If You Really Knew Me...
 

You'd know I would always be there for you...

if you really knew me...

you would know i don't tolerate game playing
you would know my favorite flower
you would know my favorite color
you would know i don't trust easily
you would know how to push me away and succeed at it
you would know how much i love and adore my granddaughters
you would know that ill fight for women's rights as much as queer rights
you would know i believe in socialism, yes i say that proudly
you would know my deepest hurts and happiest moments
you would know my heart

If you reall knew me then you would know that I'm one of the good ones.

if you really knew me you would know...

...i've done my best to grieve my parents' deaths but it feels like my life is defined by before my parents died and after they died (partly because i lost so much of my family afterward). sometimes it feels like the apocalypse happened and this is, like, the post-apocalyptic world. it's hard to remember what life was like before.
...i love easily but it's hard for me to trust people.
...i love people :) and life. i'm optimistic and smiling most of the time, even when things are hard. not because i'm idealistic or because i don't know what tragedy and pain are like, but just because that's who i am.

if you really knew me you would know:
 

I dont feel like I am in my 50's emotionally. I feel like I am in my 30s.

I dont feel like I am in my 50s physically. I feel like I am in my 70s.

I am still a go getter and have done just about everything I ever wanted to do in life, except the balloon ride. That still needs to happen

I am not afraid to take risks. I also know when not to take them now. LOL. Seasoned with age....

I cook a fine meal and bake even better

I love my friends and family dearly

I love comic books. Not graphic novels. Old fashioned comic books. Richie Rich. Hot Stuff. Casper.

I collect horse nick nacks

I like ears and am amazed at how we totally ignore them!

If you really knew me.....
 

Then you'd know that I have a kind soul.

If you *really* knew me...

You would know that I absolutely love my job, and I feel like the luckiest person in the world to be doing what I am doing.

You would know that I am really insecure about myself

You would know that I am genuine and sincere

You would know that I love my animals like I gave birth to them and know they are my life.

You would know that I sing randomly and often

You would know I always make a different face when I am putting on make up or looking into a mirror (not sure why??)

That I love my wifey/partner/daddy/babe with all my heart.


Smiles!!

If you really knew me:

*you would know I always land on my feet.

*you would know I do not allow the past to dictate the present.

*you would know I believe life constantly evolves.

*you would know I see the art in everything.

*you would know if you try to pressure me into something I don't want to do, you are fighting a losing battle.

If you really know me, you would know...

~ I am a very protective mama bear when my kids are involved; this extends to Riley ;)

~ I love thunderstorms

~ I prefer small tokens as opposed to huge gestures; I do love huge gestures but not all the time.

~ The way to make me smile is through complimenting me; yes, I am vain like that. I think I get this from growing up in the shadow of my step-sister who was considered the beauty.

~ There are often times that I really do not go to work at the club. Sometimes I truly, truly, truly do not want to go. At this time, I hear the lyrics to "Meet Virginia" by Train.

Well, she wants to be the queen
Then she thinks about her scene
Well, she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life

Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna be the queen

Then, I start gettting ready to go and find the routine to be soothing and I feel a lot better.

~ If you REALLY knew me, you would know that I would not change a thing ;)

:sparklyheart:

If you really knew me you would know that I love looking at pictures of Femmes in their little black dress. I think black is a hot color on women. :)

going it alone
 

if you really knew me then you would know that life right now is seemingly hard or complicated no matter which way I turn......

if you really knew me then you would know that it totally sucks being single right now......

if you really knew me you would know how totally disheartened I feel right about now knowing that some people have a visual in their heads about who it is they want and they totally over look another because if that vision.

if you really knew me then you would know sometimes it feels like never....

if u really knew me then u would know how i take my coffee in the morning ~~

If you really knew me you would know that when i get quiet and stare off in space i am thinking of something i can fix or make easer for you or i am going to buy you something you desperatley need.

If you really knew me, you would know how sensitive I am and how easily I cry at things of beauty such as fireworks.

I just love them.

((( laney ))) ^ 5 grl :)

If you really knew me you would know I am a great actress. I am able to keep my voice happy when inside I am screaming
If you really knew me you would see that my constant excessive talking is a protection thing
If you knew me you would really know….I crave laughing and happiness and hate to see dark clouds so I try to ignore the stress that comes with the things that happen in my life.
If you knew me you would know.. I work more than anyone should.. worry about others before myself. “A caregiver” tries to help others and it usually ends up with hurting myself to satisfy them…
If you knew me you would know I always wish to be the one who is taken care of .. to not have to fix .. to not have to live my life for others but can’t seem to stop…
If you knew me you would know my friends are my world and so very important to me because they are a part of my life not because they have to be but because they choose to be. 
If you knew me you would know in spite of everything that has happened I still believe life is a wonderful thing and that we really should wake up every day trying to make it the best day of our lives…..

if you really knew me ~~ u would know how much i love music ~~ all genre's ~~ can we share what we both like ? ~~ will u let me have my own then ~

if u really knew me ~~ u would know how I adore music in the backround while enjoy the day w. hym ~~ doing what we have to do ~~ melt into eachother, to do what we want to do ~

if u really knew me ~~ I would surcome to ur scent ~~ move to the beat ~~ follow ur lead ~

Me
 

If you really knew me you wouild know that:

I am a passionate and compassionate guy
I honestly love my Mother
I believe in giving back to my community in anyway I can
I am honest and loyal
I will do anything I can to help anyone
My passions are coffee and Craft beer
I surround myself with people that I admire
It takes a while to get to know me, but once you do you will not be disappionted.

Reg

If you really knew me then you'd know that I'm not your average butch. :)

I am passionate about writing, playing and listening to music.....

I love yellow roses and rain on a tin roof.....

I love nature, animals, and all living things and respect it's circle of life....

I like the simple things that money just can't buy.....

My idea of romance isn't the act of sex but the act of the heart....

Just because you say I love you doesn't mean I want to shack up in a house together in the 1st week, month or year.....

Just because i'm single doesn't mean I want to bed the 1st person that tells me I am beautiful.....

I am a mother 1st and a lover 2nd....

Scary movies spook me....

I tend to say things without thinking 1st.....

And my perfume is obsession.....

Even though I flirt, it doesn't mean I'll just settle for something.

I'm loyal until you intentionally hurt me.

I love photography, and it's something I want to get better at.

I enjoy good coffee and good beer.

I can be incredibly stubborn.

Sue

If you really knew me you would know that:

I am shy at first. Just because I may be quiet does not mean that I think I am better than anyone.

I am always there for my friends, no matter what time of the day or night.

I have a great sense of humor and like to joke around.

Just because I am Butch, does not mean that I cannot get my feelings hurt.

I am harmless, unless I feel that connection with someone. At that point.. I may try to charm my way in.

I am a good person. I give all the time and take very little.

If you knew me, you would know that:

I would never intentionally hurt you, regardless of what you may think about the conversation.

If you really knew me you'd know why I am awake right now . . .

Even though I consider myself butch, I'd say I'm a bottom.

I'm a grammar and spelling "nazi."

I'm a clean freak and I can't stand clutter, but I'm not OCD by any means.

I typically fall hard and fast for someone, and that's burned me more than once.

I've never done illegal drugs.

if you really knew me you would know that I would not welcome myself into your world without you initiating the invitation.....

if you really knew me you would know that although I am not shy, I am not a dominant woman.....and like myself that way!......

if you really knew me you would know that I am chemically blonde ! :)

you would know why I love the snow...

you would know why I love to sing...

you would know why I dread mother's day...

If you knew me, you would know why I don't casually flirt, I don't casually date, I don't casually fuck...

If you knew me, you would understand why I keep myself to myself, except with those who I trust enough to get that close.

If you knew me, you would know that I smell like gardenia's, though I wish I could find a hyacinth or lilac perfume...

and if you knew me, you would know that my favorite flower is the daisy... and you would know why.

if u really knew me we would stay up for whats left of the night ~
i'd be making coffee and going down the beach and watch the world wake up
u would kiss me , as the sun catchs my eyes
u would relax as i rubbed ur shoulders and back in the sun rays
u would listen to music w. me.... getting sleepy as we sat and talked b4 the night ended
if u really knew me , u would taste my kiss
if u really knew me i'd leave a smile on ur face as u rode away :)
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i would look at u and smile every morning as i handed u ur coffee .
I;d open the windows and let the mountain air in
I'd be there making ur brkfst .
I would listen to what was going threw ur mind
I'd go back to bed w. u cause u wanted me there
i;d be your strength, and submissive lover if i really knew you .

If you really knew me then you'd know that I'm looking for you. I just haven't found you yet.

if you really knew me
 

Did you check under the bed ?

If you really knew me you would know that:

If I have not eaten, I do get grumpy, which is why I have been nicknamed Oscar after the infamous grouch.

My family is very important to me.

If I say I am here for you, I mean it... no matter what.

I am a big harmless flirt but when I find that special someone, I'll only have eyes for her.

If I am attracted to you, I will make that well known.

I tend to care about people even after just meeting. It' s just my nature.

I love to make people laugh. It brings me great joy.

If you really knew me you would know that the first thing I do when I wake up is go outside on my deck, and yell "F*** you all!" I don't know why I do this.Sometimes my senior neighbor will be walking in the woods nearby and holla back, "Good-Morning!" Lol.

Hey Glenn i like that.Just told my friends yesterday that when i cause "a little" smoke in the air from burning my weeds cleaning up the yard all my neighbors can kiss my a#s and they need to line up for it cause i am avaliable.Snobbie people with their retirement and golf clubs.