I confess...I melted when I heard this....

ummm there's different kinds if love, each one we learn from, till that Soul Fire one comes, some people never experience it, some are blessed to.

Melted like sugar over blue flames!

I confess.... today is really hard.

I confess.....work made me cry today. I try to have a thick skin and professional detachment...but....Im human.
At least I did it in the privacy of my car on the way home...

I confess that the moment I laid eyes on you, I felt an electric energy - a connection - something that told me we were MEANT to be together. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life in such a huge way - I love you, S!

I confess....I just got off my comfy couch, went to the store, bought Ben and Jerry's Cherry Garcia, ate half the pint, and enjoyed ever damn bite.

On what is my first birthday (1year on T) I confess....

That I have come to terms with the fact that I am a Switch....however it would take a special Domme or Dom to earn my submission..
.yes you heard right there is a boy in me and I have finally wrapped my mind around that and I am completely ok with that.....

I confess...I can't wait to enjoy a glass or two of that beautiful Red Sky Moscato with some fresh raspberries and dessert cheese...

I confess...

...I'm singing along to Disney songs right now.

Don't faint, It's a speed bye..
 

Do you have a Conscious or a Heart? This is not a special story line, nor is it unique. It's a story I want to share, especially to butches and transgendered folks. It's a lesson that's been repeated and shouted out many times, and I should know, I work in the medical field.
It's not a pity or give me a break story. It's my story. It's a story that I hope will get more of you to get checked when they say you should. Even if you can't afford it like I used as an excuse. The truth is that I was embarrassed to see the doctors because I was always called sir and trying to explain for the next 15 minutes that I was a woman let alone being it about the colon was a moment that I wish I never over looked long ago.
Please for the love of our community. Get your physicals done, especially if your over 50 like me. I’ve had a few bout's with cancer as a youngster and it was diagnosed early enough to recover and prevail. And I’ve e also had my share of accidents and TBI.
Any way... I'm on battle # 3 and my mind says screw it, I don't want to do chemo again, but my body pleads to differ.
So again, don't be afraid of your gender, get checked, with or without medical insurance if you feel that something is wrong, get it checked!

Now for my confession of having a conscious or a heart... By now most of you all know that life is difficult, be you alone or with someone, some of you know that I would give the shirt off my back for you, others have called me asshole and many other choice words, that I prefer not to repeat, because you know what you called me, I guess it depends on which spectrum of the bridge your on with me.
I really don't care what anyone thinks of me. I know who I am, and I have a conscious and big heart. I’ve come to a chapter in my life where I can't afford medical and regular life’s challenges so I get by with any means possible, and trust me I was spoiled. Wish I could reclaim all that I gave out through out my life, but that's not gonna happen, I know karma comes to the rescue.
The Doll knew I was very short on cash and gave me something to at least get me some groceries. I was at Walgreen’s and looked around and passed on my meds. I ended up at the 99 cent store. Getting some raimen noodles and things that I knew would last. Yes I know, not very healthy. But Its sustainable. Anyway there was a young family of 5 Mom, Dad and 3 young children.
The cashier rang them up and the gentleman kind of just stood there, then asked if the cashier could take out the salad, the milk, the cereal as she started to rescan, I looked at what I had compared to what they had, and they needed that food more than I did so I gave the cashier the $ 30 bucks and and walked out. It's amazing how if you look around you, many people are worse off than you and if you can help them out. Go for it!
I just had to share this story, because I was so wrapped up in worrying about myself, being the Azzhole I can be, that feeding a young family of 4 was the best thing I could do to make up for being the ass, if only for that moment..

Grasp life, get tested, live to be older than dirt!

Big bad ass scary Alix as some of tou think I am confessess that right now I am scared and as the first of maybe four prcedures beeing done to my spine gets closer that scared guy is turning into a terrified one.
I don't want to fo this
I really don't want to do ot alone
I will find a way to defeat these emotions and get the procedures started

I confess to thinking, what else would there be to do? Good job.

I confess.....
 

I confess that I am lazier than I would like to admit.
I confess that I miss my gf insanely , being in separate states sucks. I'm craving a soft sweet kiss right now.
I confess I need more sleep than I have been getting and its taking a toll.
I confess that I wish my gf could learn to say No to some people and family members for her own benefit. That No doesn't require an explanation once given.
I confess it feels good to confess :-)

I confess my happiness has been radiating lately. School is going well and work hasn't been stressing me out as much. I am super excited about people visiting at some point, and everything is just glitter.

I confess to texting on cell, iPad and even laptop (was at work) while walking.

Yep, I admit it.

Hey, don't jude me! :hammer:

I confess the bad things that happen give me moments of clarity where I learn something. Figuring out how to handle when things go wrong is a first step towards knowing what to do next time.

I confess...I'm such a hottie, I'm fogging up all the windows :girldevil: even in the living room.

My other confession....

The two pots of boiling homemade chicken n dumplins on the stove might be helping with foggy kitchen windows.

I confess...the way I dealt with insomnia tonight was to 'sort' the gems I found recently at Spruce Pine Gem Mine by color/specific gem and put my favorites in 4 tiny glass vials...some were so tiny I needed tweezers to pick them up...and then there's the unique ones that bring out the scientist in me, recalling my highschool lessons on geology and gemology...

I confess...while doing this, I absentmindedly listened to Jurassic Park 3 playing in the background...

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