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lights out
My head on the pillow ... so sleepy. Kind of a rough day. I am a bit splintered.
*looking up a few posts at softness* Hey softness, I tried to rep you and got bounced out of it, my computer is giving me grief tonight. Anyway, here is what I wanted to say to you in response to your post: Maybe your porridge won't be too hot or be too cold ... maybe it will be just right. Your post reminded me of that children's tale - Goldilocks and the Three Bears. :) |
Tests..........*sigh*
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wondering if I packed correctly for the trip...
it's not like I'm going into the woods or anything... still... I have 9 dresses...but only 3 pair of shoes... I know I'm cool with unmentionables... 6 pair of tights, but I always buy more when I go... 3 shawls 7 over dress jacket-like things... one sweater-coat no boots!!...(is that a secret plan to *have* to buy more while I'm there ?) 8 hankies yeah...I'm just stressin' and yappin'...how can I stand being this attractive! I'll be glad to have the travel part over with... and my sneakers and my version of work out costuming...since I don't own pants, one can only imagine what I've come up with ;> |
What's on my mind right at this very moment?
what tomorrow will bring????? |
I just watched a movie called Savage Messiah on Netflix tonight. Damn. Stirred up a bunch of old issues for me...
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Wondering what this day hold for me at work...have been extremely busy the last few days. Drafted some very complicated pleadings. Today I get to continue the analysis of some discovery responses I began yesterday...
Been finding a lot of feathers lately - yesterday while walking the dog at lunch we found 44 and there was one by my car last night. 45 in the same day - mostly dove, pigeon, mockingbird and there was one sparrow feather... When I left work last night there was another suffocating sadness hanging in the air. This time it was related to the daughter of the Chief of Police who was murdered and they were setting up for a candlelight vigil - the Concord Police Department is behind my office. Her father was on Good Morning America yesterday morning asking for help to find the suspect who was arrested later in the day in Niagra Falls, NY. |
The phone calls I have to make today, hoping they give good results.
Also, waiting for the "morning coffee" phone call :love1: |
I am looking forward to real, freshly picked, east coast apples on saturday when I go to the farmer's market...
I hope it's a good crop, this year... I am also looking forward to seeing some changing and changed leaves... |
The unbelievable amount of work I have and keep getting. Y algo más :)
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Studing some today and getting ready for my Phelbotomy class in Nov!!!
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I second that- and it makes me weary... all over again. :sigh: on my mind are things that I cannot deal with anymore. things that make me angry, make me cry, make me drop my pride, make me sick, and make my skin crawl. and I'm disgusted that I am allowing these emotions to jade me again. I really just want to snap my fingers and *poof* just be gone. :blues: thinking that today may be a good day to run. pack a bag, kiss my cats, slam the door, an head up the mountain to my spot.... and do some writing, and soul searching. good gravy, I sound like a whiney little brat today...... :sigh: |
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Hey you, you have a buddy that would climb that mountain with you if there wasn't this distance thing. I could put pen in hand and write as well. Perhaps fishing in them there mountains, great stress release. Nothing to think about except the fresh air, quiet and how many fish you gonna catch. I wish neither of us had so much on our minds. I know we have different things going on in our daily, but at least we've been an anchor for each other. When we can't see clearly ourselves, the other one can. You and SD have been a great help to my sometimes fragile state lately and I'm thankful to have ya'll in my life. I'll pass on some good advice someone once told me. Do not let yourself get defeated. You know you're a good person and so do many of us........ ......In our journey remember, it's a reason, a season or a lifetime. As each person passes through your journey, you'll know what place they will share in your life. |
Many thanks :)
WolfyOne, ty for the advice, I'm a terrible shopper, but I will put "cans of chicken broth" on my list, ty :).
Waxnrope, thank you :). Corkey, thanks for the recipe, wish me luck lol...not much of a cook but, will try, I'll let you know how I made out :) Princessbell, ty sweetie, I do have meds and have been drinking the liquids. BTW, today I do not have the fever or chills, I do still feel weak and have the aches..my legs are really wobbly:blink:I've taken a couple of days off from both my jobs, I don't like that, I don't like doing nothing all day. Thanks to all of you sweet people. God bless you all:bouquet::gimmehug: |
Having to ask someone to move out because it is not working for me to have her as a roommate. I feel bad that it isn't working and she is in a tough spot. It was a hasty decision that was not well thought out. Tomorrow will be better.
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Tonight, I am sitting on my deck, watching the dogs lay by my lounger, and catching the moon peeking at me between the clouds as they blow by. It is a breezy night, but it is so peaceful and I am loving it.
I think I need to move my recliner to the deck for the next few days! :winky: |
I'm wondering if I should open my own business....
a unique store for the LGBTQ Community where we carry all hard to find items, a specific line of clothing tailored to our Community's fashion needs/wants and/or help someone design and make what they need but can't find anywhere?? I was very disappointed with a shopping trip today. |
Well I just finished filling out another online application for auto parts. This time I did Auto Zone.
I'm still hopeful that I'll hear from someone I filled an application out with. On the flip side, maybe the powers that be are telling me I need to take my ass out of Oklahoma and search elsewhere. |
where the heck did the morning go?
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My mind is filled with thoughts of kindness. Sometimes I feel depressed and defeated then I come into this community. The caring, sharing and love this community gives me is unmeasurable. It's not often that I tell anyone what goes on in my personal life. I'm one of those that wears my pain inside of me. However, I have a few friends here that know when something is bothering me even when I don't tell them. Anyhow, I have honestly been looking for work for a few months now and nothing seems to be coming my way. Just when I think it couldn't get any worse, I get an uplifting PM yesterday that made me realize how much others pay attention and really care about me. When I give up on myself, they don't give up on me. When I feel defeated, they don't let me stay down for long. I am blessed in more ways than I thought possible. Lately conversations I have at home make me feel like homeless could come at any time and I worry more about the cats than I do myself. Living with someone that used to be a partner makes for many uncomfortable days. I've gone from what was ours to what is hers now. I trusted someone 100% for the first time in my life and then life has a funny way of changing on you. Don't misunderstand me, I didn't lose her to another. I just wish what she has going on could be prolonged until I get on my feet. In fact, I wish her only good things for her future. I just know once I come into my own again I will never let myself give up any part of me to satisfy someone else's needs when it comes to being a stay at home and do it all kind of person.
Much thanks goes out to this community and those that I consider my family (ya'll know who you are). |
- that i am proud of myself, for small steps i've taken which feel like huge leaps..
- also proud of my two children, for listening & being so much more respectful ... it's something we've been working on for some time now, and with a lot of communication and some changes on all our part, it's wonderful! life is good! :) |
Somehow, someone was listening to my prayers
I've been sent a guardian angel All I have to do is reach out when I feel I must which has always been hard for me Life is odd, I've gone from erratic to being able to breathe normal without fear I think everything will fall in place, it's just a matter of time |
wondering why i cant seem to figure out how to add a youtube video to the what im listening to post, i click youtube and the code comes in, i paste the code in between and then it just comes out as a long code rather than show the actual video like everyone else!
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This is how i do it: when you're at youtube, copy the code (in the address bar at the top of the screen) after the = sign and and up to the & if there is one. ex: htt.p://www..you.tube..com/watch?v=k69GW5DYu00 i would copy this part: k69GW5DYu00 In the thread, click on youtube at the top of the reply box and paste the code into that box. Sometimes it's a little more complicated, but just kinda play around and you'll get it ht.tp://www..youtube.com/watch?v=MiCCcOP3ay4&feature=channel copy this part: MiCCcOP3ay4 i always hit "preview" before i submit to make sure it's gonna work Good luck! :hangloose: |
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thank youuuuu ravfem!!! so very much it worked *happy dances* |
Car show and of course visiting with Nannie tomorrow
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I am to far away. I need to be closer.
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I really miss playing my Wii with tough competition.
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Thank you!!!! I love how you explained that. I've never been able to figure it out either. Finally I got it. Thanks!! |
That mine and The Boy's tummies aren't feeling very good. Hopeing I didn't catch what she had and bring it home. :( I gotz places to be tomorrow.
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Please don't get sick...(f) |
I'm both excited and nervous about next week, because it could be My first T shot on friday :D
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now that I am feeling better and I am going to be able to go out into the real world again next week, I was checking out my "supplies"...make up, clothes, jewelry. I am in bad bad need of a hair cut. I get my hair cut 3 times a year...and I missed one! And my mascara is old and all my nail polishes are now gummy from age, and most of them are almost empty anyways. My jewelry is fine. I have certain pieces I love to wear ...like 5 of them. Yet I have 3 jewelry boxes! LOL.
Judging from how my body has shifted since I had my surgery, I am going to need all new bottom seperates. I couldnt wear anything that bound me even in the slightest around my waist because of how umcomfortable it was. So all my clothes were about a half a size or an entire size larger than i would normally have worn. Now I would need clothes at least a size smaller..if not 2 sizes. And in another month and a half, I am going to need at least 3 to 4 sizes smaller. Nothing...even my undies...wont fit. Which is YAY! Good! But living on the budget I have...how am I going to do the immediate needs, let alone the near future ones? smiling...what a sweet delimma this has caused. Not complaining at all even tho it is a real worry for me. And once all my pain is gone, I cant wait to break open my box that has all my fancy bras and corsets! I havent been able to wear them for about 3, maybe even 4 years. The underwires and stayes (sp?) were tortureous on me before. Now I know why. But they wont be....::::warm joyful blushing smile::::: |
I really miss playing Pin Ball on the Wii
Hope Santa sends me the Collections lol:vigil: |
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The Cowboi seems to be very lonely today............
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the hello kitty clock on queerbay....
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Alabama and Texas are both getting their heinies whipped right now.
And I hope they both lose BIG TIME. :cheerleader: |
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