Pensive... but otherwise ... pretty good! :)

Feeling great, work is easy life is good and the holidays are coming up
Just got 5 packages in today but I am waiting for cyber Monday to nab a few things

Exhausted and drained.

Nervous and a little scared...

There's some wicked wild fires encroaching on us. The air is thick with smoke and some of my favorite places around here are already burned. Its getting very scary.

After feeling rather bummed out all week, my mood has improved immensely today. Last night I had some very peaceful dreams and even woke up smiling this morning. I've spent the day with my mom having a light brunch, doing some shoe and window shopping, and then afternoon coffee and a treat.

It was just what the doctor ordered. :)

I kinda feel like running away. However, because I can't do that realistically, I'm just going to run away in my mind and find my beach!!!!! :|

The last three months of too many hours worked, too little sleep, too much stress, and too many planes have finally caught up with me (the moment I stopped to rest) and I've been hit by respiratory affliction of some variety. Im ankle Deep in tissues, cough drops, and sudafed.

Life is... well, it's life. Considering the alternative... I take it and make it good!

Good tea helps! ;)

Loved up. Just coming home from four days with the best friends a girl can have, gathered together for a wedding, celebrating love. In the midst of all that is going on in the world... I was in the happiest place on earth.

I'm under a fuck ton of pressure, but that's when I'm at my best.

I'm also anticipating having to move before I'm actually ready to move, so I'm super stressed out.

Weirdly, I'm also fairly happy. Content. But, not content.

The struggle is fucking r e a l.

Honestly, like I have been run over by a Mack truck. I woke up Saturday feeling great, went for my morning walk etc. By late morning I was running a fever and couldn't stay awake. No other symptoms, just fever and chills. I've done this off and on since I was a kid, but it is a rare occurrence. This time is lasted much longer, and this is the first day I've been out of the bed since Saturday, other than to drink water and take care of Sadie. I'm still running a temp but it has dropped to 101, so that's a good thing.

Feeling excellent! Watching Obama's post-election press conference. Dude's got class!

Feeling great! Monday is just another day to be alive! :)

Got home late, had to buy dogfood and cokes.

After I fed the two pooches, we went outside for their ice cube party. I dumped 2 big tumblers on the ground and their party begins. Jennifer throws her cubes in the air, then chases them. Kevie tries to see how many he can get in his mouth and still be able to chew them. These two make me laugh! :)

Thank you everyone for the good thoughts and well wishes. I think it must have helped! My fever finally broke last night. I woke up because I felt cold, and not only was I soaked in cold sweat but so was my bottom sheet. That part sucked, but I feel so much better now.

A little cranky. There's some stuff in my world that needs shifting. I'm on it though.

Excited, hopeful, happy!!!!

feeling good