I'm worn out. Yesterday was a hard day knowing it had officially been a year since my brother died. We had a zoom toast with family and some of my brother's friends and my nephews toasted with seltzer. But it was so hard to not be able to be together. I'm feeling a lot of the sadness and trauma from last year. It's exhausting and making it so I can't eat. I'm hoping to get out of work early to go sleep.

Google and YouTube that's what I do. Even if I can't figure it out myself with both together at least I'll better understand what I'm talking about when I finally reach someone by phone or make it to the store. Good Luck!

I'm actually feeling pretty good right now. Found out today my company is paying an extra 2 dollars per hour as hazard pay. On top of that there is free chiropractic on site every week. To top it off they cover the whole cost of insurance.

So sorry for your pain.my lil sis my best friend died 5 years ago.... the pain in my heart is still there she was my best friend. The only thing that help is telling myself "thank god I loved her so much that I hurt so much" time does help a bit.Some folks never feel that love for anyone/.

safe, sane, and single. At the moment, i am fully enjoying my life. it is quiet and peaceful and no toxic negativity. I am able to do a lot of work with my hands and stay grounded......and

I LOVE IT.

Feeling
 

I am feeling furious over Trumps order to stop sending C virus supplies to Canada till we get ours done. We are making enough to send to other countries with our oversupply once we catch up. But to refuse a neighbor supplies for a sickness that can kill is unbelievable. Thank goodness that 3M refused that order and has shipped all we need for the moment for our protection and perhaps saving lives. That bastard is walking on the fighting side of millions of Canadians....

Like a caged animal!

Feeling
 

I have had this before and at the drugstore I purchased a brace that goes over the back of the hand up past the wrist a little. It keeps the wrist from turning so that the muscle and tendons in that area do not get more inflamed. You can tighten it to your liking. I hope this helps.

WOOOH!

Three zoom sessions down
an FBA report...DONE!
meeting with supervisor... YEP!

next up... contract negotiations

and I only when through a half of a pot of coffee!

I am ON TASK! :praying:

Excited! because I'm going to have PIZZA - real pizza, not the frozen stuff - for dinner.

Feeling
 

You are most welcome. I got a lot of relief after about 2 days wearing it constantly especially when driving. A couple of Tylenol with coffee helped bring down the inflamation and helped with the discomfort also. I never take anything stronger and find these help enough. I hope it helps.

Ready for the weekend type of feeling... So I won't have to deal with work stuff.

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Not so good!

And I slept a lot during the day yesterday which is very unusual for me..:|

Feeling
 

Feeling pretty good the last few days. My mind is a lot more settled and I think I have reason to smile.

Dusty. Not only is the pollen count through the roof, the yard guys came and cut the grass and blew off the patio and driveway and they stirred everything up. I can even tell inside the house.

Ready for a nap and ready for the weekend.

I took yesterday off because I really didn't feel good but I think it was really all of the stress in my body from working through this and some family stuff going on.

I feel better today, just sort of like I have a cold.

Happy weekend, all.

a little bit o stressed... ok a lotta bit o stressed, but I also feel like I have been making a lot of progress on organizing my files! hahahah

However, thinking about the future months and getting my own testing done with licensure..... very stressed sigh

I feel like crap.;;

I wore my same getup to go pick up my meds;long trench coat collar pulled up to my neck, scarf wrapped around my neck,a mask, one of Mary's hats and a pair of cloth gloves! Then I came straight home and feel asleep in my chair.

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Well rested! This is the third time I've slept the day pretty much away!

Mostly pretty happy - I got a prezzie in the mail today! But I also spent awhile feeling pretty bummed out to learn that Terrence McNally passed away. I will have to watch "Frankie and Johnny" tomorrow.

Feeling
 

Feeling good. Gardening like I am a farmer.

Where to begin? For the first time in recent memory woken up by a nightmare involving clowns if all things. I am not scared of clowns so not entirely sure where that came from. I had kicked my covers off so I was freezing as well. But I suppose falling asleep to one of the better dreams if my life had to be evened out.

A bit more rested than normal!

Missing family though.

Feeling
 

Feeling good. Just waiting for my daily subliminal message. *S

nightmare..maybe cocoa would help



it's helping..a little

Feeling
 

I had a good sleep and I am just having my first coffee at 6 a.m. so, so far, so good.

waking up early to make sure i don't miss a 9:30am Zoom meeting that did not happen because well.. technically if school was in session face to face..we would NOT have been in school today... sigh.. I'm chuckin' this day in the F*%K it bucket.. i'm goin back to bed! :cold:

Hurting, because I've been sitting in this sub-par task chair for the past hour and a half. I would get a new one, except that they are all crap unless you spend a fortune at a high-end office furniture store. I don't have the strength to walk around used office furniture stores looking for a good one. The one I really want is $900 from Herman Miller. I used to have one, and it was specially built for someone my size and shape. I could sit in it all day.

Thoughtful, Contemplative
 

Late last night I came across some personal writings of mine, where I jotted down quotes I have read over time. One page had a bunch of Paulo Coehlo quotes and I found myself in a contemplative, thoughtful mood.

So I'm resonating with a few ideas (concepts, misnomers, etc) written by Paulo Coehlo:

And finally, lol, this one because I have been working on passing my tests for weeks and weeks now (I hope to pass them on the 28th of this month):


*Happy Monday*
:rose:

Feeling
 

Not as good as when I got up and went shopping. Headache, sore throat and sniffles. I must have got a cold... NO probably just a cold. I came home soaked from the rain and chilly.

What a douche!

You still have furniture stores open???

Take some immunity boosting supplements. Whenever I'm dragging or didn't get enough sleep and am opening myself to getting sick, I double up on them and am right as rain shortly thereafter. I lean towards Airborne but like Emergen-C too.

As for now, I'm tired. I shorted myself of sleep last night and with the weather today, fought soooo hard to remain awake. It was nap weather with all the rain and howling wind! Being so slow at work didn't help.

I'm getting to bed soon. :blink:<---determined

No, but the local hoity-toity office furniture store's chat feature on their web page was functional. I ended up finding one on ebay for about $450 though. Of course, plus shipping, it will be several hundred more. But it will be worth it for my back.

I am not even sure. I am exhausted, overwhelmed, even a bit depressed, but also over joyed, and excited.

New contract negotiations have been very pleasant with a new coop. but it means a move again. sigh.. when will the moving stop???? IDK.. i just know i will be making more money as a first year than the rest of my cohort.. and all i can say is that the hard work is paying off... and I feel appreciated there. ONWARD :pirate-steer: