

I'm no good at good bye
Always makes me cry
One more day one more hour
Much love I will shower
Closed eyes I see your face
Knowing you must find your place
Getting ready for the worst
Thinking my heart will burst
What you say you have to go
Fond memories inside me will grow
My little fur baby hold on tight
You'll be lifted soon to another site
Suffer no more as you cross that bridge
Papa Boo waits for you on the ridge
Always remember the times we shared
How much you were loved and how much I cared
Peace be with you go and rest
You were so sweet one of the best

WolfyOne
01-10-2010, 11:58 PM
I

Yesterday I rode a cloud
Above the world feeling proud
Today I sit in dirt
A different day and I hurt

Yesterday I smiled wide
Bottled up was so much pride
Today I frown in pain
Tears that flow like rain

Yesterday I saw your face
It was a happier time and place
Today a shadows cast
Helps me remember the past

Yesterday I had true love
Flying high like a little white dove
Today I feel humbled
Yet one more time I've fumbled

WolfyOne
01-12-2010, 06:02 PM
Knowing

Silently I suffer in pain
Tears flowing without refrain
Never letting others know
They can't see what I don't show
Sitting with pen I write
This being my only fight
Once was a time I was strong
Shrug things off and move along
Feelings never worn on sleeve
Knowing what not to believe
As I age I'm feeling weak
In my heart it does sneak
Always trying to be kind
Unlike others wanting to be blind
Give me strength to move along
I wasn't the only one wrong
Taking each day one by one
Staying friends when it's all done
Knowing there is hope for tomorrow
Living again when there's no more sorrow

WolfyOne
01-14-2010, 11:50 AM
True Blue You

Long ago and far away
You came to me on a beautiful day
I wasn't looking when you took my hand
You led me to this magical land
Easy you made it to embrace
Joy and love in a happy place
Every time I would frown
You'd pick me up from being down
I'd trip or stumble you'd still be there
Showing me how much you care
This last year has taken it's toll
Something got lost or maybe stole
Trying hard to get it back
Thinking I don't have the knack
Communication not as strong
Knowing we were both wrong
Wishing it could be as good
As those days when we both understood
Hoping for once to get it right
Take away darkness and see the light
Cannot change what is the past
All I can give you is love to last
If you can no longer be my wife
You'll always have a friend for life
No one before has been like you
Someone I can trust and always true blue

Spirit Dancer
01-15-2010, 01:00 PM
Wolfy
Your words run deep with much pain,
wishing better days ahead for you.
Tis good to see you write once again

WolfyOne
01-18-2010, 04:00 PM
Wolfy
Your words run deep with much pain,
wishing better days ahead for you.
Tis good to see you write once again


Thank you and it's so nice seeing you on this site. Looking forward to when you begin to post your writings.

WolfyOne
01-18-2010, 04:04 PM
Baby Steps

Today I take back me
Wandering around I'm free
Tomorrow I may be lost
But at what cost
Some days sad creeps in
I don't want it to win
Constant struggle to survive
But I'm alive
Living on the edge
Making myself pledge
Relearning what I know
Taking each day slow
Those baby steps I need
So I won't mentally bleed
No more will I fall
Or beat my head against a wall

WolfyOne
02-01-2010, 03:39 PM
To Her (with respect)

Remembering our first embrace
And how fast my heart did race
The happiness in your eyes
All the love and not the lies
Our first long lingering kiss
Something about you I miss
Those once were the days
Daydreaming I count the ways
I guess there was a reason
You were only a season
A lifetime filled with thought
Is what having you brought
Laughter love and pain
I'd do it again without refrain
Future happiness I hope you find
As what you seek fills your mind
Staying true to your soul
Is what keeps one whole
Always I'll be here
To lend a helpful ear

WolfyOne
02-02-2010, 07:28 PM
Emotional Ride

Emotional rollercoaster I ride
Some days it takes my pride
Feeling the low I reach
To myself I preach
Lift me up and rise
But to what guise
Slow and silent pain creeps in
All of a sudden tears begin
Looking for the shut off switch
I start to twitch
Shake it off get through the day
Tomorrow will be better I pray
Been through this before
Should've saw it walk in the door
Emotions I can't show
Something needed to grow
Single road for me
Perhaps the best place to be

WolfyOne
02-17-2010, 01:21 PM
Seems my poetry has been pretty darn dark lately. I came across some of my old poetry while going through a box and thought I'd share a little of it here. For those of you that never read any of it before, here's some that won't be dark and dreary.

The Pervy Mind

Ever do it on a boat
In the water as you float
A river bank in full view
No time to think it through
May be better to sink
While you're on the brink
Slowly reel it in
By far it's not a sin
Excited and much fun
This little deed is done

For the dirty pervy mind
I hope you did not find
Sex is not what this is about
Now I know you're gonna pout
This little poem is about fishing
No matter what you're wishing
Keep those thoughts inside your head
You're better off instead
Now that I made your day
Smile be happy and go play

WolfyOne
02-17-2010, 01:28 PM
Make Believe

Slam bam ma'am
Thank you for the jam
A little uptight
You'll be all right
We haven't met
But I make you wet
Lustful little grin
How long has it been
Back up against the wall
Happy to give you my all
Knees getting weak
You're reaching your peak
Fall to the floor
I'll help you score
I hear that moan
And now this groan
I watch you shout
As you let it all out
Don't leave you yet
And you're glad we met
One more time around
While we're on the ground
Happy to fill that need
Is how I will plead
Your leg around my shoulder
My tongue is getting bolder
Delving all about
Once again you shout
I found that secret place
Makes your little heart race
Your face is fully flush
You enjoyed the rush
You ask me can I stay
Wouldn't have it any other way

WolfyOne
02-17-2010, 01:37 PM
Woman

Woman walking past me
Long dark hair I see
With a wink and a smile
I turn and stare a while
That was all it took
As she felt my look

Woman walking back my way
I stand there and silently pray
Hoping she will speak to me
Tongue twisted I do flee
Will my words come out right
Or will I stand a silly sight

Woman stands there face to face
Hands me the address to her place
She's someone I already knew
I stood once more admiring the view
She shouts to me dinner's at eight
And also says to not be late

Woman stands there at the door
Beautiful dress I want to roar
Soulful eyes make me think
As our glasses we clink
To the future we toast
Thinking she is the most

sweetfemme247
02-17-2010, 01:43 PM
I must say you write very beautiful words, I write poems but nothing as good as this.

WolfyOne
02-17-2010, 02:22 PM
I must say you write very beautiful words, I write poems but nothing as good as this.


Thank you very much. I just write what I feel at the time I decide to sit with thoughts and pen in hand. Your own poetry, maybe you don't think it's as good, but perhaps others will. I used to feel the same way and one day, just decided to share.

WolfyOne
02-17-2010, 07:28 PM
Daydream With Me

Skinny dippin' secluded beach
Today you say you want to teach
Grab my hand and pull me along
All the time humming a song
Seductive smile you look at me
Ask me to get on bended knee
In front of me you spread a leg
Hoping now I won't have to beg
You take my hand and guide the way
This is how you want to play
I grab your ass and pull you near
You may guide but I get to steer
Pushing fingers in and out
Working my hand all about
Gazing up I see your face
Looks like you're lost in space
Knowing you can't stand much longer
Moans and panting is growing stronger
I am still on bended knee
Lay you on back legs over me
My tongue touches your clit
Right spot I must have hit
Never heard you shout so loud
Makes me feel kind of proud
The next time you may want to teach
Lets do it at home and not on a beach
Maybe then I just might learn
And be the one to get a turn

WolfyOne
02-18-2010, 12:11 PM
The One

Where can she be
A lady just for me
The one that looks inside
Not ever afraid to confide
The one that won't let go
No matter what you show
The one that sees you cry
Knowing how much you try
The one that makes you smile
For more than just a while
The one to take your heart
And never want to part
The one to stay by your side
Who is always filled with pride
Where can she be
This lady just for me

WolfyOne
02-18-2010, 01:02 PM
Every Day

Every day I think of you
A dream that never came true
A chance I once had
How it went so very bad

Every day I sit and pray
Wonder if you'll come my way
Wishful thinking I can find
It's always been inside my mind

Every day my pain does ease
No more do I have to freeze
Keeping every happy thought
All the joy you once brought

Every day I worry for you
Hoping you can make it through
Build that life you talk about
You can do it without a doubt

Every day is just a day
Nothing more for me to say
Go to work come home and think
Taken away in just one blink

Every day I still love you
My heart doesn't know what to do
It hangs on and can't let go
Sometimes I wish it didn't show

Every day you wake with me
First thing I always see
Even if you're just a thought
Morning happiness you brought

WolfyOne
02-18-2010, 07:22 PM
Before When

Taking this moment before it passes away
Wanting to know it before it becomes yesterday
Before all the tears
And all the fears
When peaceful happy brought a smile
One that lasted over many a mile
When laughter was shared by two
And beauty was still brand new
Before innocence was lost
And heartache was the cost
Wondering where did it go
And can it ever come back to show
Will yesterday become a stat
Is tomorrow all gone like that
When will a future I see
Be ready for more than me

WolfyOne
03-04-2010, 11:32 AM
Random Thoughts

Slip and slide
Side by side
Oil in play
Have my way
Hands set firm
Watch her squirm
Set the pace
Not a Race
On the floor
Thru the door
Against a wall
In the hall
Try the tub
You be sub
Go to bed
Have sex instead
Makes me sleep
Without a peep
Good morning start
Before we part
In the shower
Feel the power
See you smile
Content for awhile
Gives a kiss
You I'll miss
Be back later
Thoughts I savor

WolfyOne
03-04-2010, 07:08 PM
This World

If this world were a fairy tale
No one in it would ever be frail
If this world was make believe
Tons of gold we'd all receive
If this world was a perfect place
Food a plenty a table would grace
If this world had a happy gate
We'd all walk through and never hate
If this world never went to war
Peace would walk through every door
If this world should ever end
Forever love is what I'd send

Spirit Dancer
03-04-2010, 07:18 PM
From your mouth to Great Spirit
BEAUTIFUL

This World

If this world were a fairy tale
No one in it would ever be frail
If this world was make believe
Tons of gold we'd all receive
If this world was a perfect place
Food a plenty a table would grace
If this world had a happy gate
We'd all walk through and never hate
If this world never went to war
Peace would walk through every door
If this world should ever end
Forever love is what I'd send

WolfyOne
03-07-2010, 12:24 PM
This is one I posted in 9 words a few months back
Thought I'd repost it here, too

absolute present accounted front page news deliberate choices today


CHOICES

We all have choices to make
One wrong move and you break
Present and accounted for
Absolute pressure is in store
What you know isn't always true
Yesterday love, today you're through
Not all news is good
Miscommunication deliberate, misunderstood
Another page in this life
Filled with sadness and with strife
Smiling up front, dying inside
No more trying to confide
Day to day living with hope
Finding it hard at times to cope
Never let it take your pride
In your heart it should reside
Make the choice that's right for you
Even if it means you're through

WolfyOne
03-08-2010, 05:03 PM
All My Years

All these weathered tears
From all my years
Was worth the pain
That they did rain
Many lessons I learned
Had some concerned
Hard knocks I took
While others just look
Like being a true friend
What kind of message did they send
Alive and breathing I stand
Once in a while a helping hand
With one regret
And nary a fret
I embrace my tears
From all my years

WolfyOne
03-22-2010, 04:38 PM
Joyful Spring

Spring is blooming all around
Birds chirping, hear their sound
Dark mornings becoming light
Temperatures rising, sheer delight
Tilling soil and planting seeds
Gardening starts, the pulling of weeds
Lawns mowed, the smell of cut grass
Backyard mechanics with cans of gas
Outside chores once packed away
Back again so we could play
The wonderful smell of bar b que grills
Indoor cats on window sills
Small children building a fort
Porch sitting becomes a sport
Dogs barking near and far
Night time falls, gaze at a star
Anticipating what summer will bring
As we wind down from a joyful spring

WolfyOne
04-10-2010, 02:14 PM
This one is old, but holds a special place in my heart, so I thought I'd share it here.

Shadows Dancing

Shadows dancing on the wall
One short, the other tall
Two lovers in candle light
Their bodies seem to take flight

Shadows dancing on the floor
As they move towards the door
Against the wall, a soft embrace
Two hearts begin to race

Shadows dancing everywhere
As the two begin that stare
Suddenly four lips do meet
Both of them can feel the heat

Shadows dancing on the bed
No words are ever said
Enjoying each others view
Sweetest night they ever knew

WolfyOne
04-10-2010, 03:09 PM
More old to share
I never did put a title to this one


Build me up, don't let me down
Make me smile, don't let me frown
Show me strength, when I am weak
Hold me tight, when things look bleak

Stay with me, let time stand still
Laugh with me, give me a thrill
Dance with me, I'll lead the way
Walk with me, when skies are gray

Look to me, to see you through
Talk to me, when you feel blue
Run to me, when things go wrong
Come to me, where you belong

WolfyOne
04-10-2010, 03:12 PM
Remembering the days when writing flowed easily

Beautiful Lady

Her beauty shines through
In everything she can do
A forgiving, trusting soul
Only wanting to be whole
She had given her all
Only to take a fall
Hurting deep inside
Losing all her pride
Wanting back what she had
This woman that made her sad
Then came the day
That woman came her way
Telling of her pain
With nothing left to gain
Beautiful lady reaching out
It's what she's all about
Holding her while she cries
Listening to her sighs
Beautiful lady stays all night
Understands her inward fight
Never once does she go away
She decides, with this woman she will stay

WolfyOne
04-10-2010, 03:14 PM
Last one I'll share today

Beyond Tomorrow

Look beyond the moon and sun
After all is said and done
Hearts together that beat apart
That's a good place to start

Knowing each other much to well
Many stories still to tell
Getting deep inside the soul
Being together complete and whole

Wanting all that you can give
Waiting anxiously to begin to live
Wondering what lies ahead
Like an open book that's never read

All your wishes will come true
All your hopes to never be blue
Everything you want comes your way
Open your eyes to a brighter day

WolfyOne
04-11-2010, 11:53 AM
This is a poem I wrote years ago, just after my mom passed away.
I'd like to share it with all of you today


A Mothers Love

Mothers are a special breed
They fill a childs every need
Leading the way with tender loving care
A gift that only mothers can share

Crying with a scraped up knee
Child comes running with a plea
Fix it mom so I can play
With my friends I want to stay

Teenage years filled with growing pain
A mother that's almost going insane
Asking mom, can I borrow the car
I promise mom, I won't go far

Off to college to get a degree
A mothers tears is what I see
Sad to see the child go away
Happy to know she led the way

WolfyOne
04-11-2010, 12:12 PM
Making Changes

A heart cannot be played like a toy
It brings happiness and so much joy
A broken heart brings nothing but pain
A heavy load with emotional strain

We all have problems we choose to carry
We try our best and can't seem to bury
The memories haunt us every waking day
We try to let go and they want to stay

Making changes must come from within
Reach down deep and you could win
All the riches that lie so near
Someone to take away all your fear

Loving again is not easy to do
Trust your heart to see you through
Believe in yourself to get it right
Soon you'll revel in sheer delight

WolfyOne
04-11-2010, 12:18 PM
The Almighty

I walk with Him everyday
I listen to what He has to say
He leads me where I need to go
He has always been there to help me grow
He brings me wisdom when I am weak
He brings me happiness when things look bleak
He helps me make it through the night
He makes all my mornings very bright
He showed me how to love when I couldn't
He made me stop to think when I wouldn't
I am His to take whenever need be
I will follow Him and be set free

WolfyOne
04-11-2010, 12:21 PM
As I eat some of the wrods in my OP, I realized sharing the old is as good as sharing the new.

I find rereading and posting some of my old poetry has been very therapeutic for me. Makes me remember who I was and who I can continue to be.

WolfyOne
04-12-2010, 09:36 AM
Last night when I left the computer, I had a strange feeling about a friend. The more I thought about it, the more I thought I should grab my pad and pen......so, I did.

This was the results of my thoughts in verse

Friend

All the pain you hold
From stories never told
The tears you've never shed
Scared your face may be read
The lonely restless nights
From all your inward fights
Reaching out to no one
Burning from that hot sun
Melting slowly in the sand
If you'll only grab that hand
Trust you have a true friend
With always an ear to lend
Someone else to hold your pain
And the tears that you refrain
To ease your beautiful soul
While you grow back into whole

WolfyOne
04-17-2010, 07:52 PM
Walk On

When I walk through that door
And not a day before
Do not cry for me
As I am finally free
There will be no more pain
And no longer will I complain
Life has been hard but good
Sometimes a bit misunderstood
Find the beauty in what was
And push on because
You have today
Tomorrow find your way
The strength I know you possess
In all that you caress
Be that driving force
And steer your own course
Make your future bright
For I have taken flight
Smiling from above
While soaring like a dove

miss entycing
04-17-2010, 08:04 PM
Remembering the days when writing flowed easily

Beautiful Lady

Her beauty shines through
In everything she can do
A forgiving, trusting soul
Only wanting to be whole
She had given her all
Only to take a fall
Hurting deep inside
Losing all her pride
Wanting back what she had
This woman that made her sad
Then came the day
That woman came her way
Telling of her pain
With nothing left to gain
Beautiful lady reaching out
It's what she's all about
Holding her while she cries
Listening to her sighs
Beautiful lady stays all night
Understands her inward fight
Never once does she go away
She decides, with this woman she will stay


I love all your stuff sweetie, but this one........... this one spoke to me.
it's beautiful- thank you for sharing it.

WolfyOne
04-17-2010, 08:14 PM
I love all your stuff sweetie, but this one........... this one spoke to me.
it's beautiful- thank you for sharing it.



You know Ms E, it's funny you posted to this particular poem. It's an old one and one that you've read before. This poem is what started our friendship online back in '05. I believe you said something similar back then. Thank you for being one of the very best online friends I've ever had.

miss entycing
04-17-2010, 08:34 PM
You know Ms E, it's funny you posted to this particular poem. It's an old one and one that you've read before. This poem is what started our friendship online back in '05. I believe you said something similar back then. Thank you for being one of the very best online friends I've ever had.

aw..... thank you sweetie- that was such a lovely thing to say.
I knew there was something particular about that writing.... and you're right, it spoke to me then too-

you never have to thank me for something I give so willingly, it's always been my pleasure and an honor to be part of your world.
I can't wait for Little Rock!

WolfyOne
05-26-2010, 04:17 PM
No One

No one hears me at all
Battered broken as I fall
Contemplating my next move
Empty with nothing to prove

No one to miss me when I go
Dull dingy without a glow
Thoughts inside don't go away
Once was a time they didn't stay

No one cares how I really feel
Lost and alone I tried to heal
Two steps forward one step back
Feeling fragile I can crack

No one sees my shattered look
Hidden away in my little nook
Outside appearance not always right
The pain in me kept out of sight

No one bothers when I cry
Never to share the reason why
Every day looks more bleak
Not understanding the feeling of weak

No one gets the real me
Good bad or ugly to be set free
How many times can one lose
Before nothing is left of the fuse

WolfyOne
05-28-2010, 11:33 AM
Hands Raised

Hands raised to heaven I pray
For the sick to heal and stay
For the family broken in two
Because they know not what else to do

Hands raised to heaven I pray
So throw away animals find a way
Keep them alive with shelter and food
Unknown to us some are feeding a brood

Hands raised to heaven I pray
For peace love and understanding each day
Keeping faith and hope for all in need
Teaching others how to follow my lead

Hands raised to heaven I pray
Freedom for all without death to pay
For the child that needs a meal
So they don't have to go out and steal

Hands raised to heaven I pray
For the voice I have and the things I say
For my freedom of speech came at a cost
I'll never forget all the lives that were lost

Kätzchen
05-28-2010, 01:11 PM
This is a poem I wrote years ago, just after my mom passed away.
I'd like to share it with all of you today


A Mothers Love

Mothers are a special breed
They fill a childs every need
Leading the way with tender loving care
A gift that only mothers can share

Crying with a scraped up knee
Child comes running with a plea
Fix it mom so I can play
With my friends I want to stay

Teenage years filled with growing pain
A mother that's almost going insane
Asking mom, can I borrow the car
I promise mom, I won't go far

Off to college to get a degree
A mothers tears is what I see
Sad to see the child go away
Happy to know she led the way

Thanks for this poem Wolfy!

I'm a mother and I raised my sons - pretty much on my own. So when I see someone pay tribute to their mother - for all the things we do, our strength, our willingness to love our children in spite of their successes or mistakes in life, it brings a smile to my heart! My mother and I, for a longer period of time that I care to openly share about, once did not have a healthy relationship. But we are closer now, as time has moved on and she is a pillar of strength and hope to me. She's 70 now and might not be around for too much longer.... I do all I can to convey how much I love her and forgive her for her frailties (sp?) in life. Thanks for writing your poetry about her and leaving it here!

WolfyOne
06-15-2010, 12:23 PM
Recaptured

Long ago you told me we're through
Your heart recaptured by an old view
Still your eyes speak to me
Not what you say but what I see
Your need to follow your heart understood
I wouldn't try to change it if I could
I'll take each day and cherish our time
Knowing any minute it could stop on a dime
Losing you not to another soul
Hoping recaptured makes you whole
I'll not regret a moment with you
Having you in my life was a gift come true

WolfyOne
06-17-2010, 06:54 PM
This is an old one I thought I'd share from 2006


Make It Real

Shed that skin you hide
Open up, show your pride
Walk out into the light
Everything will be all right

Grab hold of the old
Forget what you were told
Reach out for today
Wash the rest away

Believe in what you feel
It has to be real
Let go of the pain
It brings thunder and rain

Push away your fear
Stand up and cheer
Be who you are
A bright shining star

Spirit Dancer
06-18-2010, 01:19 PM
Recaptured

Long ago you told me we're through
Your heart recaptured by an old view
Still your eyes speak to me
Not what you say but what I see
Your need to follow your heart understood
I wouldn't try to change it if I could
I'll take each day and cherish our time
Knowing any minute it could stop on a dime
Losing you not to another soul
Hoping recaptured makes you whole
I'll not regret a moment with you
Having you in my life was a gift come true

Powerful Words

WolfyOne
06-18-2010, 01:51 PM
Powerful Words


Thanks because I know, you know where I'm coming from.
Thanks for always listening to me :)

WolfyOne
07-03-2010, 05:21 PM
Let It Ride

Sometimes when depression sets in
I try hard not let it win
It takes from me a happy day
Keeps everyone I care about away
There are those days when I could curse
That's when I know it's at its worse
I have to let it ride the tide
Or it takes away from my pride
Asking others to forgive
The way it makes me sometimes live
Understand I'm not really cruel
Don't mean to treat anyone like a fool
Just be a friend and take my hand
On those days when I can't stand
Help me make it over the heap
Long before I sink to deep

WolfyOne
07-21-2010, 04:35 PM
Reunion Number One

Butch Femme Planet reunion number one
Bonding dancing just having fun
Memories being made to last
Even if the days go by fast
Pictures worth their weight in gold
So many stories waiting to unfold
Online friends face to face
All of us in one awesome place
What a way to get to know
Some of the things we never show
Cabaret night the talent comes out
While the rest of us whistle and shout
In the ballroom looking grand
That's the night to shake many a hand
Dancing prancing all around
Watching femmes as they astound
Raffle tickets being sold
For every gift as we've been told
Spend your dollars and take a chance
You'll want to once you get a glance
Together at brunch means it's coming to an end
Happiness from all that were able to attend
Karaoke for those that stick around
Get up and sing no matter how you sound
One last chance for you to be bold
Bring home stories to forever hold

Passionaria
07-21-2010, 06:38 PM
I am really enjoying reading your poetry! Keep writing Wolfy :praying:

MysticOceansFL
07-21-2010, 07:14 PM
Starry nights of midnight blue that seek a lovers hold of true is she there or far away. I turn to the side of my bed and there she lay as I wrap my arms around her and shower her with my love there could be no doubt of ever lasting love

By me MysticOceansFL

WolfyOne
08-10-2010, 10:56 AM
Lady Blue

I know a lady that is quite blue
Right now she hasn't a clue
Why the love isn't as strong
Or what has even gone wrong
Why the words don't come out
Does he still love her without a doubt
What happened to the honeymoon day
Wrapped in each other is where they'd stay
Days go by without so much as a kiss
On his part he's been way to remiss
A mini vacation may help thes two
Perhaps they'll find that long lost view
Remembering how it used to be
When each other was all they'd see
Getting back what they once had
Before it gets more than just bad

miss entycing
08-14-2010, 09:28 AM
Lady Blue

I know a lady that is quite blue
Right now she hasn't a clue
Why the love isn't as strong
Or what has even gone wrong
Why the words don't come out
Does he still love her without a doubt
What happened to the honeymoon day
Wrapped in each other is where they'd stay
Days go by without so much as a kiss
On his part he's been way to remiss
A mini vacation may help thes two
Perhaps they'll find that long lost view
Remembering how it used to be
When each other was all they'd see
Getting back what they once had
Before it gets more than just bad




This is an exquisite piece.... absolutely fabulous!

a lovely visual of faith and hope...
I loved it.

WolfyOne
09-16-2010, 06:51 PM
In The Future

Wondering why they never stay
Seems I always push them away
Closeness is hard for me to share
Saying it now just to be fair
Understand it's no one's fault
And shouldn't bring anything to a halt
Any future relationship needs to know
What it is I don't always show
Some of my feelings I wear on my sleeve
But there are others I silently grieve
Love would never be untrue
My face will show it in full view
All I ask is that you take
Good bad and ugly so I don't break
Future hope and dreams I hold
For the one who's heart is sold
On what it is I have to give
From inside in order to live

WolfyOne
09-21-2010, 10:42 AM
Written Words

Eloquently some say I write
There are times I do it for spite
Those written words meant just for me
Those written words no one else will see
My tongue can be sharp even in ink
What I write makes one think
Holding back for only so long
Some might say it's very wrong
If I hurt and need to vent
Written words are better sent
Whether for you or for me
Those written words set me free
Take my advice and always write
Putting your words into the light
Helps a lot to release the stress
And it won't lead to a great big mess

WolfyOne
10-07-2010, 10:22 AM
My Beauty Cutie

She is quite a beauty
And oh what a cutie
The look on her face
When her heart starts to race
Certainly makes me smile
For more than a while
Softly she nudges me
As she sends out her plea
I've been very good today
Is it possible we could play
How could I say no
After what she did show
Her big pretty eyes
Gets me full of sighs
Never asks for much
And likes a gentle touch
Calms me when I'm sad
Or feeling really bad
She's my little ball of fur
A comfort to me for sure

WolfyOne
10-14-2010, 11:26 AM
Perfect Love

Once I had a perfect love
Given to me from the powers above
Breathless as love hit me hard
Somewhere though I played the wrong card
Penpals again as years have past
Maybe just friendship is meant to last
Life goes on as we've all been told
But for years this woman had quite a hold
Perhaps back then I couldn't let go
And for such a long time it would always show
There were times I'd sit and wonder
What if I didn't make that ultimate blunder
Everything in life happens for a reason
She was to be in mine for only a season
Perfect love was only in my mind
I believe I'm still waiting for my one of a kind

miss entycing
10-14-2010, 11:58 AM
My Beauty Cutie

She is quite a beauty
And oh what a cutie
The look on her face
When her heart starts to race
Certainly makes me smile
For more than a while
Softly she nudges me
As she sends out her plea
I've been very good today
Is it possible we could play
How could I say no
After what she did show
Her big pretty eyes
Gets me full of sighs
Never asks for much
And likes a gentle touch
Calms me when I'm sad
Or feeling really bad
She's my little ball of fur
A comfort to me for sure


love love love this C!!!
:cheesy:

from one crazy cat person to another,
this the one of the most touching and loving things I've ever seen written.
really.... it's fabulous, thank you for sharing it.

WolfyOne
10-14-2010, 12:30 PM
love love love this C!!!
:cheesy:

from one crazy cat person to another,
this the one of the most touching and loving things I've ever seen written.
really.... it's fabulous, thank you for sharing it.


Thanks Ms E, I think lately I've been in a good place and able to write about good instead of sad or bad
Finding that inspiration again and being able to write feels good to me

WolfyOne
10-16-2010, 04:40 PM
Ever have a day when you sit and think about what someone said to you long ago.
You find for some reason, today is a good day to reflect on the those words you pushed aside.
Well, today I was having one of those days and decided to write about it.



Take Another Look

Once I was told I read like a book
And I should take another look
Physical similarities of a lover lost
Trying to recapture her at what cost
Was that how the attraction did start
Is that the reason she tugged at my heart
It was always I that couldn't give my all
An old lovers image was my brick wall
Was comfort what it was all about
Do I earn the reputation of a lout
Lesson learned from a lover past
The shadow of doubt had been cast
Learning still I must always listen
If I want a relationship to glisten

WolfyOne
10-27-2010, 09:31 AM
Mama Kitty

Rescued from the street
The first time I saw her upbeat
Outside afraid to trust
In time I knew she must
Missing teeth from abuse
I didn't want to let her loose
A family she did find
Loving gentle and kind
Something she never knew
Into a princess she grew
Never tried to run away
In the house she wanted to stay
Her few years with me
I was all she could see
She was sick before I was aware
Her little eyes became a blank stare
Each relapse she did fight
This last time she saw her light
Finally an ending in sight
As her little body let her soul take flight

RIP Mama Kitty 10/24/2010
you gave so much and asked for so little

WolfyOne
10-30-2010, 07:41 PM
A Life

Times are changing
I am rearranging
A life with a weathered past
Some things weren't meant to last
Moving forward with no set plan
Going to give it all I can
New state new job new start
Try again to open my heart
See in me what I know is there
A human being that can truly care
Old baggage I must sort out
This I know without a doubt
Keep the good and toss the bad
Needing desparately to stop feeling sad
Looking to find that happy place
The one that's written on a face
I know not what the future may hold
Or even the story that it will unfold
Taking each day with sincere gratitude
Moving ahead with renewed attitude

WolfyOne
11-13-2010, 11:04 AM
Forever Set

Every time I think of you
I remember beauty shinning through
The confidence in your walk
The drawl when you would talk
The smile beamed on your face
The way it felt with each embrace
Memories vividly etched in forever
Thoughts I've never tried to sever
Good times better than the bad
The day you left me very sad
Many years of time gone by
Keeping in touch we often try
The kids are grown you're back in school
I always knew you were no fool
My wish for you is always the best
Like finding gold in a treasure chest
Thankful years ago you touched my soul
It helped to fill a gaping hole
Never believed I could give my heart
Until you showed me where to start
So many things I'll not forget
In my mind forever set

WolfyOne
11-21-2010, 07:40 PM
Live To Give, Give To Live

We never know how long we'll live
Or what it is we're supposed to give
How fortunate some of us are
To be able to say we made it this far
Those fallen heroes from our past
Things they taught us meant to last
Unknown are they to the public eye
But when we lost them how we did cry
Molding us for a future bright
Hoping we would see the light
Some of us fell off that track
Some of us managed to get it back
It's up to us to pass that torch
To the little kid sitting on the porch
So when we ask what should we give
Teach the next generation how to live
This circle of life must always flow
Because what we reap depends how we sow
Don't take for granted your time on earth
Leave your mark and show them what you're worth

WolfyOne
12-03-2010, 10:57 PM
Years And Miles

When I think of you I come alive
Some of those thoughts help me survive
Another time another place as I go back
Wondering how long I'll walk that track
Years and miles the distance has grown
But our two hearts have always known
About those words we no longer speak
Because neither of us want to be caught weak
Communication we can share
Anything else we don't dare
Mental maps drawn long ago
In my mind sometimes they show
Thankful for the memories I hold
A lost love story that did unfold
I'll take the happy with the sad
For whatever time we once had

WolfyOne
12-05-2010, 05:22 PM
Once Upon A Time

Come with me on a magical ride
Where once upon a time I did reside
Younger days when I was carefree
When in my heart no one held the key
Going places meant driving away
Many knew I would never stay
Until the day she entered my life
For the very first time I wanted a wife
I still didn't know how to give my heart
But with what I felt it was a good start
Obstacles of women past
Wouldn't make this relationship last
Too many times she cried in vain
For I had caused her so much pain
Not able to see what she didn't show
Was not helping our relationship grow
The day she left she took with her
The emotions inside me that did stir
What I learned in the end
Is to think about the message I send
I make mistakes and I will not lie
There have been others I really try
Should I ever feel what I did back then
I'd be thinking about a wife all over again

WolfyOne
12-11-2010, 04:04 PM
Here's one I wrote in 2006, thought I'd toss it out here, seemed appropriate

~~~~~~ Before When ~~~~~~

Taking this moment before it passes away
Wanting to know it before it becomes yesterday
Before all the tears
And all the fears
When peaceful happy brought a smile
One that lasted over many a mile
When laughter was shared by two
And beauty was still brand new
Before innocence was lost
And heartache was the cost
Wondering where did it go
And can it ever come back to show
Will yesterday become a stat
Is tomorrow also gone like that
When will a future I see
Be ready for more than me

WolfyOne
02-20-2011, 03:40 PM
A conversation today finally broke me out of the writers block I've had

Paid In Emotion

I know this woman online
Whom I think is truly devine
Her thoughts on love misplaced
From heartache she has faced
She thinks it's not for her
Those emotions she won't stir
Right now she shares her space
With fur babies she can embrace
Will it always be enough
I think we need other stuff
Imagine no love at all
Perhaps the world would stall
Human touch can do a lot
Remind us loves not forgot
Conversations two can share
Part of showing how we care
Because in past we've been burned
Are lessons that we've learned
Mistakes already made
Was the price we paid
Relationships in any form
With work can weather a storm
If something is meant to be
It'll be there for you to see
You can try and close your heart
But it tells you when it wants to start
Love has a funny way of creeping inside
No matter by what rules we abide

WolfyOne
02-20-2011, 03:54 PM
As I started to reread some of my old poetry, this one jumped out at me......
.....made me smile and remember that not everything from days gone by was bad


Feeling Her

Inside her milky white thigh
I rub and she starts to sigh
Knowing where this will go
Everything inside us will show
Moving up to kiss her
Emotions start to stir
Our tongues meet
As they greet
I slowly suck
With any luck
She'll be wet
I can bet
Reaching down to touch
Want it very much
Slide a finger in
I see her grin
Wet beyond belief
What a relief
My mouth moves below
Her juices overflow
My tongue does a dance
She is in a trance
About to explode
Let loose her load
I hear her scream
Then I see her gleam
The afterglow on her face
Our slow sweet embrace

WolfyOne
02-20-2011, 04:30 PM
Someday this will happen, when the right one comes along

Take My Hand

Come journey through life with me
I don't have much but my heart can see
All the riches money can't buy
Infectious laughter can get you high
Loving arms that won't let go
Feelings for you that will always show
Reaching out to pull you in
Not a race I have to win
Given freely is my love
With the help of God above
All that's wanted is yet to come
Getting to know you has been awesome
Travel the road that's right for you
It doesn't matter what others view
Take my hand if I'm the one
Because when it's all said and done
I'll still be there by your side
Looking at you with respect and pride
I'll be the one loving you deep
You'll be the one making my heart leap

WolfyOne
03-26-2011, 03:27 PM
Guardian Angel

Guardian angel took my hand
All alone I no longer stand
Whenever I feel my world crash in
My guardian angel knows where to begin

Guardian angel helped me breathe
There were others watching me seethe
Helped me through what hurt me most
My guardian angel wouldn't let me roast

Guarian angel watches from afar
Knows sometimes I'll wish on a star
Not all wishes will come true
My guardian angel helps me through

Guardian angel thanks for coming my way
A friendship built always to stay
No one else has helped me as much
My guardian angel we'll always stay in touch

WolfyOne
03-27-2011, 02:40 PM
Old Friends

Every time you cross my mind
A silly smile is what I find
Memory of a childhood day
When life was simple and we'd play
How I miss the kids we were
All the commotion we would stir
Never knowing we'd drift apart
Brand new life and a brand new start
Finding our friendship from years of past
This time around it won't go fast
The growing up has already been done
Let's go outside and have some fun
Walk and talk, fill in the blanks
Still alive we give our thanks
Those wild years we never shared
Invincible us we never cared
Wiser with age than in our youth
Tell our stories, tell our truth

WolfyOne
03-28-2011, 10:27 AM
I put this in 9 words, but also wanted to add it to my thread
It's for someone I know coming into her own
Hopefully her journey takes her where she needs to be

__________________________________________________ ___

Chance, Reality, Risk, Naturally, Solo, Finding, Fire, Girl, Gallery
__________________________________________________ ___

Her First

You there woman taking a risk
A married woman tsk tsk tsk
Sidelines watching a flame that burns
Fire cracking as she turns
Gallery of pictures play in your head
Kissing her softly will lead to that bed
Naturally you take that chance
Beautiful memories of the last dance
Reality says you won't get the girl
Your thoughts keep saying lets give it a twirl
Finding emotions never felt before
Knowing in the end what is in store
That solo flight is hard to swallow
In the pit of your stomach that feeling of hollow
First woman love is always sweet
The next one after you may find complete

WolfyOne
04-14-2011, 06:56 PM
Until The End

Is friendship what we both see
Will our hearts ever be set free
Slowly again we build that trust
For me it certainly is a must
Trust is something to be earned
Last time around I really felt burned
Apology accepted and past put away
Lessons learned I hope they stay
Heart breaking as I understand
It didn't go as you planned
Nothing gained some feelings lost
At least it wasn't at a great cost
Life as we know it will move ahead
No other words about it have to be said
I'm always here to lend an ear
If you want to follow I can steer
No one has to pick up their pace
We have plenty of time and this isn't a race
I'm the friend until the end
Unless another message is what you send

WolfyOne
04-15-2011, 12:40 PM
Beyond My Pen

My words on paper say it all
Face to face I often stall
I wish the two would sometime meet
At times I feel complete defeat
On the phone more of the same
Pen and paper my claim to fame
I'm not suave smooth or cool
At times it makes me one big fool
Communication doesn't always come
Not as easy as it does for some
To ride off someday with the girl
Would make this old heart swirl
I've played the part like a movie in my head
Only in my mind I'm the loser instead
Oh how I wish my mouth was a pen
I'd tell the girl she was a ten
I'd tell her what I really feel
But with my pen is how I deal
Some day my pen and the girl might meet
Perhaps that day I'll find complete
For the girl that looks beyond written word
Past my pen I can be heard
I may not say what one wants to hear
But I'd be there for her year after year

WolfyOne
04-29-2011, 10:58 AM
~~Within My Heart~~

Time and time agian you come into my mind
Like that long lost treasure I'm waiting to find
Ten years now and you don't go away
In my head and heart you seem to stay
A connection we both know has never changed
Over the years it has been rearranged
Hard as it is when we finally connect
Each other it seems we want to protect
My deepest love is what you were
Emotional ride is what we did stir
Toxic fumes we tried to hide
As we created one hell of a ride
To this day I feel our hurt
All the pain from all the dirt
I'd like to thank you for the dance
The fact you gave me another chance
I've grown a lot since we first met
Your words back then I didn't get
My love for you was oh so strong
Just didn't know then where I belong
Simple life now is what I lead
There's not too much I really need
Making peace today within my heart
I thought with you is where I should start

WolfyOne
08-16-2011, 07:32 PM
Those Childhood Days

Where did they go, those childhood days
The ones I miss in so many ways
When life was simple and we had fun
Then sleep would come and day was done
High school my friends was such a blast
We made memories meant to last
All of us, we drifted away
No more time for us to play
As young adults we had so much to prove
Make our niche and find our groove
We really thought we could have it all
Take on the world and never stall
As we age, our parents we become
Words we use were thought once dumb
Lessons we never wanted to learn
Yet they stayed with us so we could return
To the next generation the wisdom we'd burned
Finally realizing the cornerstone we turned

WolfyOne
09-16-2011, 12:20 PM
I wrote one for last years reunion, so I thought I'd give it another whirl this year.

Funny, I just looked back at the first one I wrote because I couldn't remember
and it seems I happened on familiar words while writing this one, too.
I seem to be a creature of habit, lol.

For those that can't be there this year, truly plan ahead for next year,
you will not regret it at all...............honest.


Reunion Number 2

Reunion Number 2 will soon be here
All you virgins put away your fear
Just relax and have some fun
Tears will flow when it's almost done
Friendships made for years to come
Love connections even for some
An experience like none before
Get excited about what's in store
Dancing, prancing in leaps and bounds
The DJ spinning many different sounds
After the party parties can be found
Tradition says they will astound
Once you've been to one you'll be back
You'll find the BFP Reunion will never lack
See an old friend and make a new
The hotel in Little Rock has a great view
If indeed you cannot come
Next years reunion will be just as fun

WolfyOne
12-28-2011, 11:51 AM
I wiped away the dust and took down the cobwebs
After all, I haven't been here in months
So, it's safe to enter again :)


Not Always Written In Ink

For many years I've traveled this road
Sometimes carrying a heavy load
Last door closing opened my eyes
Communicating more to my surprise
My words are often written in ink
So I can always go back and rethink
Oral words at times without thought
Said in anger before they're caught
Is not a place I like to go
A part of me I need not show
Learning to think before I spew
Makes for a much nicer view
Next time around I should be ready
To give my all and be rock steady
Opening up will be in place
Sitting to talk face to face
Not always depending on written word
Knowing when my voice needs to be heard
Relationships should not be rough
With open communication to talk about stuff

WolfyOne
02-19-2012, 09:56 AM
I wished my words would flow like they once did
Perhaps one day they will
I'm just glad for the days when something inside me says it's time
Get out the pen and paper, let it flow
Today happens to be one of those days



Heart Beats

My heart beats for someone
Another day, another sun
She's out there somewhere
The one who will always care

My heart beats for life
Not one filled with strife
Ready to open that door
Time for me to explore

My heart beats for my friends
With positive energy it sends
As I pray for each of you
Find the strength to make it through

My heart beats for unity
Enough to fill every community
Spread the word for peace to follow
Never again to feel hollow

My heart beats for that better day
When that special someone comes my way
The one who knows they'll never leave
Who gets me and will not deceive

My heart beats for me alone
Continues to show me how much I've grown
Opening up to let others in
Cautiously knowing how long it's been

WolfyOne
05-25-2012, 08:37 PM
For those not on my FB, I'm going to re-post this poem I wrote tonight and posted there.
This one is for my brother as the hospital makes him as comfy as he can be
My heart is heavy tonight

Loving Peter

Reality is a funny thing
Sadness is what it can bring
Truth you don't want to hear
Knowing is your greatest fear
Childhood thoughts passing through
In my mind it's a beautiful view
Already missing the boy you were
Emotional journey inside me does stir
The loving father you turned out to be
The person your girls won't grow to see
An empty feeling hard to explain
Writing words to keep sane
Oh how I wish life was always fair
But our plates never hold more than we can bare
My love for you will always be
Whether here on earth or heaven, you'll see
Be strong my brother in your passing day
God will hold you and show you the way
Take comfort in knowing you won't be alone
No longer afraid of what is unknown

WolfyOne
06-01-2012, 11:54 AM
Memories

Life more precious than we realize
Yet some of us can only idealize
Enjoying only what money can buy
Material things are in constant supply

Envisioning long ago days of past
Playing outside hoping sunlight will last
Dinner at a table and we can all talk
About how the day went and an evening walk

Sitting on a porch with ice cream on a stick
From the ice cream man as parents let us pick
Catching fireflies and letting them go
After showing our hands aglow

Fast forwarding to children of today
Don't know what's missed by staying in to play
Adventures they will never share
Or even experiencing a double dog dare

As I age those memories appear
If only in my mind as I hold them dear
The next generation will tell their own
To those that follow about how they've grown

WolfyOne
09-16-2012, 08:48 PM
I think this will be my last Reunion poem because no matter how hard I try, I can't do better than the very first one I wrote.

Reunion Number 3

Reunion Number 3 just days away
The Peabody a great place to stay
Incredible bonding we all will share
Feelings showing you'll know we care
This reunion the biggest one yet
Will you be ready able and set
For all emotions from happy to sad
Picture perfect memories to be had
How many virgins will make a splash
Who'll be running a 50 yard dash
As we jump from room to room
Cameras appear with a zoom
Capturing each beautiful smile
Along with every clothing style
For all the happy we will bring
And all the drinks we may ka-ching
Eventually it all must end
Happy messages we all will send
The farewell brunch is often hard
With all the tears our vision marred
Until next year we must refrain
Reunion everything we must retain

WolfyOne
09-25-2012, 05:40 PM
Being at the reunion, I had a little inspiration and found writing today came easy.
I hope the words continue to flow because I don't like when my mind is blocked for months at a time.


Almost There

From across the room I saw her there
All I could do was stare
Never would I have a chance
So I continue to glance
My mouth would never say
What my pen can portray
My eyes were open wide
Yet I had to decide
Was I ready willing and able
Or still a bit unstable
Am I scared to open up
Like a little unsure pup
My answer came quite quick
As I gave myself a kick
I'm almost to that point
But afaid to disappoint
So for now I'll take me slow
I'm grateful for what I can show
At least I know with time
That mountain I will climb
When I get around that bend
I'll no longer have to pretend
For the day I settle down
Those tears I can drown
Trading in my sad
And all my feeling bad
For the one who's love I feel
It is then I'll know she's real

WolfyOne
10-03-2012, 02:50 PM
Ode To Angel and Little Max

Two of my rescues found Heavens Gate
No longer to wonder what will await
Friends and family met them inside
No longer in pain where they all reside
Mama Kitty will show them the way
Never will they have to feel like a stray
Angel and Little Max you'll be missed here on earth
Always know to me you were worth
Whatever it took to save you from abuse
And take you down from that virtual noose
You were loved by someone that cared
We happened to be perfectly paired
You taught my heart to open to all
At a time when I could only bawl
Lessons in love I did learn
From my rescues who did yearn
Afraid at first from human touch
But in the end gave so much
Thank you for the time we shared
And every feeling we all bared

WolfyOne
10-03-2012, 04:39 PM
I was looking for something today in some old packed away boxes and came across some pictures and decided to take a peek at all of them.
I saw so many of me and others at various ages in my life...and then one popped out at me, made my mind wander.
Briefly my old inspiration was in my head and all of a sudden I was able to sit down and put words on paper.
Funny how words seem to come when memories flare or sad times hit.



Pictures

Flipping through old pictures she was there
I remember how much I did care
She once had me heart and soul
Loving her always was my main goal
I made mistakes I will admit
Devastated I was when she split
How hard I tried to win her back
I just didn't have the knack
She was my inspiration day and night
Even after she took flight
I gave up writing for a while
Nothing inside me could I rile
She was the one that got away
The only one I wanted to stay
Others came and others went
But none of them could I cement
Feelings like I had with her
So sweet so sensual so darn pure
Many years have since passed by
No more tears my eyes are dry
Oh how her smile lives in my head
Infectious laugh it was widespread
Some things I'll never be able to forget
Like the very first time we ever met
Moving on was hard to do
But it made me the person I grew into
When I finally meet "the one"
I won't raom and I won't run
Made that mistake years ago
Ate the pain and swallowed the woe

WolfyOne
10-27-2012, 08:21 PM
The Words

The words I want to say
Have yet to find a way
To come out from my heart
I don't know where to start
Fear of making a mistake
Makes me shiver and shake
My pen works best for me
It helps me to be free
To speak from deep within
A place I can begin
To get to know you more
Deeper look into your core
You can see the me I am
I promise not to scram
My words be always true
From any point of view
Sometimes you have to ask
For me to just unmask
The words I cannot speak
So you can take a peak
For the woman who does that
Has the best chance at bat
Could have me heart and soul
Complete me and be whole
I would never stray
Or look the other way
My focus would be you
Always to be true

WolfyOne
10-29-2012, 10:35 AM
Found A Smile

Today I found a smile
Lasting for more than a while
An unfamiliar sight
Was such a welcoming delight
For all that I shut down
Became an ugly frown
Suddenly from nowhere
My heart starts to care
Hard for me to believe
Didn't want to perceive
Can change be in the air
Possibly I declare
Will I take that giant leap
Or slowly will I creep
For today I found a smile
That could go on for quite a while

WolfyOne
10-31-2012, 03:00 PM
Worth The Risk

Love is a risk worth taking
Feelings in the making
Open your heart and let it flow
Let that person see it show
Don't be afraid don't hold back
Stay upbeat stay on track
If you stumble if you fall
Don't believe you hit a wall
Pick yourself up shake it off
Don't just sit around and scoff
Attitude is everything
Even if you felt the sting
No matter how long it takes
Even when the heart breaks
Love is worth the risk
Even if it's only brisk

WolfyOne
11-01-2012, 03:01 PM
Inspired Distraction

Her voice lingers in my ear
Soft and sweet is what I hear
Gentle and kind a terrific find
Takes me to places in my mind
I don't question how long she'll stay
A very long time is what I pray
Friends or lovers I'm glad she appeared
Sadness inside me has disappeared
A wonderful distraction she is indeed
Something at this time I really need
Looking forward to our first meet
She always seems to be upbeat
For now a trip has not been planned
I'll get to know her second hand
Distract me yet another day
She does it in a playful way
Inspires me to sit and write
It's much better than my silent fight
Thank you Universe for sharing
Someone who is so caring

Spirit Dancer
11-01-2012, 03:12 PM
My dear friend how wonderful
to see you writing once again. :)

WolfyOne
11-04-2012, 02:05 PM
The Dating Bandwagon

The dating bandwagon yes or no
It's not somewhere I want to go
One on one is what I need
After great thought my head agreed
Been a few years since I wanted to try
Finding the one that won't say goodbye
A soul that's settled in their heart
And on a whim won't want to dart
Someone who will be true to me
But not someone that will always agree
Compassion and honesty tops my list
Some things I really must insist
Leave old baggage at the door
If with me you want to score
The dating bandwagon has no place
With me I only want to keep pace
With only one that can turn my head
The one I'll never want to shed
In time I'd like to settle in
With the one who sees past my grin

WolfyOne
11-05-2012, 11:07 AM
This comes from an old song I heard on a classic country radio station on my way home from work today.

In My Head

It's been years but memories still linger
Like a bee leaving behind a stinger
Some songs on the radio still get to me
Wondering if I'll ever be free
Just when I think you're out of my head
Once again I am misled
Why can't we sever old ties
We buried so many old lies
Like a moth to a flame we burned
Neither of us returned
Still those memories haunt my head
Even when loving feelings are dead
The impact you made on my life
Left me with years of strife
Finding another and leaving me
Was the way it was meant to be
All the words that went unsaid
Must be the reason you creep into my head

WolfyOne
11-05-2012, 06:15 PM
The Very First Time

I used to ask how do I survive
Simply put was to stay alive
Keep moving don't look back
Younger days I had that knack
Street wise and book smart
This is how I got my start
Love had never been a dream
Or at least nothing I would deem
Important in those younger days
A trail I went on to blaze
Always on the outside looking in
Love was not going to win
Until the day she came to me
I didn't know love could be
Many emotions mixed into one
I wanted to feel none
She taught me to love
I'm sure she was sent from up above
Of course it didn't last
But memories had been cast
For the very first time my heart truly broke
Also thankful inside me love was awoke

falloutmk
11-05-2012, 06:39 PM
Women scare me- drowning young buck for an older desirable
Choppy conversations- you are so easy to talk to when panicking inside
Like the time you almost died from being buried alive by nymphomania
One sensual experience after another- at least you used protection
Anxiety is driven by the unfamiliar- one woman once told me
But yet I can taste me between women's legs- face first by scent
I am very familiar with feeling scared

WolfyOne
11-12-2012, 11:34 AM
Old Memories

I see the scenes vivid in my head
Old memories I always dread
Push them back swallow them down
Not wanting to show another frown
When they surface I mustn't blink
I don't even want to think
The hurt still somewhere in my heart
Though years ago we did part
I never wonder why you appear
Only that it became quite clear
My greatest love the pain you brought
But also many lessons were taught
Healing was my biggest fear
Lots of beer and many a tear
Would I survive the pain
How to keep sane
One day it finally hit me
To the Universe I did plea
Help walked through my door
I wasn't alone anymore
There are times when I look back
Just to keep me on a positive track
Old memories are like a ghost
Some days they want to play host

WolfyOne
11-17-2012, 04:30 PM
Reflection

Reflection is a wonderful tool
It helps when acting like a fool
It puts you back where you belong
In your head space with nothing wrong

Reflection helps to open your eyes
So you know the truth from the lies
Keeps you in a proper place
Just to save you from disgrace

Reflection makes you see the light
Always know when to give up the fight
Back away when the timing is wrong
Know when to stand strong

Reflection is me looking at you
Knowing I can enjoy the view
The visual person I am in my mind
Makes for what could be a night entwined

Reflection is good for the soul
Always brings me back to whole
Makes me want a simple life
That someday may include a wife

Reflection is reality sinking in
Knowing sometimes you just don't win
Yet still you know you can move along
Because you've done not a thing wrong

WolfyOne
11-18-2012, 02:04 PM
Because I love my brudder Tommi

Brudder In Arms

Long ago love to remain
My brudder in arms feels pain
My heart reaches out
I know he wants to shout
Hard letting a loved one go
He knows it's going to happen though
The memories he'll hold within
After he heals he will grin
I'd like to be there by his side
As this has been his longest ride
Emotional roller coaster he does feel
Things I know he does conceal
Precious life taken day by day
Alone he walks as he finds his way
Long ago he had this love
Soon she'll fly as free as a dove
Virtual hug I send
Even an ear I lend
Anything to see him smile
If only for a little while

WolfyOne
11-25-2012, 09:58 AM
Sleepless Dreams

Like wind she blows in my face
Lightening bolts coming at a fast pace
My heart the way it does race
With images my fingertips can trace

She wakes my sleep
With thoughts that creep
Feeling her deep
As she does peep

Dreams that don't come true
But at least I get to view
Before the feeling of blue
Wakes me as if on cue

That lonely sleepless night
When all you do is fight
Until the dawn of light
Hoping everything will turn out right

Memories remembered but never made
Only in dreams they're displayed
And oh how they do invade
Common sense is over weighed

Longing to make it real
If only I could feel
Without having to conceal
What I think can be ideal

WolfyOne
12-09-2012, 07:27 AM
Not From The Start

It didn't happen from the start
But slowly she entered my heart
Penetrated a locked away place
She has no idea she does grace
Took down fences started to talk
She asked questions and I didn't walk
Hauntingly hard to talk about
This woman brought it out
She sees the person I tried to hide
So I trust her enough to confide
Still not sure where this will go
Cautiously I let my feelings grow
Although I know she won't hurt me
And I know I will not flee
I also know I'm in her heart
And like me it wasn't from the start
Slowly as we each learn more
It isn't about who could score
Building a friendship based on trust
Better than romance based on lust

WolfyOne
01-01-2013, 07:17 PM
The Gift

I promised not to cross that line
Something I'll let you define
The day we meet you will decide
Will we conquer or divide
Will the swoon go past the picture
Will we have the right mixture
Plenty questions in my head
Nervousness I'd like to shed
I like the you I'm getting to know
Slowly letting feelings grow
Of course I know we may not click
A mutual friendship we just may pick
You're like that gift I couldn't see
You entered my life and my soul was set free
My head and heart finally match
From my past I could detach
No matter where we go from here
I want to make it perfectly clear
Respect to you will always be
No matter what you see in me

WolfyOne
01-03-2013, 04:50 PM
More To Me

The person behind the written word
Has a voice not many have ever heard
A sweetness as I'm always told
And at times a little bold
Sometimes I think I pay a price
For always being way too nice
There's more to me like that unread book
Come a little closer and take a look
I'm real easy to get to know
Although it may not always show
What I don't hear make no mistake
My eyes rarely ever take a break
The observer is what I would be
Near or far I can always see
My friend list isn't very full
Because I take nobody's bull
So if I tell you you are my friend
Always know I'll be there til the end
Acquaintances may come and go
But friendship is something meant to grow
For those of you that want to look
I'll leave you with my open book
Feel free to turn a page
Talk to me I do engage

WolfyOne
01-20-2013, 02:06 PM
One Wish

If I had one wish it would be for you
So you could make any dream come true
Would not matter if it made me blue
Because you would never have a clue
To see your smile light up your face
To watch you radiate all over the place
If I had one wish for you I'd grace
Even if it means I lose the race
You brighten my day and don't even know
You can't see what I don't show
If I had one wish, you would glow
So the world can see what you bestow
A gift you bring to those you surround
You don't know it but you astound
The beat of my heart as it does pound
If I had one wish for you to have found
The one that makes your days bright
And also be there for you through the night
If I had one wish for you it will be right
The person you seek has always been in sight

WolfyOne
02-12-2013, 05:51 PM
In My Heart

From a distance I will make her smile
As she sits and ponders me a while
In her heart she'll truly know
Part of what I want to show
Who knows what will ever be
One day at a time is all I can see
To see her smile right now is divine
A happy face is always a good sign
Be it friend or lover I will not mind
Coming into my life was a lovely find
Keeping her in my heart either way
It's where I know this lady will stay

WolfyOne
03-21-2013, 07:01 PM
Footprint On My Heart

She left a footprint on my heart
Learned about love before we drifted apart
Some days I sit and think about her
You'd think by now she'd be a blur
Thankful for the lessons I learned
And all the memories forever burned
Pictures painted in my head
None of which I'll ever dread
The silly way she looked at me
Wanton behavior I could always see
I'm grateful for the time we shared
Knowing that each of us cared
Moving forward as we both grew
Not being in love is something we knew
Selflessly I walked away
So she could find the one who'd stay
Be in love and truly feel
More than what I could reveal
Those younger years my stepping stone
As I age how much I've grown
I wouldn't trade the hurt and pain
But I'd never do it over again

WolfyOne
04-09-2013, 03:05 PM
This Lady

It started with a soft sensual kiss
Everything about this lady I miss
From those beautiful accentuated lips
To how she can really move her hips
The way she walks
And how she talks
The zealous she has for life
Instead of a world filed with strife
Her laughter stuck in my head
Those eyes which I have read
The words she wants to share
I know this lady does care
My confidence is high
I adore her soft throaty sigh
She feels me when I touch her
Every emotion inside her I stir
This lady touched my heart
It happened from the start
Entwined our souls did bond
Like someone waved a magic wand
As it started with a kiss
This lady I do miss

WolfyOne
04-10-2013, 09:57 AM
Under Your Skin

Give me your heart, soul and mind
To me you're an exquisite find
I'm the diamond in the rough
Wanting to be not always tough
You're the beauty that can soothe this beast
With your sweet love being released
Never did I think, I'd meet my match
But darlin', you're quite the catch
We both know exactly where we stand
All these feelings were so unplanned
I was once wild and free
Now you're all I can see
You're not just ready to take that leap
My confidence says I'll slowly creep
Under your skin and inside your soul
Your heart I know I already stole
When you're ready I won't go away
Been a long time since I wanted to stay
I was the one full of fear
Let me make that perfectly clear
Settling down wasn't for me
I was one step ahead wanting to flee
You came along I could feel the change
Now I want to rearrange
But time will tell where this will go
So for now we'll just take it slow

WolfyOne
04-13-2013, 06:06 PM
I was going through some very old family photos one of my nieces had saved when my mom died and given to me. Amongst these photos was a few pieces of yellowed papers. I began to open these papers to read what was on them and happened across something I wrote 40 years ago. I actually dated this paper, something I don't do with any of the poems I write, but as a kid, I dated everything....so, I want to share what I wrote way back then. It shows me that I'm still very much this kind of person to this day.


If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain
Or help a dieing person,
Heal ones wounds again
Some people get hurt and others don't,
So why not lend a hand
And if I help some person,
I shall not live in vain


This shows me how far I've come in 40 years with my written word since this was written in 1973

WolfyOne
04-14-2013, 09:14 AM
Good Vibrations

I know her soul enough to trust
Giving her space is a must
Faith it will all work out
This I have no doubt
Love in abundance I share
Letting her know I care
Slowly I opened my heart
Good vibrations from the start
Within her I could feel
Emotions that were real
Touching her she drank it in
Made my head start to spin
That first kiss
Was total bliss
The way she looked at me
Was something I didn't foresee
Inside I know she is the one
To her I want to run
No one before her has touched me this way
With faith love and hope this lady will stay

WolfyOne
04-17-2013, 04:31 PM
My Heart

Guarded my heart for years
Through all the fears and tears
No one could penetrate it
Not even a little bit
Suddenly it let you in
This time it would win
My guarded wall came crashing down
And I didn't drown
What does this really mean
My heart is finally clean
No more pain
Plenty to gain
A new attitude
I'm filled with gratitude
Trying to make sense
These feelings intense
I do know that I'm good
And my heart it understood
Long before I even knew
My heart always had a clue

WolfyOne
04-19-2013, 03:04 PM
Home Sweet Home

I'd like to rush home to a smiling face
Followed up by a warm embrace
Leading to a sensuous kiss
Completed by nothing but total bliss
Daydreaming about what could be
May someday be reality for me
My heart is open for the right match
Wouldn't be hard to undo the latch
I don't hold riches but I hold love
To give of me beyond and above
I know someone must hold the key
To help unleash the animal in me
Always making sure your needs are met
There is nothing you will regret
Hot and heavy fast or slow
Excite me again from your afterglow
Lets do it again if you have the steam
I want to see you gleam
Two bodies dripping with sweat
Began when I felt you so damn wet
How intense two souls can be
When we want to be set free
Sweet release has come to crest
As I slowly lay my head on your breast
On my back pulling you to my chest
Knowing I've been truly blessed

WolfyOne
04-21-2013, 08:52 PM
Change

Change I must make
How many steps will it take
Hard lines I won't cross
May eventually lead to a loss

Change as I evolve into
The person I want to view
Mirror image starring back
Nothing do I lack

Change at a daily pace
For me it's not a race
Getting where I want to be
Even if I'm the only one that can see

Change as I continue to grow
Outwardly it must show
Making myself proud
As I shout it loud

Change everyone should make
Even if only a mistake
Growth can't happen by chance
Do it and you will advance

Change puts you in a happy place
Something we can all embrace
Love yourself enough to admit
Inside you you know you can commit

WolfyOne
04-26-2013, 04:13 PM
The Dance

The dance that leads right to the heart
Oh how I like the way it does start
A simple hug a touch of the hand
Could make my knees buckle where I stand
A receptive kiss can drive me wild
Especially when I know you smiled
The dance continues to amaze
In so many wonderful ways
It doesn't stop if you say you'll be mine
For each and every day you will shine
I'll take you places you need to go
Not a day will go by my love won't show
The dance will always need a tweak
Inside your soul I'll have to peek
Fantasies we both can fill
It only takes trust and will
Reaching out to pull you in
As I see that little grin
Let this dance continue to grow
And the love let it flow
For I have truly met my match
I'm falling woman can you catch

WolfyOne
04-28-2013, 12:36 PM
Today was an eye opener and tearjerker for me first thing this morning as my phone rang and I answered it at 6:30am.
It took a soothing voice and very special lady to clam me down enough to find some clarity in all I was feeling...and I thank her.

Soon I found myself thinking and writing as I often do.
My words started to come together quicker than I could write.
So, in Loving Memory of my sister/friend, I write this poem.

My Childhood Friend

The loss of a childhood friend
What a message this does send
Closeness once shared by two
Oh how that time flew
Adult years we moved along
Childhood remembered by an old song
The missing years we lost touch
Together again we didn't miss much
Memories I will always hold near
You of course I'll always hold dear
I'm not letting go in any way
Inside my heart you'll always stay
I know your pain has been set free
But you can still confide in me
Send me a sign about your new place
And all those waiting to embrace
The beautiful person I always knew
Along with the friendship always true

RIP Kathy as you will be remembered by many for all the hearts you've touched in your lifetime.

~baby~doll~
05-15-2013, 09:59 AM
... All your wishes will come true
All your hopes to never be blue
Everything you want comes your way
Open your eyes to a brighter day

Excerpt last stanza. Oh this so speaks to me and where i am right now. Thanks

~baby~doll~
05-15-2013, 10:10 AM
By post 41 you have become a sweet addiction. You turn and twist all of my emotions and gently lull me into wondrous visions. Thanks

WolfyOne
05-15-2013, 12:32 PM
By post 41 you have become a sweet addiction. You turn and twist all of my emotions and gently lull me into wondrous visions. Thanks

Thank you babydoll, I always welcome feedback
and for anyone that wants to leave me a message here about my poetry.
I'm glad you are enjoying them and taking a look into my heart & soul.

~baby~doll~
05-15-2013, 12:57 PM
Thank you babydoll, I always welcome feedback
and for anyone that wants to leave me a message here about my poetry.
I'm glad you are enjoying them and taking a look into my heart & soul.

i am looking at your heart but seeing into your soul. thanks for being so open and revealing.

WolfyOne
05-16-2013, 07:02 PM
Wanted

I want your heart soul and mind
I'll keep looking until I find
The one willing to give it all
For that is when I will fall
I want a lover and best friend
Someone able to make it blend
This special lady that I seek
Must never be afraid to speak
Communication tops my list
It is something I must insist
I don't need fortune or even fame
You don't have to talk a good game
Show me what you have from inside out
That's how I'll know what you're about
Love me deep and love me strong
Let me know where I belong
Touch my core and we'll connect
All my love I will project
Faithfulness until the end
You'll never see me pretend
I am ready to take that leap
Also one you'll want to keep

WolfyOne
05-16-2013, 07:09 PM
Friends Forever

I would have never left you
For I admire the view
Stupid was the one to leave
Betting he does often grieve
Thankful we became friends
To you my hand extends
Always available day or night
As I would never take flight
Wanting to know more
Someone I'll not ignore
How do I make you see
What it is you mean to me
Friends forever with a twist
Possibly it can exist
An understanding when we meet
Both of us can feel the heat
Neither of us will commit
Not even ready to admit
Whatever it is we share
We do it because we care
No words can say
What a body does convey
If friends are all we'll ever be
I'll still be here and never flee

WolfyOne
05-23-2013, 04:55 PM
My Journey

Where shall I be and with who
For today my muse flew
Into the heart of someone new
Yet I don't feel blue
The Universe has my plan
From the moment my new journey began
When the time is right
The woman for me will be in sight
My eyes will see only her
My emotions will certainly stir
For now my journey is about me
And the place I need to be
Chosen family that understand
The ones that know me firsthand
See the struggles I've been through
And love me no matter the view
As my journey moves along
I'll continue to be strong
Until that day I find my place
I'm not going to run a race
Moving always at my own pace
Life itself I shall embrace

WolfyOne
05-26-2013, 07:38 PM
The Message

Never had a chance
To get past a weekend glance
You'll never get to know
Parts of me I didn't show
Never will the passion flare
Nor will you ever feel my stare
Never will you know my true heart
Because you chose to depart
Never will I be kept down
Not for long did I frown
I always said you'd be my friend
Today that's the message I do send
Never again to feel my kiss
Something I know you will miss
Never will either of us clutch
To that last lingering touch
Never to look at you the same
No more fire no more flame
Never were my words pretend
From my heart all I penned
Never will I stay sad
Nor will I ever be a cad
I always said I'd be your friend
Today that's the message I do send

~baby~doll~
06-02-2013, 10:19 AM
"Written Words

Eloquently some say I write
There are times I do it for spite" ...

For whatever reason you create a certain magic around each word you select and bring about images of delicate and gentle beauty. Thank you for sharing such loveliness with all of us.

WolfyOne
07-30-2013, 05:57 PM
Getting To Know Her

Something inside me she does stir
Would like to get to know her for sure
The playful nature I do see
Is something that will always be
Her honest eyes and knockout smile
In pictures I can stare at for a while
Would I ever have a chance
Would I get more than a glance
Turn your head and look my way
I'm the kind to never stray
The words come easy with my pen
From my mouth who knows when
Can you feel me in our written exchange
I don't always project that range
Certainly I want to know more
Hopefully you'll allow us to explore
The reason we seemed to connect
And talk about it's effect
If I'm wrong I'll back away
And a friend is what you'll stay

WolfyOne
08-27-2013, 05:37 PM
I'm still not sure if the title to this poem fits, but it's what popped into my head after reading it back a few times.


Touch Me Back

I want to steal a heart
Take it's beauty and never part
I want to capture a smile
Sit and stare at it for awhile
I want to open a mind
Unearth all I can find
I want to share a kiss
Stare at stars and make a wish
I want to touch a face
Of the one that can make my pulse race
I want to enjoy the dance
With each and every single glance
I want an everlasting view
Not of me but of you
I want it all and know you're there
I'll wait for the one who will truly care
I want the sweet embrace of love
I'll take that beyond and above
I want to show you every day
What you mean to me in every way

WolfyOne
11-10-2013, 11:07 AM
Music was my muse today because it's been way to long since I wrote anything.



Broken Hearts

A dozen years ago she captured my heart
Tried many times for that fresh start
Hearts I broke along the way
Those that would never stay
No one was ever like her
Every emotion inside me she did stir
For many years I didn't look
Time to fix the part of me she took
No more breaking hearts
No more fresh starts
Tired of getting it wrong
Cobwebs gone I am strong
No longer seeking her in a mate
Ready for a woman to date
Never again will I jump right in
Not a game where I must win
A heart that's free with an open mind
She's the one I want to find
Time healed an emotional heart
And allowed the past to finally part

~baby~doll~
03-05-2014, 11:44 AM
Uh it's been a while and I need a fix. Just a tad of encouragement.

WolfyOne
09-08-2014, 06:20 PM
Dusting the place off a little, been a long while since I've written and what I've been writing today is a little dark or at least I think it is.

Wake The Beast

Calling out the beast in me
Where or where can you be
The primal roar I once knew
Has been delegated to just a view
Long ago put to sleep
Without so much as a peep
Will I ever get you back
How to fix what I lack
Needing desperately to find me once more
To dig within my inner core
Wake the beast I know is there
The one that used to always care
Looking for a way to feel
From all inside time had to heal
Move along you quiet beast
Tis time again for you to feast

WolfyOne
09-08-2014, 06:27 PM
My Sweet Appeal

How do I get it back
The happy place I seem to lack
The lonely I feel inside
The part of me that once was pride

How long until I feel the smile
The one that used to last awhile
The one that didn't have to hide
Not the one that somewhere died

How can I find that space
When I can't pick up my pace
Or think about what tomorrow may bring
When inside my heart won't sing

How much more time will it take
When I stop making the same mistake
When my kindness isn't used
Or even that it's not abused

How and when I open an eye
To all of those that make me sigh
May take away my sweet appeal
But at least I shall once again feel

WolfyOne
09-08-2014, 07:13 PM
It's been almost 25 years and I still miss him every day

My Father's Love

September is a hard month for me
Visions of my father is all I see
Missing him more than words can say
One more day I wish he could stay
In my heart forever there
Many times I took his dare
Only to get the hand of shame
Because I knew I was to blame
Those life lessons I learned well
Long before my head could swell
Nothing ever got past him
For me it was either sink or swim
The kid I was learned to respect
The adult I am can recollect
Happy, sappy, good or bad
My father's love was ironclad

WolfyOne
03-01-2017, 07:34 PM
The Wish

I wish she saw me as more than a friend
The one with always an ear to lend
For years I've admired her from afar
She truly is a shining star

I wish that I could talk like I dance
I'd put her in a magical trance
Tell her how I've always felt
Perhaps my words would make her melt

I wish that I was suave and cool
With women I can be quite a fool
Verbal words I just can't find
I'm usually the one left behind

To be her friend has always been fine
Never will I try to cross that line
Should she ever see me in another light
My heart would shine big and bright

WolfyOne
03-03-2017, 09:35 PM
The Growing Up Years

I was a runner not a player
I was a quitter not a stayer
Never understood my youthful years
And I caused a lot of tears
My heart never meant to hurt a soul
It was my head I couldn't control
Took many years for me to see
What was broke and set it free
In my head, I'd open a gate
Telling myself, it's not too late
How could I just settle in
Put all my feelings in one bin
Age has made me realize
In my youth, I was far from wise

girl_dee
03-03-2017, 10:57 PM
Thanks for sharing Wolfy :)

Stud_puppy1991
03-04-2017, 12:59 AM
Well, I actually have mine published on allpoetry.com. And I normally write a lot of poems, but as of late I have had a huge case of writer's block. But if I get around to doing so again, I'd be glad to share

WolfyOne
03-04-2017, 07:21 AM
Thanks for sharing Wolfy :)


Thanks for taking the time to read it :)

WolfyOne
03-04-2017, 07:25 AM
Well, I actually have mine published on allpoetry.com. And I normally write a lot of poems, but as of late I have had a huge case of writer's block. But if I get around to doing so again, I'd be glad to share

I've had some published in a book years ago with other poets, but it didn't put cash in my pocket, just the publishers of the book. All I got was praise and a certificate.

I had writers block for about a year and a half, if you look at the dates on my last few poems before I started writing again. Sometimes, it just takes the right muse to come back into your life or a new muse to enter it.

Stud_puppy1991
03-05-2017, 12:55 AM
I've had some published in a book years ago with other poets, but it didn't put cash in my pocket, just the publishers of the book. All I got was praise and a certificate.

I had writers block for about a year and a half, if you look at the dates on my last few poems before I started writing again. Sometimes, it just takes the right muse to come back into your life or a new muse to enter it.

That's pretty much how it is for me. Like I have had my stuff out there, and I still do. But, I never got money either, just glorified praise for my talent. That and other reasons is why I stopped writing for a while. I have tried to write some here lately, but I guess I just haven't found the right setting. But when I do, I'll be happy to share

WolfyOne
03-13-2017, 07:21 PM
30 Years Late (the apology)

Blessed to be loved by you
Took 30 years to come into view
Thankful for the time we had
Sorry that I made you sad
Never meant to cause you pain
Or the sorrow and the stain
Chance after chance you gave to me
I always ran, wanting to flee
Back then I couldn't tell you why
I just didn't know how to try
So much about love I didn't know
Which meant I couldn't always show
What I felt deep inside
My own personal emotional ride
I thought about you for many years
And my regrets for all those tears
Nothing I can change from my past
Lessons learned were made to last
Can't make up for what was lost
But for me it came at quite a cost

WolfyOne
08-15-2018, 07:41 PM
My writing has been so sporadic. It seems hard for me to find the words without a muse. See, I have to feel something being stirred inside to be able to write. Finally the words started flowing and of course it's because of the best muse ever to touch my soul, wander back into my life.

The Visitation

My past has come to revisit me
To tell the truth I'm full of glee
Soft tender touches remembered by two
Even the heartache came into view
There are things time and distance can heal
Raw, real love always to feel
My heart letting go wasn't meat to be
Staying strong through the years with a need to be free
I tried with others, it wasn't the same
I couldn't recycle or even reframe
Over 15 years and she's still in my heart
It was my fault that we did part
We're talking again, I call it fate
Missing those days when she was my mate
Moving forward as I peek over my back
Memories flicker of us in the sack
Deep down inside there was no one better
Many times I sat to write her a letter
Years go by and we both grew
Anger gone and we can get through
She was once my very best friend
Always there with an ear to lend
She hasn't been happy, so I'm leading the way
Hoping our friendship is here to stay
If she ever wants more, I'll not let her down
There's no way ever, I'd let her drown

WolfyOne
08-17-2018, 07:56 AM
The words keep coming...yay!

Set It Free

In my ear, a little groan
It becomes a sensual moan
She whispers to me
Slow it down. but set it free
That orgasm she's wanted so bad
She knows it's going to be had
My tender touch and passionate kiss
Starts to turn her body into bliss
The tremble I begin to feel
Her emotion, so very real
Her heart begins to race
She hits her peak as I watch her face
Her eyes tell me she's pleased
For a moment her smile I seized
She's ready for another round
I am ready to hear her sound
Three times and she is spent
In my arms, I catch her scent
Arousal is approaching me
She says my turn, lets set you free
I never had a more precious love
She was sent from heaven above

WolfyOne
08-18-2018, 08:23 PM
Always Connected

You wear your emotions in my heart
You always have right from the start
The connection has always been that strong
I always could sense when something was wrong
I know you feel as I do
When I hurt you're right on cue
So many feelings we locked away
Where precious memories went to stay
Little at a time they begin to creep out
Like how deep I love without a doubt
Or how you blush at words I say
I don't want that to go away
The woman that I once knew
Made her mark for all to view
You are tougher than you know
You just have to allow it to show
Take each day with a baby step
Soon you'll find that old pep
Not that you should ever fall
But if you do, you can always call
I'll be there to help you through
Because my love will always be true

WolfyOne
08-21-2018, 08:54 PM
Always In My Heart

I lay awake thinking of you
Until your lying next to me comes into view
Sleep does not come with ease
But my head I try to appease
Going to be another long night
But at least my mind has you in sight
Remembering how you touched me deep
Your entire being inside me did creep
I long to feel your soul and heart
I craved all of you from the start
Years gone by and my heart made a plead
It told me you were all I'll ever need
My heart has always spoke for me
With you, it will always be
Time has tested that theory out
But my heart said without a doubt
She has always been the one
Without her we haven't been fun
I tremble still thinking of you
I know you must feel it, too
I can't see what tomorrow will bring
Without you my heart doesn't sing
At least not like it did before
When you could touch me to my core

WolfyOne
09-03-2018, 07:01 PM
No One Else Could See

I touch you in a dream
How real it does seem
I look for you in the dark of night
Hoping you did not take flight
Long ago the connection began
For over a decade I did scan
Lots of places searching for you
Only in dreams did it come true
Now only dreams bring you to me
Your entire being I always see
The way you loved me was the best
I was truly blessed
Dreams fill a special place
Where I can touch your face
And love you like I did before
All the ways we could explore
Like how we made each other tremble
Dreams help me to reassemble
How it felt when you held me tight
And being with you every night
Thankful for what dreams do bring
But I'd rather have the real thing
It's good that I can feel you
Always you come shinning through
All I need is to see you smile
And you could melt me for awhile
Thank you for giving me
A part of you no one else could see

WolfyOne
11-07-2018, 08:33 PM
Don't Let Go

Undressed, laying in my bed
Our eyes meet, no words are said
My hands start caressing your skin
You pull me in
You remove my shirt, then my pants
Down and dirty, we gonna dance
You grab my hair, pull on my head
Pointing you say start here instead
My finger slides in as my tongue touches your clit
A little bit of sucking and you know I'm going to hit
Your body trembles and you say don't move
Press your tongue harder, stay in that groove
Every deep breath your panting gets loud
At this moment I'm feeling proud
Your thighs squeeze my head as you start to scream
A few seconds later you begin to gleam
You look at me and say we're not done yet
Go strap it on, I'm still wet
I lube up and hurry back
With every thrust, nothing will lack
I start out slow and I hear you moan
Faster you say as you start to groan
One more time I hit the right spot
Oh this orgasm is going to be hot
You grab me tight and say don't let go
I hear the scream and then I see your glow
Another night I get lost in you
I couldn't ask for a better view

WolfyOne
05-02-2021, 12:10 AM
Writing happens again when I decided to go through a plastic container of pictures.
It's even been a long time since I opened my laptop. Sometimes real life happens along with priorities.
Hope to post more, writing is healing and invigorating for me.


Pictures

Flipping through old pictures she was there
I remember how much I did care
She once had me heart and soul
Loving her always was my main goal
I made mistakes I will admit
Devastated I was when she split
How hard I tried to win her back
I just didn't have the knack
She was my inspiration day and night
Even after she took flight
I gave up writing for awhile
Nothing inside me could I rile
She was the one that got away
The only one I wanted to stay
Others came and others went
But none of them could I cement
Feelings like I had with her
So sweet so sensual so darn pure
Many years have since passed by
No more tears my eyes are dry
Oh how her smile lives in my head
Infectious laugh it was widespread
Some things I'll never be able to forget
Like the very first time we ever met
Moving on was hard to do
But it made me the person I grew into
When I finally meet "the one"
I won't roam and I won't run
Made that mistake many years ago
Ate the pain and swallowed the woe