Bright and breezy, woke early to sunshine and birdsong, chores completed about the house so its paperwork and a cappuccino then I have a lunch date.

My feet are more cold than normal.

Health wise still strange... Bp is still high, anxiety high even on medication.

Im stressed over a whole list of things.

Nor have i truly accepted my birth mom is gone.

weak and too much emotive and vulnerable for my liking

Holding on. Trying to cope. Trying to find the light at the end of the tunnel.

A little worried about my meeting a new Ortho on Monday that specializes in hip bone damage.

Thankful for my Rhemo Doctor and his staff that are taking great care of me.

Tired and sore after a long day.

Pleased with my new insurance company.

Excited about this Thursday.

A bit scared the new Ortho might recommend surgery.

I am feeling downright amazed at how coincidental life can be at times.

Excited about seeing the neurologist at 9:00 in the morning. They had a cancellation, otherwise I would be waiting until the 24th. I want some relief from over the top pain. I almost fell in my supervisor's office yesterday. I had been to the ice machine and stopped by to see him to update something I was working on. Stood there in his office about five minutes talking, then almost toppled over from severe leg and foot pain. I can walk/stand for only so long ... then that is it!!! This is so weird to me for my body to be so uncooperative. I am so ready to find out what this is, fix it and forget it. I have so much I have to do. Cleaning up this forest from logging activities, finish sanding and painting 3 more sheets of plywood ... making the babies a cool waterproof fort that will keep the sun off them. Kevie will love it! He is a big fellow and gets hot. I may cover and insulate part of the back patio, install a room size window unit for them. I know they would really enjoy that. :)

Bright and happy. The worlds a big place with tons of people to connect with. Let’s go cause some smiles today! 😍

It's been one hectic week so I'm glad that my weekend starts now.

Tired... Getting acclimated to new meds makes me really tired.

Oh you optimists................with MY luck, the first person I connect with will be a real jerk...:giggle:

Stressed. I have a one page paper on Ebola. One page? Easy, right? Apparently, not for me! :(

Who wants to do a happy dance with me? :happyjump:

Feeling
 

I am exhausted after another 60 hour week that ended in a 6 hour drive home.

:alarm:

Pretty good. I might be able to leave early today, don't have to work the weekend, and may get a chance to see President Obama who's the keynote speaker at a trade show I'm going to in May.

Keeping my fingers crossed.

Melancholy and reflective