still in shock about what happened in Paris. my fiancé and I are trying to understand what happened and why.

Still in shock that a friend was diegnosed with cancer in Oct and this month she passed away because it was to far advanced. Just ..... Stunned

note back to MysticOceansFL
 

I am truely sorry about what happened to your friend.
*sending you a hug*

I feel good! Sitting here in my warm sweat pants, long-sleeved tshirt and thick socks up to my knees ... eating Fritos and Bean Dip, drinking a Coke.

Oh, it has been such a grand day! Loving this cooler weather. Hope the barking spiders won't get too rough later tonight.

bean dip --->>> barking spiders, get it?
*snickering to self*

Well considering I just had one of those old heavy glass cooking bowls (the top) come loose from the base then bounce off the top of my head like a ping pong ball. Yes it hurt, bad enough I even cried then said several words that I wont type out. I have a nice egg size lump on the top of my head that will be pretty sore for a while. I put ice on it right away then called a Doctor friend of mine who came over to check it out (someone I use to ride horses for) he said it looked ok but to be careful and watch for anything out of the ordinary but I will probably have a whopper of a head ake (sp?) later.

Tired and blue, but at least I'm not grumpy. I was really annoyed that I had to work this weekend, but I have a good manager who's been working very hard (as hard as I've been working), has never made a commitment without letting me know, and usually has my back. We all let stuff fall through the cracks sometimes.

Feeling the hormone level drop big time this month, lol.
 

Oh full of fury, add a generous dollop of self-righteous indignation (with judgmental, please) and just a dash of self-loathing to top. You know, kind of like a garnish.

:koolaid:

I can't say that this is the jolliest day of my life.

I'm making the best of my day by cooking up some scrumptious food in the kitchen. So far, I have an simple brown sugar, oatmeal cinnamon spice cake baking in the oven. I also have a kettle of hot water on the stove, for tea. I also have a bunch of huge bratwurst (spicy and mild) that is baking on another rack in the oven. That's what's on the supper list for tonight. You'd be welcome to come over for supper. We could talk for a spell, but you have to bring your t.v. because I don't have one, and we could channel surf news stations and critique the latest news in the world. :)

:tea:

Tired.

My new client took an hour longer than expected...and my regular one after that was just challenging. I'm ready for a tubby and my jammies...like stat.

I'm still sick with a cold. The congestion is the hardest part to deal with now that it's been a few more days passed. I hate getting sick. UGH

Hungry but too lazy to go and get anything else from the kitchen. I had a box of TGIFriday's hot wings and wish there had been 2 boxes in the freezer instead of one. I did not add any of my Texas Pete hot sauce so it was unnecessary to try out my new trick from Gemme - put sugar on my tongue when the flames flare up.

Gemme, I think cinnamongrrl meant she would take a bath when she said "tubby." Hey cinnamongrrl, right or wrong??
TruTexan, hope you are feeling better very soon!

Pretty awesome!

I got me a clean house and tonight work called and said I could stay home! Wooo!

:beerbros:

Indefatigable

HaHa! I had to post it because it is an awesome word!

Excited, nervous and so ready.

Semi annoyed. I know my grandma doesn't mean any harm, but telling me that it's too late for me to have kids every conversation is getting old (no pun intended).


Btw, I'm not even 30 yet.

Tired but anxious!

Top of the world! I have been having a blast with my Mortgage Loan Originator lady. First off, I love her name - it is Allison. Such a lovely ring to it. When I adopted my pocket pittie October a year ago, I already had two female names reserved for my next two female dogs. One was Jennifer and the other Allison. I studied the Ms Thang pocket pittie's face and decided she would be named Jennifer. So next female dog I get will be Allison. Straying off ... sorry.

This may turn into one of my long-winded posts ... you need to consider bailing out now.

A little over a week ago, Allison told me in an email that she was really tired and that I made her smile. Today I was clowning around with her in my emails and she came back and said, "You are such a mess" then indicated she was laughing. She has a cat ... and also said complimentary things about my canine children, Kevin and Jennifer. You know I had to send her their pictures. Heck, I have to get somewhat personal with her, this woman knows every tidbit in detail about my finances. Plus, have mercy on my stone butch soul, I am so turned on by smart women.

Today she said "Why don't you come over here to my office and we can talk?" Yea, I would really like to do that!

You know I am aware of the fact she is most likely heterosexual but I am having fun. Also, "that part" of me which I thought was dead has suddenly come alive with quite a rise. *wink* I do not wish for my full-fledged drive to return because it drives me nuts if I am single and not dating ... it is too intense for me even though outwardly, I make it appear subtle.

Al - li - son ... lovely name! Yes, I think so.
:)

awake... much too awake.

Rock On is correct....tubby = bath..... :)

Quite tired. Probably developing an ingrown toenail.

Apprehensive.

Feeling better today thanks to friends and family!

I'm feeling giddy!!!

A number of ways. A guy I have said hi and bye to before blocked traffic to run up and speak to me then quickly hand me his number. I know I should be flattered but I wish it was a nice butch who was showing me such attention.

So my overall feeling is a little crabby.

lol, I never had such a great time at my own expense before.
 

Simultaneous guilty self-revulsion mingled with irrepressibly naughty glee at something which I have done. The glee is feeding the guilt which in turn fuels the glee, lol.

And I'm totally getting a little sexual charge out of the whole damn thing.

I have felt for many reasons that I'm losing my way spiritually lately. And this is confirmation of that. I need to discuss this with my teacher - I think this situation is leading up to something and it feels very important. I just hope I can refocus my energy where it needs to be.

But until I can talk to teacher, I'm going to raise a little hell. I can always repent another day, lol.

Feeling nostalgic. Someone I dated 6 years ago messaged me out of the blue. I will reply tomorrow though. Not sure what to say right now.

Feeling
 

I feel tired, like I need to rest for at least a week.

Bored! If that's even a feeling.

I feel like a child. I am taking to my friend about cleaning my bathroom and keep giggling every time I talk about walls. And I haven't even started with the vodka yet.

Feeling
 

I feel good and excited about the weekend.

I am still feeling really overwhelmed... but I am also feeling very smiley this evening.

I caught another damn cold and it's taking forEVER to kick it, had to go get a shot in my arse and some powerful antibiotics for 5 days. OMG I'm sick of being sick.
Damn germs. lol

I'm drunk.

It doesn't happen often. But it's been a very good night.