Tired and it's not even hump day.

Full of piss and vinegar!

Good. People aren't keeping me waiting today the way they did yesterday.

Patience isn't my strong suit.

Maybe I'll work on that next year.

:bow:

I feel good!! Not much pain... fun music.... a bit of chatting with some of my guys via group text. It’s a good night. And tomorrow is Friday! Only thing. My energy is a little much for this time so I may not sleep much.

I am mentally exhausted. Trying to figure out some stuff for one of my mini-mes... (he's getting in trouble at school because he is academically bored in his current grade level, and is testing higher).

I feel like road kill.

In the middle of a shingles attack.


watch this with me.

Out of breath, and pretty crappy over-all.

Sore
Sleepy
Coffee will fix the sleepy
Happy to be done with work for the day

Good. Just had a good laugh at some of Homoe's posts.

Today is the last day before I take 4 or 5 days off ... so I'm doin' good.

And yes, I'm still laughing.

I feel crappy. I still have red spot the size of softball or bigger where I had flu shot Monday. My head hurts. That new thing in PT Monday I will NEVER let her do again cause that still hurts.
I thought eating something would help. Cause I have a bad habit of not eating all day and with the headache......
But I still feel crappy. Come to think of it. I have mostly felt crappy physically since Monday.
But mentally and emotionally I’m good!!!! So there’s that.

FIRST DAY OFF since late march that I do not have school work over my head, a medical appointment to take mum to, chores I have to get done for my mum, I cleared my day of my own chores, my house is clean (save my dishes), there are NO co-op meetings to go to, no co-op errands to run.

I'm ecstatic.
So far I read up on some pain pathology journals, something I haven't done in a while.
Made plans for a friends birthday on a week.
Made myself a lovely breakfast.
Loaded up a Docu-fest to watch on meso and neolithic culture in UK and Ireland.
And made appointment for a physio appointment on Monday, after Ikea with dad.

I went grocery shopping last night for my day today. I'm making spelt bread and bone broth for the week. And today I'm having corn tortilla baked into chips, then sprinkled with roast chicken bits, extremely aged cheese, peppers, hot banana peppers, tomatoes, zucchini. And a dip made from yogurt, parmesan, pepper, salt, spring onion greens.

Then I might bike down to the harbour for a bit in the early eve.

I've turned my phone off and I'm about to turn my computer off too :)

so happy for a day without looming obligations!!!!

I have felt tired today. So tired I can't think clearly. Not sure why, but I hope it doesn't last.

I’m feeling like I really need to slap the shit out of some of my straight republican friends but I refrain because they’re good friends otherwise :hammer:

I am feeling some holiday blues... This holiday season is stressing me out and it hasnt even started yet...

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A bit frustrated...perhaps it is the holidays coming up...in any case
picking up my new glasses (to run in) lifted me up some...I'm sure
it will pass soon.

Greco

relieved my test results were benign. YEAH !

I feel ok
Leaving before 7am and getting home at 8pm make for a long ass day. This will be how my days are now. But I will get that extra day off. Yes I will. *stares blankly*

I’ll get used to it...........

Feeling rejuvenated
 

Good, rested, and back at work.

But I'm looking forward to more days off later this morning and next month.

:poc-cool:

Sore as fuck, tired and cold. Think I need fuzzy socks and PJs, hot cocoa with 4x marshmallows and a heater.

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aware ~ the flood gates have been opened all day ~ sometimes less is best when you just know.

Excited, nervous and scared as hell.

I start Chemo tomorrow and I am not sure if it is what I should be on or not. We are still waiting on the DNA test to come back. They were suppose to have been back Friday 2 weeks ago. We keep saying we know I am some kind of special I guess the DNA test are going to prove that.

I am not sure if I will be able to sleep tonight. What if I sleep thru the alarm in the morning? What if my blood work isnt good enough for them the start. Hell it has been over 2 months since we found out I had cancer just how good is it suppose to be?

Questions I have 1000s of them and I don't know the answers or if anyone else has the answers. Its a horrible place to be and I dont wish it on anyone

I haven’t experienced what you are going through and I can not compare it nor would I try. But I know the feeling of worrying about sleeping through the alarm with important procedure in the morning, being nervous, anxious etc. and having a million questions. I go in ready to ask and the doctors are always so damn quick and fast and I usually get some questions in but the environment feeling rushed makes me feel rushed and I talk too fast and rushed and leave then realize I forgot to ask half my questions. So if this happens to you make them stay and listen to you! Make them slow down. I hate how doctors are these days. Good luck to you!

A little down but nothing serious. It can't be rainbows and sunshine all the time.

Woohoooo!!!!

I'm cool.

At work—the music is blasting and the decaf is hot. Could be better and could be worse.

:poc-cool:

amazing, coffee does that for me

I am tired. I spent six hours raking leaves. The pile is so big you could hide a car in it.

Sad and happy all at once!!!!

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what a shame if the wind picks up ~ just saying lol