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I've been sleeping better, lately. I'm thirsty. That's an easy one to fix.
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The rainbow needs polishing
I have the crud kicking in I'm here at work pulling an overnight with much on the brain and I have been appointed the keeper of the logs I need 8am to be here like 5 minutes ago |
Keeping focused on disconnecting the heart from the mouth and letting go. Savoring my own feelings privately. Staying open to joy and space to nurture.
A hot bath... yep I need one of those... candles and oil that smells good. |
My mind is very....very evil to me...
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that i will never get anything done with this lovebug in my lap!!
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waking up in hys arms ~ knowing hys strength fullfills me ~ hys someone I can look up too ~ never loosing hys stare ~ hy appreciates .... I melt into hym ~ hy leads us ~ I love you ~~ (((( U ))))
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I should go to the hardware store today... for some shelving brackets, to look for the Christmas things my mom wants... and... well... just because I love the hardware store...
Also, I should buy a few powerball tickets today... *nods* |
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was Full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.. 'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put The sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.' The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of Beers with a friend. Credit: The Idealist |
That there are less than 40 days until Gaige arrives in Portland...We (me and the fur kids) cannot wait to have her here loving us all up!
I'm also thinking about how awesome it is that she knows all 6 of my pet's names, and sometimes sings Chewy's song to him, on the webcam, when I am not in the room. Adorable, delicious, scrumptious...I love her! |
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I kept thinking about this post, and had to come back and check it...and sure enough...Ha! I have 8 furry family members, not 6! Apparently it is time for bed! |
my life and just how very blessed I am I have a wonderful wife who is my best friend who stands by me and is unwavering in her faith in me ... my daughter Goose who will be 9 on Dec 4th and the wonderful young lady she is becoming .. our furbabies Phoebe Gracie and Jules .. our hose that we have made a home and all the dreams and memories we are and will be making there our familys love and support .. and my guys here at work supporting me and rooting for me .. so very meany blessings
and well nookie dates at home with my wife |
Decisions...Decisions...Decisions.
....And that incredible moon last night...:moonstars: |
Weighing VERY heavily on my mind... our sweet baby Pixi, who we lost in a tragic accident yesterday. My heart is broken. http://pic100.picturetrail.com/VOL90.../404816622.jpg |
I had a job interview yesterday. It was my first in over 8 years, so it was kinda weird. I think I was too stiff, lol. I am normally a very easy going person, but I was nervous. I really am not that excited about the job (staff interpreter position in a school district) because when I applied, they told me it was a 4 hour position, but now they upped it to 6 hours. I love working for myself but having steady income and benefits (which I have not had in 4 years) is sooo important. It also is the highest paying school district job in the county and right near my home. I can still do my freelancing at night too. We will see if I get a call back, and then weigh my options. :)
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I am SO sorry. My heart goes out to you. :(
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I do not feel good and I am being a total baby woke up drenched in sweat lovely now I have chills and aches I feel very guilty about calling out but I spent last night with a runny nose and going from hot to cold so now I am going to let my wonderful wife baby me DESD>>>>> I need you :hamactor::seeingstars:
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Mr Leonard and a stuck zipper ..... ** giggling** |
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ya know.... I use to raise australian shepards , my pride and joy was my Heidi, and Heidi has been gone for wow 22 yrs now. But i gotta tell you , sometimes she comes to me in my dreams... TO THIS DAY!.. seriously she does.. and when she does she is always happy and bouncy. she will run to me out of no where. and ya know.... your lil Pixi will too. you can bet on it. she will always be with you in your heart and spirit, she will return to you. and time..... time for your heart to heal. |
never thought a game of words with friends could be sooooooo ahh exciting ... in fact its getting a lil warm in here.. lol |
Today, yesterday, and all the days before those. Looking forward to tomorrow and I can't ponder it too much
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Why is it that I only get soooooo tired and start wanting a nap when it's too late in the evening for a nap (that whole, can't sleep now or won't sleep tonight, thing)? I may just be a rebel and nap anyway. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Edited to add: wow...after hitting the submit button, I realized just how boring my life has become, when I am "rebelling" with a 7pm nap :| *sigh* |
wouldnt you like to be a gamer to?
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Greasy diner food. Well, 2 fried eggs over hard, a BIG stack of buttermilk blueberry pancakes and maple syrup...coffee...good conversation...or maybe just a little conversation...and an all nighter until i couldn't sweat no more. And some water.
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right now... run run run... deep breath... relax... dont get overwhelmed... its all good, just super busy
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I am thinking... my boss sucks. I work in crazyville. I am not a lemming.
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chrissy in playing Santa in a local community theater production. I have to figure out how to attach fleece to the top of his boots without doing so permanently yet making sure the fleece doesnt fall off during the 7 shows he has to perform
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Oh...and I can't sew. I have used dental floss before..for a hammock.. I can sorta do it. Good luck And what Clay said..maybe easiest http://www.officemax.com/office-supp...oduct-ARS24793 http://http://www.officemax.com/offi...oduct-ARS24793 |
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I just wonder what the residual would be with the whole strip being sticky...hmm...ponder...ponder... |
memories
Rocky Road ice cream
cucumbers & melons A very sweet walk & a morning song :) |
I hate being home sick (just a cold), I'd much rather be home feeling fine (mental health day of fucking off).
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..a dream..
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I'm going to Santa Barbara tonight, but not for a good visit :(
My grandma died from cancer on June 30th, and my family was not able to keep her house because of her reverse mortgage. So, it went on the market and was sold in 3 days. The buyer is cash, demanded a 2 week escrow and my family agreed :( So, off we go to clean out the house and sell her possessions in a garage sale tomorrow morning. I don't know how I am going to feel about this. We can't keep them, I know this. She has a house full of trinkets, furniture, clothes... But it's still my grandma's, and I don't know how I am going to handle everyone rummaging through our memories. I am going to stay strong and help my family, because it's the right thing to do. But, it's still going to SUCK. That's on my mind. |
How is it possible that I went to bed last night with ten perfectly manicured and polished nails only to wake up this morning with a broken nail?
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work.. jobs.
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Is numerology for real?
Is there any significance to the date Dec 21, 2012? Will my legs ever truly heal? |
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