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It has been a sad home for 2 days now ... Yesterday my sweet Bass (BluIze's Bass) and I had to go identify the body of Hys 46 year old ex of 16 years, who is also the mother of Hys 4 children. Emotions are so high ... Guilt is rampant ... There is anger, fear, hurt, and complete sorrow for all. All I can do is be there for Hym, love Hym completely and give Hym all and any support that Hy needs and may not know Hy needs. Hy had the pleasure of getting to meet some of our wonderful BFP family at the Reunion and wanted to share this news with Hys now new family ... Hy is a kind, gentle, caring and loving soul that is in so much pain and confusion on what to feel. Please send out light, love, strength and healing. With much love .............. |
((((((((((Bass and family))))))))))
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With all my heart and sincerity ... Thank ((((((((((you))))))))))!!!!!!!! |
I just realized that someone that I truly respect and hold in a special place in my heart has blocked me on Fb, and I don't know why. This made me very sad. I'm hoping this is a temporary thing. :praying: |
So sorry to hear about Bass. My thoughts are with hym and hys family
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It's Monday.
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what saddens me is I feel like , my feelings don't exist to some people, its more like ... oh its just Nik , hy will be alright ..... yeah I might be alright ... but you Fu***d up ...
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This made me sad. I am still wiping the tears from my eyes.
http://mywifesfightwithbreastcancer....s#.UoCaOJR9GgE Please click on the link and read their story and look at his photos of his wife. The photos and their story will move you and make you sob like a little baby. |
Today? It seems like everything. </3
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a response on fb... :sigh:
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BASS and family}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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The words I heard three hours ago....they are still ringing in my ears....
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Someone I have known longer than anyone else, who offered before to donate so we could have a baby, backed out tonight when learned that we would not be having sex to do this.
It was the last straw to break the camel's back today and I lost it, logged off and curled up and cried. Why didn't I just stick with my decision that I'd never have kids? I can't even get this ball rolling. :bigcry: |
Thinking about my mom.
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Hang in there and keep trying. It'll be well worth it when it finally happens. I would've loved to have had kids with someone but it didn't happen. I make a good uncle though. :gimmehug: |
I apologize for rambling....
The other night, I had a dream that I ended up with a houseful (4, to be exact) of kitties that I rescued. As it turned out, that number soon tripled because, well...you know, lol. There were also about 4 or 5 baby elephants living in my home (I adore elephants but still, yikes!) that were rescues.
[As an aside, this was interesting to me because most of the cats and of course, the elephants were gray and recently all of my dreams have been hypercolored with vivid scents and bold patterns.] When I was sharing this dream with a friend of mine, he suggested that it meant I needed to get another cat very soon. He said that I could save a kitty from a life of abuse. The thought made me promptly burst into tears as I remembered my sweet cat who recently passed away. She can't ever be replaced and the very idea of getting another pet makes me feel like a betrayer. Conversely, I was also saddened at the thought of not getting another pet and possibly dooming it to a life of hardship. I just don't think I can do it, though. |
being too far away when I was needed.
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Now, having said that, that doesn't mean go right this very second and nab the first cute and fuzzy thing you see. No, it means to keep your heart open to the possibility that maybe, just maybe your baby will send another to love. That's all. No betrayal necessary. Just the acknowledgement that you don't live in a vacuum and that you have feelings and needs that a pet could help with. That's the jist of it. |
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