If you really knew me...
 

...you'd know....

• that I need a chihuahua sitter for Sunday night.
  
• that I can be way too hard on myself.
  
• that I can do almost anything (non-athletic) that I put my mind to.
  
• that I love to learn new things.
  
• that I'm sometimes a crappy listener, but I hear you.
  
• that I don't always know myself very well. In fact, you may know me better than I do.

If you really knew me, you'd know that it's a lot easier for me to say screw it than stick it out - at least in the short term.

If you really knew me, you'd know that no one could figuratively beat me up better than I beat on myself.

If you really knew me, you'd know why I keep people at a distance.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm pretty much the same in person as I am in chat.

If you really knew me, I hold myself to a really high standard, and unfortunately, hold those I care about to the same, high standard.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I have some regrets. I think everyone does, and I know there's no point in having them, but there they are, just the same.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm trying my damndest to think before speaking, rather than just opening my mouth and letting god knows what pop out of it.

if you really knew me, you would understand why i can be too intense, and that i'm always working on myself.

if you really knew me, you would understand how i am actually very tenderhearted.

if you really knew me, you would understand that i don't perceive things like Most peeps do, i look at life from a different perspective, and that is OK.

if you really knew me, you would understand that athletics are a huge part of my life, and if i was not athletic ~ i would be a Bitch.

if you really knew me, you would understand that i would so Love to have a soul mate, and this just may happen. we can only hope.

if you really knew me, you would understand one of the ways to my heart is just by showing up, being present, and accepting me for me. to me, this is the Greatest Gift.

... i think this is enough for now, ya? ;)

you would know my limits
you would know where you stand in my life
you would know all that i am is real
you would know my smile shines brightly
you would know I don't play games
you would know my hopes and dreams
you would be my friend
and I would be yours

you would know my love for humanity is deep
you would know where my pup sleeps
you would know i believe life is an amazing journey

IFRKM... you'd know...

I race and exercise so much so that the physical pain can distract me from the emotional pain.

I wish I could look in the mirror and not be disgusted with what I see.

that it feels like no matter how much you tell yourself not to expect or hope too much, you do, and you will just get hurt in the end.

IYRKM: you would know that I hardly ever eat breakfast. Only drink coffee. And that I don't eat lunch and some days don't have dinner either. I fix for others, yes, but often don't eat myself.

IYRKM: you would know that I'm very quiet when I first get up but am never aggressive or really grumpy.

IYRKM: you would know that I could never intentionally hurt anyone.

IYRKM: you would know that my motto is: live and let live.

IYRKM: you would know know that I'm totally dependable and really mean what I say.

IYRKM: you would know that I'm actually a very humorous person and love to laugh and that I'm able to entertain a whole group of people if I'm in the right mood.

IYRKM: you would know that I love with all my heart and would give the world to that special someone.

IYRKM: you would know that if I really want something I go for it, no matter what.

IYRKM: you would know that I'm a 'deep thinker' and am worried about the world, mankind and it's future.

IYRKM: you would know that if I consider you my friend it really means something to me.

IYRKM: you know know that if I say 'I love you' I really mean it.

IYRKM: you would know that I love music, love to sing and dance and that Karaoke is fun to me.

IYRKM: you would know that I like to express myself with poetry or art.

and IYRKM: you would know that I love animals and that I need to stop now because I know my limits.

that I like alot of questions and ask alot in return
that I like a good banter now and then
that I enjoy many outdoor activites and sports
you would know that my family is very important to me
that telling my mother that she was dying was the hardest thing I have ever done
that I am bossy at times

You would know that my nails always have a sparkle top coat over whatever color I pick. I can't live without sparkle in my life :-)

If you really knew me...you'd know I am resourceful enough that things usually work out alright :shocking:

if you really knew me you would know I'm not the type that feels the need to compete, my self value tends to get in the way. Besides that I just see no need to waste my time.

If you really knew me...
 

If you really knew me
 

You'd know that:
My bark is usually worse than my bite.
Unless you mess with my family or loved ones. Then I turn into a rapid junk yard dog.
I'm a lot more sensitive than people suspect.
I'm a hopeless romantic & a realist. Bad combo.
Even tho I'm a badass, my life has no real focus without a woman to center it on.
You'd also know that this was way more revelation than I'm usually willing to divulge to strangers.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm pretty easy to get along with, and generally up for anything.

If you really knew me, you'd love me for my for my faults in spite of them.

If you really knew me you'd know that I'm a toucher. I love to touch and be touched. That doesn't mean I'm clingy.

If you really knew me, you'd know that even though I'm an extrovert, I like my alone time.

If you really knew me, you'd know that it's best to leave me alone and do what I need to do if I'm mad or upset.

If you really knew me, you'd know my middle name.

If you really knew me, you'd know what my favorite color is.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm ticklish.

If you really knew me, you'd know that the sillier or worse the joke is, the harder I'll laugh.

Sue

If you really knew me ...
 

you'd know that I love to be touched and it's the hardest thing about being single, that lack of touch - puppy kisses and kittycat bites aren't included...

you'd know that I love music even though sometimes I go through a dry spell

you'd know that I try and support NZ music

you'd know my favourite NZ bird

you'd know my favourite NZ tree

you'd know my favourite NZ drive

you'd know that reading saved me when I was a child and that I wanted to be George

you'd know that I didn't feel comfortable being feminine (even though that's a straight construct) until I came out

you'd know I have a really loud laugh and have been criticized for it by ex-lovers and so I tried to censor myself for so long

you'd know that sometimes I feel shy

you'd know why I have a tattoo

you'd know I love holding hands

you'd know why I don't have sugar in my tea :tea:

You would know that I get the biggest thrill doing things for my girl and knowing that she truly enjoys and appreciates it... like making a pot of coffee for her on the days I had to go into work early so that when she woke she had freshly brewed coffee waiting for her.
:tea:

if you really knew me...
 

you'd know why i'm an athlete...
you'd know why i like the overnight/swing shift, instead of the day shift...
you'd understand why i don't like labels

You'd know what things were difficult for me to talk about or what things I'd like to avoid talking about altogether.
You'd know that it's okay to ask me anything, but I might not want to answer.
You'd know that I have a tendency to open my mouth before thinking about it.
You'd know that I'm always afraid that I'm going to be "too" honest, if there even is such a thing, and that I'm going to end up pushing people away.
You'd know that I'd rather just stop with this introspective bullshit, but maybe it's where I need to be right now.

Sue

If you *REALLY* knew me..

you would know that I take lots of chances and risks. I am for living with no regrets and following my heart and gut.

If you really knew me
you would know that my spiritual growth is important to me and that it is a journey I am loving
you would know that my life is quiet and serene
you would know i don't do well with drama
you would know that I am supportive, loving and kind
you would know i am strong and take care of my own
you would know my vulnerabilities
you would know im not one to mess with
you would know my energy
you would know that all animals love me and rest at my feet or in my lap :)
you would know that i love to dress cute and smell good

If You Really Knew Me: You would miss me when I'm not there :)

if you *really* knew me..

you'd know..

that i strongly dislike my blinds and windows closed

that i love southern gospel music

that tucking my hand under your thigh while you're driving is one of my most favorite things in the world

If you really knew me....You'd know why I don't have a lot of patience right now.

Sue

If you really knew me...
 

You would know i am worth the time and trouble.


s.

If you really knew me, you'd know that when I say I care about you, I mean it with all of my heart. Those feelings don't go away that easily.. if ever.

If you *really* knew me...

*You would know that I use humor as a coping mechanism.
*You would know that I hate speaking in public even though I do it constantly.
*You would know that the only thing I really give a shit about is my kids and my spouse, and my animal family.
*You would know that this is clearly NOT my actual hair color.
*You would know that I am a theme park junkie, not because I like waiting in long lines, but because I love negative G-Force.
*You would know I am an obsessive tooth-brusher with a very tricky gag reflex.
*You would know it skeezes me out when food touches my lips...*Ick*

If you "REALLY" knew me...

You would know that telling lies and stealing are two of my biggest pet peeves.
but on a good note...
You would know that I enjoy having a favorite coloring book and getting all kiddy-fied and coloring on the living room floor for hours. I need a new coloring book... hmmm maybe this should be in the What Do You Miss thread.

IYRKMUWK
 

...I cant tolerate the smell of vanilla and actually do have a gag reaction to it

....how terrified I am of getting sickly again. And if I ever have to go back into the hospital, they better put me on watch.

.....my insomnia is over, for now. I live with recurrent bouts of it.

.......I plan to be wintering in california within the next 5 years

...........how lost I am with any kind of technology. My latest is a smart phone. I have had it for a month and cant even figure out how to get it to turn on easily.

IYRKM: you would know I'll never be the same person I was before and you would know why.

If you really knew me...
 

You'd know my confidence is real. I've earned it. I own it.

I seldom back down from anyone, especially if defending someone else. You'd also know that I am always working in my tact & diplomacy.

I am a work in progress & I am man enough to admit that.

My heart does bleed. I do feel pain. But you will only see that if you really know me.

If you really knew me you would know that nothing matters more to me than the person I love. You would also know that, as much as I suffer for this, I can think of nothing else more worthy of it. I will break my heart a hundred times if it means that someone will catch it one day.

If you really knew me, you'd know...

...that however critical I am of the world, I'm way more critical of myself.

...that nothing makes me happier than first seeing a friend's face, spotting him or her at a restaurant, and that giddy feeling as I walk back to our table. I adore my friends. I would drop anything I'm doing, to be there for them.

...that I am impulsively generous, sometimes in a way that is not in my own best interest—but I always know when to cut my losses, and I never regret being that way, because plenty good comes of it, too, and the people I've given to who've given back, are everything to me.

...that I'm not as confident as I might seem.

...that I never stop marveling at the choices I have.

that I don't get sucked into shit anymore and use whatever ignore features I need to. Imma no fool. Age and sobriety keeps me out of this kind of trouble :jester:

I cant bring myself to watch the last season of Lost, even tho I want to finish it. Once I started picking up the Blatant bible correlations, it lost a lot of appeal to me.

I really dislike a dirty cat box. Its a personal pet peeve of mine...

I am having an allergic reaction to a medication and my skin is SO itchy! i want to scream!

If you "REALLY" knew me...

You would know that when left with the remains of a bucket of KFC after everyone is gone and no one will be around to help finish it off, I grab bites here and there and toss the pieces back in for another run-by-eating on my mad rush out the door... "That's MY chicken!"
:jester:

If you really knew me
 

You would know why I am still up at 7am and not worry so much.

You would know that sometimes my written words get misunderstood but when I speak them to you there is no misunderstanding the intent behind them.

You would know I have something really difficult to deal with on Monday and I am battling with what the right thing is to do.

You would know that most of the time I am not flirting I am being nice and trying to make someone smile if only for a brief second.

You would know when I am flitting with you
That how and why of things a person says ot does is extremely important to me.
I am not perfect and I will be the first to tell you that
That I will then attempt to rectify any misunderstanding.
I am never late to something important and rarely if at all late to any event.