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My stainless steel fish bottle opener, it's just not beer without it.
Stella, my orange iPod shuffle. Though for some dumb reason she left the charger base. |
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Going to bed together every night, for years.
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Missing family- the brother and sister I lost and my parents. I accept that both my parents had a pretty good stretch, but my sister and brother did not and they were the two siblings I was closest to. I am family oriented, a homebody too- I like more intimate and small gatherings of friends and the family I used to have. Having a BBQ, listening to what the people I care about are experiencing, feeling human closeness. Taking walks and talking with each other.
Although, I love the Bay Area, it is a busy and noisey place and I do miss the country surroundings I shared so many years with family and long time friends with and the two women in my life that I shared love with. I do miss being with a partner and have no problem saying so. I'm relational, always have been. Yet, need time to myself. I find this area to be superficial in many ways- people just passing by... Sure it is great to be in a place where there are many queers and queer organizations as well as all of the arts I enjoy. But, I miss country hospitality and warmth and a slower pace. |
Spooning. I liked feeling that I was protecting someone.
Text messages from someone anxious to call me. Driving and stealing glances at the pretty girl in the passenger seat. "You're watching sports right now, aren't you?" Text messages from Mister Bent that don't involve shrubbery in my yard. ;) |
Reaching out in the middle of the night, feeling that special someone next to you..
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My favorite pair of flip flops that were eaten by the dog.
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I miss the simplicity of life. I so want to go back to the 70's where smoking a joint was just that, a release from the everyday freaking Bull S&*T.
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I miss the sound of her voice.
I miss being held. |
CUSTOMER SERVICE... you know, the old fashion kind!! Straight up kindness and doing people right!
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I miss "belonging" to someone!!! I miss the fact that I mattered!!
I miss having coffee in the mornings! I miss the spooning, girl skin on girl skin! I miss the waking up to watch her breathe...sleep washed over her, the sliver of silvery moonlight, illuminating her body, assuring me she is still there!!! I miss the weekends stolen away...just US weekend!!! I miss being two!!! |
her cute little mannerisms. the way we fit together. cuddling. going to sleep and waking up with her. hanging out. her cute giggle. cooking together. mowing our lawn. the way she looked at me. the way she wanted me. the way she made me feel.
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HER. I miss her. I miss gazing into her eyes, the tough of her hands, her shoulders, her spooning me, her watching me as I apply make up. I miss being in her arms as she gave me a bear hug. I miss the texts, especialy when they said she loves me. I miss her scent. I miss so much about her. But what I miss most is her telling me the truth.
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I miss that freaking uniform and the naughty wink that accompanied it.
I miss hys regulation boots at the foot of the bed. I miss being the only girl for hym. |
I miss sharing:
Laughs Tears Acceptance of all parts of me (my good & not so good) Comfort when sad Loving sex, hot sex, exploration sex; with total openness and feelings of safety Sitting quietly without needing to say a word Intellectually stimulating conversation about politics, books, movies- any time of day or night I miss feeling total, absolute trust with another |
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I Miss :
Hearing a cute femme's laugh The sparkle in her eye when she looks at me The smile on her face just because Holding her in my arms Protecting her Being silly with her Watching that special femme sleep in the moonlight Putting my hand on the small of her back as we walk side by side Talking and laughing and sharing secrets and dreams Stealing kisses at the red light or anywhere just because I cant get enough of her Her hand on my leg as I drive Buying/Picking flowers just because I know she isnt expecting it Leaving little love notes in unexpected places for her to find. Passion filled love making Just watching tv together Walking up behind her in the kitchen while she cooks and wrapping her up in my arms from behind.... :) Sweet phone calls/texts throughout the day |
The NFL!!!
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I miss my Daddy!
I miss his Voice! I miss his Touch! I miss the way he would grab my face and kiss me on the lips! http://i374.photobucket.com/albums/o...g?t=1311263619 This face of this man... I miss this face, the face that was the perfect face to see, for any little girl. |
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I miss skipping class and going to the beach.
I miss swimming off the black rocks at Presque Isle Park in Marquette. I miss having a deep tan and lighter (not grey!) hair in the summer. I miss wearing sunglasses and watching girls at the beach. I miss having a little beach fire with my college friends and getting ridiculously drunk. Ok, I don't miss the drunk part. I miss making out in the dark on the beach. |
Miss having that special someone
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Tonight I miss a little dog.
Tonight I miss that fleeting feeling of not being alone when you stir awake when the girl in bed next to you changes sleep positions. Tonight I miss the ritual of going to bed. Tonight I miss my bed. |
I try not to entertain thoughts about things like this, because if I don't think about them, then I don't miss them so much. So I put it all out of my mind as much as I can. I gotta just live in today and not dwell on what I don't have. I will drive myself nuts and make myself even more lonely if I dwell on it.
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I miss that sense of feeling important to someone. That someone I desire is looking for me and wanting to be with me...
I miss those moments when I fiercely want to share something exciting, something sad, something funny, something frightening... having that someone to call or go to and share it with. Cooking together. Riding together. Showering together. Laying together. The touch in the night... The hand on my back while I walk. The kiss at night... The kiss in the morning... The special desire to make her smile. The special desire to make her quiver. Holding her in my arms until she settles. Being held in her arms until I settle. Gawd, I miss all that and more. Atomiczombie, I should have followed your example... |
In all honesty, I just miss sex.
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I Miss :
Having someone special Simon. My Mom |
I miss my son.
I miss not having a best friend. I miss not having someone to come home to. I miss sharing my bed with someone special. I miss the person I used to be. I miss a friend who was killed in a car accident in 2003. |
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I miss my best friend - RIP Vikki
I miss the West Coast I miss Skyping with Poppi - damn that job ;) |
I miss my...
Godfather (seven years ago yesterday) Buddy (five weeks ago yesterday) |
misses
simple things
1 reaching over and caressing hys thigh when driving around with nowhere to go 2 watching tv with hys head in my lap while i stroke hys hair 3 sticking my foot over to the other side of the bed just to touch him when it is too damn hot to spoon 4 someone to depend on every day fo whatever help i may need lol 5 just talking, laughing, with the one who understands me best 6 coming home because he is there and not just because it is where i live lots of things, and no , j, sex and boobs are not top of the list lmao |
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I miss... my godmother living alone |
Taking care of her when she's sick.
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I miss....
Having a Daddi...
Kissing.... The sound of her filing the roughness off her hands... Making her laugh.... Being so well known & still loved, inside/out... Riding on the back of the bike... Holding hands... Sigh. |
I miss just haveing people to hang out with that are like minded.
I miss being able to hookup and go to a horse show and all that goes with it. I miss the closeness of someone special. I miss being 100% healthy. I miss hearing running water,bird song and the soft sounds of laughter. Just to name a fue. |
I miss : the softness and warmth of her in my bed...
having that cup of steaming hot coffee with her in the mornings..sitting on the patio, watching the Egret leave their rookery for the day. her soft blue eyes....smiling always..at me. the best friend I had in her. the kisses stolen...anyplace...anytime...the feel of her hand on my thigh those quiet intimate moments just after making love or going to sleep when all you could hear was our breathing and feel the warmth going to Cracker Barrel for Thanksgiving Dinner each year lugging our huge stockings together up on the bed Christmas Eve..when no one else in the world existed but us her sense of humor...her gentleness...her laughter sharing a plate of sushi sitting side by side in matching recliners..holding hands...watching TV the weekend forays into the mountains of western NC...gem mining...hiding away in the cabins nestled at the foot of the Blue Ridge Mountains most of all I miss her...my Wife...our life....and her undying love and devotion...RIP baby!!! (f) |
I miss....
A gazillion things about her & will for a long time.
What I don't miss..... is my every moment of waking/thought/thinking/emotion trying to be controlled. And fighting to keep myself... myself. What I'm looking forward to, as soon as I'm ready.... Flirting... Kissing... Riding on the back of a new hot butch's bike... First dates.... And second dates.... Laughter... First time awkard sex... And second time breathless sex... Joy... |
Having someone to feel protective about
Day trippin' around the area and finding really great picnic spots I do this anyway, just saying it would be nice to share with someone Early mornings with more than my cat for company Someone to grow old with. Uh oh, too late! |
I miss...
My beautiful , sweet, precious Daughter - she is no longer in pain and is at peace now. My beautiful cat who was my companion for 18 years - again, she is no longer in pain and is at peace now. That special someone to build a life with - it would be lovely to have, yet, I'm happy as I am. The cool of a 'real' northern hemisphere Autumn......I can't believe I've just said that! LOL! Christmas being in the Summer with fake snow on the trees and plastic snowmen on the lawns! ......It just doesn't work in the same way! LOL! Growing up, I always wanted to experience Christmas in Winter......I like them, but, prefer the Sun, lol! |
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