Words... the ones people choose to use with me...the ones I choose to use to communicate my thoughts...perception and how it makes me laugh....words are on my mind right now...and how I rarely regret the words I choose..accept if they hurt someone and then I apologize...words are on my mind and the power behind them....yup moving into a communication phase....thankfully there are more then one way to communicate...

She is on my mind, I cannot wait to see her tonight!
My little one is being so calm and quiet today she just brought me her blanket and we cuddled and fell back to sleep
That felt so very good!!
I love morning baby cuddles
And a little nervous since I am between doctors and pretty sure I have a kidney stone and know I will most likely end up in the Urgent care by tonight but at least we are lucky enough to have those places to go to and get help

There are local or regional jobs in the area and after you have had more then a yr of experience you should be able to find one. Remember that sometimes you have to work shifts that odd with no weekends off to start however getting your foot in the door is the best thing to get off the road

how much I love dark, rainy, secret-filled days.

thinking I have enough time to rest an hour before busting ass on the last few boxes before my hired help gets here at 5pm...
thinking I pulled my hip outa whack again ..
thinking I just might spike my tea tonight ...

I am a little bitter
 

...because I am cold enough to turn on the heat.

Only yesterday my shoulders were a little sunburned while harvesting flowers. It was hot, working in the sun.
Today it's cold and raining, and my toes are freezing despite wool socks.

I shall now attempt to transport myself, in my mind, to warm flowery days -- and to stay there until April.

http://i1179.photobucket.com/albums/...er/harvest.jpg
Be here now.
(I think I'm doing it wrong)

Homework.
Homework.
Homework.

What's on my mind?

All the minutia of moving. Counting, listing, imagining my objects compressed for movement and then expanding in their new space. My new space.

maybe you could find a place together and back each other up in fending off the ex's.

what is on my mind...

is that girl that comes in periodically here lately and has oh so much on her life plate. i have to say that her story is, by far, the worst i think i have heard since i have been working with the shelter... and i have heard some doozies.

this is where it gets hearbreaking...
they really don't deserve all this suffering :sigh:

LOL sorry was in a bad state of mind that day. As far as I know I don't know DMW.

What is on my mind?
 

What do I want to be when I grow up.
Why have I not finished my degree.
What next.
Where to.

i was thinking that you could arrange a team approach maybe. take turns coming up with strategies for avoiding unwanted types and keeping one another out of the clutches of the ex's.

LMAO that just might work.

I talked with a dog trainer this past week. He told me specifics on what I need to do. My female mixed bully acted the ass last Sunday at a park festival for dogs. Found out she is terribly aggressive and hostile towards other dogs. It was scary. I unhooked the lease coupler. My friend took my other dog, Kevin. A toddler could walk him. We left in thirty minutes. I am a strong person but I was totally worn out - especially my back, arms and shoulders.

Kelly is loving and affectionate towards people. And it is a blessing she loves Kevin. Kevin is a gentle giant mastiff-bully mix and twice the weight of Kelly. Not tall but massive. Kevin worships Kelly. He has a "whatever" personality, is happy and well-behaved regardless of circumstances. He always immediately does anything I ask of him. We are so lucky to have Kevin. His disposition blends perfectly with Kelly's.

This has been heavy on my mind since last Sunday. The trainer told me it will take a long time and probably the improvement will not be 100% but can be a great deal better. Scott said I must be consistent and patient over this long haul. I'm willing. I want us to be a happy family unit at the dog events. No one had fun last Sunday.

We'll get it worked out. :)

Enjoy Everything!
 

How good this coffee tastes....must have more.

The trees are stunning....fall is in full bloom here.

Thinking it's time to go get some apples....warm Apple Pie with Vanilla Ice Cream melting all over it....mmmmmmmm.

Would love to be taking a walk with the leaves crunching under my feet...... and......with a hot handsome butch holding my hand......

Nah, i don't think i know you Electrocell. I was talking about someone else in my post...but, that is very funny. What both of you said.

I think i know why this little piggy does the wee wee wee all the way home.... cause i am pretty sure i just broke mine on the damn card table....can't bend it at the knuckle.
So,
this little piggy went to market...this little piggy stayed home...this little piggy had roast beef...and one little piggy had none...and this little baby DMW...goes OMF :seeingstars:how could that little wee wee piggy toe keep hurting so bad when i walk? amputate... cut it off now. like a bad tooth.
I have broken other stuff and a big toe before. this one is odd. it is what it is...can't do nothin' for this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lu81...yer_embedded#!

Hell, at least it is just a toe and i can walk. I walkin' a little like a jive talkin' ... do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight...

Today = More studying, food menu planning for this week, drinking tons of water to get the crud worked out of my system, listening to an audiobook, and snuggling with the doggeh.


I need me a plate of crab rangoons and some comfort.

This absolutely beautiful weather. My favorite time of year. Wish I could live somewhere with this current climate year round.

Non-profits
 

I just sat through a 3 hour board meeting that really should have scared me off of joining, but in reality I just want to get in there and fix them. Oh my god they need my help.
Yesterday I went through their bylaws (18 painful pages) and every page had scribbles of revisions.
How did they stay running for 30 years?

What's on my mind..

The fun weekend I had... Getting together with some amazing BF peeps, the great dinner and conversations!

Seeing the work that my best friend has put into getting our field unionized. Her amazing heart and soul and dedication to the field. Signing my name on the union card and taking that first step. Knowing that my terp family isn't going to suffer and injur themselves trying to meet unrealistic/cruel expectations if/when we get this union formed. I want to be like her and make changes like this. She is an admirable woman. <3

Being with my babe at the Jason Mraz concert, and *finally* (it was the last song) danced to our song. Well, tried to anyways. The grass was uneven and our feet kept getting stuck. So, we gave up ( to the song "I won't give up" lol) and just hugged. It was a memory for the bank :)

Looks like the closing will happen this week on my Dad's house I inherited....what a roller coaster ride it has been for the last 6 yrs. Can't believe I will have closure as of Thursday...I think I'm going to feel a burden lifted off my shoulders that I can only imagine right now....

Just the joyous weekend that I spent with my neice...I cooked her favorite meal and dessert from scratch. We hung out and talked about everything under the sun, all weekend long. It felt so good to have that quality time with her, we are alike in so many ways...
She's my darling sweetheart...:sparklyheart:

fixing up our home to be just the way we want it doing all of this with my lovely wife seeing the sparkle in her eyes when she talk about how we can decorate the house for Christmas.. cuddles with Jules at night and playing with Phoebe an Gracie in the morning when I take them out.. I am such a lucky guy

a whole heap of things......
 

Trying to figure out if we move south before or after I'm done with school....

Missing my nearly 3 years gone doggie today....a lot...guess it's the weather and all the hikes we used to take...seeing her in the passenger seat was such the norm....and today I heard a song...and it just made me feel like she was there...for 3 seconds...and then I looked over...and of course she wasn't. I bawled nearly the entire way to work....

Greatly looking forward to our trip to Salem later this month....and to NY in a couple weeks....I've been longing for the open road. I have a gypsy soul that cant be quieted....

Wondering if Teddy's idea of going over the road as a driving team would satisfy that traveling urge....one day I long for roots...the next day I want to fly...if I were Freudian I would wonder what Freud would say.....but that's a big IF

I'm very worried about a friend of mine....she's having a rough time and I feel helpless to be of any good to her....one minute I feel her reaching out and the next I feel her pull away again...nothing to do but love her no matter what....I just hope she realizes that....

toe doesn't hurt as bad as the rest of a wacked out body from limpin and walkin around like a fuckin weeble wobble... why the hell am i so fucking NICE..



not you 2 ...you wouldn't know the answer to that ? in that thread if it smacked you in the face...
seriously