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Hearing about the 5 young lives that have been lost at sea.
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NOT A THING!!!!!
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realizing today that the ole boy in the back yard is blind. I think he is about 13 or 14 yrs old. But the other old boy is older than him. When it warms up I'm getting in the attic and finding their registration papers to see how old they are.
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Part of our tradition is when someone is to return to the Creator open a window and let them go 10 years ago I opened the window for my Dad
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Just returned from a 4 y/o family member's funeral. Such a tiny little pink box. 1 brother not even able to be there due to still being in the hospital. The 3 others in another room due to being too small to understand. 1 of those 3 wearing a neck brace, she was the only one that is actually okay after this tragedy. A mom being led in w/uniforms and then having to go before the service was completed. So many tears. So much pain. Mom walking into room where the children are and you can hear over the prayer being said, "Mom!". ... This was my personal breaking point. |
sending sooo much warmth, comfort and healing energies to you sweetie
I have no way to relate or understand but I am here...I can HUG and provide support...xoxo Quote:
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Seeing a video of My granddaughter in the hospital.. she was in a very serious car wreck on Jan 3. She was in a coma for 6 weeks, the doctors said there was nothing more they could do for her, then miraculously she started opening her eyes. She's since been moved to a rehab facility in Nashville and opens her eyes, opens her mouth, moves her head slightly to the music on her phone. I was sent a video of her showing her trying to speak, she can't speak, but she's trying so hard.. it just made Me break down. God Bless her.. she's a beautiful, sweet, amazing 20 yr old young lady with her whole life in front of her and it just breaks My heart to see her struggle like that. But I am so thankful she has come as far as she can. It will be 2 months tomorrow since her accident, and I pray every day that she will recover fully.
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Having to sleep home alone tonight :(
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Having to say our goodbyes again. :(
We all get so moody and cranky... Goodbyes till next time blow! It's back to work and school for all of us in the morning..... Life continues as we are... 4 months remain till we no longer have these month long goodbyes. :( |
That I have far too much to do around the house to be able to hit the beach today....sad sad sad panda
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Knowing that I must have a conversation with somebody soon, this week, and it isn't going to be easy. All of my emotions stir. As sad as it makes me, I know it is right and what I need to do for myself. After the sadness comes confidence and a floating happiness waiting for me to feel free from the thoughts and the words.
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my BFF...and "that" conversation....I don't know what to say or to do....BUT I can damn cry, hug, and live in your heart! I love you, my fierce friend..my fucking best friend in the whole world...dammit....for one of the rarer times in my life...I am speechless...:blink:
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Thinking about my Momma today. She died 20 years ago today.
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R stopping on the sidewalk, giving her heart a chance to slow down. We were fighting. If I really love her, I would .... tough choices make me sad.
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It is so very hard to see my cherished friends hurting and not be able to help in any way. I do hope they know I am here for them, always. I'm sure that they do. *sending out positive healing white light* :praying: I have not heard from Miranda since Sunday, but this happens with her. Doesn't make me miss her any less, but this pretty much is a constant with her. I'm sick. I think like real deal sick. Feels like the flu. I think my body is just worn out and telling me it needs a break. There has been more news of my cousin's family. So much pain, but love how they are pulling together strong. :rrose: |
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That I had no choice but to walk away!
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when I woke up today I never thought I'd get that call muchless from my beautiful compassionate son. My heart is truly crushed. a grief never to heal. She left without me saying goodbye
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That it has taken me this long to realize where I belong. I have to tell a very special woman tonight im moving back home.
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a young friend's cancer has moved to her bones. She's a young mom with so much zest and inner beauty! I've heard this news before with my bio mom 4 years ago... this hurts my heart deeply
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Today, April 5 is my brothers birthday.
This day always hits me hard, i miss his so damn much. The hard part is that he is alive. Happy Birthday Brother wherever you are. |
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