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WolfyOne 02-06-2012 03:22 PM

I haven't been here much as I've been in a depressive state of mind and one more piece of sadness may just tip the scales and push me overboard.


Sadly, I come here with a heavy heart as I found out R has another nodule in her throat that showed up in an ultrasound. She was scheduled for a biopsy, but it was canceled because they said it was too small to biopsy at the moment, but will check again in 6 months....WTF is that all about. I'd be scared to wait 6 months. R once told me, she's not afraid of dying, but more afraid to go through chemo ever again.

So, all of you know with my state of mind, why I may not show up in this thread often.

For my brudder, continued prayers and blessings to you and yours
For SD, who is a mountain of strength to her loved ones at home, peace and prayers
For Lady Pamela and her son, keep on keeping on with promise and hope for the future

For those who need inner peace and strength, I pray daily


Turtle 02-08-2012 12:57 AM

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May we all know the beauty of the light within...

Turtle 02-10-2012 12:22 AM

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A Candle Loses Nothing By Lighting Another Candle.

Please help lighten the load of another by sharing the burden if you can. Pray with us as we support one another in times of stress, health challenges, worry, and grief. May we feel the comfort of your love and guidance. Amen, Blessed Be, and Ashe.

Turtle 02-16-2012 01:45 AM

sometimes, life just really sucks...and then it doesn't suck so bad
 
http://www.candlehelp.com/Floating%2...s/image045.jpg

Sometimes we just don't know which way to go. It is sucking soooo bad. How could anybody...?

Look down. Look up. Stretch out your arms and ask...Please help.

Blessed Be

Lady Pamela 02-16-2012 05:24 PM

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I am lighting this flame asking for energy and prayers to go out to my sister in law Karen and her 5 children and grandbabies today.

Last night they discovered the blood was not reaching her heart. They went in this morning to do a cath with a balloon. They realized her main vessel had a hole and she had lost lots of blood.
They fixed it and I just got word they will probably have to give her a tranfusion. Still waiting to see.
So far, though in ICU, she is atleast stable.

May those working on her be guided by a higer source. May the family be comforted and feel protected and comforted. And may she know how very much she is loved. May she not be scared at this time.
And may her direction be swift. And healing be strong.

And if now is her time to go, may our loved ones be there to guide and calm her journey.

Thank you so much in advance!

Spirit Dancer 02-17-2012 08:37 AM

When we feel there is no hope,
We draw on Faith,
When we are down to the last ray of sunshine
Hands are joined and energy is sent for renewal
of Faith and Hope.
When we feel there is no one listening
our prayers are heard.


For we are few, but we are many.
For Wolfy and R
Lady P and her family
Lady D and hers
Tommi and Peg
Turtle
Pinkie, D, and D's Mom
Clay
JustJo and Her Family
Sir and Lil Spirit
For those who feel their flame is dwindling.

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WolfyOne 02-17-2012 01:27 PM

My youngest brother (Dan) told me my stepmom is back in the hospital
I worry so much for both of them as he has taken care of her 24/7 for so long now
He told me he can't even go out for fear of leaving her alone
Although he does go out when they need things for the house
I'm grateful he moved there about 6 months after I left

My brother Peter will find out next week if his cancer has spread or the chemo is helping

R has a doc appointment in April and won't have to wait 6 months to get checked again
She's been feeling really tired lately, I talked to her today

For them I pray daily along with my prayers for others in my life that are near and dear to me






Scorp 02-18-2012 09:03 AM

We just found out that PinkieLee's partner D-Ray lost her mom yesterday morning after a long battle with Cancer.

Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers.

We love you very much.

Scorp & LaDivina

Spirit Dancer 02-18-2012 02:46 PM

For D Ray, Pinkie Lee and their families
Our deepest condolences to you and yours;
sending out much love and comfort to you all during this time.

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spritzerJ 02-18-2012 03:14 PM

for KH... I know you dream of your own sweet baby. Lighting a candle for your breaking open, conception and birth of your dream. However it presents it's self.

jac 02-18-2012 04:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by jenna8987 (Post 530290)
for KH... I know you dream of your own sweet baby. Lighting a candle for your breaking open, conception and birth of your dream. However it presents it's self.

You're such a sweet friend. I join you in this candle lighting... :candle:

Hollylane 02-19-2012 05:55 AM

Lighting a candle for my roommate, and best friend, Hayden. I received a call at midnight tonight, advising me that he had been admitted for meningitis, in a small town 2 hours from home...I drove out to be here for him and because his girlfriend does not have the MPOA to make decisions for him. I cannot post a candle with my iPhone, so I am keeping the picture of one in my head for him. I am praying that it is viral and not bacterial, which is much worse.

Turtle 02-19-2012 06:15 PM

Candles
 
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For all those who need a candle -
for those who are sick, for those who have died or are dying, for those who are dealing with surgery, chemo, and the unknown,
for those for whom life is harsh, for our bio-families, our families of choice, and our friends and for those who are trying to help in so many different ways - may we be open to that help...we cannot get through this life without help from others...may we be open and accepting and grateful. Amen, Blessed Be, and Ashe

Hollylane 02-19-2012 07:48 PM

The last 18 hours has been emotionally and physically draining. I still have many hours to go before I hear the test results about my friend's meningitis...I know in my heart that they will come back as viral and not bacterial (the better of the two), but the waiting is hell on earth. Having to drive back without knowing the answer was really hard.

Here is the candle for Hayden that I could not post earlier.


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Spirit Dancer 02-19-2012 09:19 PM

For Hayden
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Turtle 02-20-2012 10:24 AM

For All Of Us...
 
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May we all feel the Love and Comfort, Guidance and Protection that the Universe has to offer. Blessed Be

Hollylane 02-20-2012 10:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Spirit Dancer (Post 531464)

Thank you Spirit Dancer, these are beautiful.

Hollylane 02-20-2012 08:14 PM

Thank you to all of you for your kind words. Good news was heard today, Hayden is back in Portland, and it was determined that it was viral. His girlfriend has taken him to her place, and is pampering the hell out of him, which is exactly what he needs right now. He also needs some kind of tether to keep him from returning to work too soon!


PinkieLee 02-21-2012 09:30 AM

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that sent prayers, positive thoughts, healing energy & words of encouragement for D & her mother. I find comfort in knowing that she is no longer in pain.

Spirit Dancer 02-22-2012 08:49 AM

You're never far from O/our thoughts
 

Even after the hurricaine rolls through, leaving distruction, strength remains
as does everlasting friendships.

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