on the eve of DragonCon I am sad that I have to keep my excitement level in check... I can't just let it all go like others can... sucks sometimes.

Watching someone I care about make a fool out of himself. He always says the wrong things when he is angry. He apparently can't see how badly he contadicts himself, but the rest of us sure can. I know he is very unhappy, it's got to suck, it's sad. But it sure makes me grateful for my life.

Someone very near and ear to me is angry with me and won't call me back or text and I am not really sure what I did and I can't stop crying.

A very brief thought of what "could have been" and how happy I "would have been." I bounced back to reality very quickly, realized and became so thankful for my current happiness ... and how good I have it today.

Another teen suicide. Yes, a young gay teen. The stories never vary from one another much at all- always bullying going on and not a damn adult (professional or otherwise) recognizes how bullying can and does push a teen over the edge. Often, the latest episode turns into the very last straw in a young mind that is so unfinished and afraid. Hell, I'm 60 and remember the emotional roller coaster of adolescence- these people can't?

just missing
 

thinking of my daughter 's dearest :candle:big brother for he was conceive this month 32yrs ago

Missing them...
 

So sad today
 

My dog Tuesday is a 15-17 year old American Eskimo Dog. I believe today will be his last, Friday we went to the vet for what we thought was a soft tissue injury of his neck and or shoulder. Last night we made a trip to the emergency vet at 2:00 AM because he was having difficulty breathing and was a bit cyanotic. His O2 sat rate was only 91%. They put him on oxygen for an hour and he improved. Unfortunately I could not afford to hospitalize him in a oxygen cage nor start him on IV fluids. I took him home and he doesn't seem in pain but his respiratory effort is disturbing either much to hard or much too shallow and quick. He will not take water so I need to force it, he will not take food, and I let that go. Ms Lily, my American Bulldog, is glued to his side. He is laying on my bed, looking out the window at the squirrels and the birds and breathing the nice cool air. I am so heart broken, he is such a good dog. I love him.

I'm so sorry Venus
 

I'm so sorry Venus to hear about your dog. They say the last show of love is to put them down. To not let them suffer, they loved you unconditionally and we should love them back even doing this last show of love. I know that doesn't make it any easier for you right now but I'm sure you would agree it is the thing to do.

I will be thinking of you and the baby today. Give him a hug for me please.

Warmest Regards

Musicman

I am so sorry. Hugs to you.

My heart goes out to you venus. I'm so sorry.

I am so sorry. It is heartbreaking. There are no words of consolation that help the pain. We love our dear dogs so much. They ask nothing of us but our love and companionship. My thoughts are with you and your pets.

I am so very sorry to hear this. I am glad, however, that he is home with you and not in a hospital- I bet this is a comfort for him. My little guy slept with me on the floor with my Boxer when he was passing- they know and feel what is going on. Poor Lily, too.

So very sorry to hear this.

I'm so, so sorry you are going through this....sending you, Lily and Tuesday much love and hugs {{Hugs}}

This WHOLE day made me sad... But tomorrow is another day and the new year is just around the bend. Looking forward to starting over again.

Smiles and hugs
Starry

Always being alone.

There has been absolutly no joy in these holidys this year...

I know it will be better next year, but this year? I'm glad that it's mostly done...

I am actually looking forward to the first, so 2011 can be over with..

today is wonderful but...
 

my mind goes back in time,a few years ago, on a Christmas day, when a warm, sweet, much understood and lonely man died in a fire that consumed his house as he lay sleeping. He had such a softness about him, and wanted only for people to give him time and some attention, for her felt abandoned in life due to circumstances that well, were so sad and tragic. I will never forget this man, and I can still see his smile and his eyes that beamed when anyone made him happy by just conversing with him.

this is a sadness mixed with joy...I am so sorry he is gone, but oh David, my life is so much better having known you...god and goddess bless and may you have finally found the absolution and compassion you so sought here...