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An awesome day at the beach. Three hours solid of swimming in beautiful Lake Huron. Great workout and feeling so fortunate to be from such a gorgeous place.
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Excited for my last day of work in Colorado tomorrow! :byebye:
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TONIGHT. YEAHHHH BUDDDYY ! ! lol
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dates, dates, we're picking dates, and making the plans DEFINITE.. tonight!! cant wait for Daddy to get home, cuz i'm soooo excited to finally pick dates, 45'ish days away, i'll be there in His arms and tonight i can't sit still, i'm gitty, i'm chattering a mile a minute, smiling like a goof, up and down and up and down and i'm just....i'm so READY for this!!!
and my daughter is equally excited, because it'll be our first real vacation together, and she cant wait to meet Him, she loves the beans outta Him too and the pup, and ... and... and... YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !!!! Soon Daddy, SOON... let's do this!! is it time yet? hehehe He called me earlier and told me to breathe, a few times lol.. i'm breathing! sorta! |
She does, she always does, even in my dreams she gives me a reason to smile. She's everything I've ever wanted or needed, I've got my baby girl and my Momma all rolled into one, how could life get any better?
Well, other than being in the US with her, but that will come in time. Come hell or high water, we will spend our lives together! :king: :princess: :married: :daddy: :spruceup: :cheer: :love1: :sparklyheart: On a side note, Tiggly Wiggly Butt, aka Tiggs, my cat, she knows I've been in pain the past couple of days so she's been being even cuter than usual trying to keep me distracted, right now, because she knows Mum's coming to visit she's all excited, running around like a lunatic, tail in the air, trilling and prumming and chatting away to me ... With a cat like this, how can you be grumpy??? :playingcat: :rollcat: :ballcat: :cat: |
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am carer for my dad who has multiple myeloma and myelotic lesions and who has been bed bound in hosp for 3 days get himself out of bed walk around the house albeit with wheely walker then out into the garden to see new growth; took him nearly 15mins tp get out of the car yesterday; not just smile but tears of joy; hes 85 and its at control stage; 11months
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Flirty texts, a cute outfit, and a REALLY good hair day!
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It's Friday, what's NOT to smile about!?:jester:
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It's the Rebellion Festival here in Blackpool this weekend and it's been marvellous people watching as the rather colourful throngs of punks, casuals, mods and generally alternative folks flock into town and start enjoying their weekend.
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the client gave us a $50 gift card and we will now finally be able to buy the last things needed to finish off the man cubs room!!! transformable treasures need a display case of some sort!!!
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Another awesome day at the beach with my nieces, ages 4 and 5. Watching them both take to the water like a couple of mermaid. :-)
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ANNA
Reading my email to find, my sister-in-law Anna sent me the sweetest e-card!!! I love her!!!!
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Spending the day at the pool with friends. The only thing that could've made it any better was for my T to be here.
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I will be receiving TAP at the minimum, an estimated $940 but unknown for sure until I am registered for classes. Sent in what I hope is the last form today ~ cutting it close yes, but it's not entirely impossible! If school will give me financial aid too, that'd be stupendous! And the $940 or whatever amount they give will ALSO apply to next semester!
I feel real good :tarot: |
A joke I played on T ;)
Thinkin about the september weekend getaway T planned for us all on hys own....Im a lucky girl! |
Looking forward to the day.
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Even when I'm in so much pain I could cry and I'm being grumpy and whiney, she loves me and understands where it's coming from :)
What did I ever do to deserve this wonderful woman in my life??? I need to thank whoever it is who's in charge up, there, Goddess or Mother Earth, or the people who created 2x4 to use on slow butches! It's like my eyes are open and all I can do is smile because I know how deeply I am loved and she knows how deeply I love her too. I finally understand what all the poets have been writing about all this time. :rrose: :praying: :king::princess: :married: :love1: :sparklyheart: :usa: |
The number 3 and the way it pops into my life on a daily basis...Luxuriating in the flavor of spice cake...and licking the delicious frosting off of my fingers...Magic, miracles, and the wonder and joy of spending an entire day with M.P.
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Getting much-needed new sneakers after wearing the same pair a minimum of 5 days a week (for work). I know I should have two or three and rotate.. we'll see.
Cleaned up the main room and got it all under control ~ I always seem to wait until it overloads me and feels like chaos before I do anything about it :| But between work and spending free time with my family, well, it can wait. At least my internal chaos fuels me through the whole cleaning process, LOL |
The idea of my DIL getting on a bus and heading back to MI.
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thinking about how ten years tomorrow i was H U G E pregnant with my second and last baby. i remember sitting in the glider rocking chair i had used with my first daughter, in the baby's room, sweating my butt off, thinking about when she would be here...anticipating her arrival, nervous about natural childbirth and scared out of my mind to have two kiddos. she didn't move much in my belly so i thought for sure she would be quiet and mellow. Oh, hell. this kid is seriously what keeps me sane some days. so, tonight i sit and think back on that last night...and smile. :)
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Friends here online and off and family!!
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I dreamed last night of a huge Golden Retriever that was wanting some love and growling (talking) in my ear. His name was "Sento".
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A phone call from work. the HR department wanted to know it Desd and I were legaly married with the new changes in NY law it helps with her bennifits and when I told the lady we were planning on getting married in may she gushed I love that reaction.. we seem to get it a lot but still it suprises me and makes me smile
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Finding out I had not let down a friend after all. :)
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Feeling my flight take off from Dulles this morning, heading home to Tucson for the first time in 4 years.
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The secret the Wee One shared with me.......
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After a crappy day the worst I have had in some time, well I come home to the most amazing little shihtzu ever and he makes it better. Plus a long cold shower to cool down sure helped.... Along with the double cheesburger from Braum's all the way with mustard. I havent eaten anything today til then :)
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While doing my walk workout and trying to push through the pain, seeing a family exercising, laughing and playing together. That was really nice to see.
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sitting on the couch with the Prince,watching Apocalypto!
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J. made me smile...like she always does.
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Enjoying My interactions with a certain someone, putting a smile on My face that seems to be plastered there lately :-)
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* T h i s *
Stop Signs
by Shane Koyczan Its all stop signs, It’s all lines that shouldn’t be crossed, It’s all interpretations that have been lost in translation. Even when the meaning has been embossed in something that redefines stop signs Something that erases and redraws lines For all the times curiosity gets the better of us But until it gets the best we can test the lines, Until it gets the best it’s all stop signs. And then there’s you. And I wanna kiss you so bad I’d be willing to Cut off my own head and just throw it towards your lips And you’d be well within your rights To just swat it to the floor but I’d redefine hardcore lying there at the tips of your toes because God knows I’d be trying to figure out some way to roll towards them. and maybe that’s crossing the line, maybe that’s a little creepy. did I mention that I like you? And if I knew you better than I do Then I’d probably know that creepy isn’t the way to go So how’s this: I wanna kiss you like a traffic jam, I wanna move slow, I wanna stop and go like I know at least I’m moving towards you. And there’s no use weaving through the gridlock because every clock keeps probably ticking and tocking And only there’s time for all the amazing In-between that’s been seen and heard and each word that’s passed between us like someone with somewhere to go and I know I hardly know you so let’s go slow like a turtle with a purpose let’s not miss a single minute because every sixty seconds contained within are about two hundred times where I’ve tried to coax each smile to bloom into a laugh and the exact science of math can’t begin to calculate half the time it would take to make misery turn itself into a punch line, one that was willing to mine past silver and gold just looking for someone to tell you that’s never been told I wanna hold you like mine were the last arms in the world I want them curled around you like the red and white stripes on a barber pole I wanna give you a lump of coal for Christmas and tell you in a million years its gonna be a diamond and will you wait for me til then? Because that’s when I’ll be evolved enough to melt all the other brains of men on earth Maybe I’ve got a shot if all that remains are two gazelles and saringetti planes and me of course if you’re willing to make sweet sweet love with animals I’ll totally understand. I’m good like that. I’ll band together with whatever vegetation is left living, Me, three weeds and a rubber plant will spend thanksgiving saying how grateful we are that you’re happy. I want you to feel like the banana peel under Charlie Chaplin's shoe cos it’s you that brings the house of this heart down It’s you that’s the chamber of commerce in a town that’s got nothing to offer but everything everyone can’t find everywhere else under the sun I’m done with all of the every that done thinking about where it is I’m going I’m figuring out where it is I’m at. And that has got to be the sign that one will stop me from trying to calculate the sum total of someone is that This biological calculus has ever done anything for me Other than be the something that keeps me seeking to solve problems that don’t exist Like a swat team sharp shooter with cataracts I’ve missed the point more times than certain Americans have been elected to the oval office, which is always once too often, And let’s face it sometimes two times too many. But this time I’m willing to pay interest on the penny for your thoughts Mortgage my mind finance an expedition that would find me a better way to get to know you cos I’ve read through the short story of my life and found that your name stands out on the page your slightest look unlocks the tumblers on my ribcage and you can engage my sincerity when I lift my heart towards you and tell you in a million years it’ll be less than dust the slightest gust will blow it away but you’ll have to listen to wind chimes say that you’re still waiting for me don’t tell me you’re not beautiful you’re the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight when you tell me you’re not gorgeous I wanna pop out your left eye and show it to your right. You’re worth crossing whatever distance it would take Worth building bridges to make a connection Because I’ve been secretly stealing stop signs Repainting traffic lines so that it can only go one way Because as far as I can tell dedication is the better part of foreplay And I admit it I’m committed everything I’ve done I did it to make you smile Cos it’s been the largest part of a long while Since I had someone do that for me. You feel like comedy after three years of being on the bandwagon of calamity and I can’t be bothered with the tragedy of not trying to get to know you I’ve been through enough wretchedness to know that some flowers can still grow through the garbage and you make me wanna take up gardening. I’ve seen sadness drain the spirit out of this history and if the worst is yet to come, anyone who took the time to get to know me knows I don’t run partly because I’m not athletic but mostly because that’s life and i've met it head on. I’ve gone the distance more times than George Lucas has looked at Jar Jar Binks and thought fuck. And until I can’t feel I can still fill My days trying because I’m yours from the bottom to the top And I’m not just saying I’ll be here for you, I’m saying I’ll never stop. |
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I just read that Oklahoma had the hottest July on record for any U.S. state since keeping weather records! I love it! Singing>> keep it coming luv keep it coming yeah...
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~RAIN~, lot's of it! Finally!
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We had some LOUD storms last night that kept us up almost all night (which was ok with me ;) but when we went out this morning to have our coffee on the front deck and watch the dog, we saw some brand new green sprouts of grass!! WEEEE!
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The interactions continuing, putting things on the right track and knowing that things will only get better from here :-)
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Waking up late, calling out of work and going back to cuddling and falling asleep with my baby
An appointment with an advisor tonight to register for college classes Sitting beside my honey while hy plays Frontierville and Gardens of Time and I play Sims 2 and then do my WoW dailies while Aion updates The rain it looks like we're getting more of |
Down on the farm...
Picking corn at the farm. :)
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why girls of course. . just like everyday! :flowers:
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