disappointments & let downs.

you ...previously conversations....and future ones....that small act of creative kindness that made me sink deeper......

Just applied for quite a few jobs, however two in particular that I would be AMAZING at! Good energy and positive thoughts being put out, especially for the last two that I know I can rock!

So many things it's feeling like 100 Lb on my shoulders .

Stress! I am under it's getting to my body . My hair started falling out like I am going through a round of chemotherapy . My hair just coming out like crazy . After shower or not they are falling out . I went and bought Biotin and a jar of protein . I will see if that's help since I don't have a time to make an appointment with dermatologist right now .

Chest pain , but not a typical one , I am pretty sure it's anxiety .

My daughter in law , has pains in her pregnancy that she never experience before , I worry for her and baby that nothing bad happen .

My son's hearing coming up this Monday , I am having nightmares when I get some sleep , I stop taking Benadryl since I realize it doesn't help to get more sleep .

My ex and BFF a medical issues related to hys diabetes . Hy lost so much weigh it's scary and I am so far away I can't support hym or do anything right now .

there is more , but I will not annoy you with my negative posts . Yet , this it's a place when I can open myself up , regardless what people are thinking about me . As stated before , we are keeping quite from a local people for a several reasons . Keeping his business going and not ruin his reputation over something that happened so long ago .

The ones they have been supporting me online or off line thank you .

a dr appt tomorrow......nervous n excited to find out what might come of it

This is on my mind too... I so wish I could go with you... I want to be there, and hold your hand... and hear what they have to say...

i wish you could be! ....but i know youre always with me....and i promise ill keep you posted on what they say.....

plans for the future....and the plans to make those future plans happen...

Just once I'd dig a really great, awesome, special, romantic, fantabulous New Year's Eve with someone who cared, or at least kissed well ;) ... I have a long line of NYE's in my past that sucked. Just. Sucked. The way I see it, until I get an offer for that really great, awesome, special, romantic, fantabulous New Year's Eve, I'm not bothering. I'll work and someone else can have a great evening. At least I won't waste money on high heels and time on shaving my legs, for nothin' ;)

Dumb question...
 

On the 'user profile' page...where it shows the last ten people who visited your page...why do some people's names have a + by them? What does that mean?

just...all kinds of happiness.....and our secret garden

The + by someone's name means they are on your friends list :)

My horoscope today:

Sagittarius: It's all about relationships today with the Moon's presence in your 7th House of Companions. Other people can either be a source of exciting fun or irritating distraction. Or, more likely, someone is both pleasant and bothersome at the same time. You don't want to be alone so you enjoy the company, yet it's difficult to maintain a steady pace when another person keeps pulling you off track. There's no simple solution to your current dilemma, but being adaptable enables you to keep a positive attitude all day.

Its 10 pm in London....

**it means they or you have added them as a friend :)

January is a hard month fiscally... but i know i'll get through it... :praying:

waiting for the hours to pass by ;)

Nearly 1AM and I'm stuck at work because of technical glitches in our crappy/cheap online content management software. This blows. I need wine, dammit.

Next door a new family moved in as a renter . They moved in with a pit bull, this poor dog it's in cage and chained in the cage . There is so much stigma about pit bulls . It's not a dogs , but mean and greedy people they breed and train these dogs to fight and being mean and dangerous .

I can't step out of house that he/she it's barking viciously at me . I feel so sorry for this dog since he is belong to rednecks , I don't mean to insult nobody , but I have been living in the south and see too much .

It's so sad he/she its chain up in the cage . It's against my covenants of my HOA to own pit bull .

I am sad for a dog since I know he/she will be out off here at no time and most likely go to an another breaded and dog fights just to abuse him /her .

I wish I can do something about it , but my HOA association will get him out of here .

Simply it's sad how peoples abuse the animals they are so fait full to you .

A friend of mine passed away Jan. 3, I found out this morning.
Funny how a simple birthday card can start a warm friendship.
I would wear funny t-shirts, to make him laugh before our Dialysis.
In return, he'd tell me when a good b&w Classic was on t.v., since he knew I enjoyed them.
He would tenderly admonish me that I had to hurry and get a transplant to enjoy my Life.
I would tell him I'm doing my best.
I dread going to treatment today.

R.I.P Patch

How cold my feet are

How happy I am all the time anymore

How even when its tight, we always seem to get by

How much I love you

and how mutual those feelings are.....we will always find a way...and always make time for this.....us...as a family ...*tosses u socks*

how i can warm u up.....

My horoscope:

Sagittarius: You may believe that a new strategy is required now to take a relationship to the next level or to revitalize it with fresh energy. Nevertheless, you still might resist the necessary changes unconsciously if you aren't certain which way you want to go. Don't let confusion stand in the way of truth. Rather than tapdancing around the edges of confrontation, be direct and say exactly what's on your mind. Even if your opinion creates dissension, resolution will be possible once everything is out in the open.

How thankful I am to have peace of mind. It happened sometime last year when I finally totally let go. This feeling of renewal is refreshing. Thank you, Good Spirit.

.....your scent.....and that feeling i get everytime you give me that look and giggle...

too many things to do... not enough time...

harmless flirting

we will always make the time to make sure things get done....

coffee.....laundry.....secret gardens

wondering if the people I love most are really worth the effort half the time. Kids keeping me on my toes and their not even mine but mine none the less.

Tired
 

WOndering how long she will give me before I find the courage to say things out loud