Dazed and confused. Better than heartbroken earlier. Hope I get some answers

It feels like a Friday to me --must be the good sleep-- not sure-- but I am going with it.

Hot...

Correction...fucking hot...

I hate those days where you sweat from just breathing..

I'm ready for fall.

I hope no one got hurt

I'm a nervous wreck...

I need some good thoughts and energy...

Hopefully in a couple hours all will be well in my world. Right now...not so much...

Feeling
 

I feel super happy and full of joy.



:flowers:

I feel very excited today... and motivated.

Like I'm in my 20's all over again....love it!

I feel crappy, super freaking crappy.

Pretty good. There is a light at the end of the tunnel.

I am feeling pretty content. :king:

Doing pretty good...only had to take one pain pill today so far! woot!

totalled the car but only broke a tooth...

hope it isn't a headlight lol

just woke up from a nightmare from hell ...

first off, realize ...
these thoughts listed below about snakes are constantly on my mind:

- killing as many snakes as possible

- protecting my dogs from the snakes

- building a snakeproof customized fence

- have almost perfected my design for a custom snake trap

more ...
I just returned an auger to Home Depot I rented for three days @ $125.00 per day. I go outside around 10:00 p.m. every night, walk the property line of bermuda grass and my woods in the backyard - looking all around, into the woods with a flashlight to see if I can spot that huge copperhead I missed a chance to kill a few weeks ago. I have to go to Gander Mountain and buy some snake chaps. A couple of weeks ago, I shot up the woods a bit out of pure frustration because I did not get to kill that copperhead. I did get to kill the one on the patio I saw right after after seeing the copperhead. I stomped the one on the patio until he/she was totally mutilated. I was unable to determine what kind of snake it was due to the mutilation.

And in this terrifying dream, there was a copperhead in the house trying to bite Jennifer. It went on and on in every room. Also, in this nightmare, there was this guy friend I used to do a lot of programming with ... he was visiting me... I have not seen him in 20 years or more ... I kept yelling for Jeff to grab Jennifer as I kept distracting this snake from her to me. It was striking and missing, striking and missing. When I woke up, I rolled over, grabbed that little pocket pitty, hugged her so hard, I think I scared her for a few seconds.

If I did not have dogs, I would just take normal precautions, NOTHING OBSESSIVE IN THE LEAST, when outside. It really would be no big deal at all to me.

I am a wreck!! I wish I could go out into those woods and kill 20 of them right this minute!!!

Sitting here with a bag of Keebler Pecan Sandies and large milk to wash them down.

Thanks for listening ... I am kind of nuts at this moment in time. Actually, I am lots of nuts right now.

*yelling SHAT at the top of my lungs*

Lucky it was just a tooth...sucks about the car, but at least they are breathing

Tired but good. Haven't had a day off in three weeks. Have been eating pretty good, with a little chocolate here and there, but not exercising. Have had the occasional pizza and burger, but haven't been living on it (though it has been tempting). Will get back with the program in a week or so. Will be glad when I feel like my old self again.