For ArkansasPiscesGrlll & Family
 

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I am lighting a candle, one for each of you...
YOU, my friend....(f).....warm hugs...and my friendship and ear..anytime......and my heart goes out to you...one dilemma alone is very hard to face, let alone ALL three! Peace, my friend!!!
for son...incarcerated
for grandson..who is hurting inside and my he find peace and a sense of self to heal within..I just can NOT imagine the heartache...
for daughter...courage & wisdom to choose a better path and strength to fight your demons....peace

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Tommi & Peggy! My lil candle isn't fancy or colorful BUT the meaning is a huge as the universe...much love and empathy for you. I walked your path...2 and a half years ago...so I can understand how devastating and heartbreaking this has all got to be...
My wife & I had had 15 wonderful years, working towards that "forever", and never thinking of the "what ifs". The world turns on a dime and life, as we know it, can tumble upside down, inside out, and do a complete 360...and we shall never, ever be the same afterwards! However, what I did take away from the 26 months battle we fought together...is that I do not sweat the small stuff any longer. The other thing is that no matter what plane we each reside on...love is love..everlasting...and that will never change. Memories are etched forever in my heart..and no one can ever take those. Hold yours close inside and when you are down, or lonely, or hurting...let them sustain you...
It took me almost a month for her to sign the final papers...her "5 Wishes"...ordering the cremation urn, and facing the fact we HAD to do those wishes. That was so very difficult, so I understand your space on not wanting to be there when she signs them. Unless one has walked in those moccasins, it is so damn hard to fathom! My wife said when she signed the last one, she felt like she had signed for her lease on life to end...it devastated me..to know she was afraid...and that I couldn't do a thing to stop the outcome...and while I can't know the depth of YOUR pain, I DO KNOW that pain, my friend!!! All I can say is I am here for you, my friend, and I send you hugs and warm white energies...my heart breaks for you...it is so much harder for the one left behind...I know...I walked that path.....so come on, Tommi....walk it not alone....Clay

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For love, life & the journey we can never see before we turn a corner.
For peg, one more day toward getting better, and for Nurse Nancy who is holding her hand as she takes new baby steps along the way.

For all those that can see the flicker of hope, those in pain and the loved ones in the shadows. We need a candle in the wind.

Blessed be, and I need some hot chocolate with marshmallows and cinamon toast to dunk.

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for YOU....
and YOU know who YOU are...
and WHY
Peace, health, love, & happiness...

A Candle In The Wind
 

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For All The Hopes That Are Like A Candle In The Wind...


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And to go along with the hot chocolate with marshmallows and cinnamon toast a nice fire to rekindle our warm hearts...tender loving care for the hard parts of our lives...Blessed Be

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Godspeed, Peter.
May Wolfy & Peter both be comforted and knowing family here on Planet are holding them up tonight, in love and in prayers!!!
(((((((((((Wolfy))))))))))))))))

For our fur babies
 

For my mom, dad, brother, my son, and me who are grieving the loss off Sassie, the family pet of 14 years.

Also for Mistie and and who ever else misses their fur babies.

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Starbuck et al...may Sassi find her way to the Rainbow Bridge..where she will be healthy, whole, and happy once again..the grass is always lush, green, and the sun shines eternally there...where she will run and play..til each of you join her...then she will sit, tail wagging, to greet each one of you....hold her memories in heart...and she will always be in yours....hugs to each of you...and kisses to Sassi! I heart each of you!!! Clay
PS I will light a white candle..to help Sassi find the way in peace...

Viagra and rockets, hotpants and bikes. Ahh, life as an adult
 

Blessings and Light to those that float, fly and cry. Finding love where you least expect it, and knowing that life is so very precious, send love across the miles. I have spent a week with a very sick Ex of mine who has been putting together a photo album for the two kids and 4 grandkids, and ME We spent 21 years together, had many great trips, adventures, animals and memories. Peg is ill, and I want her better, I want her in those hot pants, and thigh high boots, long hair flowing as we danced the night away 20 + years ago. I want her well, hell with the hotpants.

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My Ex may get Viagra. Will that make her frisky I wondered as I sat in the corner chair watching him. Apparently one of the side effects helps with congestive heart failure, or pulmonary hypertension or something, I missed the punch line :)

Okay friends, I need a transport angel..Candles may be dangerous around me, so please light them for me. :moonstars:

Learning to travel with rockets in the car. Those green oxygen cylinder's last two hours (because she is on 4 liters) , so, three in the car get us from Peg's house in Anaheim, to St. Joseph's medical area in Orange.

First one ran out as I was getting her INTO the car from the first appointment, I switched to the new tank, put the valve on backwards, and the rush of oxygen out of the side of it made such a whoosh. That stuff is under a lot of pressure..Phew..::|

The Ex and I made it to the first of many Doctor follow-ups. Yesterday was the Pulmonary Specialist, this afternoon Primary Care, Friday AM at the Eye Surgeon follow-up, Monday afternoon, Cardiologist. Lung Doc has oredered VQ, pulmonary function, and sleep apnea. Said heart may not be as bad as thought, and this could be heart/lung , blood supply related.

I am off to work before this afternoons appt.Zoom zoom zoom

I want to die like James Dean. :harley:...Hmm I sold my motorcyles last year.

Tommi...
 

...I can only say that I hold you in such high esteem for being so there for Peggy. You hold those 21-years that you both shared, in your heart and in the end; it doesn't matter what ended the romantic aspect of your relationship but the deep and abiding love that you clearly share towards each other.

I can only hope that I would be as big a person to lay aside my hurts from the past, if my ex of 19-years needed me in the same way.

Regardless, I will send positive energy and will visualize you both surrounded by a bright, white light of healing and love.

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Sassi...as she journeys to the Rainbow Bridge! White candle is lit for you to make your way there!! Run free, baby girl!!!
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May life and love encompass you both..in all that you were...all that you are, and all that you are being now! Celebrate each hour...like it is the last...and make beautiful memories!
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Peter & Wolfy...still holding you both close, in the arms of love and prayers...may you have peace and health abounding!
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for YOU.....hand in hand, you will NOT walk alone....in spirit, in heart, in oneness...
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may everyone who is hurting, loving, living, laughing, crying, or going away..whatever your journey, know you are ALL loved...and walking with others who hold you close...we are but a tiny drop in this ocean! peace, white light, and love...Clay

For Tommi and Peg
For Wolfy and Peter
May you find peace and comfort as friends gather to support you.

Additionally I'd like to thank all who have sent Sassy white candles or well wishes as she crosses the rainbow bridge, it helped me immensely.

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For OSCAR (Oskie) and K & K:
 

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Oskie....know you were loved, so well, for so long, and now your journey on this plane has ended. Be not afraid, lil boy, for you will transition so easily...others join you today as you each wing your way to doggy heaven...where you will meet old friends, and make new. Mommies' tears are falling and I am drying them, so as not to put out the candle's flame, so you may go...and..so run on so freely now, lil Oskie....adieu my friend!!! Love..Clay and K & K!



The Rainbow Bridge
inspired by a Norse legend
By the edge of a woods, at the foot of a hill,

Is a lush, green meadow where time stands still.

Where the friends of man and woman do run,

When their time on earth is over and done.

For here, between this world and the next,

Is a place where each beloved creature finds rest.

On this golden land, they wait and they play,

Till the Rainbow Bridge they cross over one day.

No more do they suffer, in pain or in sadness,

For here they are whole, their lives filled with gladness.

Their limbs are restored, their health renewed,

Their bodies have healed, with strength imbued.

They romp through the grass, without even a care,

Until one day they start, and sniff at the air.

All ears prick forward, eyes dart front and back,

Then all of a sudden, one breaks from the pack.

For just at that instant, their eyes have met;

Together again, both person and pet.

So they run to each other, these friends from long past,

The time of their parting is over at last.

The sadness they felt while they were apart,

Has turned into joy once more in each heart.

They embrace with a love that will last forever,

And then, side-by-side, they cross over… together.

I light a candle for you Mom. Even tbough you are gone you will always be my shelter tree. I can not mourn you the way my heart want because now I must be a shelter tree so instead I honor your memory by standing tall and strong. Saying I love you does not say how much I love you. Saying I miss you does not say how much I miss you.