Feeling old today and I usually don't feel old.

Think it's because today would be my mother's 100th birthday and it's my 20th anniversary officially working onsite and not as a freelancer with this company. And I'm a little tired.

Just a different feeling for me and I wonder how long it'll last—but it's all good.

:pursebee:

Cranky and subversive. I still have no computer audio and I'm wondering if I crumple up some dark construction paper and place that in the bottom of the trick or treat bowl and then carefully, artfully arrange the crummy filler candy over the really good mini candy bars still left, the bowl will still look really full, untouched tomorrow when J shows up to police me because she's only trying to look after me and safeguard my interests.

Feeling
 

Just got back from shopping and still feel weak and aching from the accident. Went to visit my baby in the repair shop hospital but she is still in intensive care. At least they are getting her on the mend. Could be two more weeks they say. I should go for a message as I ache all over. Pity party for Stone.

Still sick. Its been over a week but on meds etc.

Pretty shitty actually. For one brief moment you think something fucked up is going to get fixed ... but no... still fucked up and now just a lil bit more fucked up.

That is all...

Lyte, sounds like you're going through a REALLY bad patch. I don't f-bomb (esp. that much) unless my live is exploding.

Sometimes "fuck" is the most accurate term and therefore the most appropriate adjective... adverb... noun... verb... et al ... for the moment.

Naw... no explosions and not the whole life... just one small corner that's not within my control anyway. So, it gets one WTF post and I'm done. :koolaid:

I feel like dancing

Daaaamn... :p I was playing that for my associates last month. At first they were HUH?! .. cuz they're all 20 somethings... and then they got into it! That one never gets old!

Absolutely! it never gets old

here is another one too! I was this many days old when i learned this is actually called the banana boat song... :blink:

BUT beetlejuice IS making a comeback

Like utter hell

Still sick going on my almost 3rd week

Still on meds but still sick

Good and ready for the week ahead. Got a lot of work done over the weekend. Saturday was frustrating, but it all came together yesterday, thank goodness. Here’s hoping my work week is as productive as my weekend.

exhausted...they were laughing at me when i brought them the chili. I was like this is me on no sleep and no coffee.. lol they just did this :| to each other...

and now.. the maintenance worker is upstairs doing something loud.

Lesser known but one of my favies... :koolaid:

The same however I am stressed out, exhausted, emotionally hurt, emotionally and physically exhausted.

I have a consistent and steady level of anxiety and stress ATM..working to finish comps and speed reading the book after book after lecture trying to find EVERYTHING they are looking for... rubbing my temples and my neck

a massage would be really nice right about now

shakey ~ I hate being on prednisone

uggghhhhh
 

Fantastic! I'm settling into the new place and despite my initial reservations things are going great. I love it here!!!

Feeling a bit better.

Tired and not in the holiday spirit. I’ll dress up in my scrubs and stethoscope but will be at my desk most of the day working.

Feeling fat cause I’ve gained some pounds while working these marathon hours.

Concerned about fire season because eventually the fires will make their way to this area.

Grateful but still feel like death warmed over.

Feeling
 

I feel pretty good. Got my project award last week and special gifts. I am taking my projects show on the road with lots of presentations.

I still have chronic pain from my surgery but I am working through it.

:flying:

Pretty good though I haven't looked at the changes needed on my project. Till then, I'm good.

Have been in the office for over two hours and have been doing what I want to do. :) Organizing folders, updating spreadsheets, answering emails, and some basic office cleaning. Am done with that and am goofing off on the Internets before putting my shoulder to the wheel.

I wanna go see The Irishman and today would be the perfect day to play hooky, but the closest movie house that's showing it is 30 miles away. I'm not even driving that far and not really interested in what's playing nearby.

Guess I'll just stay where I'm at, do what's expected of me, and be grateful.

:pursebee:

If you can just hang in there a few more weeks.......

Netflix released The Irishman with a limited theatrical release (Nov 1st) in order to meet the requirements for Oscars consideration, but then the three-plus hour epic will finally be made available for streaming worldwide on Netflix three weeks later on November 27.

Patience's is NOT my strong suit and I'm usually the type that needs instant gratification but I'm doing my best to wait until the 27th so I can view this in the comfort of my own home without the distraction of people's chatter, rustling of candy wrappers, rings/white lights from cell phones, etc etc

I like seeing most movies at home, but this is one I want to see on a bigger screen because I think this is their swan song to the gangster genre (their being Scorsese, DeNiro, Pesci, and Pacino). Not sure I’m gonna like this new technique of digitally altering their looks/age, but reviewers say it’s worth watching whether or not you like that technology.

I don’t think there’ll be much chatter from people who intentionally pay to see a 3+ hour movie, but you never know.

Pesci is supposed to be exceptionally good—subtle but powerful.

Wherever I see it, I think I’m in for a treat.

:goodpost:

Doing better...

got rid of someone who needed to go a long time ago, today so dealing with that

Tired but good. I got a lot accomplished today.

I do not know how to explain it. A HUGE weight had been lifted off of my chest. The gray clouds have parted...and warm sunshine is coming through.. and I feel a lot lighters, I can breathe again...and being lifted up into that sky...hmmm interesting