Sad. It’s Mother’s Day and I cannot visit my mother due to lock down restrictions. I had scheduled to spend a week with her. (w)

About the same as the last time I posted. I don't have Covid-19 - turns out it is blood clots in the lungs and legs. I want another Covid-19 test though - I heard (rumor from my sister) that "they" have found out that blood clots are a sign of Covid-19, and there are way too many false negatives for the tests. I think I will Google that.

Agitated

Im on new meds and people are expecting way too fucking much right off the bat.

Accomplished! I got so much done today.

i think it could be best said through interpretive dance...

HA

anxious....I work in a grocery store...need I say more.

that good kind of exhausted..but at the same time restless.. I am certain it is because of the weather!

⛳⛳⛳Feeling like I might tune into the televised golf tournament today. I think I feel the need for some sports competition. Even just to hear announcers give play by play action. Well, even if it's slow play by play and I won't really know what I'm watching. I remember my Dad watching this and wonder how he could do it? I think he just like to make comments to the tv. Lol lol

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ya ya sure blame the weather soooooo typical ~ maybe your loins are restless lololol ~ na na na na naaaaaaaaa

Feeling
 

I feel great. Yeah it sucks out in the world but I am finally home for a while.

Truth be told I do miss travel. I miss my friends.

Much better. After I last posted, I ended up in the hospital AGAIN - my feet swelled to an enormous size, and even the touch of the sheet on them was painful. I had to call the ambulance again because I couldn't put any weight on them. They pumped me full of steroids at the hospital and now I can (barely) walk from my bed to the bathroom.

I'm also on oxygen. I got that second Covid-19 test I wanted, and it was again negative. My lungs seem to be clearing up really well, though.

It is good to be home. It's impossible trying to get any rest in the hospital. I also got a very speedy, but much needed, shower. I have clean sheets on my bed, and good friends who check on me regularly and bring me food. They are watching me in shifts and taking turns staying in my guest room. I'm very grateful.

AHAHAHAHA.....I have no idea WHAT you're talkin about!!! :blush:

ok ok.. maybe i do.. yanno.. maybe just a tiddle :phonegab:

Skin: Slight sun burn, well earned from two days outside all day. This Irish girl needs a lot of sun block.

Muscles: sore from lots of good hard productive physical labor.

Heart: happy and loved.

I've heard that too. I'm glad you're being diligent.

I have not logged on here in a while ... I am feeling sincere concern for GeorgiaMa'am.

GeorgiaMa'am, hope you feel better very soon and doctors can fix you!

Big Hugs to You, Dear Friend!
RockOn

Feeling
 

Feeling like I got hit by a Mack truck. Went with my buddy for pizza last night and tripped over the curb, slammed into the wall, (happy it wasn't a window) and got a nice goose egg and painful shoulder. Still have a headache today. What a clutz.

I hate to be a "copy cat" but I also feel like I got hit by a Mack Truck...:blink:

I didn't trip or fall but yesterday was brutal......

I'm feeling a little peeved because I'm sitting here waiting for the home health nurse and she is 47 minutes late. - Yesterday she called me at 3:00 pm and said, "Are you ready for our 4 o'clock appointment?" Uh, I'm like, appointment? We don't have an appointment. I can't see you today.

I wasn't just being a bitch. The door downstairs was locked and I had no way to let her in, since I can't go up and down the stairs yet.

Yes, I'm peeved. 50 minutes.

I'm feeling anxious. I'm going in to the hospital early tomorrow morning to have another kidney stone lithotripsy in my right kidney. I had the last stone lithotripsied and removed in December of 2018 (right kidney, same as last time) at the VA, and the experience of it was just awful. So, I'm not going to the VA this time. I'm going to use my private insurance. Everything will be done in one shot tomorrow morning and I should only have a stent in my ureter for, at the very most......ten days, following the procedure.

Still, this sucks and I'll be glad when it's all done and over with. :twitch:

Thoroughly annoyed,
~Theo~ :bouquet:

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((( oddz )))) "OUCH" good luck ~ just remember how good you will feel after :) is it a uric acid stone ? ( most common )

Feeling
 

Moe be glad you didn't get hit by my truck. My headache won't go and I will only take Tylenol. I finally got to get it checked as my neighbor took me to the hosp. and they told me I had a concussion. SO, no driving, rest, get up slowly and walk slowly. I get a bang and they turn me into a crippled turtle LOL. The Dr. said it takes time for a concussion to fade so I have to put up with the wooshing in my and the clicking in my ears till it stops itself LOL.

Physically - like I've been hit by a truck. Toothache. I'm not sure why but though I can take all kinds of pain elsewhere not in my mouth. This, this has been raging for a couple of days now. I've had tooth pain so hard, so long now it's giving me a headache.

Mentally, emotionally - HAPPY!!! I got to see my newest grandson today, he is such a cheerful baby, hardly ever fusses or cries. When he does as soon as you fix whatever is wrong he stops and goes right back to being all smiles again. Easy baby. So cute, so fun.

Tired. Am working this weekend and probably next weekend. Am still only going to work and back home.

Will be inside at home or in my office at work all weekend. Wishing others would stay in, too, but I know that's not gonna happen.

:seeingstars:

words alone cannot express how i am feeling... soooo here it is again...another interpretive dance for you...

I'm feeling pretty well all things considered . . . still recovering. A little nervous about starting PT next week - I hope the therapists don't come in here expecting me to be all athletic or anything. I'm willing to do the work - but I don't like pain - who does? - and I don't like being goaded into doing anything. They will need to be very, very nice to me to get the best results. I am not a good patient.

Feeling
 

Still feel like I have been on a spinning ride. My headache will not subside. I can wall around less and less without stumbling and listing to all the inner ear sounds like swish and knock. Light hurts my eyes, noise hurts my ears, damn I wish that nurse would get around here so she can communicate with the Dr again. I hate feeling so volnerable. That's not me.

Feeling
 

Saw the Dr. today and am going to get am MRI on my skull LOL and the l knee has a torn LCL (outside) ligament. Cold press and physio. Pain does not distract me it just annoys me.



I must add I hate when I see women bullied by anyone.

Relieved and awkward and hesitant. I narrowly missed getting fired today, but two of my coworkers are now gone. Except, they're not really gone, they're supposedly going to hang around and work for another month - awkward (at least we're still working from home, but we'll see how much longer that lasts). Hesitant because I'm not quite sure what to do or say (except "Yes, boss.")

back to GeorgiaMa'am
 

Gosh, that is scary!

Sending supportive thoughts your way ...
Hugs from your friend,
RockOn

feeling exceptionally good this morning :)

Extra-relieved and lazy - Our boss canceled our staff meeting for the next two days - so no awkward encounters today or today. (She's a coward.) Oddly, I am uninspired to do any work.

Guilty about pretending to be happy, cheerful, sunshiny. Like like I'm over being mad at J or wasn't bothered at all by her treating me poorly at a family event. It's just now with my grandson involved, when it comes to being real, the stakes are so much higher.

Guilty for feeling jealous about my son's stepmother babysitting while J goes to a doctor's appointment. I know it's safe and sane that, in the unlikely event of just in case, I don't. Still it bothers me that she can and I can't.

Guilty for being petty and immature when I know it's only temporary. Just until he can pick up the phone and dial 911. Especially when between the two of us I'm actually the one who gets to spend more time with him because unlike her I don't have to work.

Besides after all he's not my grandson, he's OUR grandson. Hell I'm over 50 and I learned before the age of 7 it's nice to share, yet here I am, still working on it.

Tired
Anxious
Carefully optimistic

In that order.