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Back to back to back conversations this morning with friends that are either having severe relationship issues or going through a break-up... :(
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My little lady.....
She realizes something is not quite right with her....(she has severe Alzheimer's) and she was talking to me about it at breakfast today.... she says she feels like she is in the (assisted living) facility for the sole purpose of being provided 3 meals a day and a place to sleep...and all she wants to do is go home to a place that (unbeknownst to her) isn't hers any more.... She was so openly upset and sad....and it's so not like her....I hate that I can't find the right words to make it ok...or even tolerable. I hate that this disease will take her from her family long before she dies....I hate that I can't make it all better.... And as we sat there....and I looked into her teary eyes....this snippet of a song came on from the dining room radio....and just struck a cord.... I am, I said To no one there And no one heard at all Not even the chair I am, I cried I am, said I And I am lost, and I can't even say why Leavin' me lonely still I love my job and hate it all at the same time.... |
Update: Sis came home just now! She's been gone for 10 days. She did'nt drink, ate a little, howled, and ran back out through the window. I swear.. they drive me crazy sometimes.
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Memories some as old as I am some not that old...funny how they hit you one after another when they are sad or really happy...I would much rather have the really happy ones any day....
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this does suck. i feel like an alien at my job for sure, but it's getting better. Good luck because that is no easy task working in that environment. |
Stopping to get a turtle from the side of the road, only to find it had already been (recently) crushed...turtles are just amazing and beautiful to me...it really broke my heart that I was too late to help him....
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Trying to sleep (unsucusefuly) without Riley claiming 2/3 rds of the bed
Waking up and realizing she is not here wanting to be walked when I saw her empty spot next to me and empty food bowls that I have to some how get to her...:confused: |
What made you sad today...
..reading an article about a turtle that was caught in in some plastic used to hold six cans of soda together, and as it grew, its shell grew deformed. I realize things happen all over the world and not everything is perfect, but really? Cleaning up after yourself is such an easy thing to do. So quit tossing those cigarettes on the ground. Quit dumping pills into toilet. Stop avoiding your chance to recycle. Give the world a break. |
The first degree burn that I received from opening my radiator cap.. WHHHATTT was I thinking??? :hk12: :blink:
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The same thing over and over again has made me sad today
Walking in and not be greeted by Riley Not having her lay on my chest Not being able to walk her Knowing in my heart she would be safe and happy with me because she always was Not having her look at me and say okay Dad time to rub the belly and you think your sleeping where exactly... Yes I am missing MY dog and that makes me beyond sad... |
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It's sad what people do to this planet. And the simple act of recycling could help so much and the majority would rather do nothing... It is very sad indeed... |
not knowing what the right decision is...
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This did....
http://news.yahoo.com/jamaica-transg...070446416.html And it's sad that the person who wrote the story still referred to her as HE and HIM and SON.... The world is a sad and scary place.... |
[QUOTE=IrishGrrl;20055]Just starting this thread becouse I"m sad today..maybe someone else is too.[/QUOTE
Im sad today because I am single and alone |
Although I have had a decent day and there were smiles to be found
Deep down I am sad I am sad for the same reasons I was when I went to sleep last night Same reason I was when the nightmare woke me up a few hours later So yes the same thing is making me sad and I am doing my best to not allow it in through the walls that are slowly going back up.... |
it makes me sad.....
that i hurt people i love sometimes...and yet it's sad that i have so much to give.....and no One willing to take.
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Seeing that it's not even October yet. I may just have do an early vacation-- dont think I can wait much longer.
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Seeing someone i love very much struggle,
and not being able to do a fucking thing about it. This kind of helplessness makes me uber sad. |
No knowing where I will be working next week, where money will come from, If I am going to be ok.
Learning to trust that I will, but sad things are as they are. |
Katrina 8 year anniversary coming up. Images of the tragedy start popping up everywhere around this time.
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Driving by Dairy Queen and my dog that is no longer in this world, wasn't in my truck beggin me to stop for icecream he so loved.
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... that my time here on B&F planet might be coming to an end ...
... can't tell why that is, but my life seems to be a bit strange when it comes to ways to go and turns to take ... ... I just wish that the turns stopped being so darn painful at some point ... |
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-africa-23683420
http://worldwildlife.org/species/rhino http://newswatch.nationalgeographic....horn-poachers/ The black rhino is extinct and I suppose the white is not far from it. |
Thoughts that wont stop going down memory lane... and crashing and conflicting with the current...
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A picture that was just sent to my phone it literally tore my heart in two
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Waiting for a bus this evening in a not so nice part of the city and some young lad (about 14/15 years old) shouted ''Batty Boy'' at some random kid cycling past.
Young kids at that age filled with such incomprehensible hate makes my blood boil. What are we doing to our youth? |
Knowing no matter what band aid I put on it it still is broken. At my wits end on trying to fix it bout to give up and walk away
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A lot of things. It's been a pretty sad week all around but hopefully things will calm down and I might even get a day off now, so that's a step in the right direction.
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Went back to read old posts and it just hurt too much :(
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seeing the destruction the tornado left behind at the campground. It came threw in late June and part of the campground was opened back up the first week of August, but I hadn't been up there until yesterday and today.
I've never been up there that I didn't see several deer herds. I didn't see any deer yesterday and saw 2 yearling does today. there is still a huge amount of work to do up there. I just hope another storm doesn't come threw and catch it on fire before the clean up is done |
knowing that in just over a week my Daddy will be leaving to go back to the States and i won't see Hym for 3-6 months or more .............. i am trying to be strong but its not working very well :'(
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Family drama. Trying not to let it cloud my joy.
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Reading online news about the Syria issue. Bouncing around, reading different articles. Then I opened this one article. There was a large, clear photo of 3 deceased children lined up together. Someone had taped a piece of ragged scrap paper on each one's chest. I imagine maybe their names? I studied each one's face and imagined her/him playing and laughing. Wondered things like what their favorite color was. I think they were about preschool age or maybe one was in 1st or 2nd grade. These beautiful children, they were just babies.
Yes, made me sad. Very sad. |
Not one dang thing....well I ha ent caught a fish yet...that is sorta sad
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The damn grocery store is like my Kryptonite! I can be happy all day then I go into the grocery store alone and I feel like everyone is looking at me thinking poor single guy has to shop by himself; Loser! I hate grocery shopping alone! Everything is okay now I am home and happy again. |
Neighbor drama and having to file multiple complaints and the last one today just did it for me. I"M DONE with dealing with this. ugh. I feel terrible about it and it's affecting my depression, ptsd, and anxiety. I want my own space on my porch to be able to relax on, without the neighbor going nuts on me when she sees me outside. she's got alzheimers and her family is doing nothing about her behavior, so my landlord has had to step in and take action while I take the brunt end effect of having to deal with her drama.
I pray for a peaceful end to all this. :praying: ETA: God grant me serenity and help me with this, I can't do this alone anymore. |
... getting picked on...
it's never fun. a joke is when both laugh... |
Having to look uo the funeral home address and looking at my moms obituary in it.
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Thinking about the fact that Riley will soon be moving with her Daddy and I may never see her again... but I know its the right thing for her.
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So sorry that happened to you.. people need to be more mindful of the words they speak... |
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