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clay 07-15-2016 09:08 AM

For my Heidi "Grilla"
 
:candle::candle::candle:

My baby dog is at the vet's clinic now, undergoing some lab tests & observation. She began having seizures yesterday morning...has had 3 since then, 2 being this morning!

She is my whole world & my heart...I have had her since she was 2.5 years old. She just turned 14 a couple weeks ago.....

Fight baby dog, fight. Momma loves you so much.....my heart is broken....

candy_coated_bitch 07-15-2016 09:47 AM

I will keep you and your baby in my thoughts.

Chad 07-15-2016 11:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1075978)
:candle::candle::candle:

My baby dog is at the vet's clinic now, undergoing some lab tests & observation. She began having seizures yesterday morning...has had 3 since then, 2 being this morning!

She is my whole world & my heart...I have had her since she was 2.5 years old. She just turned 14 a couple weeks ago.....

Fight baby dog, fight. Momma loves you so much.....my heart is broken....

I am so sorry my friend, I am thinking of y'all and hoping for the best.
Chad

clay 07-23-2016 06:26 PM

In loving memory of Heidi Girl
 
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

CherryWine 07-23-2016 06:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

Clay, I am so sorry. :( I know how much you loved your sweet Heidi. Love and hugs to you and yours.

~ocean 07-23-2016 06:36 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

(((((((((((( clay & Heidi ))))))))))))) soo sry.

Gemme 07-23-2016 06:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

You have been such a good mama to her, clay. She is healthy and happy now and will greet you one day when you see one another again.

I know it hurts, my friend. You stood by me when I had to walk that walk myself and I now stand by you.

Much love.

:vigil:

girlin2une 07-23-2016 06:51 PM

Clay, I am so sorry for your loss.
Thoughts and prayers to you...

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....


Gayandgray 07-23-2016 06:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

Clay I am so, so sorry about your little dog!!!!!! I know how bad it hurts, my friend. My prayers are with you and your family.

Jesse 07-23-2016 07:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....

Clay, I am so very sorry about sweet lil Heidi. I know you know she is without pain now, but I also know about the abundance of pain in your heart. Just know her love is still with you and that you did all you could. Big hugs...

Blade 07-23-2016 08:36 PM

Sorry to hear about Heidi, clay. Seems they take a piece of us with them when they go.

clay 07-24-2016 06:44 AM

Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort!

I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart.

I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla.

Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon...

Sorry for derail of thread....:(

Brooklyn 07-24-2016 06:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....


My condolences to you and your partner clay. As you said, Heidi is free -- dancing across that rainbow bridge like a young pup-- she will be be waiting for her mommy I am sure. :rrose:

Brooklyn 07-24-2016 07:00 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077719)
Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort!

I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart.

I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla.

Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon...

Sorry for derail of thread....:(


NEVER apologize for sharing your sorrow clay --it is holding it in that harms us. I know I am new, but if you need to talk you can PM me. :rrose:

Chad 07-24-2016 07:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077719)
Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort!

I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart.

I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla.

Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon...

Sorry for derail of thread....:(


Oh buddy,

I am so sorry. You are in my heart and in my thoughts. Call me if you need to talk.

Love you,
Chad

LOQUI 07-24-2016 08:04 AM

I'm so sorry about your lost clay...
My thoughts for peace go after you and your partner...
:(
Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1077554)
:candle::candle::candle:

My sweet little dachshund had a stroke today & is gone.
I am so heartbroken & filled with sadness & my eyes are so swollen...

Run free & happy lil Heidi...mommy loves you sweet baby.

I will see you at that Rainbow Bridge one day...wait for me....


not2shygrrl 07-24-2016 02:33 PM

awww, I can see her chasing that elusive squirrel....running like the dickens with her ears flopping and ever so thankful for her Mom and the love she was given here with you. Her k-9 journey she is now on will be a great one, for her mom taught and loved her so! No doubt she will continue to protect her mommy. You my friend have the love of one small but huge hottiedog in your heart!!

Gayandgray 08-29-2016 06:02 PM

I'm asking all who can to please light a candle and send out prayers/energy healings for my spouse's daughter, who has been battling heroine addiction and other issues for a long time now. Unfortunately my dear stepdaughter does not fully understand or care or whatever, that her Mother worries constantly about her and the stress is contributing to my spouse's already decking health. But I (we) are praying for a fresh start this time and hopefully we can repair our family before it is too late.:praying::praying::candle::candle:

clay 09-14-2016 04:13 AM

RIP Myra
 
:candle::candle:

My sweet cousin & the youngest of my 1st cousins, was found dead yesterday morning.

May your soul be at peace & you will be in a better plane.....I love you cuz!!!

homoe 09-14-2016 04:16 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by clay (Post 1092762)
:candle::candle:

My sweet cousin & the youngest of my 1st cousins, was found dead yesterday morning.

May your soul be at peace & you will be in a better plane.....I love you cuz!!!

So sorry for your lost Clay


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