...so many things...

(make it stop!)



:deepthoughts:

While looking at our pictures from our recent road trip, I couldn't believe how much weight I had put on... I mean.. I knew it in my mind, I could feel it in my body, but I didn't know how that translated..

I have to do something about this...

fucking lecture test in anatomy.

sa node, av node, septum, blah. hormones, steroid, protein, reactors, binding, cell membrane. blood composition. atria contraction, ventricle, diastole. lymphatic system. lymph nodes. memory cells, tcells, bcells. hemostasis normal, abnormal. alimentary canal. wow that small intestine is super absorbent.

i forgot. nervous system, sympathetic, parasympathetic. sludd.

Be prepared
Get ready

Tacklehuggle

OK, now that that's out of the way

If you're growing in a direction your friend is not,
sometimes the best thing you can do, is move on
Keep the positive you've gotten out of your friendship
and toss the negative because you'll never use it.

And hey, you should still be thankful for some of the old ones :)

I'm hoping you woke better than you sounded last night.
May your day be filled with quiet.

I am always thankful for every friendship, especially one such as yours. :lips:

After all, they are lessons learned and memories cherished.

hmm
 

"There once was a very cautious man,
Who never laughed or cried,
He never cared, he never dared,
He never dreamed or tried.
And when one day he passed away,
His insurance was denied.
For since he never really lived,
They claimed he never died."

~Tom Mathews

Lots and lots of stuff like unpacking the last 3 bags and making a big loaf of French bread in the breadmaker.






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Wow, over the years, we have talked or typed about the good, bad and ugly
We've also managed to laugh at the expense of.....well, tarnished halos.

overwhelming concern for my students. one student in particular who was simply not themselves today. who displayed irrational behavior, destructive and very dangerous behavior... bordering on suicidal. i am concerned for the home life of this student, for outside influences that can change them so much in such a short amount of time.

I found someone on facebook I grew up with.. She accepted my friend request and when she realized that it was me and I was gay she erased her friendship... Its sad. It makes me sad to have so many that I grew up around disown me because of who I am. Its one thing to have my adopted parents do that, Ive been soooooo used to that since I was little. But to have childhood friends I grew up do that? Its still hard and it never gets old. I know its their loss... But its still a small pain :(

If the person could do that to you, then they never really knew how to be a friend in the first place BBM. I spent years dealing with my oldest brother's homophobia that when my mom died, it gave me the perfect opportunity to stop talking to him. That was almost 10 years ago and it doesn't bother me at all. I learned I first have to be true to me and not worry what others think.

I really wished I had another piece of that apple pie.

:sigh: