Very happy and supremely content. Chores done quicker than anticipated leaving time for an unhurried, relaxing lunch. Great Chinese American food and wicked fun company. Son's girlfriend brought me more tomatoes bcause she's sweet and thoughtful like that. Apartment nice and cool upon returning home. Monte taking a nap so plenty of time for myself. Computer out of sick bay, what's not to like about today. :)

Simultaneously stressed, tired, and happy. Stressed due to finances and having to deal with benefits system, tired due to the lateness of the hour, and happy because I came across Deanne Smith's videos just this evening.

This is the first one that I came across: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGPNK9qE9mI

and then this, where Deanne is still excellent but upstaged by a kitten; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkWy8nRWPGk

Made my evening, did that!

Exorbitantly bummed.

I also feel angry.

I am still concerned but even more so. I have to go in for more blood work 3rd time in 3 weeks and today they asked for records of 14 years ago when I had my cancer surgery. When I seen the dr the 1st time we talked about it and she said it was 14 yrs ago we wont need them. That just makes the unknown even scarier.

Sore, tired, and annoyed. Not necessarily in that order. But guess what? still smiling.

Feeling sore (broken record) and happy. I do know this, my life is rarely dull. :|

Feeling
 

I feel happy and healthy.

:cowboy:

Loved and appreciated.

Cooooollll
I can't believe it's only 55° up on this mountain!

I feel pretty good. :king:

Still processing a lot of emotions.

Braggart .........

Hoping the horrible smoke that has gripped our area will finally clear completely out! So hard for everyone to breathe including my little Leo who has been coughing, sneezing and hacking along with me. Praying for WINDS AND RAINS! :rainsing:

Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.