YSK that I woke up feeling pretty good.
YSAK I am afraid it is the calm before the storm, at least for the pain.
YSAK that today is already a marked improvement over yesterday.
YSAK yesterday was one of the worst days in a long time.
YSAK that I am actually very happy.

YSK I got it! Good news!!! Thank Sweet Baby Jesus!!! YAAAY!

:happyjump:

Whatever it was, I'm so happy for you!!!

YSK I'm hearing thunder, hoping for a nice rain shower.

YSK I got offered a new job with a better location, better people, better hours, and eventually, way better money! I am stoked!

YSK I am really really sick of this two hours sleep a day I have had since July 3

YSK there have been major changes in my life recently

YSK there are still many to come in the near future

YSAK that although this all is a little sad and scary for me I am looking forward to it.

YSK
 

THERE'S A GREAT BIG GIANT BUG ON MY BALCONY!!!! I want to get my washing in. * whimpers* It's been on it's back for goodness knows how long, and now it's waving it's legs around in the air!!!!! yuckies (insert pathetic face).

I wonder if I could call the :fireman:

YSK that today is brought to you by the word AWESOME.

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YSK one word RAID.

You should know:

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Ysk: I know what I want, I just can't find it.

YSK, after some research I figured out what my "signs" mean
 

SUN: PISCES -- Look deep into the eyes of a Pisces, and you will see a reflection of all that is good in humanity. She has a heart of gold, instilled with a deep intuition into the feelings of others. Pisces understands people's loves and losses, and can become overwhelmed with the weight of the world. Yearning for the ideal, she can get lost in a sea of imagination and fantasy.

There are two fishes in the Pisces soul - one of spirit and one of flesh, one who would give herself entirely for others, and one who struggles to live in a harsh reality. Because the Pisces must survive, she can be a very determined, even selfish individual, yet she can turn around and give of herself so completely that you will feel sure she is really an angel. The Pisces loves others with a selfless purity that demands that you give her the utmost respect, and she will suffer dearly without it.

If Pisces seems confused, dreamy, sleepy or lazy, it is because she can't decide which way to go - should she tend to her own needs, or take care of someone else? If she's lucky, she'll find a way to do both at once. The Pisces who can serve herself while helping others is truly blessed.

The Pisces is naturally spiritual, imaginative and artistic. Like a fish, she sometimes needs to find a quiet, peaceful grotto in which to hide. When you catch her, you can count on her to be the dearest friend, a devoted child or parent and the most compassionate and caring of individuals.

MOON: AQUARIUSThis position for the Moon lends a coolness and rationality to emotional reactions. The woman with Moon in Aquarius may feel distant from her mother and other family members. Her relationships with friends can sometimes take precedence over family responsibilities. She is nurtured and supported by those who treat her as an equal and appreciate her for her friendship and her inventive ideas. She needs independence and the freedom to engage in spontaneous and even rebellious activities. She is attracted to people who are very different or unusual in some way - not the boy next door. Moon in Aquarius believes in brother and sisterhood, and feels nurtured by community and friends.

LEO RISINGLeo Rising sees the world as a warm, happy place where everyone is cared for and has the freedom to be creative. More than willing to share her own abilities, she readily takes friends and family under her wing. Leo Rising has a sunny face and disposition. She may stand out in a crowd - with either very attractive clothes or a noticeable hairstyle. It is important for her to look good. She can be dramatic, magnanimous, silly or bossy - but she is always kind.

Leo Rising is here to showcase a talent and model fearlessness

YSK I think it's close to true... People who know me, what do you think?

YSK that I am listening.

YSK I am tired

YSK I am sad

YSAK That I will be okay, it is natural for me to feel this way with the recent changes...

YSK that insomnia begets thread stalking...

and now i have questions i can't ask a sleeping person .


YSK...late night thread stalking... not the best idea I ever had.




holy shit it's 3am. i think i started this at 1230

YSK that... Hys fingers are music to my soul, and I feel hys song play everywhere I go.

Loving me some Sara Bareilles this afternoon.

YSK I am paying for last night's stupidity.

:seconddoh:

:cough:


:tiredcomputer:

YSK I plan on commenting as soon as I have enough sleep and time. Stand by. ROFLOL

YSK I'm guessing that won't be til Tuesday! You kids be safe, and don't do anything I wouldn't do!

YSK that doesn't limit your activities by much.

YSK.. that sometimes I wonder if the occasional pain of loneliness is better than the pain of rejection.

...that I wonder I'll ever get over the feeling of not being good enough, after a lifetime of never being good enough for an over-demanding critical parent.

... that I wonder if I'll ever be able to look at my body and be okay with it.

YSK:
Don't kno why - but I'm plumb giddy for both of you!
:D

YSAK:
Pre Birthday celebration begins this weekend! Woo hoo!

YSK I can't wait for the day reading is a leisure activity again.

YSK I don't wanna.

I know, I know, it will all be worth it.

YSK that I've never been with a male id-ed butch but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't be or wouldn't be interested.

YSAK that making assumptions about me isn't a good idea because you'll probably make an arse of youself.

YSK that I have to



Just keep swimming.

Thank you, Ellen, for the motivation. LOL

Ysk: that it's easy to hurt me with words.

YSK You seriously cannot let the internet get to you. It's words on a screen. For all you know, everyone on here is a robot. Obsessing will kill you (or just isolate you). Take a deep breath and CHILL. Trying to please everybody is too fucking stressful to attempt.

And at least you didn't post a pic of your icky toothbrush. Seriously? Ew.

YSK ONE MORE PAPER TO WRITE AND I CAN GO HOME AND SLEEP! YAAAAY!

OK, enough break. Back to the grindstone.

YSK I thought I was going to have to call and wake you up to let you know I got home OK, but now I'm thinking you may already be up by the time I head home.

YSk I really wanted another day off.

YSK It's raining in Kansas AGAIN! Why can't it move a little south for once.

YSK that I am incredibly happy and grateful.
YSAK that I will be even more grateful when I have healed from this accident and am no longer in pain.

YSK think this is a very accurate description of you!

YSK that I would add something about your great sense of humor and quick wit, and your love of adventures.

YSK that it forgets to mention anything about shoes, and how you always "Mr. Magoo" your way into all sorts of things. Lmao