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My mind is filled with thoughts of kindness. Sometimes I feel depressed and defeated then I come into this community. The caring, sharing and love this community gives me is unmeasurable. It's not often that I tell anyone what goes on in my personal life. I'm one of those that wears my pain inside of me. However, I have a few friends here that know when something is bothering me even when I don't tell them. Anyhow, I have honestly been looking for work for a few months now and nothing seems to be coming my way. Just when I think it couldn't get any worse, I get an uplifting PM yesterday that made me realize how much others pay attention and really care about me. When I give up on myself, they don't give up on me. When I feel defeated, they don't let me stay down for long. I am blessed in more ways than I thought possible. Lately conversations I have at home make me feel like homeless could come at any time and I worry more about the cats than I do myself. Living with someone that used to be a partner makes for many uncomfortable days. I've gone from what was ours to what is hers now. I trusted someone 100% for the first time in my life and then life has a funny way of changing on you. Don't misunderstand me, I didn't lose her to another. I just wish what she has going on could be prolonged until I get on my feet. In fact, I wish her only good things for her future. I just know once I come into my own again I will never let myself give up any part of me to satisfy someone else's needs when it comes to being a stay at home and do it all kind of person.
Much thanks goes out to this community and those that I consider my family (ya'll know who you are). |
- that i am proud of myself, for small steps i've taken which feel like huge leaps..
- also proud of my two children, for listening & being so much more respectful ... it's something we've been working on for some time now, and with a lot of communication and some changes on all our part, it's wonderful! life is good! :) |
Somehow, someone was listening to my prayers
I've been sent a guardian angel All I have to do is reach out when I feel I must which has always been hard for me Life is odd, I've gone from erratic to being able to breathe normal without fear I think everything will fall in place, it's just a matter of time |
wondering why i cant seem to figure out how to add a youtube video to the what im listening to post, i click youtube and the code comes in, i paste the code in between and then it just comes out as a long code rather than show the actual video like everyone else!
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This is how i do it: when you're at youtube, copy the code (in the address bar at the top of the screen) after the = sign and and up to the & if there is one. ex: htt.p://www..you.tube..com/watch?v=k69GW5DYu00 i would copy this part: k69GW5DYu00 In the thread, click on youtube at the top of the reply box and paste the code into that box. Sometimes it's a little more complicated, but just kinda play around and you'll get it ht.tp://www..youtube.com/watch?v=MiCCcOP3ay4&feature=channel copy this part: MiCCcOP3ay4 i always hit "preview" before i submit to make sure it's gonna work Good luck! :hangloose: |
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thank youuuuu ravfem!!! so very much it worked *happy dances* |
Car show and of course visiting with Nannie tomorrow
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I am to far away. I need to be closer.
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I really miss playing my Wii with tough competition.
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Thank you!!!! I love how you explained that. I've never been able to figure it out either. Finally I got it. Thanks!! |
That mine and The Boy's tummies aren't feeling very good. Hopeing I didn't catch what she had and bring it home. :( I gotz places to be tomorrow.
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Please don't get sick...(f) |
I'm both excited and nervous about next week, because it could be My first T shot on friday :D
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now that I am feeling better and I am going to be able to go out into the real world again next week, I was checking out my "supplies"...make up, clothes, jewelry. I am in bad bad need of a hair cut. I get my hair cut 3 times a year...and I missed one! And my mascara is old and all my nail polishes are now gummy from age, and most of them are almost empty anyways. My jewelry is fine. I have certain pieces I love to wear ...like 5 of them. Yet I have 3 jewelry boxes! LOL.
Judging from how my body has shifted since I had my surgery, I am going to need all new bottom seperates. I couldnt wear anything that bound me even in the slightest around my waist because of how umcomfortable it was. So all my clothes were about a half a size or an entire size larger than i would normally have worn. Now I would need clothes at least a size smaller..if not 2 sizes. And in another month and a half, I am going to need at least 3 to 4 sizes smaller. Nothing...even my undies...wont fit. Which is YAY! Good! But living on the budget I have...how am I going to do the immediate needs, let alone the near future ones? smiling...what a sweet delimma this has caused. Not complaining at all even tho it is a real worry for me. And once all my pain is gone, I cant wait to break open my box that has all my fancy bras and corsets! I havent been able to wear them for about 3, maybe even 4 years. The underwires and stayes (sp?) were tortureous on me before. Now I know why. But they wont be....::::warm joyful blushing smile::::: |
I really miss playing Pin Ball on the Wii
Hope Santa sends me the Collections lol:vigil: |
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The Cowboi seems to be very lonely today............
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the hello kitty clock on queerbay....
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Alabama and Texas are both getting their heinies whipped right now.
And I hope they both lose BIG TIME. :cheerleader: |
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Huh? Huh? :superior face smiley: :football: <There's a reason the helmet's red. :cheesy: |
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