|
Back to back to back conversations this morning with friends that are either having severe relationship issues or going through a break-up... :(
(wonder if there is something in the water) |
My little lady.....
She realizes something is not quite right with her....(she has severe Alzheimer's) and she was talking to me about it at breakfast today.... she says she feels like she is in the (assisted living) facility for the sole purpose of being provided 3 meals a day and a place to sleep...and all she wants to do is go home to a place that (unbeknownst to her) isn't hers any more.... She was so openly upset and sad....and it's so not like her....I hate that I can't find the right words to make it ok...or even tolerable. I hate that this disease will take her from her family long before she dies....I hate that I can't make it all better.... And as we sat there....and I looked into her teary eyes....this snippet of a song came on from the dining room radio....and just struck a cord.... I am, I said To no one there And no one heard at all Not even the chair I am, I cried I am, said I And I am lost, and I can't even say why Leavin' me lonely still I love my job and hate it all at the same time.... |
Update: Sis came home just now! She's been gone for 10 days. She did'nt drink, ate a little, howled, and ran back out through the window. I swear.. they drive me crazy sometimes.
|
Memories some as old as I am some not that old...funny how they hit you one after another when they are sad or really happy...I would much rather have the really happy ones any day....
|
Quote:
this does suck. i feel like an alien at my job for sure, but it's getting better. Good luck because that is no easy task working in that environment. |
Stopping to get a turtle from the side of the road, only to find it had already been (recently) crushed...turtles are just amazing and beautiful to me...it really broke my heart that I was too late to help him....
|
Trying to sleep (unsucusefuly) without Riley claiming 2/3 rds of the bed
Waking up and realizing she is not here wanting to be walked when I saw her empty spot next to me and empty food bowls that I have to some how get to her...:confused: |
What made you sad today...
..reading an article about a turtle that was caught in in some plastic used to hold six cans of soda together, and as it grew, its shell grew deformed. I realize things happen all over the world and not everything is perfect, but really? Cleaning up after yourself is such an easy thing to do. So quit tossing those cigarettes on the ground. Quit dumping pills into toilet. Stop avoiding your chance to recycle. Give the world a break. |
The first degree burn that I received from opening my radiator cap.. WHHHATTT was I thinking??? :hk12: :blink:
|
The same thing over and over again has made me sad today
Walking in and not be greeted by Riley Not having her lay on my chest Not being able to walk her Knowing in my heart she would be safe and happy with me because she always was Not having her look at me and say okay Dad time to rub the belly and you think your sleeping where exactly... Yes I am missing MY dog and that makes me beyond sad... |
Quote:
It's sad what people do to this planet. And the simple act of recycling could help so much and the majority would rather do nothing... It is very sad indeed... |
not knowing what the right decision is...
|
This did....
http://news.yahoo.com/jamaica-transg...070446416.html And it's sad that the person who wrote the story still referred to her as HE and HIM and SON.... The world is a sad and scary place.... |
[QUOTE=IrishGrrl;20055]Just starting this thread becouse I"m sad today..maybe someone else is too.[/QUOTE
Im sad today because I am single and alone |
Although I have had a decent day and there were smiles to be found
Deep down I am sad I am sad for the same reasons I was when I went to sleep last night Same reason I was when the nightmare woke me up a few hours later So yes the same thing is making me sad and I am doing my best to not allow it in through the walls that are slowly going back up.... |
it makes me sad.....
that i hurt people i love sometimes...and yet it's sad that i have so much to give.....and no One willing to take.
|
Seeing that it's not even October yet. I may just have do an early vacation-- dont think I can wait much longer.
|
Seeing someone i love very much struggle,
and not being able to do a fucking thing about it. This kind of helplessness makes me uber sad. |
No knowing where I will be working next week, where money will come from, If I am going to be ok.
Learning to trust that I will, but sad things are as they are. |
Katrina 8 year anniversary coming up. Images of the tragedy start popping up everywhere around this time.
|
| All times are GMT -6. The time now is 02:36 PM. |
ButchFemmePlanet.com
All information copyright of BFP 2018