She is 9. My sunshine shadow!!!!!!

and SHE wants to marry ME and take MY NAME! We will be married in both countries, the legal one will be small with dear ones we have selected, the second one will be HERE and a CELEBRATION! All I know is her visit in December has alot to do with wedding dresses and other girly stuff, I will likely be left at home for this adventure :ohm:. Can't WAIT for it to all come together. My life has been so FULL of blessings, my cup will neither be half empty or half full, it will be full to the brim.

I know I am loved because

I am pretty freakin fabulous
Because I am the only one who can make a boo boo better
Cause I am told on a daily basis by two adorable angels
Because I have love for myself and others

This is so lovely!!

Much happiness deserved and well-earned by you both:)

{{Hugs}}

:moonstars:

because she takes care of me, makes me feel safe and we don't feel any pressure to move fast in our friendship.

She arranged leather care lessons and then took me out for SUSHI!!!!!

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Cause when she gets home *finally* we are going to Chillis! Yay! Lol :-D

I know I am loved because......
 

I know I am loved because....
 

Because she cleans ferret poop so I don't have to do it when I get home after a LONG day *swoon* <3

Love you hunnie! *kiss*

:lips:She can kiss me breathless and she does it often. Mmmmm.

... Because when I get home from work tomorrow, a special 6year old who i haven't seen since Wednesday will scream and run and jump into my arms and tell me "I missed you, Abuela!!"

I know I'm loved because.....

He always puts me first.....

I was never his consolation prize....

It was love at first sight....

He's always there for me and always has been....no questions asked...

He never had to think twice about wanting to be with me....

I know he wants to wake up with me every morning and go to sleep with me every night...... <3


:moonstars:

damm skippy baby

I know it's repetitive, but...

... because (even though I saw her before school this morning) as all of the other kids were getting off the bus and walking calmly (blandly) towards their cars/parents, one special 6yo's face lit up like the sun when she saw me waiting there for her instead of her mom, then she jumped off the bus steps, [rudely] pushed past another kid, and ran and jumped into my arms and buried her face into my neck, saying "Abuela! You're NEVER here to pick me up! This is the best part of my day! I love you so much!"

Even with all the dark and ugly parts of this divorce, her love sustains me, and having her in my life is the priceless golden lining that came out of the dark cloud of that huge mistake of a relationship.

We can agree to trust and explore. Knowing we are safe to try new ways of being together. That I can trust hym enough to not know what will happen. And I am respected enough to heard when I'm ready to share.