ohhh how I want you..
 

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:awww:

yep. I am crushing. Uh-huh. Sure am.

Oh Lordy, you just made my heart skip a beat.

I have loved her for a thousand years....
 

More of a story....

11 years ago when I worked at Islands of Adventure I met this security guard. she had blond hair and blue eyes, she just said "hi" to me one day....and the next day and the next day and the next until it got to the point she was annoying me. She would sneak up behind me and "spook" me and laugh when I jumped.

One very cold day (I live in Fl, I don't deal well with "cold") I am freezing my costumed butt off and her come Ms. security with a cup of coffee.

Wow that was all kinds a sweet and appreciated. I guess that's when I decided she was not so annoying. We got to talking and exchanged contact info. A few days later we happened upon each other online, this is back in the hay day of AOL. We talked for about 4 hours online. I have NEVER talked to anyone that long (anyone not standing in front of me). After we couldn't type anymore I called her and we talked on the phone for another 2 hrs.

This marathon of laughing and joking got the ball rolling for the most lovely, saddest friendship I ever had. We were fast friends after that night and I quickly fell in love, so did she. There was one major problem though, I had a girlfriend and so did she, Sigh.... life sucks so hard sometimes.

I could not be a jerk and neither could she so we stayed friends.

This was has been our position for the past decade, neither of us being single at the same time, the one time we had a chance was when I moved back to S. Fla and she told me she couldn't handle a long distance relationship. I NEVER cried so hard over a girl before!

So fast forward through the years of friendship and arrive at last month (Nov) we had not had an in depth conversation in a few years...just friendly comments on FaceBook...so out of the blue she hits me up and I tell her I am no longer married. She tells me how she has loved me all these years from afar. I tell her the same back.

Actually I tell her much more then that for I have ADORED her for over a decade, no one has ever measured up to the standard of awesome she had set in my heart so many years ago!

So we decided that finally it is "our time" and since then life has been....amazing, I don't know...my feet do not touch the ground! She is all I remembered her to be and so much more! She came to visit me for 4 wonderful days and it was....I am so not a "faller" but here I am so fallen!

I have an aggressive personality and a problem with closeness...I dont build walls I build fortressed citadels. I "hit her" with the full force of my personality and she didn't do a dang thing but sit and smile quietly until I wore myself out. Now I sit here in a position I have never found myself. Calm and unafraid. CALM! Well actually... opt calm as I am so giddy in love.... anger free. ZERO desire to push anyone away. I for sure thought I was gonna knock her over, very sneaky how she just simply...didn't!

Now in 30 days I will be living in Orlando and by the end of March she will be living in Orlando...back where we started, both in the same city....my future hold endless possibilities. The planets in my universe feel aligned. What the hell am I gonna do with all this happiness, my cup runneth over!

This is my Tina

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This stone gy is sportin' a lil boi crush... Now how's that even possible? *smirk* :koolaid:

what can I say, she's hot ;)
 

Hotness at the jewelry store who found a nice discount on the watch I bought my BFF for Xmas.... Tall..... not too girly.... long hair..... hmm... don't I deserve to get myself an Xmas present? LOL (j/k)

no one at the moment... the butch that i Was crushing on told me that if she wanted she could have any femme that she knows over to hang out.

and did i want to hear this??? :(

crushing hard
 

on my GIRL!

I love you tooooooooooooooooo!!!!:hk19::hk1::awww:

Felicia Day. If I knew where she lived I would stalk her. Gamer nerd chick from Eureka!

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Claire Forlani
 

She needs me!!!!


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Also the guild which is a gaming series, you should check it out if you haven't already, and she is also in Dr. Horribles sing a long blog! :) I'm not into femmes but I so have a crush on her too :)

the luckiest.
 

A farm boy.... *snickers*

http://www.fortunecity.com/lavendar/...03/Farmboy.JPG

Someone so unavailable...

Smouldering~
 

can we have hints?!? :)

I am crushing on my Irobot Roomba vacuum cleaner. Of course I now think about I, Robot a lot. lol

well, that narrows it down (lol) :eatinghersheybar:

Hey,..do you ever make your own butch...a composite of different parts and attributes..this ones hands, this ones face, this ones ass, this ones humor, this ones sex appeal.......Mmmmm, I knew I shouldn't have stopped at the Home Depot tonight !

not lately lol..but I like to think they are all perfect:readfineprint:

but...i wasn't even at Home Depot tonight...:cheesy:

Eric Church the country singer. Don't wanna have sex with him, just like looking at him.

And I also think about putting all my ex's into one person (there's only 3) and making the perfect person for me. That's why I'm convinced that I'll never find that perfect one. The perfect one is scattered into three.

hahahahahahah

Mutual crush
 

i must confess that your "farm boy" is completely head over heels for you as well, buttercup

Like a bear is to honey.

The kindness I find in the world around me and the people who offer it freely. Acts of selflessness, no matter how small, never fail to leave smile on my face...... <3

crushing
 

I am sooo crushing on vtpurplemoose :seeingstars:

I'm crushin' on the pool Boi. ;) Surf's UP!

My site crush remains constant and has led to a wonderful friendship. I'm just not one to get involved long distance romantically. But, I sure can be a supportive friend and text/call to yak!

Real-time crush/dating going on for me (not a site member), but 'cept, she will not allow me to post any pics. Maybe in the future. Right now, just have to see what actually develops. I'm a patient person when it involves quality, honor, integrity and well.... stunning beauty! Maybe 2012 will be my year!

I'm a huge red head fan so my celebrity crush has always been Marge Helgenberger.