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My mother and sister have opted out of coming down this weekend for my dress fitting. My sister forgot to inform me of this - I just found out on Facebook when she mentioned extended family coming down to visit them.
I've gotta say, it hurts. Do they really not care, or do they think they're doing me a favor letting me coordinate everything? Who am I going to be able to count on the day of the wedding when I am then busy -getting- married? :confused: signed, a sad girl |
That I am looking outside and the sun is shining. I have a window open and am feeling a cool/warm-ish breeze, and it is mid-February??!! Crazy weather.
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There's a lot on my mind lately... a list... and every day I have to prioritize it... today... its sitting a little like this.
1. Clean the damn living room. 2. Have you read your book for lit yet? 3. Two days without kidlets 4. I wonder if his therapist called Seattle Childrens... maybe I should call too. 5. Clean the damn living room... even if you don't want to. 6. More reading... DON'T FORGET... 7. Did you put the batteries in the alarm on to little ones door yet? 8. psst.... Living room still isn't clean 9. V is coming over to have her hair cut tonight. ... yeah... it keeps going... |
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Wondering if there's anything good on tv.
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how cool it is that it's getting darker later!
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something that was read at the Graduation Ceremony yesterday, and i really liked it so thought i would share:
I am Me - my declaration of self-esteem. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me - everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone choose it - I own everything about me - my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself . I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me - If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turned out to be unfitting, I can discard that which I feel is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me - I own me, and therefore I can engineer me - I am me & I AM OKAY Virginia Satir |
I am hosting an online FB auction for the Pretty and Plus Shop Auction page tomorrow/today (Sunday) from 3 to 5 PM EST (shameless plug)
this will help me raise money to purchase some much needed racks. I am excited but truly I am terrified too! What if no one shows? What if I dont get bids? What if I spent hours and hours for no reason? JDNSODJC KSDCK (Banged head on keyboard) |
Thinking about our toilet, and more specifically our house. Its a little draining some times. Every time I turn around after fixing something, or resolving something with the house, it feels like there is something else wrong. I'm investing a lot of time into it, and I don't even know if in the long run she will sell it to us.
I'm trying to make it a positive experience, because I am learning home improvement things as I go along, but i have to wonder if it should be this hard? Perhaps I am just used to either living in my parents house, where everything just worked, or living in my own apartments where a regular maintenance crew always made sure everything was good. All I know is that it is a bit frustrating, and tomorrow I will be going to Lowe's and buying a toilet handle/lever and hopefully resolving yet another issue. |
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Saw this on GMA.....OMG it's true!
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I wonder what is on her mind... Dear Daughter seems to have something she is sorting out... I am amused by her circling and how she dips her toes in the water and tests it out and then moves away. Good thing the Turtle is still like that... she is coming around on her own...
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bad things that should really go away.
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Did my baby beauty bushes survive the winter?
Did the bulbs I planted last fall make it to spring or were they meal for squirrels? Where can i get a watering trough? |
My 10 yr old's comment to me after learning her chores were getting more detailed.. A 10 yr old saying I miss the good ole days *chuckles* ima post a song just for her :cheesy:
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Sometimes when one takes on a role that involves another, it is necessary to keep communication open and flexible and to know that there is no blame, shame or guilt necessary or involved for things to have a healthy loving outcome. I look forward to a lifetime of open communication and the loving respect for what is building.
It's golden... Stay gold Matey! :pirate-steer: |
Waking up with a pleasant smile today :cigar2:
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hula hoops, bubbles, giggle kisses
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Wondering why there is so much hate in this world...
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Having that special girl to hang out with and to live life with for the rest of my life
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Sagittarius: You would be wise to keep your feelings to yourself today as the confusing Pisces New Moon lands in your 4th House of Roots. Your emotions are best left at home now; sharing your private life at work might not be the smartest move. However, don't slip into denial about what's happening. Instead of shutting yourself off from your heart, it's healthier to write in a journal or talk about your personal issues with a trusted friend. .................
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Wondering if I should put in for the job that just popped up? I would miss being outdoors and all my customers. Hmmm
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I'm just tired of being an afterthought to people, especially someone who supposedly cares about me ~ makes you wonder sometimes!
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How to start this next chapter in my life... big decisions need to be made... and soon... not sure yet what will work best...
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I could use some attention. It always puts a spring in my step when I get some. I'm such a dork. :)
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For those of you in the Northeast who might be wondering why we've had hardly any snow this winter, allow me to explain: we bought a snowblower last summer. You're welcome.
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Wondering what to get my daughter for her baby shower this Saturday...
And knowing my girl better be sleeping right now or she's in a world of trouble... :canoworms: *smirk* |
The nasty dream that felt like it lasted all night...still. I know it couldn't have lasted all night and only probably happened in deep REM sleep but it's left me feeling really 'off' today. :|
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A really good friend of mine is going through a hard time, I feel bad that there isn't more that I can do for them :(
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Sagittarius: You want to be sure that you have all your ducks in a row today so you can accomplish your objectives at work. Your frustration could run exceptionally high if you discover that you're not as prepared as you thought you were. However, you could set yourself up for failure if you reach too far now. On the other hand, there's no reason to give up as long as you exercise a bit of common sense when establishing your agenda.
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I keep having great dreams, so real.. then I wake up and after a minute reality crashes my happy bubble and it stinks.
might be the hardest crap ive gone thru.. these dang dreams SMH |
Something i read years ago which helped move me forward.. And that same writing, i turned to earlier this week, for some motivation & it helps everytime, so sharing here for all ♥ Everytime i read this, i remember that i am worthy, am living the best life i can and am deserving of all the good things life has to offer... And i walk, with courage. Live Your Life With Courage Courage is admitting that you're afraid and facing that fear directly. It's being strong enough to ask for help and humble enough to accept it. Courage is standing up for what you believe in without worrying about the opinion of others. It's following your own heart, living your own life, and settling for nothing less than the best for yourself. Courage is daring to take a first step, a big leap, or a different path. It's attempting to do something that no one has done before, and all others thought impossible. Courage is keeping heart in the face of disappointment, and looking at defeat not as an end but as a new beginning. It's believing that things will ultimately get better even as they get worse. Courage is being responsible for your own actions, and admitting your mistakes without placing blame on others. It's relying not on others for your success, but on your own skills and efforts.. Courage is refusing to quit even when your intimidated by impossibility. It's choosing a goal, sticking with it, and finding solutions to the problems. Courage is thinking big, aiming high, and shooting far. It's taking a dream and doing anything, risking everything, and stopping at nothing to make it a reality. Caroline Kent |
A friend posted this letter from her 91 year old grandmother on FB:
Cheery greetings, ___and ___; Seeing you two April 20-22 is my great pleasure. Navy pants that don’t wrinkle is the shopping goal. Sister bonding with continual laughter as well as good weather is my desire for this happy occasion. I am truly looking forward to having oodles of fun. P.S. I will help with travel expenses. Much love… And I have now settled on what I want to be when I grow up... That freaking happy woman! |
A confession :(
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rme Too much to list.
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