What am I not feeling LOL

ummm tired and I have had a headache since last night so...

I feel sore and good. Oh and the sore isn’t what you think. Gutter brains!

I feel maybe I shouldn’t have had that “one more” drink but I feel good so maybe I should have. And I did so yeah. Damn friends. Good people.

i feel rested but stressed as we had an emergency surgery last nite, her retina detached 1/4 of the way and a 4:30 eye appointment turned into a 9pm surgery


the surgery was 1 hour and i drove around the hospital trying to figure out where the patient pick up was after hours, i finally decided to park at the patient pick up area and go get food as neither of us had eaten since lunch

after picking up food i made it back to the waiting room just in time to see the dr and he said everything went well

now she has to sit in a special torture chair for at least one week maybe two

oh and she cannot drive for 8 weeks

oh gosh! Send her my love! I hope this is the end of it for her!

Energized and ready to get outside and enjoy the beautiful fall weather that finally decided to arrive.

I’ve definitely got that Friday feeling. :D

Tired and hungry...

Today is my first day back to work after a horrendous bout with a head cold that tried to meander to my chest.

Mucinex is awesome for avoiding such things, but Lord, it makes me feel all tuckered out

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At the moment, pissed.

Greco

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Better. Much...much...Better.

Greco

Me too........

I wish I could get sleepy.
On Friday morning, I was scheduled to have breakfast with my best male friend, a straight, smart-assed, kind hearted guy I just adore.
He knew I was gay, but he didn't care about things like that.

I texted him Friday around 9 a.m. to see if we were still on, then I went about my business, remembering to text him again every hour or so.
He owns a restaurant, so when noon came and went, I just figured he had gotten too swamped to answer my texts.
By 2, I was getting concerned so I called him at the restaurant.
His manager answered, so I asked if he was there. She said quietly, "He died this morning."
I had to ask three times because my brain was not accepting it.
Finally, I said I was coming to the restaurant right then.

He had suffered a massive heart attack and died that morning in bed.
I'd just seen him the night before, and now he's gone.
We were very similar in personality and senses of humor. He always used to say, "Bye, babe, I love you," whenever we'd say goodbye.
I am not so quick to say I love someone, especially straight guy friends, but I had just started saying it back to him that last week.

He was only 50. He wasn't supposed to go before I did.

We had so many things going--I was helping him do some marketing and designing some new stuff for his restaurant. I wanted to create an outdoor cartoonish statue of him, like the old Bob's Big Boy character.
I had just showed him the cartoon roughs and he was into them.
We were inventing new menu items for his place.

I had just talked him out of being a "Colorado Republican." He was going to vote a straight Democratic ticket next month for the first time, ever.

And now he's gone.

I wish I could unscrew my head for a month and just stop the political headaches and worries, and now this pain.

Better than I did yesterday!
 

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Thursday at my doctors appointment I received both a flu shot and a pneumonia shot. While I really didn't feel I had an adverse reaction to either, for some reason I just felt out of it all day Friday.

Good. I woke up feeling OK, I had a nice day out with some friends, and I'm still feeling OK now, no ups or downs or panics. Best day I've had in weeks!

Wonderfully hopeful.

I have a headache because today was really busy at work.

But even so I am in a tremendously good mood. And for no obvious reason. I feel energetic and happy.