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Life can be so complicated sometimes, it has its up and downs and can throw curve balls that you not only miss but can smack you right in the face and knock you flat on your arse, but, I truly believe everthing happens for a reason, we may not like where it takes us or what happens along the way, but it's ultimate goal is always a lesson we need to learn in this lifetime.
So, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff, keeping my chin up, loving who I love, whether other people get it or like it or not, because this is my life, I want happiness for me and mine and anyone trying to stop that will find out just what kind of person I am when you push me too far. I know I am blessed by the Goddess, I know that no matter what I will be content with what I get given, so in return I choose to pass this on to my friends, family, both bio and chosen, and to those who have my heart, passing it on is the only way I know of of truly thanking the Goddess for what I have had, have now and will have in the future... |
Plate spinning.
The fact that I always forget that when life gets shitty, my family and friends always make things better.
One of these days I'll get this homeostasis thing figured out. |
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.....but I don't want to go to the grocery store!!!
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Trouble, getting into lots of evil and naughty trouble :sado: :bedfuck: :spank: :whip:
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The Pack, first day of school, a friend, Nike...
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This song, which is tied to My post just above :D
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I'm scared/excited and all those other descriptive words, about going back to college again, but I'm looking forward to teaching others about the whole butch-femme dynamic and leather lifestyle but also learning more about the hetero world.
Psychology has always been something that's fascinated me, now I've started on the path that I've always meant to be on ... :| It's going to be one hell of a ride :cheesy: |
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Reflective Thoughts
I am at a loss to figure out how to deal with so many deaths in my life. In the last three weeks I have attended three funerals & missed two. And even tho' the NDP leader had NOTHING to do with me, for some reason his death has touched me very deeply. I am sad. I cried when I heard it on the Radio early Monday AM.
He penned a two page letter the day before he died and this is how he ended it: "My friends, love is better than anger. Hope is better than fear. Optimism is better than despair. So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic. And we'll change the world." So many changes. So many losses. So many new roads. So many doors closing. Breathe in grief, breathe out gratitude. :praying: |
That I want crackers and milk, but I won't do it!
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So that's what an earthquake feels like. :|
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It Is Move-In day at SU and for the first time in 10 years I am not there it is very strange to me not to be with my guys today for us is long hot exausting and sometimes frustrating, we work this after working our normal shifts and it makes for a long day your feet hurt ya get sunburnd and tired most of the time all you are is a traffic cop.. but to the partents leaving the precious cargo you are a welcome sight so they know yu will keep their young adults safe as best you can.. SO carry on "A" Watch guys make me proud I am there in speirt if not flesh..
Oh and I guess Michael Jorden's daughter will be attending SU this year and living in Flint hall THATS goint to be fun for us |
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This makes me highly uncomfortable. You just told any potential would be stalker/kidnapper/weirdo where the young daughter of a celebrity lives.... |
How easy it is to be hard on myself, and how HARD it is to find forgiveness for myself. To an extent, i can find forgiveness and love others and share joy and happiness with them, but when it comes down to me, i am very quick to suffer within... And so today, i take a new stance in finding ways to be easier on myself..
Because i am learning, in being easier and lighter on myself, i can find more self love and joy within, which in turn will allow me to spread love & joy unto others..paying it forward - finding ways to make others smile and finding ways to deal with situations in a more positive, light and joyful way... How self-gratifying & wonderful that feels.. |
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and the young lady has been twittering exactly where she will be residing |
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I was up at 3:20 with a blood sugar of 61. Shaking, sweating and hallucinating...oh the joys of Diabetes.
I am grateful that I wake up and can do something about it....but it's going to be a looooooooooooog day. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ |
On My mind are text messages, getting to know more people on the Planet and having a blast just being Myself :-)
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being productive and getting things done today. :bolt:
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Well as of lately, my heart has been beaten and thrown aside, I still love the person but Im accepting he has moved on and I am happy for him... I am going to put my wall up again...... this time not go after anyone and stay single...... to much damaged feelings inside me... for now I am just going to enjoy moving soon and starting a fresh life.
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On my mind...
~Too many meetings... too many meetings... too many meetings! ~I need a nap. ~Ooooh shiny! |
What's on my mind? There are some sketchy looking people in this passport office.
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on my mind:
a shopping trip with my daughter today... let's see, we bought NEW LUGGAGE sets for our trip to Oregon..YAAAY! we bought vitamin C, airborne, earplanes & Gravol for her motion sickness.. (Daddy wants us to take the airborne and vitamin C before leaving, heh) we bought some toiletries for our trip ... And next week we are taking a day trip to Fredericton for my daughter's passport (mine came day before yesterday, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay) AND we buy TICKETS!!! and then we're soo sooooooo ready to zoom zoom outta here, Oregon HERE we COME! ♥ my Daddy has some happy excited girls over here anxious to go see Him!(we been pawing over our new luggage planning exactly where we're gonna pack stuff already and we dont leave til Oct 3rd LOL) It was gonna be Sept 14 but that date got delayed *sniff* s'ok though cuz the excitement is now ON *happy dances* |
Writing my paper and getting a step closer to finishing my degree and obtaining another goal in my life!
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that i get to leave to california a week earlier woo hoo
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I want these. I don't know why.
http://www.electriqueboutique.com/sh...08uv-p-350.jpg |
RAWR!
My nail prints on his ass....
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Me to a coworker who is about my size: "Oooh Penningtons has a sale on bras coming up, did I tell you already?"
Coworker: "Who does?" Me: "Penningtons" (a fairly well known plus-size clothing store in our area) Her: "Oh, I don't need them THAT big anymore." Me: blink, blink "oh..." "well... alrighty then" *sigh* Some days, there are just no words. |
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Blink Blink, for sure. My Late HusButch, taught me, yes taught me, how comfortable bras were that fit properly. Now her reason for teaching me this were self serving, but....lesson learned;) |
My body is on my mind. Stress is on my mind. Stress is making my body rebel. So.... I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of ... OK, not Oz. ... Phooey! :(
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on my mind:
After the Reunion, I'm taking 30 days before I even begin to think about next year's party. :|
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The Muscular Dystrophy Telethon sucks this year. Getting rid of Jerry Lewis??? WTF?????
Idiots!!! :rant: |
FML
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lol. What the hell is that?
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I wanted to play some Pogo.com tonight.... but the good girl in me says I must get to bed early because of work tomorrow. Dammit.
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How shocked people get when they push my asshole button and I go off on them. Dont ever mistake my kind, gentle nature for someone you can walk over or use :) So liars, game players, etc.. You have been forewarned :)
How I have grown over the years, and it took alot of "taking" things for me to put a stop to it. How I am making positive changes in my life. And am looking forward to a positive future. And yes that means changing my job. I am loving eating right. I havent had a soda in I dont know when. I feel better. Not tired all the time. |
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I am going on hour #15 at my job.
Went in this morning at 7am and got off work just after 7pm. Went to dinner and came home to more work issues and have been sitting at this desk for a couple of hours now. Normally, I would whine and moan about working such long hours and being exhausted. I'd probably be really stressed out tonight because I have at least 3 more hours worth of work ahead of me. Tonight, though, I will pause and say "thanks" for my job. I have a great job in a struggling economy. I am compensated, rewarded, and treated with respect by my bosses and coworkers. I am interested in my job and most of all, I am GOOD at my job. Last week, I received the third promotion in 2 years. This was supposed to be a part-time "I don't give a shit" job. It was supposed to be no responsibility, no stress, no upward movement. It was supposed to just be a "thing" I did. When I went full-time 6-months into the job, I realized that it was not a job but a career. A career getting PAID to geek out! I am thankful for working with smart, mostly-evolved people who "get" me. I am thankful for the stability of my company. I am thankful for being able to learn the shit I always thought I wasn't smart enough to learn. I am thankful for a comfortable work environment. I am thankful for a short commute. I am thankful for the flexibility to come in and leave when I want to, to work from home when I want to, and to take off pretty much when I want to. It makes the long hours and occasional weekends worth it. It wasn't supposed to be something that I loved but I am so very thankful that's what it turned out to be. <3 |
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