Another big glass of sweet tea

I need a small cabin in the woods with a.wrap around porch & awesome view of the mountains... I just need peacefullness & very.soon...

A phone call! Would make my night!

Tums...

I had Chinese for the first time in months...and now my gallbladder is hating my face....

I didn't even eat much fried food....it was worth the pain..so good!

A tonsillectomy, the ability to hear from my right ear and a full night of sleep.

Get well soon Grenade. Hang in there and stay hydrated hon. Orange juice gives vitamin C and that always helps boost the immune system. and Juice juice juice and water water water. Get well soon.

What do I need right now this moment ?
!. huge hug from someone that loves me
2. for my mom to stop yelling and screaming and blaming me for things.
3. for my own sanity to stay in tact.
4. for my ptsd, anxiety and depression to calm the fuck down.
5. for a peaceful place to go to(there's nothing here around me I can go to )
6. for me to get away for while and go see the rest of my family as soon as I'm able to leave.
7. to stop feeling guilty that I need to take care of me first when mom is acting all nutty on me, and walk away and stay away from her because she's toxic to me and a detriment to my own well being.
8. to get a good night's sleep without nightmares or night terrors tonight.
9. for my younger sister to read the texts I sent her and not be all pissed off but to be understanding and not call me yelling at me about my decision I had to make today about mom.
10. to see my friends out of town and have a good time with them too.

I need a big breakfast and then more sleep lol
Like that's gonna happen
Have a good day all

More sleep! My brain seems to think that 5 hours is plenty...but my body disagrees...

follow up....
 

Well, I got my miracle this morning.

And now, what I need is to follow up with a sincere thank you to a colleague who surreptitiously paid me a kindness over the weekend that I will likely never be able to repay.

One year in and I'm beginning to feel a very deep kinship with several of my coworkers. It's really nice.

:moonstars:

An army of oompa loompas...

I started cleaning all the doors in the house and there are twice as many doors as windows...

One down *counting* nine more to go...

*doing math in my head* damn I'm good..exactly twice the door to window ratio lol

Some more money for my Ebay habit!

The pedicure I promised myself for tonight....

However, I've been up since 430am....and I don't wanna....

A long visit with my son and his brother

Sleep but I am suffering from insomnia

a plumber...ugh

A big strong someone to remove the HUGEST cricket ive ever seen from my newly cleaned out closet....

I'm not typically squeamish with bugs but...I dont like ones that jump or fly in my face...and this one has antennae longer than its entire body...*shivers*

Oh and ice cream and a slim jim would be nice. I'm having the oddest cravings. I'm blaming the bleach:|

At this moment, I am content. I truly have everything I need. Except maybe to be a little closer to a special someone. :rolleyes:

Some food, I am famished!

Heat, good grief my feet are cold