realizing i still have feelings for someone even though I thought i was over it. now she has contacted me after disapearing for 5 months . im faced with these feelings again. feelings i dont even know why i have they cause me pain and anxiety . why did she come back , she wont say. why does she do the things she does ? and why wont whatever this is just let me go...i wish she would take me or release me...i feel trapped and confused. and she seems oblivious...or is she

Knowing I can not help her right now...

Waking up.

Knowing I won't see her till Friday or Saturday. Ugh I don't like being apart from her.

A close coworker I've worked with for 20+ years has an 11-year-old daughter who is dying and there's nothing that can be done to stop it.

Sweet "Miss K" has trisomy 13 and it's getting the best of her. The doctors gave her less than a week to live when she was born—ha, she showed them! Well, I got an email this morning saying it looks like it time for her to leave us and that she's putting up a hell of a fight. I'll slide by the hospital at lunch time to blow her a kiss and see if my coworker neeeds anything. A few of us do this each week.

Who knows? Maybe another miracle is in store for this family. I hope so.

And I know death is a part of life that we should accept, but it's hard as hell when it's an adorable and sweet 11-year-old child who's never harmed anything nor anyone.

Feeling really alone.

Circumstances are forcing my daughter to return back to Massachusetts....

I hate the thought that it could be another year before I see her again...

That I filled my tank full of gasoline yesterday to see today's price was 10 cents lower :(

learning that my ex is in the hospital again.

I dun noe y suddenly i felt sad....mayb coz i was so lonely right now...i think...i wish sumone dats i love seating here beside me... :(

I dun noe y suddenly i felt sad....mayb coz i was so lonely right now...i think...i wish sumone dats i love seating here beside me... :(

Knowing that someone you really do care for can treat you like you don't exist anymore.
Someone you love and will care for no matter what their faults.

While hiking with the dogs, the new pup Yoda walked into my hiking stick...he thought I had hit him with it and pulled away from me. He actually got out of his collar and started running away. I managed to talk softly to him and keep him from running off. It just kind of cements what my daughter and I both suspected. He was definitely badly abused. Im glad he is safe with us now...

My good friend had to euthanize his dog. The pup wasn't feeling well and had to go to the emergency vet. When they did the work up he was riddled with cancer and had to be put down.

I'm watching the plight of the Syrian refugees...it is endlessly sad.

What I was going to post seems rather pointless...this is indeed one of the saddest things I have ever seen.

Having to come home and get ready for the work week, after an awesome camping weekend

Wishing there were visiting hours in Heaven. I'm missing my Dad.

The last thread I read and posted in here on BFP..i'm feeling sick now.

Saw a movie about Nostradamus. He predicted that an alliance between Russia and Iran will create nuclear devastation. Russian troops have arrived in Iran recently.

My Tuesday morning client told me that her husband (who has Alzheimer's) is going into an assisted living facility on Thursday. And she will only need me every other week from now onm

disappointment....on so many levels...