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A really awesome woodworking workshop this summer. I hope it is even remotely possible to attend.
I wonder if there are others I can find, just in case. |
It's my historical first post.
Hmmm. Being really overwhelmed at being here at the moment.
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What is on my mind?
100 horses....
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I'm so tired but I don't even want to lay down. It will be too quiet, too dark.
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I don't know what I am thinking but I am certainly sensing a lot of projected energy - even though I can't tell what it is supposed to be.
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*Smiles*
People I care about, my projects, curling up with a movie/cuddles and oddly enough, shopping and barbecue picnics. My mind is an odd place today but it is curious and filled with positive energy. |
A shower. I wonder if it would help me feel better?
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Being practical really isn't where it's at...
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A friend of the family is on my mind. She was with her mother when she passed. I worry about her because it is very traumatizing. I don't like to admit that truth. However, it is a strange experience to say the least.
How our lives are so very short. |
Keeping up is a challenge for turtle energy but there's nothing I wouldn't do to make it possible... Nothing! She's worth all of this... And then some. :flowers:
What's on my mind...? She is! :heartbeat: |
That I can feel myself
burning... out.. |
Tomorrow I get to see my oncologist. Always fun! Hopefully we can start getting to the root of why I am still in so much pain! I am at my wits-end over it. I am stick to death feeling like this. Hopefully she wont just give me more pain meds. I am already on enough pain meds to kill a cow!
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There is a lot on my mind today. I took a day off from work to hopefully sort through it all and to feel better. Right now some stuff is weighing heavy BUT I am sure some self care time will have me back to my vibrant self!
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hmmm ... dont ask !!!
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Singing and putting m'self out there in the singin' thread. :|
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I hope I am not too late.
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I hate finality, the end of hope. But I love the liberating quality of finality, the beginning of who-knows-what.
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DRUGS...in vast, copious amounts AND varieties...*I jest*
Truth be told...needing to do something that I'm afraid of...and figuring out what exactly *that* is. |
Right now, there is really only one thing on my mind - it is complex :)
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Work is on my mind.
We have a new senior HR manager at work, and she wants to redo the current structure of the our department. I've been focusing on the recruiting side of HR for the past couple of years, and the good news is I am apparently so awesome at it that the CEO has noticed it, as well as the HR Director for our category at the our parent company. The bad news is that while the rest of my department will be getting new jobs and titles soon, I may not because they're saying they can't afford to lose me as a recruiter. The CEO was horrified at the idea of me not doing recruiting. So I guess that's a compliment? But I was kind of looking forward to doing something new. So hmm. |
How to make a friend smile who is having a hard time right now. Maybe I could suggest a coffee milkshake - they help make me smile.
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A fellowship newcomer, one I just can't abide. She expressed to me that horrible attitude of all straight women need it to meet the right lesbian to 'cure' them of being straight. Which is just as unpleasant to me as a bio bloke saying all lesbians need is the right bio cock to 'cure' them. :|
Cutting my nose off to spite my face. Not wanting to work alongside folks who bring me spiritual unrest. Keeping my recovery foremost. A potential women's meeting that would inevitably end up being about boyfriends/husbands and children, like the last one was apparently. :sigh: |
What's on my mind...
worry, worry and more worry. My dad is back in the hospital again. This time he decided to hide how bad his legs were (diabetic), until my brother walked in on him changing his socks. Swollen, red with infection and weeping. They admitted him and have placed him in wound care unit, where he spent 7 weeks a few years ago. Wishing I had a magic wand to make illness & pain go away. |
Mind
The amazing and beautiful things I see. How when I hear the click of my camera knowing ive captured that beauty,that image a moment frozen in time.
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on my mind..
she is. she is so close. I'm sending her lots of positive thoughts for an important meeting she has and hope it turns out the way she wants it to.
Then I'm thinking that in only 2 more days and I can reach out and caress her face, kiss her lips, take her in my arms. Maybe show her SF, we will see..... |
My son is on my mind. He's so broken hearted right now. His g/f went to college in another city about 3 hours away and it's been very tough on both of them. Now she's saying that she has to break up with him because it's too much stress.
I really don't know how to help him and it's tearing me up inside. To see him in tears all the time for what seems like months is so hard. I used to give him my car so that he could see her, but it's an old car and there's a lot of kilometers on it. And his dad uses his car nearly every weekend so their time was cut down to not seeing each other very much at all. I know this is something everyone goes thru and it's one more step in his life, but it's really hard to watch. :( |
I absolutely adore her.
I always have. I always will. I'm a lucky man... luckier than I ever thought possible. |
Only the best stuff *G
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How good it feels to be *heard*.....to have an open line of communication and a good connection to be able to share openly with another person. It brought the ray of sunshine to my day, which was much needed. :)
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The kid who died on the 10th after playing a gym game. It was his 16th birthday.
Also, THIS story. So sad. Then I listened to this: |
Gaige's determination, drive, and commitment. I really hope that her boss truly knows how much she puts into every day, and continues to acknowledge her hard work, and giant successes...
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He is as usual. His extremely authentic and loving way of being is intoxicating. I am so damned blessed.
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It's too nice to be inside. I'm going for that walk now.
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I am happily floating in my thoughts. I am thinking a lot but nothing *really* serious. I feel great today!
Mostly I am thinking about people I love and care about and how good it felt to get outside and enjoy interaction and nature in the same day. I love feeling my breath take in the fresh crisp air as I hike along the hills of the woods - birch & mostly bare maple trees and green grass lightly dusted with snow surround me as it flurries and a cool wind blows softly across my back. |
Envy
Feelings Prayer Fellow nutters Doing the right thing |
Random thoughts and curiosities. I hope the energy stays this happy and vibrantly fun tonight.
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~ A huge list ~ lol :)))) ~
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I have dived down the internet rabbit hole of bonsais I wish I could have....
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Round two of purging, sorting and bagging up the goods - keep, give away, trash... oh the piles are building.
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I need to look into getting some kind of recording device so I can tape myself saying stuff so I can send it over the pond ...
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