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I wished my heart would stop breaking. I love her so much. It sux when love is never enough.
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That all i want to do in life is help people and be a good person. i hope i'm succeeding.
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In Maryland right now, there are only 22 days remaining until "shore time" with my butch...;)
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My mind
Absolute Frustration........Why is this happening!!!!!!!
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My two finals next week...
The results of Mom's checkup in a few hours... |
Rainbows, unicorns and the meaning of life.
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My morning run! And how much I love to sweat! It feels so good. 70 degrees at 4 am with 100 % humidity. I feel so good right now . I love feeling so fit and healthy, makes my heart smile. I'm grateful my body is strong and keeps humming along now matter how much I pile on it. I am very lucky and I don't take it for granted. I'd love to be able to still do this when I'm 70.
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She is on my mind, as always. :flowers:
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My final - due this weekend
But more importantly, 2 poker tournaments this weekend! Okay, maybe not "more importantly" but certainly more exciting! |
What's on my mind is the smile that i had the other day ~ it was so big, and now its just gone *poof*
I want it back! :( |
I am just so grateful for everything in my life and everyone in my life. We've all had some big losses over the years and more to come but a new birth is so exciting and overrides the losses. Each new grand baby is welcomed the same way with the same intensity of excitement. He will be so loved by all of us! He already feels like an old soul returning.
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How you end right where you
need to be
it is just like you going about your day and BAM how does the Higher power do that ? How does she know what you need way before you do ? <--- stunned but Smiles BIG it's been awhile |
Sagittarius: Recent confusion may trigger open conflict today, yet a passionate discussion can clear the air of ill feelings and lead to an unexpected agreement. However, you might develop resentment if being stuck in a debate prevents you from reaching your goal. Trying to sell your solution now only widens the gulf. When you acknowledge the differences instead of avoiding them, antagonism will morph into cooperation and common ground can be established.
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What is on my mind is my niece and her first pregnancy with all the differnt complications she's having along the way. My family is worried and upset the baby may not be born, dare I say, "normal" or "healthy?" It's taken me years to get to where I am in my thought process and understanding of the challenges life presents us, and it could also be because it's technically "not happening to me," but let's just pray that we have the strength, love and energy to care for this baby in whatever way it is born to us.
My heart is with you, little angel to come :heartbeat: |
Wishing I had a bed instead of an air mattress that has a big bubble in the middle that just might explode soon..:blink: :| this happens to be on DamonK's side of the bed... giggle...... it makes life...ummm... difficult...
Hoping that I can find a cheap bed after I get paid.. anyone know of a good place in Portland? |
that was a wierd dream :blink: on a better note its amazing what a couple hrs can do for your mood .. now I wish my baby was up I miss her :)
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My lil sis is at her 7 hour chemo now...thinking of her,her courage
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It's only 9:50am!? Ugh this is the day that never ends..... Yes it goes on and on my friends... :( :explode:
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I haz 2 phones and neither of them are ringing.
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I actually have money and can go on a date tomorrow!
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More naval gazing stuffs :|
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I spent my day off mowing lawns at my mobile home park for a lot less money than it's worth. The sad part is I did 30 lawns, still have 2 to go and won't get paid until I finish. I work 2 shifts tomorrow, so I won't finish until Sunday. I felt bad for the park manager because the new owner won't let her hire anyone for more than $50, so she asked if I could do it. The lawns haven't been mowed for at least 3 weeks and the lawn mower the owner left us is not self propelled. I have at least 3 blisters on each hand, exhausted and hungry, but don't feel like cooking or going back out for food, so my only other option is to order a pizza or scrounge in the cabinets and fridge. Oh and did I mention I'd never do this lawn mowing gig ever again. It was so not worth the amount of hours I've already used on it today and the 2 hours I spent weeding yesterday. Saying no and walking away will be my only words next time. Why oh why am I so nice most of the time.
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Growth, of an amazing kind..
i have always said throughout the journey of parenting, that i gain lessons from my children as much they do from me. And i always appreciated seeing the world through their beautiful, innocent eyes.. Today was no exception - as teenagers, they have the ability to still teach me things about them, life & myself. Sometimes we forget to listen, really listen to their feelings & they way they perceive things.. Even if it isn't how we mean it as parents, it's important to know how they see it as young beings.. Communication is so important - & it brought my daughter and i that much closer today.. And hearing her tell me that i am her best friend and the one person in the world that she feels close enough to share anything with.. That meant the absolute world to me.. And i appreciate her feelings, thoughts and honesty from the bottom of my heart, even with the hard stuff.. < ---- a more mindful, understanding & proud momma.. |
I just sometimes wish that things would finally work themselves out ~ it gets annoying after awhile :p
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500 stands between me and sanity right now nuff said
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I get off work in 10 min..... Yayaya! Im ready for the weekend!!
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I just put my boss on my prayer and healing list. He injured himself and is too stubborn to seek help.
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Gee whiz! I'm slightly bummed out. I've been working towards a fun goal of being a tour guide in Pittsburgh. I love this city and want to help show it off to others. I thought maybe I'd work for *just ducky tours* the amphibi boat truck things....and just love Pittsburgh even more.
Well, it turns out, I need a dual license to do this. A class B, CDL, with passenger endorsements (OK I have that) but now, after applying...they tell me, I need a maritime license. My kayak license (small watercraft) doesn't count. I need to captain a ship for a thousand hours to get a maritime license. Comparing *just ducky* to a tour bus just doesn't have the same appeal. I'm going to have to process this for awhile.:vigil:http://cache.marriott.com/propertyim...ur34.jpg?Log=1 |
Sagittarius: You are receiving a burst of positive energy now, but it's not without complications. You're ready to take a trip -- in the real world or within the realms of your own mind. Either way, you have something to learn and are eager to get started. But first, you must take care of your chores. You won't be able to step into the next adventure until you finish what's already on your plate.
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I have said it many
times before and you all are prolly over it but
the Higher Power speaks to and if you choose not to listen it's on you |
One rose bed done, one to go and about 50 MILLION weeds to pull in the big flowerbed...
The sun is not out playing today, making what is generally a good time into more of a chore... |
wishing I was on the phone,needing to hear her voice
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I need a kick-ass hybrid bicycle, and a few warm sunny days....
consecutively.... |
My 16 year old niece and her friend are sleeping peacefully upstairs.... I'm wondering how long I should wait before I give them an obnoxiously cheerful wake up call.... Muahahah!
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London is on my mind.
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Poker tournment in 2 hours!! :)
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So I was laying in bed, half asleep still just trying to open my eyes and focus on the day when I begin to listen to the news... something about how Obama can't blame bush anymore for the economy and as long as he can keep saying the economy is getting even a little better, then he is in the clear.
The economy is getting better?? hmmm... This is what I see in my neck of the woods and frankly everywhere I've been in the past couple of years.... Small business is losing out and fading into history, fewer stores for people to spend money at means they have to go where they can get what they need, larger stores that sell it all and the mass majority go to for thier goods. So the larger stores show a better bottom line but its at the cost of the small business... Such a vicious circle we spread to thin and then have to regroup to the mass build ourselves up just to spread out again. When will we find that perfect balance to sustain our society? |
This weekend with Clay...a most wonderful day yesterday...a bench...a beach...having a "half-goat" at lunch (lol...not the actual animal, we're talking cheese)...frozen custard surprises...:winky:...perfect shells...that beautiful feather we found...horrid traffic in St Augustine was way worse than in Jacksonville...the strange Shih Tzu man...small gator in the canal...the pod of dolphins we saw on Friday...my car now 75% safer to drive...lol...weiner dog wake-ups...laughing together about a certain picnic menu...pics taken...ugh, now we have to unload my car but we'll be doing it together and that makes it enjoyable...
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