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What's on my mind?
How a seemingly charming Butch can turn into a total ASS when turned down for a date.:|
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The fact that I am still up goofing around here knowing that that alarm is going off at 4 am screaming at me to get up. :pirate-steer:
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Slowly finding a healing place
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Oh not much. I do think that ive been sleeping in way to late. That Harry Potter collectors chest has been on my mind a lot. I love Harry Potter stuff.
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The fact it's way too early in the morning.
That I am tired of dealing with caseworkers. Sometimes being a foster parent really sucks. |
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Moving and all that needs to be done before I go.
Where my life is gong. Plans for the future. My kids and grandkids. My art and writing. Friends. |
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If it's this, I'd probably complain, what with the horses and guns 'n all. This, not so much. This, I might like to hear. This, oh yeah. Folks turn their music up waaaaaay too loud with it. I've got a neighbor here who had theirs up last night. |
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Another day of beautiful fall in the Blue Ridge of VA.....good to be home & good to be back on this site......talking with old freinds & making new ones...YAY !
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Thinking about my 2nd interview today & hoping I get the job :)
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Maggie you are saying CIJS in the what is on your mind thread. No doubt it's on your mind but I had to chuckle since I've screwed up threads before. :| hehe. |
Well I got the job! That happiness of securing employment is on my mind :)
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How much I loathe cold, damp weather, which is ironic, considering how I live in the coldest and dampest part of the UK. It does nothing for me, I end up spending the better part of the week stuck in bed trying to keep warm and stay sane because of flare up's with my arthritis, when all I really want to be doing is get outdoors and enjoy the last of the sunshine we'll get here this year. :sigh:
Trying to write again is frustrating too, not being able to sit at the computer for hours on end means I'm writing by hand again, which means I'll eventually have to type it all out. :angry: On a different note though, my cat's happy because she gets to sleep on and beside me ... :cat: |
The pain radiating through my body and being told I have to learn to live with it fine okay but how I am suppose to sleep with it.
New possibilities being presented to me on my journey My mom All the fear I am felling She is :rrose: |
How very fortunate and blessed, I am.
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my family and how much I love them our weekends with the Goose are precious and they go to fast she is growing up and when will we not be the ones she wants to come see or when she doesn't want to cuddle on me. I am so very blessed with a amazing wife and a super kiddo
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Thanks to a caring friend with awesome healing energy, I feel much better today. :)
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I haven't been here for awhile and I really didn't want to bring sadness, but the thing that's on my mind is a young girl, just 15 years old, who lived in B.C. Canada killed herself because of bullying. (she was 13 when it all started)
This poor girl was manipulated by a 36 year old man and showed her breasts on line. He took her picture and threatened to show them to her family and friends (he knew who her friends where, who her family was and what school she went to...got all that from the internet..she didn't tell him) if she didn't give him a "show". She didn't do it and he sent the pictures to everyone. She lost all her friends, embarrassed her family and had no one. She sat alone at lunch everyday and had to endure the ridicule of kids in the school. She became depressed, had anxiety and panic attacks and eventually turned to drugs and alcohol. Eventually she and her family moved and she went to another school and the guy came back and did the same thing all over. She was bullied and beaten up and left for dead. She went on youtube and posted a message telling her story. She was screaming out for help and no one answered the call. And now she's dead and everyone is crying about it. They showed a picture of some teenage girls crying and all I can say is...where the hell were you when all this was happening??? I can't get her off my mind because my daughter is 15 and it could just as easily been her. I hate facebook, and anything else that gives predators access to young girls. This just breaks my heart. |
how to keep a certain friendship... without sacrificing myself... if its even possible... it makes me sad...
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My final paper, which is due tomorrow, but I really want to finish TODAY so I can enjoy the rest of the weekend!
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Today is a very hard day for the family and I can tell that its gonna take its toll on us in the future. My parents have been struggling with their floral shop, they are not making the kind of money that they should be and neither of them are getting a paycheck from the company (they are only making enough to pay their full time employee and the bills). They are barely making ends meet; the bills, rent etc are being paid out of my father's pension from his 36 year job and yet we are still living paycheck to paycheck. Well tonight my dad did something very hard, and I know its gonna be hard on all of us in the end ~ he had to sell his motorcycle. My mom was the one who cried not my dad, but I know how much he loved his Harley and its gonna hit him soon I just know it. This will help us pay some bills and stuff which is good, but I know its not gonna be easy for him to see to see his baby go.
I'm SO glad that I will be working now, that way I can help to contribute to the house :blink: |
watching a movie and I am pretty dumbfounded. thank goodness it isn't real.
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Thinking over some things I've learned this past week. And looking forward to learning more
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Five hours of shopping is bad for my feet... I need to wear better shoes next time.
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Sex... or lack there of.
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I'm frustrated that, at 38, I'm still trying to find where I fit in this world. Shouldn't I have discovered that by now?
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A possible event next week
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What if the hokey pokey is REALLY what it's all about.....?
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Then that makes life much simpler. Maybe I'm just complicating things.
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My families shallowness
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Scaring myself silly, standing outside in the dark, hearing a loud, harsh cough, one of those 40-a-day old man coughs, turning around and no-one's there ...
:blink: Then remembering there's a field full of sheep the street over from mine and feeling like a proper eejit.:doh: |
Everything. I doubt I will sleep tonight.
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a girl i was friends with growing up her son<20+yo> has been missing and they just found a body in the sacramento river..part of me hopes its not him..part of me does so she will have closer
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What's on my mind?
Sometimes I'm too hard on myself. When something not so positive happens, instead of panicking, I should bring on the calm and step back from the situation.:)
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That i dom't like when Syr is away. The house goes upside down.
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Step work - finishing step one.
Friends World domination :| |
All you can eat sushi.
and... visiting a great friend to spend hours eating sushi with her. and... that I will see my granddaughter and daughter tonight. and... that I will miss the little man's birthday party and that makes me a bit sad. |
Two years ago at this very moment i was brought to the farm by Syr. i was a mental case and physical wreck. With her love and guidance i am back on my feet and learning to like myself again. i am worthy and i hope not to ever forget that.
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