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Hearing Chessie yelping in obviously extreme pain today, during his examination. :(
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My misunderstanding...
And my mistake in not asking for clarification. And the subsequent awkwardness and potential hurt that arose from that. And also knowing that I am reeling cause I want to fix if so bad. :( |
Steel Magnolias... 'nuff said...
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Feeling grateful for my life and friends who care about me.
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My ex of 21 years, who I left 8 years ago, called to tell me that out (now her) golden retriever had to put down last Monday. The dog was 14 years old...I remember the day I picked her out, we were sitting in the grass laughing at her, because she was tugging on my pants leg. She was the runt, and the rambunctious one f the litter. I bonded with her before we even drove halfway home (a 3 hour trip) I took her through obedience school, we had a great time learning together.
RIP Jessie girl...I love you still. |
Yesterday, after spending the day with my mom, I realized just how much her memory is fading. Perhaps it's old age, but the fear of what may or may not be scares me to death. She told me how much she "talks" to my dad and how she has a special star in the sky that she calls by his name.... but my entire life, all I've ever known is how many times she wished she would have left him.
I miss you daddy |
primal and real...
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I didn't QUITE cry but I could have if I allowed it.....
Looking over materials on Craigslist.....I saw an ad for barn wood....click to have a peek....and it shows an intact barn...which will, of course, have to be disassembled for said wood..... and Same deal with some black walnut wood offered...clicked on it and there stood a lovely tree....soon to be dead tree....sigh... |
No bawling here today ... But as I read your posts, it makes me really feel for you.
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Feeling so frustrated towards some people in my life who obviously don't realize/care that there is a limit to which one can handle on their own. Sometimes you break and I guess letting go and letting myself cry it out a bit kinda felt like a bit of a release.
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Driving to work and the car going the opposite direction hit a little squirrel. He was writhing in the street so I went back to make sure he was dead and out of pain. Thankfully he was :watereyes:
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Waking up to news reports about Philippines. Thinking about my kids who no longer have homes or schools. I am just sad over this and really really afraid for this beautiful land and its people.
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The ending of a chapter...that I never believed could ever possibly end.
And yet it did. |
The feelings of hopelessness and pure exhaustion at working to be a better version of myself...only to fall short time after time. Nice and sweet only go so far. Wishing i can be seen for more than that.
Have a god weekend, y'all! |
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Never change! Nice, sincere, honest goes a long way in my book. Don't change you and the right one will find you |
The picture of the Pope kissing and holding the face of the man with the disfiguring disease.
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