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On my mind..... Light bulb moment and doors closing
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a round trip plane ticket to NOLA, 1014.00
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Something today, after many years of pain and confusion, came full circle and was concluded. I am so happy and whole ... still floating in bright light. It is the goodness type of bright light. The burden is gone for all involved.
Thank you, Good Spirit of Light. (f) |
My heart is heavy with thoughts of the millions out of power tonight, as it gets colder, and the tens of thousands either out of their homes or with no homes to go back to.
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How important this is
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I'm grateful that the Brutal One's company is giving him so many miles. For a new driver, that is rare. So it's a good thing.
However.....I'm also a bit worried when I start hearing things like snow chains and the Colorado mountains and ice. I know he'll be fine but I am a horrible worrier. Also on my mind is that it means he'll be out two weeks longer than we thought. Which sucks. BUT....it means he'll be home for thanksgiving. YAY!! I was sad that I wasn't going to cook this year but I'm going to be able to. So, I'm planning our meal. Which probably means I'll search and search for new yummy ideas, then end up cooking the same thing I have for 7 years. LOL! |
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Lived in CO most of my life. He and You have nothing to worry about there. They are used to driving in the snow and they slow down ! Yes, chains are best there in the mountains for trucks. Depending where he's going? It helps from sliding. But also the CDOT will be out in full force if it snows taking care of the roads. I do not believe it is snowing there right now and I believe they are having warm weather. Glad he'll be home for Thanksgiving! |
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ehhhhh!! :praying: From your fingers to gods ears. He's going from Jersey to Oregon. I'm not sure of his exact route but I'll get it soon. Although if he can't find any fuel in Jersey, he's not gonna be going far. I hope you're right. The only reason I'm worried is that he hasn't driven in snow. Like......EVER. Until he started this truck driving job, he'd never driven outside of Alabama. So, I'm a little tweaked. I'm all about Thanksgiving so that part makes me happy :-) Actually, I'm all about any holiday that means cooking a big meal. I probably should have a huge family cause I like to cook big. But usually it goes to waste with only the two of us. So holiday cooking is my excuse to go wild. |
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ahhh that will be a nice drive!! Maybe there is not much fuel in Jersey. Maybe Brute will come in here and let us know how it's going.. Thanksgiving is always a good time to cook! hey you can always invite all us BFP ers for the meal. That would be awesome for us all to have a Thanksgiving together. :) |
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Thanksgiving??? Christmas??? If anyone can make it to Daphne Alabama and wants to come for a meal.....come on. I would LOVE that. LOL!! |
Sitting at my delivery point now waiting for them to decide they're ready to unload me so I can go get the load that's going to Oregon.
Not too happy right now cause had a helluva time backing up and off a lil but hopefully it's good enough for them to unload. This has been one of them days since I got up this morning. Gah. Not sure exact route yet but I know I'll be going through Colorado at some point cause DM told me to make sure I pick up snow chains in Gary, IN when I stop to finally get my PM done on truck. But I will definitely let you know when I know! Seriously Ready To Get Out Of Here, Brute. |
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Instead of sitting here reading through posts, scrolling through FB and playing pointless games, while the furry princess snores beside me, I should get off my arse and go to bed!
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Brute U have a website that's free and will give u the routs that r trucker routes. If u want .ithoot me a pm. It also will also tell of fuel stops along the way Also carrying chains is required however if u have to chain up stop. No load is worth all of that bs |
Things are pretty much overwhelming right now
The sun is coming up How much I already miss my daughter That one shinning ray of hope STUPID STUFFY NOSE I need to finish that costume for tonight's party. |
The people that still don't have water or heat or electricity...Damn
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With the weather changing, it makes me sad to see the kitties in this trailer park that once had homes and are left behind by ignorant owners that decide not to take them with or find new homes for them. Some of them have never had to fend for themselves. a few I know belonged to people that lived here because the males I've been seeing are neutered. It breaks my heart knowing all I can do is feed, talk to and pet the 3 near my trailer that come to me for comfort. They are so darn trusting of me even though they've been cast off. I won't bring them in by me because I have enough going with the rescues I have from another part of OK I lived in before I moved here. Some days I feel overwhelmed with the ones I care for inside. Other days I worry that I'll be able to provide for them. The hardest thing for me is when I know, no matter how hard I try to heal them, I have to have one put down. Last month I had to have 2 put down. One I spent over 6 weeks trying meds to make him better and I hand fed him the entire time. When he stopped drinking water on his own, I had to make a decision that has plagued me since. The other one was one I gave to a neighbor here who told me he got out of her trailer. She had him for a year. One day my ex stopped by when I wasn't home to pick up some tools and spend time with the rescues and she sent me a VM and she was pissed. She had found this cat outside or he found her (she was the one who gained his trust, years ago), two trailers down from mine. He was emaciated when she went down there to get him. He was way past saving and I made the choice to have him put down just to put him out of the misery he was in. I can't and won't take in rescues anymore because it hurts me too much when I have to say good bye. I am not even going to give any more of them away unless someone can prove to me they have the means in which to care for them. These rescues I had, had it rough enough where they came from in the country. Always being shooed away, not knowing where their next meal was coming from. When I and my ex take the time to trap, fix and release to others or keep them, I expect those that take them to give them good loving homes.
BTW, this rant was made because a neutered tiger kitty came up to me while I was putting out broken up tortilla chips and old bread for the birds. Yes, more of God's creations. So, I took him to the food bowl in front of my trailer, but behind a flower pot to make sure he had breakfast in his little belly. |
I hate to be a negative Nelly.... but I'm getting to the point in my life where I'm tired of waiting for things.... I have missed out on so much.... and the past few months have been trying to my soul..... There's not much in life that I absolutely have to have.... but the few things I wanted to do this year have not come to fruition....and yes there's always next year....but... I still can't help feeling disappointed....and defeated..... (w)
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I feel like I've been waiting for a million years for things. I'm tired of waiting. Sometimes I just want to put me first for a change. And that's uncomfortable because it's so opposite of what my life really is. But geez....i'm 44 and think it's about damn time. You know? Try not to feel disappointed and defeated. Go get what you want. Make it happen. Says the pot to your kettle. LOL!!! |
Blessings
Last night Dilly and I snuggled up in our bed talking into the odd hours of the morning. We talk of our blessings, and we realize that we have them because of each other. We also realize that we wouldn't enjoy that as much if we didn't have each other. I felt so loved and blessed last night I had to fight crying, and only because crying gives me a headache lol.
I want to share my many blessings with all those in need or not, so my prayers are said and traveling out there in the universe to be spread as much as possible. |
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I DO know....there always seems to be something else that takes precedence....something always just pops up.....and throws my wants and dreams off kilter...I think I'm feeling this way because I'm going to be 40 in a few weeks. I'm doing the taking stock of my life thing.... I feel like a great deal of my life has passed me by....I'm ready to start living.... I don't want to get so jaded that I don't look forward to anything anymore...and it's getting to that point....sadly.... Thank you for listening and understanding :) <3 |
...having to try to walk home from town or get a taxi that my bike will fit in. :|
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How everything just goes back to normal when Daddi's home.
Whew what a long week! |
Naughty or Nice
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a million and one things...
silly accented movie lines... what a difference communication makes... the future... |
my mind is almost to heavy to carry around.
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Too dang much!
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DST means it will be driving home from work at sunset or in the dark...will have to be extra careful because of all the deer...
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Now thinking about deer jumping over my car and one going through a windshield and glass on my eyelids and face. By the grace of God or some gaurdian angel...i got really tired and leaned back and closed my eyes...just minutes before impact. I was in the passenger seat obviously. I had glass in my mouth and on my tongue...my friend freaked when i didn't answer him right away..How the hell could I?
Thinking of how honored i was and am that Spotted Elk insisted i go to and take part in the sweat. Would really enjoy doing that Today...or again. A moment and experience i will never forget. Or the quiet of the river and its serenity that day. God Bless You Spotted Elk. |
the battle of wounded knee
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I can't wait for this election to be fuckin OVER!
i can't wait until facebook gets less YUCKY! whoever wins people are going to piss and moan about it for awhile. i need a hair cut..my bangs look a little funny from me doing them myself. i can't wait to have my sleeve done. lots of doctors appointments to still go to. i hope January will be the month. :Peace: |
I want goldfish.
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We're back into the 90's. Are you freakin' kidding??? It's NOVEMBER!
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Christmas Presents!! (Yes, my shopping has begun!)
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I turned on a classic country radio station on the way home from work. I have been so good at getting past songs that used to trigger sadness in me. Today, one just brought old memories creeping back in. I am, however strong and will get through this. How the hell is it, 10 years can go by and my life has moved forward, but the impact of 1 song can bring it back like it was yesterday? I will probably find more poetry in today's thoughts. It is my one release for working past the feelings.
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Vacation next week....oh how I look forward to thee vacation!:pirate-steer:
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So much I think my head might explode. Got to drive to New Orleans for a doctor's appt. for one thing and I'm not looking forward to it. :blink:
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Being approached with randomness today from someone, well random, and snapping my thoughts back to reality... and a promise I made... but also dreams I've had... with goals I have... and determination to achieve them.
It's a whirlwind of thoughts right now... :sigh: |
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