Very happy and supremely content. Chores done quicker than anticipated leaving time for an unhurried, relaxing lunch. Great Chinese American food and wicked fun company. Son's girlfriend brought me more tomatoes bcause she's sweet and thoughtful like that. Apartment nice and cool upon returning home. Monte taking a nap so plenty of time for myself. Computer out of sick bay, what's not to like about today. :)

Simultaneously stressed, tired, and happy. Stressed due to finances and having to deal with benefits system, tired due to the lateness of the hour, and happy because I came across Deanne Smith's videos just this evening.

This is the first one that I came across: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGPNK9qE9mI

and then this, where Deanne is still excellent but upstaged by a kitten; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkWy8nRWPGk

Made my evening, did that!

Exorbitantly bummed.

I also feel angry.

I am still concerned but even more so. I have to go in for more blood work 3rd time in 3 weeks and today they asked for records of 14 years ago when I had my cancer surgery. When I seen the dr the 1st time we talked about it and she said it was 14 yrs ago we wont need them. That just makes the unknown even scarier.

Sore, tired, and annoyed. Not necessarily in that order. But guess what? still smiling.

Feeling sore (broken record) and happy. I do know this, my life is rarely dull. :|

Feeling
 

I feel happy and healthy.

:cowboy:

Loved and appreciated.

Cooooollll
I can't believe it's only 55° up on this mountain!

I feel pretty good. :king:

Still processing a lot of emotions.

Braggart .........

Hoping the horrible smoke that has gripped our area will finally clear completely out! So hard for everyone to breathe including my little Leo who has been coughing, sneezing and hacking along with me. Praying for WINDS AND RAINS! :rainsing:

Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.

Gayandgray - My condolences on having to put your beloved pet to sleep. I have been there (twice actually) and you are right in regards to the suffering. I had to make that choice, too. I had to realize it was time to let go so that my pet(s) did not suffer any longer. Does not make it any more bearable, but there is solace in that. :candle:

My condolences to your spouse on the passing of her/his daughter. :candle:

I am feeling like I am on the mend. Now, I am tinged with sadness at reading Gayandgray's post.

It's really a mixed bag right now.

Like I have jet lag without having done the flying. I don't feel sick but maybe I'm coming down with a bug or something.

Like I’m way too old to be staying out until 4:00 AM. :seeingstars: It sure was fun, but I’m paying for it today. Oy! :D

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jet lagged and sleep deprived............

I am so very sorry. Your family is experiencing a lot of very painful loss. Sending my best your way. I'm glad you are able to have your vet come to your house...

I'm feeling a little achy from being on the bike for so long yesterday but also happy because it was sooooo much fun!

Feeling so-so. Stomach has felt off today as well. But, like they said it is going to take a bit to be back to my old self.

Okay. Didn't make it to the movies but I will soon. Will be busy as a bee at work for the next few weeks. That's good cuz it will keep me out of trouble and out of this funk. Still looking at pianos, but I have to build another emergency stash before buying anything since I had to fork out for a HVAC unit this summer.

Super happy and giddy today. It’s a brand new week and I’m ready to slay it. 💕

Feeling much more positive about my decisions lately.....Knowing I made the right decisions for the right reasons has given me some relief from the thoughts that have plagued me.... I can see a light at the end of the tunnel & it's not the train light I expected to see....

Overwhelmed. Numb. Just hope I get enough help quickly enough.

Terrified. Later today a friend is coming to help me look at my finances because I go into utter blind panic if I try to do so by myself. I'm so scared about what the result might be. And tommorow I have to go to another Universal Credit interview, and that's scary. And I need mental health support and maybe a little practical support for a while, and I'm anxious about applying for that. It's like inside about a month my life has fallen apart from being tough, but heading the right way, to shit I'm not sure I can cope anymore. My moods are up and down like a yo-yo.

Excited and happy.

Feeling
 

I am so happy to be home.