It's either sink or swim & right now I feel like i'm sinking.... Just keep swimming keeps ringing in my head lol....There needs to be more hours in a day & more hands on deck.....

I'm ready for some vaca time! Hiring and training are draining! :blink:

Accomplished.....

especially nice, drying my hair

Very fatigued
Emotionally distressed

Tired but focused.

Determined to fix some things about myself *hanging "under construction" sign*

You sound like a sailor...just saying 😉

fabulous!
very excited!
almost home ... my .410 bore shotgun stock was delivered today right before lunch ... been tracking it for past few days

I am so jazzed!!! :)

Kind of tired, but I see the end of the move in sight.

Yippee:fastdraq:

Oh yes ... now this stock is sweet!
Just came back inside after firing eight shells. I will definitely customize the length of pull to my size - will be no problem to saw three or so inches off. Plus I like a little different tilt on the end. I will put a slight slant inward at the bottom. Achieving max comfort is a stroll down easy street. :)

Fast install too!
WooooHoooo!

Sad and angry
 

The commanding officer of the USS Fitzgerald was relieved of command due to failures under his watch. 9 sailors died because our protocols failed them! As a retired Operations Specialist, I worked in the combat information center of the ship. While on watch we are the ones that keep our shipmates safe! We are the ones that track contacts and plot avoiding courses. It makes me sad and angry that my fellow OS's standing watch that morning failed their shipmates. It boggles my mind how this even happened. How so many layers of protocols failed those sailors. They died horrible deaths and the Commanding officer down to the first OS that tracked that merchant ship has to live with that!

You see, our berthings (where we sleep) are below the waterline so when General quarters is sounded we have only minutes to seal all the hatches below decks. Those sailors had to be locked down in that berthing to keep flooding from compromising the ship. It's the risk that we keep in the back of our mind..those recesses of our mind that we hide away our fears.

So angry right now! One of my guys fell a sleep on watch while I was watch supervisor, I would throw shit at the back of their head. Shaking head...I just don't get it.

Emotionally drained
 

Very tired. Time to close my eyes and hope I don't dream about her again. It sucks waking up from a good dream to the harsh reality 😔

Sleepy because I didn't sleep well. I'll either have to put in a long day at work or work over the weekend. At least I don't have to put in a long day and work this weekend.

Extremely cold... brrrr

Emotional, stressed, sad, anxious!!:confused::confused:

Fat and happy.

Ready for this journey to end & for my new journey to begin..... Letting go of the things I cannot change & understanding that letting go is not a step backwards but a step forward.....FOCUS

Sad.... because of my stupid medical shit....