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Its only Tuesday...
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I feel sick to my stomach
I don't want to drive all over today for work I wish I could sleep as good as the furkids do |
Waking
I cant wait to be back home with my friends and closer to my Mom.
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I tossed and turned for most of the night so when I woke up I wondered if everything was okay and what I was feeling.
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Oh man I don't wanna get up, yet cuz he is so snuggly and warm.
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80's music came into mind.
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Coffee...that super delicious and extra special weekend blend a day early...:hk4:
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(sticking a leg out from under the comforter, and peeking at Gaige on the Skype, with one sleepy eye) No, I don't think I will get up just now.
A few minutes later... (looking at the cat sitting an inch from my face, on my pillow) You know that I love you, but seriously? A few minutes after that... Fine! I'm only getting up because it is The Friday. :| |
YAY, it's Friday!
Coffee, I need coffee :) |
One...hour...sleep...not...enough.....ugh lol
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I usually wake up full of piss and vinegar, as my father used to say.
I enjoy my delicious smelling body wash and hair unguents, and I love to drink coffee while I cuddle with my little brown dog. Ever since I was sick, my anxiety level is very high, and my dreams are scary, and I wake up thinking about death and loss. |
Waking thought
Brought this song to mind Aint no stooping us now-McFadden and Whitehead.
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Special weekend coffee...hummingbirds...lollipops...grapes...13... :hk4:
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Wtf I have to work today and the dogs kepte up most of the night kill me now!!!
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Stretching feels good this morning and wow. My head is clear :)
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Holy Hannah! It is 11:30 am...I can't believe I slept that late. Okay, no more going to bed at 4:00 am...
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Mmmm...coffee time...leisurely and oh so very delicious special Sunday morning coffee...
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Waking
Im not supposed to be awake. But my cat has decided to chase a friggen moth all over my room! WTF Looks at my cat you eat cat food not bugs you nut!
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That wasn't so bad.
(I pushed my wake up time forward 10 min to 2:50 am) |
Why am I awake? It's 3AM. I fell asleep less than three hours ago. No, really--WHY AM I AWAKE!!!! Also, what was that weird dream about?
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dang...I don't set my alarm but the bratty kid next door decided to scream her head off.
guess it's time to get up... (suddenly realized my pup isn't here) awww his bowls are empty. I miss him and our morning play routine....pout... I'll see him again soon. I wanna go back to sleep. |
booyah....
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Why did it have to be a dream?
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Her at 4am and how I miss the sound of her voice, that smile, snuggling up as I wake her, sharing coffee and conversation.
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NOOOOOOO!!!!!
*whine* Five more minutes? Hmmpppf. I need to get more sleep. |
No way it's way to early! Wait I fell asleep before the 10 0'clock news, WOW. Hmmm it's only 4 am I'll hit the snooze....4:15 no way it's much to early....hit the snooze....4:30 Oh Magosh...I think I can I think I can I think I can...
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What a wonderful weekend...wish it didn't have to end...
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hmmm.. where am i? what happened? whats that noise?... where the hell is my phone..
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Woke up with this crazy urge for a super decadent BLT...:winky:
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waking up next to her...sharing morning coffee on the patio...walks on the beach at sunrise...delicious, tender moments...when we just "are"...yes
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Are you f'n kidding me.. I need more sleep.
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:( just :(..
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It's cold. I need to cover him up before I get the kiddo up. Where is the extra blanket? Damn, that song is gonna be stuck in my head.
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*peeks over at phone waiting to see that green message light flashing......
Gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! |
~ a beautiful sunny crisp day in Boston covered in tears ~ my heart goes out to all who were there and hurt at the marathon ~ where can parents take their children today ?
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*deep sigh*
The first morning awakening alone, after being together for a few days, is always hard. This morning was no exception.
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1st time... Baby... It's time to get up....
2nd time... OMG who is banging a drum above my head?!....Oh...no one...Fuck... 3rd time... Boy, you HAVE to get up *looking over to see my wife all cuddly* Fuck that *snuggles in tight and going back to sleep* 4th time... Boy, get your ass up.... |
Waking again at 4am to someone shaking my bed, but no one is here but me.
Trying hard to go back to sleep and finding my mind wandering as I periodically start clock watching until I have to actually get out of my bed. First thought, wonder what she's dreaming and at this hour of the morning and was that the reason my bed shook. The world may never know :blink: |
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Thank you :) I spent 3 years healing myself, so I'd be good for another I just happened to find a crush I like very much Still taking it one day at a time And tomorrow will be another waking day with yet more thoughts :seeingstars: |
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