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What's on my mind....
Women, the weather (it's gorgeous today), women, my bike (I need to do some work on her), women, I'm out of beer, women, out of cigarettes, women.
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The total genuine joy of patting my ex on the back and giving advice on their new relationship and being honest with her. Awww... friendship, the honest appreciation that you can be kind and squeal inside that that isn't your crazy!
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Hate is on my mind a lot lately. All forms of it but I will admit the hate being shown towards the LGBT community rides for most on my mind lately. It does not help that I have gotten back to reading and passing on to Facebook and Google+ the news articles I read on the subject and there has been a lot of hate crimes against our community recently. Stuff that does not hit the national news media and that in itself pisses me off. It is 2012 and a lesbian or transgender can be attacked in some way and it rarely makes the national news level and when it does you hear that it is under investigation for a possible hate crime. Every time I read that I actually say WTF how is this not a hate crime! Most of it could be prevented by simply educating children and the society at large that you do not have to agree with or even like the persons sexuality but that does not give you the right to attack someone over it. It is also on my mind because when I was a kid I was attacked many times for being butch it was the era but I had hoped our world had improved over the years. I worry about it because I have a niece and a second cousin coming up in this and I need them to be safe to not have to face the hate I did. I just don't get it. Why do people find the way you are different and attack you for it? I wish they could see that what makes me different makes me unique (or anyone for that matter)! For many reasons hate as been on my mind lately. However I have been able to find joy in who I really am at least once during the day and when I close my eyes at night I am proud of how unique I am!
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Honey Boo Boo....
what a WRECK of a reality show. I have dear friends who are deep southern rednecks and I can tell you, they are embarassed about this show and how it depicts them |
[nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyJQoKDko0c"]Rivers (Where I Go - Natalie Merchant) - YouTube[/nomedia]
Natalie i guess..... and i should be sleep cause i have to work today. Rather have a date with the river |
What is on my mind...
Way too much to discuss at this hour of the morning... Pantihose covered feet/legs... just sayin' :pirate-steer: |
Talked to my friend tonight and she sounds great! So glad she is starting a new chapter of her life...
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I'm thinking that camping might be a great idea for the weekend
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Thinking this weekend is a wash....forced pep rally today, meetings all afternoon, not allowed in our rooms today - means I must go intomorrow, paperwork....then chores...will have to go to my happy place from the summer to maintain balance!
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"Sunshine " and
Solitude |
You're gonna be sorry you asked.
On my mind;
The weather is in the 60's currently; made for a great workout today. Lovin it. It's time for a major change in my life & I'm highly motivated (and I'm an over analyzer) so I hope I can keep it simple. I'm wondering who I should call for a date tonight. I feel like dancing. That slow, get lost in each other, the world doesn't exist, dancing. I'm getting bored with the "words with friends" thing but I know some people depend on me to amuse them & keep them entertained. (told ya you'd be sorry you asked. Lol). |
Twitter is so much fun sometimes.
Why does it seem to rain on the days that I want to go to the beach? |
chasin that thunderstorm on the bike the other nite... what we found, heavy on my mind. |
that I cant remember the last time I felt this generally happy....
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What is on my mind...
Her... Of course!! And feeling blessed that we have a groovy kinda love going on... :praying: And the laughter and love we shared over the phone last night... hee hee |
that the rain ruined my plans to go camping
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A Randy Travis song (Forever and Ever Amen) that's been stuck in my head for days!! lol
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Way too much at times.
Errands...being reasponsible and doing the wash and chores. Olympics on in the background...Does anyone else despise them or am I the only one? |
I heard this for the first time today...and felt it's beauty and how true the words are for me... I sent it to someone that has recently become very important to me... I'm surprised at the feelings I'm starting to develop for her...it's sad that the loss of trust in someone else will affect my interactions with her... I am certainly glass... but of the colorful Tiffany stained glass variety... http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...n8pntgOf7qSUIw |
What is on my mind ... the human heart. I mean literally, the physical heart. How crude and magical it is.
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I'm bored and dying to go out, but I have no money this weekend.
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Crazy busy day, weird customers that need some anger management, my girl in the building all day helping out, amusing shift drink with the "kids" afterwork, and THEN the beautiful meteor shower view of this HUGE open sky, with my even MORE beautiful girl. Yes indeed, a VERY good ending to the day. Now to cuddle, oh yeah it gets BETTER!
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my time with Daddy. The super special moments We have each day. He always makes me feel so important and so loved, even with others around. feeling like i fit in, so much. - walks and so much to explore, dragonflies dancing around me and making me smile.. holding a froggie and stalking every little creature around this resort and convincing Daddy that they love me! Morning exercises and a puppy sitting on my chest, excited and trying to lick my face to distract me, snuggles n' love. Living life with Him, waking up next to Him, His snuggles, His kisses.. Him dressing me up warm and snuggly in his clothes and taking me to watch the meteor showers by the lake, Our laughter.. the stars, the beautiful sky above.. Drinks with the crew, and having them fight over helping me with my ipod, heh..Lots of hugs and acceptance, i'm a happy, happy girl. Discipline, taking care of Him, doing what is expected of me. Preparing for a party i am hostessing here on the Porch, how everything feels right when We're together... Living at a distance is hard work everyday, We make it work and include real life .. If We can make it 'that' good at a distance, no wonder it feels so wonderful when i'm here in His arms. He makes me feel like the most special girl in the world, and i am so blessed. |
it's a beautiful day and I'm loving being outside in my lawn chair relaxing
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wondering what a "meat and greet" is, lol
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time for bed for me!!!
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Insomnia...
I need help shutting my mind down and falling into a sound, peaceful sleep. |
Got alot to think about and figure out ~ I hate when there is too much on my mind and nowhere for it to go!
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Midnight cravings
Jello. There is always room for jello. But i don' t have any.
So, I have pudding. But that's not the same. I spose if there's room for jello, pudding will fit too. Hmm , does that include the whip cream you see on green jello. Hmm, how long does it take cool whip to thaw. Pudding , cool whip, and oh wait I have ice cream sammiches... Of course there's room for instant food groups.... :moonstars: |
Packing to move. More packing to move. Oh, did I mention I have to pack because I'm moving??:seeingstars: Now, if I don't quit worrying about moving and get some sleep soon, they will come get me in an :ambulance: and take me to the :hospital-snoopy: where I will drop from exhaustion LOL
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Scheduling, recruiting, decorating room, unpacking boxes, an office to staighten up and decorate, students, parents, fundraising, uniforms, concerts, music selections, field trips, etc....
Personal stuff on my mind...too much to write.... |
Hearing from UC Davis that they will not take me as the list is full.
So now i get to go to San Jose, for many doctors appointments but it will all be worth it in the end..i am not looking forward to those turn around road trips. Hearing from my cousin that the police called her because our grandmother had fallen down and REFUSED to go to the hospital. School starts here on the 15th. Sadly there is a fire close to here and the smoke in the morning is nasty, fire is not supposed to be under control till at least the end of the month. i am wishing everyone has a wonderful monday:hk1: |
What is on my mind...
Talking with my son last night about what I do for the kids at the shelter and realizing, yet again, just how much I miss doing those things for the three of mine. Telling him about how time spent with those kids is supposed to be micro-managed and even though I can't help but keep it genuinely real, there is still that thought in the back of my mind as to how much can be used for billing... bah. :( |
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What is this in reference to? Thanks, Medusa |
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Finals Week. :: scream! ::
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2.6 BILLION $ for the Mars Curiosity Rover...
170 MILLION$ to aid drought stricken farmers.... see anything wrong with that?? will that 2.6 BILLION feed hungry kids on mars? |
A thousand and one things-
Places I want to visit. Wanting to take classes. A friend that I usually talk to once day, haven't spoken with in almost a week. I hope he's OK, and just needing time to himself. Wanting to get out of work today so I can write some things down and sort my brain out. |
Thoughts about weight loss, the future, and stuff
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