Mare says, get the goat, say nothing, then tell R the goat followed you home. :) "You didn't have the heart to turn it away...." Just think - it'll mow your lawn AND provide fertilizer for your garden. How much more eco-friendly can you get???

Mind you, around here, this tactic will only work when Mare does it.
I was just informed to "not get any ideas".

*sigh*

I recently posted a comment that a few people thought was offensive or racist. I did not intend to sound like it did, and thus apologized for my comment. But, it seems that a few more people have joined the bandwagon, and have to depict and degrade me even more, regardless of my apology. I have only been a member a few weeks, and I am disheartened to know that this community is not as forgiving as I thought they would be. No one really knows me, my race, my background and yet they refuse to let it die and forgive me of a statement I regret making. I thought of all people, my community of gay commrades would see I am truly sorry for that statement and let it die. But NO, this site is like highschool, in that they have clicks, one makes a statement, and they all come to the rescue to support their fellow bashers. I picketed for gay rights, prop 8 etc. and now I am fighting for the same people who are so desperately unforgiving, bashing me for my one statement, and refusing to move on! And the sad part, is that others "Thank" them for the post!! I know what it is like to be a minority, the discrimination, etc. and I refuse to tolerate that in a website of supposedly "family". Yes, you win(and you know who you are), but the battle is not with me, it is within yourself! If you cannot be forgiving here, I can only imagine what you are like in your day to day life and feel sorry for you. I believe in God, and I can forgive someone, because we all make mistakes. It is sad, that we reach out to be around fellow gay people for support and help, and they are the ones who turn their back on you, and are the first to judge and be non-forgiving. I choose not to be a part of this website anymore, as it is the "choosen few" who destroy the content/meaning of a gay supposedly friendly website. Thank you for showing me no tolerance. Thank you for being so opinionated that you fail to find your human side. Thank you for showing me, that it does not matter whether you are gay or straight, human kindness does not flow through your veins. I made my apologies, I've said my piece, and now I choose to no longer to be a member of this site. So, THANK YOU very much for showing me the true meaning of discrimination and tolerance!! May the karma you bestow on others, reap it's benefits upon you.
For the few people who did show their kindness, thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I wish you good health, good luck and tons of happiness.

ARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH
 

Being
 

right now its this amazing turkey and havarti cheese sammich I made for lunch..dayum its good..lol ok..but

a trip..its whats on my mind..I want to go..but I know the moment I hit "purchase this flight" it will forever change me..and I wondering If I am really prepared for that..believing and doing....im always about "showing" and "doing" I live by that..but this has me shying away....I am a strong good woman..I deserve this!..dayum this sammich is fabulous..whoa..ok..that wasnt suppose to happen..but its whats on my mind!

I wonder if Audre Lorde ever had this sort of trouble..help me out sista!.. lol

Lillie

tryin to figure a way to tell lysalysa that Larry King tonight is going to Discuss
"Can u be both Gay & Christian"...
hmm....

Just say when and where, darling. ;)

We need to keep this up. If my rep comments are genuine, girls think this is hot.

You have the better hair, dumpling.

Though chicks do dig the grey.

Signed,
Pookie Bear

P.S. Is Ez going to want to kick my ass now?

Hey, that means I could score with the both of you. :thinking:

Like a twins porn.

What's on my mind tonight?

Sometimes I feel emotionally a bit like that fish at the end of the faith no more video.



But it's better to feel something than nothing, and I've learned how to feel calm even when there is anguish. The calm will last, the anguish won't.

Somebody told me recently that I embarrass myself and it's hard to watch. Maybe I do. Certainly I have. I don't always keep a lid on the things I should keep a lid on. I'm not always so discreet or modest or grown-up. I make a lot of mistakes. I have made a whole lot of them.

But life goes on, and I am aiming for something greater.



In the words of Charlie "Nuwanda" Dalton from Dead Poets Society -

Laughing, crying
tumbling, mumbling.
Gotta do more.
Gotta be more.

Chaos screaming
chaos dreaming.
Gotta do more!
Gotta be more!

Dear Hack and Bent,

This is the banter I miss from friendships I have lost. You two gave me a wonderful gift today. A smile that will remain no matter what else happens, because all day I am gonna be hearing Love Muffin and Pookie Bear attached to what everyone says.

Yours,
Elated Easedropper