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Originally Posted by JustLovelyJenn

A million things are on my mind as I watch the soft rain out the living room window. I wonder why the world holds so much worry. Worry about a future that will be so much harder then it needs to be. I wonder today as the rain hits the needles of the evergreen tree how many people I will loose before this journey ends. How many preconceived and judgmental notions will force me to abandon those I love. I wonder while the puddles beat out rhythm for natures honest song why it is necessary for me to live quietly, why when someone asks about my lover they assume it is a man and assume I have only one... and... to be on the safe side... I let there assumptions go uncorrected. While the rivers push their banks I wonder if my children will be punished because there mother loves a woman... if they will suffer because their mother finds happiness in the arms of two instead of one...

As the rain comes down and I remember the smile on my own face this morning while I watched my bois look at one another and I saw the love in their eyes. When I remember the calm and happy realization that this was now my Family... that us, the THREE of us, were what I had been waiting for.... I began to wonder.

But, with all my wonder... there are also some things I KNOW. I KNOW that our love will overcome every obstacle that the cruel and frightened world can throw at us. I KNOW that our children will be strong enough to tell the world that different is good. And I KNOW that this is exactly what I want and I couldn't be happier.

Different IS good, you are an amazing woman/mother and those bois are extremely lucky to have both you and those kids in their lives (though I'm sure they already know that) :D

What's on My mind is this:

One phone conversation, a future ahead full of wonder and questions, knowing what I want and hoping that things will work out as I want them to :praying:

Knowing that in two days I will be on my way to GA to pick up my oldest niece and nephew and how I am going to enjoy the next five weeks with them being in town.

I am tired and I need more coffee...

What's on my mind?

Worry:canoworms:

Wishing I could be at her graduation

Coti.............:praying:

My blind date tomorrow. And how I HATE blind dates. But I just wanna appease my friend :)

Currently on my mind:

How thankful I am that my Aunts surgery went well today. After a full mastectomy and removal of all lymph nodes, the doctors feel that they may have removed all of the cancer. Chemo will be necessary, but the prognosis is good.

I am grateful.

How people can be insensitive to another person's feelings.

Just got back from the Relay for Life. So many candles. So many lives cut short. My candles, lit by my cousins - reflecting my survival. Two years, and hopefully many to come. Overwhelming. :praying:

was thinking how nice it would be to be somewhere other than here at this moment....

somewhere where I could hear the water rushing over the rocks... or somewhere where there's no sounds at all, by my own choosing.
it's a lovely thought :praying:

Nerves. Ive talked to this blind date for two weeks now. I hate clicking on the phone with someone and not clicking in person. At least it will be a new friend if it doesnt work..

Finally finished day 2 of mowing the half a football field we call a yard with that eco friendly mower someone who shall remain nameless wanted last year, but I get to use it. Thank goodness it dies after two hours and I get a reprieve until it recharges. And I'd like to thank the Beer Gods for very cold beer after a 2 hour workout.

Assholes, and how it seems you just can't get rid off them.

Just when you think it is safe to go back in the water :shark:

My very dear friend Tristan is getting married today. I so wish I could have been there to see it. My heart is there even if my body can't be. His bride Jamie is lovely and intelligent with a compassionate heart. I wish them joy, delight and quality child care.

My mind is endless today

when realizing there are no REAL people in my life at this moment.

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Originally Posted by EntycingFemme (Post 128224)

Sounds like you should be fishing........if I was closer, I'd bring the worms, poles and all the tackle anyone could possibly need. Find us a nice little dam just so you could hear all that you described.

Currently on my mind...

That I wish I was amongst the butterflies...